rebirth retreat

On the first morning after Christmas, Gu Liuguang woke up just after dawn.He looked at his phone, but Gude still didn't reply to the text message. He let out a sigh of relief. After washing up, he packed his textbooks, notes and other things in his backpack, turned and left the dormitory.At this time, the entire dormitory building was still shrouded in sleep, and the empty corridors and stairs were only traces of him walking alone.

He woke up so early and made so many preparations not because he wanted to escape somewhere, and the final exam would be soon, so he couldn't abandon Gude's unfinished studies in order to avoid Yan Dongting.He just wanted to find a few clean places that would not be found by that person, and spend the days before the holiday peacefully.

After the holiday, he will temporarily leave the city and live at the house of Gude's grandparents for a while.At that time, his legs should have almost recovered, and that person would no longer have any excuses to force him.

His whole life, luck and misfortune, were all because of that person.For seven years, every time they met, they would start with quarrels and end with coercion, which seemed to have become the deepest tacit understanding between them.

Tacit understanding... What kind of tacit understanding can there be between two people who always hurt each other?

After leaving the dormitory, Gu Liuguang walked slowly on the school road.The fog in the winter morning shrouded this youthful campus, and the air seemed to carry a fresh and sweet smell.Although it was very early, there were already figures walking on the school road. They were male students who got up early and ran in the morning. They were wearing bright sportswear, their hair was clean and tidy, and their steps were vigorous and vigorous.

When passing by Gu Liuguang's side, the student's running pace slowed down, turned around and trotted back, and greeted Gu Liuguang with a smile.

"Hey, Goode, long time no see."

Gu Liuguang was stunned, looked at the student's sweaty face, and asked, "Are you..."

"Haha, you don't know me anymore when you become a star. I'm Wang Han. We used to play together." The boy smiled with his mouth open, and that smile was very similar to that of Gude.

Gu Liuguang couldn't help laughing: "Sorry, I didn't remember it for a while."

"How is your leg injury?" the boy asked out of breath.

"It's almost there." Gu Liuguang said.

"Get well soon, we are still waiting for you to play together." The boy said.

Gu Liuguang smiled, he really doesn't know how to play basketball. "talk later."

"That's right, you're going to make TV and movies in the future, how can you play with us when you have time." The boy sighed, "I didn't expect you to be spotted by a scout, why didn't you say he didn't like me? , I think I look pretty good too."

Gu Liuguang couldn't help laughing, looked him over, nodded and said, "Well, that's good, if I were a scout, I'd scout you too."

"Hahaha, is that right? If one day you start your own company, don't forget this sentence, and poach me to experience the joy of being a star." The boy laughed heartily.

Gu Liuguang's originally depressed mood improved because of his smile.When he was not "Gu Liuguang", he found that he could suddenly distinguish the difference between joking and telling the truth.Perhaps, it's because the environment of the school is still very simple, and there are not so many profit calculations and harms, right?Or maybe it's because the boy's smile is too clear and contagious...

"If there is such a day, if you are willing to come, I will support you." Gu Liuguang said from the bottom of his heart.

"Okay! If you have any difficulties in the future, I can help you, and I will definitely help you!" The boy raised his hand and patted Gu Liuguang's shoulder lightly, saying: "Okay, I'm going to continue training, you come on!"

"En." Gu Liuguang nodded, and the boy waved his fists and started to run forward.

At this time, the accumulated clouds were suddenly blown away by the wind, and the warm sunlight projected down from the cracked clouds, filling the land and shining into the depths of Gu Liuguang's soul.

During the day, Gu Liuguang spent in the self-study classroom.Because the exam is approaching, he has been reviewing the text very seriously. When he is tired, he closes his eyes and rests, or gets up and does leg rehabilitation exercises, and then continues after he has enough rest.During the period, Li Lei, Zhou Yi, and the others also came, but the three couldn't sit still. After reading the book for a while, they found various excuses to slip away without a trace, which made Gu Liuguang amused and sad at the same time.

In the eyes of others, this exam may be very common.However, for him, this is an extremely important opportunity in his life.He wanted to prove if he could really get it all by himself, even though... his time as Goode was short.But he believes that life will always get better. Although Ning Ning is no longer here, he can still be a good brother who makes Nana proud.

Thinking of Ning Ning, Gu Liuguang's heart ached again.

It would be great if Ning Ning was still there, he really wanted to show Ning Ning his current life.But, even that person didn't recognize him, how could Ningning recognize who he was?

The tip of the pen paused, and Gu Liuguang found sadly that he thought of that person again.

In the evening, after dinner, Gu Liuguang continued to return to the self-study classroom, repeating what he had done during the day.

But maybe he had exhausted all his energy during the day, he sat there in a daze, looking at the open book, his mind was chaotic and chaotic.

He thought of Gude's optimistic appearance of making fun of himself with his family background, the enthusiasm of those fans in the news when "Gu Liuguang" was discharged from the hospital, and the meticulous care and pretended open-minded words of the girl who asked him to watch a movie. The boy named Wang Han I met in the morning had a bright smile like Goode...

These people always look so happy on the surface, and they seem to have no pain in their hearts. They never doubt life, let alone who they are.

But from Goode, he knew that there was a sad past behind that happy and fearless smile.Perhaps those fans, that girl, that boy were not as lucky as imagined.

However, the past has not become a thorn in their way, they are still bravely moving forward on the road, chasing the faint hope in their hearts.

So—what about him?

Seven years ago, when that person broke into his life, he had a smile on his face, hope in his heart, and even hoped for something that should not belong to him at all.However, what ruined it all?

Was it because he discovered that the person's approach was nothing more than a deception with a purpose, or because when he woke up from his lethargy, he found that the person was kissing him?

Or was it because of... Ning Ning's death?

The mobile phone on the table suddenly rang.Gu Liuguang suddenly recovered from the memory, and then found that the chest area became hot and hot again, and the heat spread all the way to the amulet close to the skin, which made him slightly shocked.

He grabbed his phone in a panic and saw that it was Gude on the caller ID, so he quickly picked it up.

"Liu Guang, good evening!"

"good evening."

"What are you doing?" Goode asked.

"Review." Gu Liuguang said.

"Come on, if you don't understand anything, just ask Zhou Yi, that guy is the best in our class, even better than me." Gude said in a rambling manner.

Hearing the tinkling sound from him on the phone, Gu Liuguang frowned and asked, "What are you doing?"

"I'm discharged from the hospital. I'm living in your apartment. Although Xiao Qiao has already cleaned it, I still want to tidy it up. After all, this will be my home from now on. Liu Guang, you won't be angry at me for disturbing you Something?" Goode said.

"No." Gu Liuguang said.

"I found a big box in the bedroom just now. There are many things in it. They are all exquisite and beautiful. They should be some souvenirs. My God, do you still want those things?" Goode asked.

Gu Liuguang clenched his phone tightly, not knowing how to answer for a moment.

"Hey, I also saw a few picture albums. Let me wipe it, what kind of mess are these paintings!" Goode exclaimed from the phone, "Master, these are not gifts from fans, right?"

Gu Liuguang suddenly wanted to laugh and cry: "That should be Ningning's picture album. The souvenirs you mentioned... were brought back by Yan Dongting when he was on a business trip."

Goode also fell silent over there.After a while, Gu Liuguang heard him muttering: "What is this, compensation for guilt? It's too fake!"

Yeah, he always likes to do those fake moves to cover up his ultimate purpose.Both initially and now.

"You keep Ningning's album, and the other things...throw them all away." Gu Liuguang whispered.

"...Okay." Good paused for two seconds before replying.

"Ning Ning's birthday is in a few days, I want to visit her." Gu Liuguang said.

"I'll go with you, after all, I've become her brother now." Goode laughed.

Gu Liuguang smiled and said, "Okay."

"Then I'll bring you the album when the time comes?" Goode said.

"...That day, if Yan Dongting looks for you, don't let him follow, just the two of us." Gu Liuguang said.

"I know, don't worry." Gude nodded, and then he hesitated to speak again: "That..."

"What's wrong?" Gu Liuguang asked.

"It's okay, then I'll hang up, you go to bed early."

After hesitating for a while, Gude finally didn't tell Gu Liuguang about the loss of his phone, lest he would be frightened and afraid that he wouldn't be able to sleep well.

After hanging up the phone, Gude put the brand new mobile phone by his side, and opened the picture album in his hand with great care.When he saw those stick figures at first, he thought it was funny, but after hearing Gu Liuguang say that it was drawn by Gu Ning, he stopped laughing.For Gu Liuguang, these are the most precious memories, and no amount of money can be exchanged for them.

In the first one, there is a big tree in the painting, and there are two little people holding hands standing under the tree, both of them have big arcs on their faces to express their smiles.

In the second picture, a small man with a big head is drawn on the painting, and the small man is holding a guitar in his hand.Goode knew that this was Gu Liuguang.

In the third picture, the little man with the big head is still painted, but the hair on the little man's head is a little longer than the previous picture.

In the fourth picture, the hair on the villain's head is longer, curly and standing upright, as if it has been electrified.Next to the villain, a sad expression is drawn with a red crayon.

Gu De remembered that Gu Liuguang's hair was still long when he filmed "That Summer", and couldn't help laughing.

Fifth, sixth, seventh...

Gude flipped through the pages one by one, and the album in his hand was changed one after another. The ones in the album were either Gu Liuguang or Gu Ning himself.Finally, when Goode turned to the last book, he found another villain appeared in the album.

The villain's body was drawn very long by Gu Ning, his eyebrows were erected, and the corners of his mouth drooped, making him look fierce.

Goode was taken aback.who is this

Flipping back, every few pictures, that fierce villain will appear once.Sometimes it appears with Gu Liuguang, sometimes by itself, and sometimes with Gu Ning hand in hand.

Flipping through a few more pages, Gude suddenly stopped.

He saw a picture with words on it.

The picture was very simple, with only a red heart on it, but beside the heart, someone wrote two names with a pen.

Gu Ning, Gu Liuguang.

That's not the handwriting that a child would have. Turning over the painting, the crooked words on the drawing paper behind were written by Gu Ning.

Gude leaned on the bookcase behind him, looked thoughtfully at the souvenirs in the cardboard box at his feet that Gu Liuguang told him to throw away, as well as Gu Ning's picture album in his hand, and an idea came to his mind.