Hiding Deep: Overwhelming Gao Fushuai

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This kind of feeling is really great, Shen Hao feels that just for this moment of happiness that is so sweet to the bone, his past sins are not in vain, as long as he is still this person, as long as this person is willing to stay with him all the time, He admitted it all.After all, the joy and pain that this person brought him were too extreme, making other experiences in his life eclipsed.

When Shen Hao opened his eyes at noon the next day, Lu Chen hadn't woken up yet. Shen Hao was a little worried. He lay on top of Lu Chen and observed nervously for a long time. He saw that Lu Chen was sleeping soundly and breathing smoothly. Only then did I feel relieved.Shen Hao took care of his heart, picked up the phone from the cabinet next to him, turned the volume on mute and took a photo of Lu Chen with a "click", looking at the face that turned all sentient beings upside down, Shen Hao felt flattered, and heaved a long sigh, Set the photo as wallpaper, and put the phone in the bedside table.

Shen Hao thought for a while, picked up Lu Chen's phone on the bedside to be fair, turned on the camera and took a selfie, making sure that the photo fully showed his beauty and handsomeness, and then went back to the photo album to set up the wallpaper ,stunned.

Lu Chen's photo album slid over, there were more than 200 photos in total, and all of them were Shen Hao.Shen Hao's shoulders trembled slightly while holding the phone. The positions, angles, and lighting of these photos were all different. Lu Chen took a photo of him almost every day when he was with him this year, and it was when he was asleep. Yes, and the blurred side face, he always felt that he should laugh at Lu Chen as a candid camera maniac, but he didn't know why, but his heart was so sore.

Shen Hao remembered that when he first met Lu Chen, he was such a gentle and kind person, he was always able to endure hardships, and he was good at taking care of others. Later, when the two got together, Shen Hao was frivolous and ignorant, and Lu Chen endured it silently. No matter how tired Lu Chen is at work, Shen Hao can often eat the meals he prepared when he wakes up together, and Lu Chen often washes the clothes of the two of them. It's okay to be the young master of throwing hands all day long and find fault with Lu Chen.

Shen Hao felt that this person must have done many things in silence where he could not see, and swallowed many unspeakable grievances.He claimed to love this person so much that he couldn't help himself, but he never shared anything for Lu Chen. There were no major events in life, nor daily chores and housework. Even because of him, he almost ruined Lu Chen's life. future.

He is also old and young, even if he loves this person so much that he will die for him without hesitation, but life is mostly not a life-and-death struggle, but ordinary and trivial things that help each other.Maybe he shouldn't justify himself anymore, no longer willful or passive resistance, but learn to be considerate and tolerant, just like Lu Chen once did to him.After all, it was not easy for them to make a turnaround and get to where they are today.

Lu Chen felt that it was difficult to breathe, his face was brushed by his nose, and the hot temperature lingered for a long time. When Lu Chen opened his eyes, he saw Shen Hao's eyelashes close at hand, and felt his lips rolling and kissing on his own. Lu Chen was stunned for a while, and when Shen Hao straightened up with a blushing face and looked at him with bright eyes, Lu Chen suddenly said in a trance, "I'm not dreaming..."

Shen Hao felt distressed for a while, helped Lu Chen up, and muttered: "What stupid things... It's almost noon, I just asked the nurse to bring over the meal, let's eat first." Shen Hao got out of bed and put the small table on the bed Standing up, he brought up the food and soup for two people. He sat on the bedside and stirred the soup with a spoon. He picked up a spoon and blew it to Lu Chen. Staring at Shen Hao without blinking, he suddenly stretched out his hand to grab Shen Hao's wrist, and said in a low voice, "You, why are you being so nice to me all of a sudden..."

Shen Hao bit his lower lip, and said frankly: "Liancheng told me everything..."

Shen Hao didn't expect Lu Chen's face to turn pale, he frowned and clenched his wrist tightly, "So... are you sympathizing with me?!"

Shen Hao's face darkened, he put the bowl on the table, turned his head and gritted his teeth and stared sideways at Lu Chen, and said angrily: "Lu Chen, you've got a bubble in your head again, haven't you?! I feel distressed! Do you understand that I feel distressed! "Shen Hao pulled Lu Chen's pale hand on his chest, letting him feel the unusually active beating there, and said angrily, "I have sympathy for you! This is..." Shen Hao blushed, kept quiet and didn't speak again. He raised his eyes and glanced at Lu Chen.

Lu Chen hugged him over and said with a wry smile: "Don't you always think that I'm bad now?"

Shen Hao lowered his head and didn't know what to say. Thinking of the days of mutual torture, he felt a little scared, he pinched Lu Chen's arm and muttered: "It's not..."

Lu Chen sighed, kissed Shen Hao's forehead, put his arms around him and said quietly: "If you saw me a few years ago, you might forgive me now..."

Shen Hao was heartbroken by what he said.He thought of Lu Chen in the past, his face was always gentle and soft, and his surface was always chic and indifferent, but he didn't know how many hurts and difficulties were buried in his heart. He tried his best to hide those struggles and despair that had nowhere to go, pretending As if nothing had happened and was spotless, but how many unbearable past events were raging and spreading in his body, he was still so handsome on the outside, but the inside was already bloody.Those injuries were finally waiting for an opportunity to break through. Now, how can he treat this unfeeling world with tenderness?

How many times did Lu Chen try to be hopeless before he turned into a cold and hard look?But he couldn't be cruel to Shen Hao after all...

Lu Chen said slowly: "Since I was a child, although I have nothing, I have always believed that as long as I work hard, God will always give me what I want. Later, I met you, and I think it is God's favor, For this reason, everything can be endured."

"But it's because you are rich and you are superior. I am always the one who is sacrificed and left behind, and I am powerless to fight back. Just like your father said, he has plenty of ways to kill me."

"I was very angry at first. I think people like your father and Wei Lingfeng will always live in their own world. For their own benefit, other people's future and life are not worth mentioning. How much blood and money others have spent What they sweated for, they crushed it in an instant, and they could talk and laugh lightly. Could it be that if you have money, you can do whatever you want?"

Lu Chen smiled wryly, shook his head and said, "But the one who makes me sad the most is you. I once said, don't be an example. If you abandon me again, I will make you regret it. When I saw that newspaper , I can’t think of anything at all, I feel like, I’m going crazy, all the pain I’ve endured for so long doesn’t add up to be as intense as that moment.”

"I am so embarrassed and vulnerable, but you are leaving me when I have nothing."

Shen Hao shook his head, tightly clutching Lu Chen's hand, tears fell uncontrollably, he seemed to be able to see Lu Chen's despair at that time, it was probably the most regrettable thing he did in his life.

Lu Chen's future was ruined. When a person with a high fever was calling for him in an empty room, he was talking and laughing with other women in shopping malls, high-end restaurants, movie theaters, and parks.

He kept trying to excuse himself, saying that he had no choice but to use it for Lu Chen's future and was used by his father.But if the roles of the two of them were reversed, how much pain would he feel, how much he would hate him, and any excuses would be bullshit.

101. The Past Cannot Be Admonished (2)

He kept trying to excuse himself, saying that he had no choice but to use it for Lu Chen's future and was used by his father.But if the roles of the two of them were reversed, how much pain would he feel, how much he would hate him, and any excuses would be bullshit.

The past came flooding in, and he finally realized that no matter how powerful Lu Chen looked, he was still a mortal body after all. He would also suffer from pain and fear, and deep affection and stubbornness were his weaknesses, so the sharp past events were very important to him. To put it bluntly, it hurts the heart.

When talking about the past, she is as gentle as Lu Chen, but her brows are still low and depressed.

"When I returned to City B again, things changed and people changed. I followed you secretly, but you were still spending time and drinking, flirting with other women. At that time, I really wanted to stand up and ask you a question, I What the hell is that?"

"In those years, after going through ups and downs, I was almost beyond recognition, and I did many things that I never thought of. Sometimes I even felt terrible and strange to myself. I was so unscrupulous, but I just wanted to find you in the shortest time, but even you If you don’t want me anymore, then I really shouldn’t have any remaining kindness.”

"But my heart was ruthless, and I couldn't bear to face you. I heard that you were arrested for taking drugs, and I was even more disappointed in you, but I still couldn't stand by. I was very anxious, I was afraid that you would suffer in it, and I knew you would be afraid. I tried everything, even had a showdown with Lu Zhang and Xiao Jinghe, and begged for mercy. You should know, they are my so-called grandfather and father."

Lu Chen sneered and said: "They can't accept that I like a man. But they can't do anything. They promised me that as long as I find a girl from a clean family to get engaged first, they will rescue you immediately. Let me get married. It's absurd, but as they say, marriage doesn't necessarily require love, and they don't interfere with my private life after I get married, they only need a public confession."

"At that time, my condition deteriorated again, and I was gloomy and desperate. I was disappointed in you and everyone around me. After struggling for a long time, I suddenly felt that I didn't know why I was living. Ben