The correct way to use the white moonlight

"Momo, um, I've been a little busy recently... When I'm free, let's go drink coffee together...Okay, let's go to that starry sky...Well, let's do this first, bye." Xie Qinghong hung up the phone , couldn't help sighing, recently because of that incident, he hasn't seen his girlfriend Xia Mo for a long time.As long as he thought of the scene at that time, he felt ashamed to meet Xia Mo again.

Xie Qinghong and Xia Mo have been together for almost two years. Although Xia Mo took the initiative to chase him back at the beginning, in the end Xie Qinghong also had feelings for her, and the two of them got together logically.Although Xia Mo was a little willful, Xie Qinghong was able to tolerate each other very well every time when dealing with this kind of willfulness with coquettishness, and the two seldom quarreled.Compared with Xia Mo who doesn't like to do housework, Xie Qinghong can be said to be good at cooking, washing, and tidying up the room, and because he loves to clean, he will often clean up the housework, which makes Xia Mo sigh every time he finds such a good husband It's really not easy.

After two years of dating, the relationship between the two has basically stabilized. In addition, the two have reached their age, so they put marriage and starting a family on the agenda.If that incident hadn't happened, Xie Qinghong would have been going to Xia Mo's house to meet her parents, but he didn't expect that everything would be messed up, and his world seemed to be turned upside down overnight.

It was time to see a psychiatrist again this week, and Xie Qinghong set off after finishing her hair.In the past, he was very worried that he would reject the psychiatrist. After all, he had to tell a lot about himself, and he wanted to show others the truest self.After meeting Mo Xiao, Xie Qinghong realized that this was not such a terrible thing. Although recalling the painful past made him feel uncomfortable, only by piercing the pustules in his heart can he truly heal the wound.

It still has the sweet and sour taste. After drinking it in one sip, I feel that the fatigue of the whole day is gone. Xie Qinghong really likes this juice very much.He also tried to make it when he went home, but every time he tried it, the taste was not what he imagined, so he had no choice but to give up.

"Are you busy this week?" Mo Xiao's conversation was still so casual at the beginning, as if the two of them were having a very intimate conversation as if they were ordinary friends.

"Well, it's okay. I'm not very busy in class, but it's a bit troublesome to instruct a few students to write papers, and I have to check a lot of information." Xie Qinghong also relaxed, as if he was a guest at a friend's house, talking about himself casually daily work.

"It seems that you haven't contacted your girlfriend?"

Xie Qinghong smiled wryly and nodded.

"That's right. It's best not to contact your trigger points when you first start treatment. Keeping a distance will help you control your emotions. Moreover, such things are also a kind of thing for your girlfriend. Injury, this period of time should not be very easy. I think it is better to leave enough time for the two of you to buffer."

"Yes, Xia Mo, oh, this is my girlfriend's name, and she is also very abnormal and has never proposed to meet. It seems... the last incident had a great impact on her, alas..."

"How did you meet Miss Xia Mo?"

"Yes...it happened two years ago. At that time, the school held a basketball game, and teachers and students could participate. Our college formed a teacher basketball team to have fun. Xia Mo graduated from the college before, and that It was time to go back to my alma mater, and according to what she said, she fell in love with me at first sight in that competition."

"Love at first sight?" Mo Xiao's expression was playful. This is really incredible. That Miss Xia Mo is a typical professional woman. She has been fighting in the workplace for so many years and squeezed out many men. How could she be an idler? .Generally, such a mature woman rarely has fantasies about love. She should consider the practical value of the other half more. This "love at first sight" is really worth considering.

"At that time, I disagreed. After all, they were all strangers. But I don't know where she found out my phone number and home address. She sent text messages and called every day. If I didn't reply, she kept sending and calling, even He even came to my house to block me, really..." Xie Qinghong couldn't help but smile wryly whenever he recalled that period of the past, it was really the most chaotic period in his life, all his time and plans were disrupted, It couldn't be more broken.

"And then, how did you agree to be together?"

"As the saying goes, a strong girl is afraid of clinging to her husband, but the reverse is also true. At that time, I thought it would be nice to have someone to accompany me, so I dated her with such a bad attitude. However, later I found out that In fact, she is really good, she knows the general idea, is not clingy, and occasionally willful, which is very good."

Mo Xiao raised his eyebrows, this is really interesting, "Then what do you usually do?"

"Well... go shopping, eat, watch movies together... Actually, I'm a pretty boring person, and I don't know much about romance. Fortunately, Xia Mo doesn't care about these things with me, otherwise I'm afraid I'll be angry every day. "

"Apart from these...is there nothing else? I mean, those actions that are more intimate between lovers."

"Of course I did. I remember that I held her hand in three months and eleven days. It happened to be Christmas and there were so many people. I was worried that the two of us would get separated, so I held her hand. She was as happy as a child that day. Also, on her birthday this year, I kissed her, it should be our first kiss, I remember it very clearly. "

It took three months to hold hands... It took more than a year to kiss... Mo Xiao didn't know what to say anymore, and are you sure it was her first kiss?Well, I'd better stop fussing so much with an innocent old virgin. It's really rare that there are such pure men as Xie Qinghong in society now.

"May I venture to ask, are you kissing deeply or... just lips touching lips?"

"Ah, that was the first kiss, of course it wasn't that... Well, I just touched her lightly and let go quickly." Xie Qinghong was a little embarrassed.

really!Mo Xiao had already guessed that this was the case. The so-called relationship between these two people was like a child's house party. For some reason, one person desperately pursued a man he didn't know at all, while the other was forced to... They agreed to be together out of helplessness and wanting to get their lives back on the original track.He can be sure that Xie Qinghong doesn't love his girlfriend at all, and it's more of a responsibility and tolerance for her. How should I put it, this is really a scumbag behavior.However, he had never met his girlfriend, and he always felt that the lady's behavior was also full of disobedience, and he was afraid that it was not sincere.

"Mr. Xie, in fact, human lips are a very sacred place. Most of the time we are willing to entangle with each other, but we don't want to touch each other's lips when we don't have feelings. The entanglement of lips and teeth is actually an expression of emotion. And you, I guess you haven't kissed Miss Xia Mo deeply until now. You think it is an act of respect for her, but in my opinion it is an act of no emotion. "

Xie Qinghong was stunned. He had never thought about it so much before, but he just felt that it was not suitable for such an intimate act before marriage, as if he was suspected of taking advantage.Now judging from what Mo Xiao said, it seems that he doesn't love the other party, so he doesn't want to have intimate contact with the other party.He couldn't help being a little confused, feeling that Mo Xiao's statement seemed to be correct, and wanted to say something to refute him.

"Then let me ask you again, do you have a cleanliness?"

Xie Qinghong shook his head, "Although I like to keep the house clean, I can't reach the level of cleanliness. Sometimes when I'm tired, I'll leave it alone regardless of the mess."

"Since you don't have cleanliness, why don't you kiss deeply? Don't tell me you are embarrassed, you have been in love for two years."

"I... sorry, I don't know." Xie Qinghong had a deep distress on his face, he couldn't explain clearly at all, and couldn't find an excuse to excuse himself.

"Okay, relax, let's put this topic here first, and we'll talk about it later. Mr. Xie, I want to make a bold guess, whether you don't like contact with people, I mean this kind of physical collision, Behavior that seems normal to others is, in your opinion, avoidable if you can.”

Xie Qinghong nodded hesitantly, no one has ever discovered this little habit of his.In daily life, he doesn't like to stand very close to people, or in crowded places, the feeling of being in contact with strangers' body heat makes him sick.Even if he was an acquaintance, he would avoid it if he could.However, it is probably because his own temperament is relatively unapproachable, or because these small actions of his are not noticeable, so until now no one has discovered it, but they just feel that he is not easy to get close to.