The gender of my goddess is unscientific

Shangshang lived a difficult life, but he tried his best to live gracefully.The house is very dilapidated, and the narrow windows are covered with dirt. He washes the dirt off the windows, and then cuts some window grilles for decoration. When walking on the road, he sometimes encounters beautiful wild flowers. He will pick them and bring them home. Homemade vases.He couldn't afford red wine, so he picked some mints to make tea by himself.He doesn't have many clothes, but they are all washed clean. He can use various collocations to make people's eyes shine.

He hated the hysterical woman and the dark and dilapidated small house in his memory. He wanted to be a different person.All the unbearable embarrassment and resentment were firmly covered by his gentle and beautiful appearance.He will comfort others with the most gentle and considerate language, and warm others with the sweetest smile, but he insists on letting himself sink in the dark.Until he was forcibly dragged to the light by another person.

That child, the child under the sycamore tree quietly looking up at the blue sky, has grown up at some point.The immature face becomes mature, and the weak body becomes strong.The cold facial features always look at him with a touch of tenderness.

Shangshang pushed away the other party's hand touching his cheek, frowned and said softly, "Yan An, you should go."

Yan An shook his head, "But I have nowhere to go."

Shangshang got out of bed and opened the door. "You shouldn't be here with me."

"Your place is very good, I like it very much." Yan An was usually indifferent, but he always seemed to have endless enthusiasm when facing Shangshang.Now facing the expulsion of merchants, they are sitting in danger, not moving a bit.

"Could it be that your villa is not as good as mine?" Shangshang asked coldly.

"Because of you, I can't compare." Yan An said what was in his heart, but looking at Shangshang's face, he seemed to be even more unhappy.

"You shouldn't have told me that."

"You clearly understand my intentions." Yan An felt that Shangshang looked gentle, but in reality he was colder than anyone else.

"I don't understand." Shangshang doesn't understand love, and his parents personally set up a negative teaching material for him.

"It's okay, I will let you understand with my actions." Yan An didn't want to make him angry anymore, and left after speaking.

After he left, Shangshang breathed a sigh of relief.It's not that he doesn't believe that there are beautiful love, family and friendship in the world, it's just that when those things suddenly appeared beside him, he was too panicked.Just think that you want to eat a steamed bun, but someone puts a plate of abalone in front of you, can you pick it up and eat it with peace of mind?

He knew that Yan An was very kind to him, and every day he got up early and drove a long distance to deliver meals to him. Usually, he couldn't help but come to him when the weather changed, worrying about his illness.Stay by his bedside when he is really sick, buy him medicine and cook porridge.When he was sad, such a serious person tried his best to make him happy.Read him a story when he can't sleep at night.Mingming is much younger than him, but he takes good care of him.

Yan An was the first person who said to him, "If you don't want to laugh, just don't force yourself to make so many expressions."He is also the only one who shares his illness and sympathy with him. Shangshang sometimes has the idea that maybe it would be good for two people to warm each other, but he really can't take that step.

When Shangshang decided to shrink back like an ostrich, God made the decision for him.It was a rainy night, the bean-sized raindrops hit the ground and picked up fine rain flowers. Yan An worried that Shangshang would be afraid at night alone, so he got off the car and drove to Shangshang's home.

The pouring rain hit the car, and despite the wipers, the road ahead was still blurry. Yan An was a little worried, can Shangshang really do it alone?He picked up the speed again and drove quickly on the flat road.

The two rays of light in front of the car in the night met the eyes of the monster in the night, shining straight ahead.The branches on both sides stretched their teeth and danced their claws, as if they could fall on people at any time, Yan An anxiously patted the steering wheel, and then turned, but perhaps the road was too slippery and the car didn't turn in time, but bumped into a tree instead.

Yan Anzhi felt a violent impact, and then lost consciousness.The glass was accidentally shattered just now, and the cold rain hit his face, awakening his consciousness.He moved his eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly, and then opened his dark eyes.

He moved his body with difficulty, freed one hand and took out the mobile phone in his pocket. Instead of calling 120, he dialed Shangshang's number, "Shangshang...I love you." The weak voice was in the electronic The device appears distorted.

Shangshang inexplicably heard his intermittent voice, "What's wrong with you?"

"I had a car accident and I can't move now."

"What? Then you should call an ambulance!" Shangshang said anxiously, his heart skipping a beat.

"Haha, don't worry, I won't die for a while." Yan An smiled happily when he heard Shang Shang's voice, he still cared about himself.

"You bastard, where are you now? Go to hell." Shangshang was terrified, but he didn't hold back on what he said.

After Shang Shang asked clearly, he quickly called the emergency number, grabbed the clothes that were still on the sofa and went out.

When he arrived at the hospital, Yan An had already been pulled into the operating room.Shangshang turned around outside nervously, staring closely at the door of the operating room.It wasn't until Yan An was pulled out that Shangshang happily went up to him.Shangshang's followers went to the ward on a stretcher, seeing that there was nothing serious about Yan An, and he was just resting with his eyes closed, so he was relieved.Seeing no one around, he held Yan An's hand cautiously, "You made me feel so uncomfortable, I won't let you go easily."

When Yan An woke up, he saw such a scene.Shangshang was sleeping soundly lying on the bedside and holding his hand, the warm sunlight in front of the window shone on his body and saved him a layer of light.

Yan An gently pulled out the hand that was pressed by him, and then gently touched Shang Shang's head, with a smile that couldn't be concealed on his normally dull face.

"Well...you're awake!" Shangshang yawned and whispered.

"Well, it's hard to sleep like that. I'll make room for you." As he spoke, he was about to move aside, but Shangshang hurriedly stopped him, "Don't you think you're not hurt enough?"

"Seeing you, I can't even feel my own injuries." Yan An turned his head and said to Shangshang seriously, "I want to become a tree and stand by your side for eternity, without sadness or joy, with eyes forever Only you."

"Aren't you the only one in your eyes now?" Shangshang smiled, "Then what's the difference between you and a tree?"

"There is no difference"

The author has something to say: Alright, Shangshang’s side story is over.In fact, Shangshang is considered a fairy sister (≧?≦) in the eyes of people who eat melons.Lazy late stage cancer, I like to put things back, so I am struggling now, I need to write an essay, and a short story, and the goddess, I feel hollowed out!