My Young Marshal and Old Gong

The red lanterns hanging high at the gate are pasted with festive red letters, and the main hall is full of dazzling red.

In the high hall, Marshal Qin and Mrs. Qin sat on it with a smile, while Qin Yu and Qing Mu stood shoulder to shoulder.

Xu Nuo is extremely familiar with this scene, because he has experienced it once before.

But this time, the person beside Qin Yu is no longer him.

Xu Nuo stood outside the door, tightly covering his lips, tears streaming down a bank, he tried hard not to make a sound.

Qin Yu said that he would not take concubines, and Qin Yu said that he only had one wife in this life.

why?

Why lie to yourself?

Why, why did Qin Yu still take concubines?

I almost risked my life in Qinhuangdao, just to help the Qin family extend their descendants, just to keep Qin Yu, why did Qin Yu marry Qingmu again in the end?

Xu Nuo asked himself over and over in his heart, asking himself why the happiness Zeng Jin planned with all his heart turned out to be like this, asking himself why Qin Yu broke the appointment with him, and asking himself what was behind the encounter he experienced in Qinhuangdao?

In the main hall, Qing Mu, who is very graceful, is standing next to Qin Yu, who is tall and leggy. The two are talented and beautiful, and they seem to be a perfect match. Xu Nuo only finds it so dazzling.

Once upon a time, I was standing by Qin Yu's side like this, and was called a pair of lovers by the people around me.

Once upon a time, Qin Yu stood by her side like this, holding up a sky for herself, and pulling herself out of the abyss of pain!

Xu Nuo walked towards the gate step by step, with tears of despair in his eyes.

At this moment, Qin Yu saw the promise in the heavy rain.

Qin Yu glanced at the layout of the room, then turned around in panic, trying to rush in the promised direction.

But at this moment, Marshal Qin's voice sounded behind him, "If you dare to go, the soldiers on the second floor will shoot him to death!"

Qin Yu's footsteps stopped instantly, his feet seemed to be firmly nailed to the ground, and he dared not move.

He turned his head and looked at Marshal Qin in disbelief, gritted his teeth and said, "Father, don't force me!"

Qin Dashuai stomped his feet angrily and said: "You are forcing me! If you dare not listen to me, I will punish him!"

Qin Yu closed his eyes in despair, turned around, and turned his back to Xu Nuo, he dared not act rashly now, he was afraid that if he made a wrong decision, he would regret it for the rest of his life.

Xu Nuo's forward footsteps stopped at the gate. He looked at Qin Yu and saw him clearly, but as if he didn't recognize him, he turned around and turned his back to him.

There was a tearing pain in his heart, did Qin Yu really want to marry Qingmu?Could it be that his vow to himself was really a hoax?

His feet seemed to be filled with lead, they were abnormally heavy, tears had already blurred his vision, coupled with the heavy rain, Xu Nuo could only vaguely see two figures in the main hall, he dared not go any further, he was afraid The further he went, the clearer he would see, and the bigger and deeper the crack in his heart would be.

"Bow to heaven and earth!" The high-pitched voice of the bridesmaid mixed with the heavy rain clearly entered Xu Nuo's eardrums, hitting Xu Nuo's inner barrier directly.

bang!

Xu Nuo seemed to hear the voice of his own heartbreak.

Everything that once belonged to him will now belong to others, and the man who Zeng Jin thought only belonged to him will also become someone else's husband.

Xu Nuo turned around and ran out of the Qin family's gate, he was afraid!

He was afraid of seeing Qin Yu and Qingmu worshiping the world, afraid of seeing Qin Yu being nice to another person, he was afraid of all of this, he couldn't face each other, he could only choose to turn around and run away.

Will it not hurt so much if I don't look at it?

Qin Yu couldn't help but turned around and took another look, but happened to see the scene where Xu Nuo turned and ran away.

It was raining so hard outside, and Xu Nuo's body was still not recovering. He recalled the way Xu Nuo was crying just now, and felt that his heart was being grabbed.

Xu Nuo ran away, leaving the range of the firearms. Qin Yu doesn't have to worry now, Commander Qin will do something to Xu Nuo, so he has no worries.

In front of everyone, he turned around and ran into the rain, chasing him in the promised direction. "Nonuo, wait for me, listen to me!"

Everyone present was taken aback for a moment, and then began to discuss.

Mrs. Qin held the handkerchief tightly, looking at her son who ran into the heavy rain desperately, her eyes were full of guilt.

Qin Dashuai was so angry that his cheeks puffed up, and he slapped the table vigorously, causing the tea to spill out, "It's reversed, it's really reversed!"

After hearing Qin Yu's shout, Qingmu immediately lifted the hijab, turned around to look at Qin Yu's back, stomped her feet, and shouted loudly, "Young commander, where are you going? Young commander!"

Qin Yu ran in the heavy rain, trying to find the figure of Xu Nuo, but Xu Nuo ran too fast, and the visibility in the heavy rain was not high, so Qin Yu quickly lost Xu Nuo.

"Nonuo, where are you? Come out and listen to me!"

Qin Yu looked around anxiously. Except for the heavy rain, there was no other movement. He felt a little desperate. He squatted down in the heavy rain and scratched his already drenched hair. Why did things become like this?

Xu Nuo ran for a long time on the deserted street, and finally ran to a piece of grass.

Xu Nuo remembered that this was the grassland where he and Qin Yu went out to play for the first time.

It was here that they were hunted down, fell down the valley, and found their wedding room.

Xu Nuo ran to the edge of the cliff in the valley, looked at the whiteness below due to the rain, and shouted, "Ah! Why, why did you lie to me, why did you use me, why, why?"

After shouting, Xu Nuo seemed to be overdrawn, squatting weakly on the muddy ground, hugging his knees and crying, while whispering, "Wuuuu, young commander, I, I love you so much, why do you treat me like this? Why?"

Xu Nuo sat on the muddy ground, looked at the bottomless valley, and began to recall his life.

When I was young, I and my mother were bullied by Wang Yayun, stared at by Wang Yayun, cut food and clothing, stumbling overtly and secretly, and finally my mother died of poisoning in Xu's mansion.

I have been disliked by Wang Yayun since I was a child, and I often find various reasons to punish myself, sometimes it is a beating, sometimes it is punished to kneel, sometimes it is locked in the ancestral hall for a few days, and he can recover every time. a few days.

Everything in the past was like going to purgatory, which made him miserable. For him, those days were just a nightmare that he didn't want to think about.

But ever since he met Qin Yu, that dream seemed to have disappeared. Qin Yu gave him a lot of love and tenderness, so much so that he never thought of the previous period. hard days.

But as soon as Qin Yu left, that horrific nightmare flooded into his mind again like a tide, and he couldn't get rid of it.

I have suffered and been humiliated since I was a child.It's not easy to meet someone I really like, who I thought I could be with for a lifetime, but later found out that all this was just a scam, and the man who once supported me for a long time no longer belonged to me.

The strong contrast made Xu Nuo breathless, Xu Nuo had already sorted out the ins and outs of the whole matter in his mind, every time this matter became clearer, Xu Nuo's heart ached a little.

"Hahahaha, it's ridiculous, hahahaha, it's ridiculous to promise you!"

Xu Nuo started to laugh out loud, and roared hysterically towards the empty valley.

My whole life is actually just a pawn of others?My life from childhood to adulthood has been arranged clearly and properly by others, and I don't even have the right to choose.

The most ridiculous thing is that I am still kept in the dark, happily helping people who take advantage of me every day, how ridiculous and sad it is!

A person can't even control his own life, so what's the point of his life?

right!What's the point?

What's the point?

These words echoed in Xu Nuo's mind, Xu Nuo also began to think deeply, what is the meaning of all of this, what is the meaning of living by himself!

Xu Nuo stood up slowly, his eyes were empty and lifeless, as if all his emotions had been taken away, a huge piece of his heart had been taken away, and he looked like a walking dead.

He lifted his heavy steps and walked slowly towards the edge of the cliff. As long as he jumped off, no one could control him anymore.

As long as he jumps down, he will never think of Qin Yu and Qingmu's marriage, and he will never think of Qin Yu lying to him again. All of this has nothing to do with him.

A voice kept echoing in Xu Nuo's mind, jump off!jump down!Jump down and you're set free!

Xu Nuo was induced step by step by the voice, and he had slowly come to the edge of the cliff. He looked at the vast white mist, his face was expressionless, and his eyes were full of despair. He closed his eyes and let out a breath, as if Put down some heavy burden, and then jumped down.

The moment Xu Nuo fell, everything around him seemed to be slowed down. A smile gradually appeared on Xu Nuo's face. He looked at the cliff that was getting farther and farther away from him, and said, "Qin Yu, goodbye."

He fell into the lake water at the bottom of the valley with a plop, and the icy lake water instantly covered his whole body. Xu Nuo didn't deliberately hold his breath, but forced himself to breathe underwater. Every time he choked in a lot of water, he felt as if his lungs were about to explode same.

Consciousness gradually became chaotic, hands and feet became numb, Xu Nuo slowly closed his eyes, and went through his whole life in his mind!

In his whole life, he was involuntary and embarrassed. As a chess piece, he had already fulfilled his purpose as a chess piece, and demonstrated his usefulness. He had been living for others all his life.

This time, he can finally choose by himself!

I hope that in the next life, he can live according to his own will!Thanks: Mengyou 12651754692 sent reminder ticket, love you!

In the next chapter, Nuonuo found out that she was pregnant!

Ho Ho Ho, it's an exciting moment, is it possible to give a ticket?babies!

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I saw that some babies said to watch it before the online class, so I got up early to update it!