The correct way to use the white moonlight

Xie Qinghong had already hesitated at the door of the psychiatrist's talking room for 3 minutes, but he still couldn't make up his mind to go in. He always felt that opening this door would open a new door for his life.The irritability made him a little hot, and he couldn't help tugging at his neckline. No matter how calm he was, he couldn't be calm in the face of his situation.

While he was still lingering, the door suddenly opened, and a tall man in a straight suit came out. He was very gentle, with a noble demeanor, gold-rimmed glasses on his face, and a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth. , looks very approachable, people can't help letting go of their guard, and Xie Qinghong is no exception.

"Why don't you come in? There are no threatening beasts here, don't worry, just relax." The man's voice was also very gentle, like a deep cello, full of moving melodies.

It was only then that Xie Qinghong realized that this was his psychiatrist, Mo Xiao. This person was completely different from what he had imagined. He had always thought that a psychiatrist was a very...unusual person. After all, he dealt with people with various psychological problems. Always have their own unique place.But the person in front of him, just being looked at so gently by him, Xie Qinghong felt that all the irritability just now had disappeared, as if a cool wind had blown through his heart, making him refreshed a lot.

He nodded, smiled a little embarrassedly, and then walked in.After entering, Xie Qinghong found that the furnishings here are very homely, and there are even a few cute dolls, which look very warm, just like returning home, and can't help but relax.Xie Qinghong sat on the sofa. The sofa was very soft and there were cute cushions on it. He couldn't help but grabbed a frog pillow and squeezed it.

"I guess you like to drink fruit juice." Mo Xiao put a glass of orange juice in front of him, "No sugar, it's a bit sour, try it."

Xie Qinghong picked it up and took a sip, the sweet and sour feeling spread on the tip of his tongue for a moment, it was exactly the type he liked.Few people who know him know that he likes sweet and sour things. In fact, he doesn’t like tea or coffee at all, but his identity and temperament seem to make people misunderstand that he likes these two drinks. Not annoying either.

"Thank you, it's really delicious."

"As long as you like it."

"It's Mr. Xie Qinghong, isn't it?" Mo Xiao sat across from him, chatting with him very relaxedly, and didn't mean to ask what his troubles were.

Xie Qinghong nodded, "Nice to meet you."

"Me too. I like your name very much. It sounds nice. I wonder what kind of work Mr. Xie is doing?"

"Now I'm a teacher at Beicheng College."

"It's really a good job. Mr. Xie is an intellectual, the elite of the elite."

"No, no, it's just a very ordinary job, you can make ends meet."

"Mr. Xie is just too modest. I think the job of a university teacher is really good. I can deal with those young and enthusiastic college students every day, and I feel that I am much younger. And it is a lot of work to engage in these scientific researches, let Xie The gentleman's temperament is also very different, with a bookish atmosphere, which makes people seem to want to get close."

Xie Qinghong was really blushing from this praise, he really wasn't that good, he was just an ordinary person.It may be a little stronger than the average working class, but it is still a bit reluctant to rely on one's own strength to gain a foothold in this bustling city.

"May I take the liberty to ask about Mr. Xie's family situation?"

"Of course, my father is the boss of a company, my mother does not go out to work, and I am the only child in the family."

"Then your father must be very busy, doesn't he have little time to go home?" Mo Xiao changed his posture, and after Xie Qinghong nodded, he said softly, "What about your mother? She is at home like this every day It must be very lonely, she doesn't have to go to work or do housework, so what does she do every day, I'm afraid she often goes to parties."

Xie Qinghong's eyes became a little confused, Mo Xiao was right, his mother was actually rarely at home.When she was young, she often took him out to various parties, and then made fun of those handsome young men, and even several times he saw his mother behave very intimately and frivolously with those strange men, which led to him and his mother The relationship with him has not been very good, it can even be said to be cold.

"Your feelings for your parents are very indifferent, but compared to your careless mother, you still have some feelings for your father who is running around outside to support the family, and you can even say that you look up to them."

Xie Qinghong was no longer as relaxed as he was at the beginning, he was in a state of anxiety, his fingers were unnaturally digging at the sofa, and his eyes wandered away, as if he was following what Mo Xiao said and remembering something.Yes, in fact, he didn't like his mother. As long as he could remember, he couldn't feel anything about this woman who behaved frivolously and didn't care about him. It could even be said to be a kind of physical disgust.

"However, you have grown up now, and the care of your parents is no longer important to you. Then let's talk about your current life. You have such good conditions, you already have a girlfriend, and it must be that kind The kind that looks beautiful, has a good personality, and has a good family background. So if you have any troubles, tell me."

Xie Qinghong felt his body stretched even tighter, like a bow that was about to break.Yes, he came to see the doctor this time because of his girlfriend. In everyone's eyes, the two of them are golden boys and girls, a match made in heaven. I don't know how many people envy them.At the beginning, he also thought it was very good, and even started to prepare for the wedding.However, he suddenly discovered that he didn't have any primitive expectations and impulses towards his beautiful fiancée. Apart from holding hands and kissing, he didn't seem to want to have a relationship.Even the very sexy clothes she wore seduced him, as if he was looking at a stone, he didn't respond at all.This terrible feeling made him run away.

Xie Qinghong is not a person who evades reality. He went to the hospital for an examination, but all his physiological functions were normal. Later, he chose to see a psychiatrist after the doctor's suggestion.He wanted to know the reason why he couldn't have hopelessness, no matter whether he was a man or a woman, he didn't seem to have the need for this, was it because he was abnormal.

"I... I... I always felt that there was nothing wrong with me. I was sure that I liked her, but looking at her... I couldn't imagine having a relationship with her." Xie Qinghong hesitated for a long time before saying hesitantly After saying these things, it was really embarrassing to admit that he was not good at this aspect, but looking at Mo Xiao's calm eyes, he felt that there was nothing he couldn't say.

After hearing what he said, Mo Xiao was really indifferent, as if it wasn't a big deal, "I already have a general understanding, it's not a serious thing, just relax and follow me."

Xie Qinghong breathed a sigh of relief and nodded. For some reason, although it was the first time they met, he had an inexplicable sense of trust in this doctor.

"Very good. As a doctor, I'm actually not worried about how serious your situation is. I'm more worried that you won't be able to trust me. Nice to meet you, Mr. Xie Qinghong." Mo Xiao said, suddenly facing He held out his hand.

Although Xie Qinghong didn't know why he had to shake hands at this time, he still held out his hand.Mo Xiao's hands are big, with fair skin, well-defined joints, and slender fingers. Xie Qinghong can feel that his palms are very dry, and when the skin touches, there is a faint feeling of rubbing.

Xie Qinghong suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, his palms seemed to be sweating, and his heart was beating non-stop.He quickly withdrew his hand, although he felt that this was a bit impolite, but he still thought that only doing so could make him feel safe.

Mo Xiao didn't seem to notice his nervousness, nor did he criticize his behavior, "Let's stop here for today's conversation. After all, we are not familiar with each other, so we have to proceed step by step. Don't worry, work slowly and carefully, I can guarantee absolutely can solve your situation."

No matter what the final result is, as long as there is such a guarantee, Xie Qinghong's heart seems to have let go of a heavy burden, and the whole person feels relaxed.He stood up, thanked Mo Xiao solemnly, and the two of them said a few more polite words before leaving.

The whole room became quiet again. Mo Xiao closed the door, walked back to the position where he sat down just now, still in the same position, but there was no one in front of him anymore.He quietly looked at the place where Xie Qinghong was sitting just now, with a gentle smile on his face, but it made people feel a kind of danger inexplicably, even the lights couldn't help avoiding him.

Mo Xiao rubbed his fingers, as if he felt the delicate and smooth feeling in his hands when he touched Xie Qinghong, he was really a beauty.He glanced at the time, well, the next patient is coming soon, so he has to prepare.