hot summer gl

If you agree, I'll elope.

I resisted the urge to roll my eyes, since you can elope, why should I persuade you.

That's different!Han said, but Zhuang Que interjected in a timely manner, we want to get the blessings of the parents of both parties.He said slowly and unquestionably.Yet another problem emerged.

I cast my eyes on his face, but there was a soft light in the eyes of this silent man.It can be seen that he really loves Han.

So far, what reason do I have to refuse?The only thing standing in the way of my persuasion is food.

Before he finished his meal, Zhuang answered the phone and said that the hotel had something to deal with, so he left first.Without him, I regained my sense of freedom.I kicked the lazy Han and said, you are amazing, you even found a divorcee.

Han Hehe smiled, how good it is, buy one get one free, I don't have to give birth.

You are not afraid that someone's son will not recognize you.I couldn't help being mean.

Hey!Jin, you can't see me, right?I'm so smart and cute, who doesn't like me?

Strange, I said deliberately, why are you drunk when there is no wine on the table?I looked at her and said, with a smile on the corner of my mouth.

you!Seeing that Han was about to lose his temper, I quickly said, okay, okay, I won't bother you anymore.Get your phone and I'll call your mom.

Why not use your own?

Please, do you think I can fit a mobile phone in my pocket?

Han also imitated my tone and said, then I beg you too, I can't fit a mobile phone in my pocket.

Han and I looked at each other for a few seconds, and a burst of laughter broke out.

But we didn't return to the hotel in a hurry. Instead, we walked leisurely on the beach, which was called "digestion".In fact, it is because we know that this matter cannot be rushed.

After returning to the hotel room, Han sent me her mother's mobile phone number, and told me: My mother is not in good health recently, if you see her well, just accept it.

I ignored her, how can I just accept this kind of thing?

The phone rang for half a minute before someone picked it up. Mother Han asked suspiciously who are you on the other end of the phone?

Auntie, I'm Lin Jin, I don't know if you still remember me, the one who went to your house for the New Year's Day last time.

Remember, Xiaojin, Mother Han smiled, don't treat me as such a forgetful old man, how could you not remember you.After she finished speaking, she paused and said in a different tone: Han asked you to persuade me, tell her, we will not agree!

Why?As I said that, I sat cross-legged in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the sunset by the sea was impeccably beautiful.It makes people want to photograph it, frame it, and hang it to show off.

Although the new boy she made... um, the boyfriend has some flaws, before I finished, Mother Han seemed to sniff out something from the words, and interrupted me hurriedly, saying: What new boyfriend?Does she still have an old one?

I was at a loss for words, so why did I just say it smoothly.Seeing that I didn't speak, Mother Han confirmed her suspicion even more.

I just said, Han was so weird during that time, is it because of this?Mother Han sighed, like a resentful elderly woman.Xiaojin, you can't help Han partner to deceive us old people.

... How could it be, I have no strength to say, I can only sigh but I am afraid of being heard by Han Mu.I said just, just!Boyfriend from Han University!At the critical moment, the brain's emergency response played a role. I say for sure, and a confusing interrogative sentence was added at the end.Didn't she tell you?

Have it?Sure enough, Mother Han doubted.

Of course, I'm in her dormitory, wouldn't I know?I said sternly, what I said was the same as the truth.It was because Han was hurt by that man that she cherished the man who loved her so much.Auntie, think about it too, such a man is hard to find, right?

Yes yes yes, but...

What else? Didn't my aunt always hope that Han would find a boyfriend, but now she finds her but disagrees? What do you make her think?I followed the advice carefully, and suddenly found that my eloquence was also good.What's more, I've already met that man, by the way, it's not bad that he looks a little fierce and dark.

Mother Han didn't speak for a long time, I think she was thinking about my words.In fact, most parents want their sons to be happy. The so-called conflicts are nothing more than not looking at the problem from the other side's point of view.

Xiao Jin, what you said is all right, but there are two things you can tell Han for me, and if she agrees, we will agree.At this time, Father Han's voice suddenly came from the other end of the phone, and he said in a deep voice: If she disagrees with her life and death, then don't come back!

I couldn't help laughing, it really wasn't that the whole family didn't enter the house.

Well, I said, I'll tell her.

First, she wants to have a baby, it doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl, but it must be born!Second... Han Mu was silent for a while, her tone was not as strong as before.Come back to see us at least twice a year.

I froze for a moment, why didn't I think of this?After Han got married, he would naturally not stay in Nanning again.For some reason, I felt a belated dull pain in my heart.

As night approached, the sea surface turned into a deep color, just like the scene I saw countless times in school.It's beautiful, it's breathtaking.

☆、Sunrise by the sea

The next day, Han came to make noise at [-] o'clock in the morning. She had the key card of my room and walked in unimpeded.Han shook me and shouted: Get up, Jin, I will take you to see the sunrise.

I opened my eyes and took a deep breath to calm the anger that was about to explode.

I was so sleepy to watch the sunrise, I didn't want to go.I said, completely forgetting who was expecting a sunrise or sunset picture the day before.

What sleepiness, let's go.Han Sheng pulls hard, I promise you won't regret it!she says.

So I had no choice but to walk around like a ghost with heavy sleepiness, pack myself up, and wash my face with cold water before I woke up.The person in the mirror has eyes with puffy lids, and I never have dark circles, even if I stay up all night.It's all Han's fault, she didn't explain in advance, I went to bed very late last night.

Just keep your eyes open and think about nothing.

Can you see the sunrise here?When I left the hotel with Han, I suddenly thought, after all, I can’t see the sun from my sea view room, and there is no shadow at all.

Of course you can, depending on where you look.Han said, we will take a car to see it later, I heard it is very beautiful.

While speaking, Han led me to the car yesterday, where Zhuang had been waiting for a long time.This man is indeed very restrained, I still don't see any impatience in him.

Han opened the back seat door and sat with me.Zhuang subconsciously turned his head, our eyes just happened to meet, very short.

Good morning.I told him.

Zhuang Wei was stunned, his eyes widened slightly, as if surprised.

After I finished speaking, I leaned back in my seat, avoiding his sight.The air conditioner in the car aroused my drowsiness, and I only heard Han say vaguely: Why are you in a daze, Jin is showing softness to you.What are you doing stupidly!

Zhuang seemed to say something back, but I couldn't hear it.I feel that the only thing I need to succeed is to have the perseverance to resist sleepiness.I laughed to myself before falling asleep again.

I thought I was going to be in a deep sleep, but I woke up as soon as the car stopped.Han stretched out his hand in mid-air and retracted it again, and she said embarrassingly: I just wanted to call you.

arrive?I looked out of the car, but saw nothing, not even a shadow of the sea.

Not yet, but the car can't be driven anymore, we have to walk for a while.Han said.

When I got out of the car, I noticed that Zhuang was still in the car.Is he not going?I asked Han.

She didn't answer, but looked at me with a strange look.Jin, when did you care about him so much?

I knew that Han was joking, so I followed her words.When he becomes your husband smoothly.I said, turned around and walked on the only road, the charm of the sunrise is still very strong, and there are many tourists with children ahead.Most of them were carried by children, and they were not awake just like me.

Han's reaction was not slow, he caught up in two or three steps, pinched my arm with shining eyes and asked: Really?My parents agree?Jin!Good for you!If I knew it earlier, I would have let you go.

I smiled helplessly, it was true, true.Han smirked, but I couldn't.

so can you let me goI broke her hand, but don't be too happy, uncles and aunts have conditions.

What conditions?she asked, looking a little shocked.

The distance to watch the sunrise is much shorter than I thought.At this moment, we have come to the beach, where the sea and the sky are almost in a line, and with the ebb and flow of the tide, there are white foamy waves on the coast.We came a little early, and the sky was only slightly red.

I snapped a picture, and then told Han the original words.

that's all?She asked me unexpectedly, and I nodded.Hey, I thought how difficult the conditions are.

Do you agree too?I sat down on the beach, not caring that the fine sand would leave marks on my pants.I retracted my left leg, and straightened my right foot to touch the cold sea water that surged up from time to time.There's not much wind, and I'm sure the waves won't get me wet.

Han stood and watched for a while, and sat down like me. She supported her upper body with her hands and brushed her long hair.What do you disagree with, in fact, I still like children.She turned to look at me, think about it, there is a cute and soft baby who can pinch her face every day.Change her into beautiful or cool clothes... She smiled again, showing her big white teeth, how fun it was.

I snorted and said, I'm really sad for your future child to have such an unreliable mother.After I finished speaking, I stopped talking and stared intently at the sea surface and the increasingly orange-red sky.Beautiful things always bring peace of mind.I watched almost obsessively, not wanting to let go of my mind.

Han pursed his lower lip, hesitated to speak, but finally calmed down.

After a long time, the sun finally appeared on the sea level at a slow speed, like a huge round fireball. Maybe this metaphor is not very good, but I can't think of better words to describe it, and I don't want to use gorgeous words to describe it. describe its beauty.Beauty is pure goodness.

The sunrise lasted for a while, and I could hear the cheers of the same sun-watching tourists on the coast.

Han touched me from the side, do you want to take a photo?I said of course.

Time can't keep it, but photos can.Even if something is lost - the sense of reality, those good memories that only belong to me will not be blurred by time.

After shooting, I found the most satisfying picture from a bunch of pictures, added text, and uploaded it to social software—there were mostly people I knew.

The sunrise by the sea is beautiful.I wrote briefly.

After putting down the phone, I caught a glimpse of Han still fiddling with her phone, all smiles on his face.I suddenly felt an unspeakable sense of sadness. At this moment, I suddenly understood the feelings of my parents when they watched their daughter get married.

Jin.Han said softly, are you unhappy?

I twitched the corner of my mouth, and finally gave up the disguise.After you get married, will you stay here?

Yes what's the matter?She belatedly said, what?Can't bear me?

Um.I said, almost inaudibly, you are the only friend I have here.I meditate in my heart.This is not an exaggeration, and it's not that I don't have friends, but as time goes by, I gradually become strangers, and finally counting them down, I found that there is only Han left by my side.And Lan is still in a distant province.

Han didn't understand my mood at the moment, she laughed and said: So you have a crush on me, why didn't you say it earlier, maybe I promised you.

I suppressed the confusion in my heart and talked with her.Who has a crush on you, shameless.I said.

Hey, what is a face, can it be eaten?

I moved my body away from her, and shouted domineeringly: Don't come here, I don't want to talk to you!

Han sighed, stood up and walked over, squatting beside me, she reached out and poked my cheek.Well, I'm not kidding you.I also hate you, you are so cold and ruthless, if I run away for a while, you won't recognize me, right?Don't hesitate to deny it, I understand.

Han sat down, leaned his head on my shoulder, and said in a tired tone: Remember that sentence I said before?I said, if the person I like is you.

Remember.I didn't move, and said softly.

Of course, I don't mean to have a crush on you by saying this.Han smiled, but not much. She stared at the sea like me, and the morning light fell on us.

You have always been very kind to me, Han raised his head and looked at me, although outsiders think I am better to you, but you tolerate me.Every time I make trouble with you, you will look at me dotingly.At that time, I really felt very happy, and felt that as long as I was with you, I could do anything.

So, you've found that person now, haven't you?

Yes, I feel very happy.

I said oh, I don't know why my heart is sour.Of course, this isn't love either.I attribute this to innate possessiveness, which I've been aware of for a long time.

Han Moment for a while, Jin, we have known each other for five or six years, right?

Ok.

But I don't think I've ever known you.You see, you always take your worries to heart and always say yes.

I do not know how to put it.I closed my eyes, and the eyelids were filled with brilliance.I think the communication between people is too complicated, not to mention, I can't imagine whether human nature is so ugly.

Am I living in an ivory tower?I asked myself.

Alright alright.Han took his head off my shoulder.We don't talk about such heavy topics anymore.

What are we talking about?

Han didn't seem to be able to think of a new topic immediately, so he had to look around to resolve the embarrassment.Suddenly she clicked her tongue and said, "Look, Jin!"There are two beauties kissing!

I don't know if there are beautiful women kissing, because before she spoke, I heard the ringtone of the phone, and when I took it out to check, I found it was Zhang Ning, which made me dazed for a long time.I made a hissing gesture to stop the inexplicably excited Han's urging.

So when I had time to look in the direction Han said, I only saw figures at two stations, and I could still tell they were women from their figures.Maybe it's the light, they are shrouded in a soft golden yellow.Such a scene can undoubtedly be painted.

Hello.I said, Han also came over, with the three big characters of interest written on her face, and the explanation she gave afterwards was that she rarely saw you answering the phone, so she was curious.

teacher.Zhang Ning replied.It's been a long time, I haven't heard her voice for a long time.

YoYo.Han shouted, there is a situation.I glared at her, and Han consciously shut up.

Teacher, are you in Sanya?

……how do you know?I was slightly surprised.Could it be that you heard the sound of the waves?But there are many seas.

I saw the picture you uploaded.Zhang Ning said that there was a kind of confidence in his voice.Then figure it out.

Han obviously heard it too, and gestured to me excitedly, but I was not interested in paying attention to her.Continue to ask Zhang Ning, why do you have the final say?I thought you could see it.

Calculated using the time of sunrise.She said, I don't think the teacher would upload the photo half an hour after taking it.Judging from the time, the sunrise is around 6:15.You know, although the time we use on our mobile phones is Beijing time, it is in the East Eighth time zone.So I went and looked up the sunrise times for cities located on the 120th meridian.The time difference between the two places is 45 minutes, and 1 degree is equal to 4 minutes, which means a difference of about 11 degrees.And the farther east you go, the earlier the sunrise, so it should be 109°N where you are.

Finally, compare the map, I think it is Sanya, because you took the picture at the beach.Teacher, am I right?

Both Han and I were taken aback for a moment, Han was the first to react and gave a thumbs up, Jin, is a top student!

I was noncommittal, and said to Zhang Ning, probably right, I almost forgot about geography.At the end, I added another sentence, but you will not be asked to check the sunrise time online during the exam.

Zhang Ning quickly said that there will be no questions that cannot be calculated in the exam.

I was speechless, so I had to ask her: Did you call specifically to say this?

of course not.Zhang Ning said, his tone suddenly became low.I just wanted to find an excuse to talk to you.

The silent listener Han Dali patted my shoulder and winked at me.Jin, your girl is not only a top student but also an affectionate girl.

Thank you for the compliment.Zhang Ning replied, and the two interacted as if no one was present.

I really want to hang up the phone.

☆, accident

You two, enough is enough.I pushed away Han's stern face and said.

Jin, don't be like this, you used to gossip about me, now it's my turn to gossip about you.

you sure?I looked at her with a cold face, and then turned to say something to Zhang Ning, but I heard an unclear voice from the other end of the phone, which instantly changed my mind.

Hey, your drip is over, why don't you call the nurse to change it?said a man's voice.I'm not sure if he said it to Zhang Ning, but what is certain is that she is in the hospital.

So I asked her what's going on?

Han stopped bothering me at this time, quietly waiting for the answer.

I'm in the hospital and something happened.Zhang Ning was silent for a while, and said honestly, a few more reminders from the nurse came over there——Okay, the bottle will be gone after finishing the bottle.Does your arm hurt?

I didn't hear Zhang Ning's answer.

what happened?Did you break your hand?I was in a hurry and asked.

……Um.she snorted, a little casually vulnerable.She continued: But I don’t use my left hand to eat or type, it’s okay.It is a bit inconvenient after the fracture.

I sighed, Han then exclaimed: What do you mean it's okay, it's okay to have a broken bone?You have such a big heart!She said with emotion, looked at me again, and said: "It's almost the same as Jin."

Later, under the questioning of both of us, Zhang Ning told us what happened the day before.

She was in Qinzhou at that time.One of her hobbies is cycling and going around the city.It was fine before.It's just that on the day of the accident, a car suddenly rushed straight from another intersection, and it was a red light at that time.She couldn't dodge in time and fell to the ground.Later, the traffic police arrived and found that the owner of the car was a drug addict. He was in a state of nervous excitement at the time, and he stepped on the gas pedal, regardless of it.

After being sent to the hospital for examination, Zhang Ning was diagnosed with a mild concussion and a fractured left hand.This is also somewhat related to her not wearing protective gear.

Zhang Ning finally concluded: I was really just riding normally.

I didn't know what to say for a while, my brain was already occupied by fear, and the scene of Zhang Ning's accident seemed to happen in front of my eyes.In fact, car accidents are really close to us, so close that if you go to the street at will, you may see bloody ground and broken car parts.But when you come back and look again, there is nothing left.How many wheels must be ruthlessly turned before leaving no trace?

Because it doesn't happen to those people, people may sigh and fear, but they don't really feel relieved.Maybe a joke will take its place.

Han took my mobile phone and greeted Zhang Ning.She didn't notice that I shrank myself from the side.The temperature is really not warm after sunrise on the sea.

Do you live in a double room?This is very inconvenient, right?Han said.

No, I also injured my left hand when I was a child, so I can handle it.Zhang Ning said.

Oh, and your hand, did the doctor say when it will be healed?

He said to wear a cast for at least three months.I've never had a cast in my life.

Han couldn't help laughing, kid, it's fine if you don't care, why do you feel so lucky?

I am very fortunate.Zhang Ning said, in fact, I was not the only one who was hit at the time, and someone... didn't survive.

Han stopped smiling for a moment, and only heard Zhang Ning continue: I was standing in the corridor at that time, and I clearly heard the doctor tell the family of that person about the death of that person.It's not the first time I've seen an adult cry, but that time, that person's father, a tall, dark-skinned man, covered his eyes with his hands and began to cry.

Zhang Ning was silent for a while, and so was Han.But my world is full of noises, including the laughter of tourists, the sound of sea tide rising and falling, the sound of doing funeral things in the middle of the night, and the sound of masters breaking clay vats.

And the morning light before dawn, also very cold.

Then what?Han asked, she really didn't notice me at all, but I heard their conversation.

Later, I walked back to the ward slowly with the help of the wall. That was the first time I faced death directly.Zhang Ning said that human life is really fragile, and a little accident can be taken away.Then I made this call, I was very afraid that the teacher would not answer.

Why?Did you quarrel?Han interrupted her, because she actually knew very little about me and Zhang Ning.

I said I would never come to her again.Zhang Ning said bitterly, but when people are injured, they are always very fragile, and all fears will be magnified and reproduced.

Hey, you are really, Jin is a duplicity person, you... wait!

What's wrong?Zhang Ning said uneasy.

Han's shout came from the phone, mixed with choked sobs.

Hello?Hello!Zhang Ning shouted, she hated the powerlessness at this moment, just like watching that person shed blood in front of her yesterday.

After a while, Han replied to her: Jin has fainted, and there is some confusion on my side.Will call you back later.Han comforted: Don't worry, nothing will happen.I won't allow it to happen either.The last sentence Han almost gritted his teeth and said.

On the second day in Hainan, in the morning, after watching the sunrise, I fainted.The doctor came to see and criticized Han.

No matter what, you can't take medicine indiscriminately!It's okay to take medicine, and there are no rules for three meals a day. Today's young people really think of themselves as iron.

Han Lianlian agreed and blamed himself very much.Yes Yes!Doctor, I will take good care of her in the future.However, taking medicine indiscriminately?

The doctor glanced at her and said that she had been taking sleeping pills for at least a month continuously, and that taking too much of this kind of thing would lead to dependence, a vicious circle.

Perhaps the doctor couldn't bear to see Han Hong's eyes, and his tone slowed down a bit.When she wakes up, give her some porridge, don't add seafood.

Han sent the doctor away and brought a hot towel to wipe my face.They don't know, but I can actually hear their conversations.

Alas, you said that you are such an adult, and you still don't know how to take care of yourself. You have such good cooking skills in vain.Han Xu babbled a lot, you really scared me to death just now, why did you faint all of a sudden?Me too, I'm so careless...

Han, I can hear what you say, but I can't answer you.Because any mental illness is not overnight.I want to tell her.

When the evening approached and I still didn't wake up, Han Ji was frightened and hurried to find a doctor, and Zhuang was also brought here.In the end, men are more stable. The doctor put a bottle of glucose on me, and Zhuang suggested that Han should rest for a while and let him take care of me.

At this time, Zhang Ning called, and she must have been flustered waiting.

It's okay, I've seen a doctor.Han said wearily, deliberately ignoring certain things.It was said that it was hypoglycemia, lack of sleep, and not eating breakfast—it was all my fault, if I hadn't dragged her to watch the sunrise... In the end, Han choked up and couldn't continue.

Zhang Ning should be calmer, but I can't hear her voice anymore.I only heard Han say, okay, I will notify you as soon as she wakes up.

Then Han Zaizhuang persuaded him to rest on the sofa not far away.The porridge by the bed has completely lost its heat.

During this period of time, my consciousness went up and down, and sometimes it was terribly clear, as if I was standing in a narrow room full of quartz clocks, and my ears were full of "click, click, click" sounds.Sometimes it's heavy and terrible, I can't open my eyes, and my limbs don't seem to belong to me.

In this state, I felt that someone was gently wiping the sweat from my forehead with something soft.

Please wake up soon, Han is crying again.Zhuang said in a voice that seemed to be forever gentle, I don't want to see her cry, and I think you do too.

But I still lived up to his request.

This "sleep", I slept until dawn the next day.Not only that, I had the longest dream in my life, which can be said to be a review of all my life before the age of 25.

I dreamed that I was in third person at the home where my parents had an accident.The little me was next to my aunt, and my uncle and cousin sat silently on the other side, separated by the fact that I didn't want to face.There are many uncles and aunts outside the door that I have seen, and teachers dressed in red and blue that I have never seen.

The scene has its first transition to the funeral.

I saw myself dragging my newly bought suitcase, standing under the girls' dormitory blankly.The school at that time was even simpler than it is now, and it seemed that there was no place for shade.It was very hot and there were many people around. My uncle held my hand and I stood under the scorching sun.That's all I can remember.

The scene changes again.

The night before I went to Nanning to study at university, I called my uncle and talked very late.I forgot what we talked about.The next day, I took a large suitcase and squeezed the bus with a group of students.The university campus is always so big that people get lost. I stood behind me in the past and watched her walk into the dormitory building.Then turn around and leave.

This time I came to Lan's side, she said do you need help?In fact, there is one point that I have not said all the time. Lan is the first person in the school who can play the piano. Before her arrival, that piano was neglected for two years.And I was the first person who was lucky enough to hear the sound of the piano.

The soft tone of the piano suddenly turned into a slightly wild and tearing singing voice.In my school dormitory, Zhang Ning was singing.She watched me sing and made me forget to breathe.She put down her guitar, got up and came to me.Kiss me on a rainy night and I don't drive her away.

The next morning, we woke up tacitly and looked at each other with inexplicable smiles.Then they changed into a comfortable position for both of them and fell asleep again, ignoring the annoying bell for class.

It's weird that Zhang Ning's story is the only one that gets changed, so I call this a dream.

The dream was over and I woke up too.Zhuang was the first to notice my sobriety, but he still seemed a little at a loss.He helped me up when I was weak, and stuffed a pillow behind my back before going to call Han.

Han with messy hair and red and swollen eyes ran over, rushed over and shouted: How can you sleep for so long!Scared me to death, you know!

I wanted to speak, but my throat was unsurprisingly hoarse, and I couldn't make a sound.It was still Zhuang who was careful, and brought the water on the side—it was still warm—to me.

...I want to eat.This is the first sentence I said after waking up, and it is also the most true sentence that reflects my heart.

Many years later, when Han mentioned this incident, the mother would still laugh like a girl and shed tears.

☆ Nervousness

Fifteen minutes later, while I was munching on the rice, Han was on the phone again, and by then she had returned to her usual self.After Zhuang finished his task, he went out silently.

While eating, I heard a general idea, no wonder I was so hungry, it turned out that I slept for a day, this is probably the highest record ever.

After a while, Han waved his mobile phone in front of my eyes and said: That kid wants to talk to you.

no more.I shook my head, enduring the sudden discomfort.Just tell her.

People are worried about you, why are you so tolerant?Han unwilling to persuade.

I am indifferent.In the end, Han Xian compromised, and she and Zhang Ning briefly talked a few words before hanging up the phone.Then I was about to scold me, so I took the first step and said:

Didn't you just talk to her a few times and then stand by her side?

Uh... I am, moved!moving you know?Han poked my head with his phone, you heartless bastard.she says.

Usually she would do this when she wanted to teach someone a lesson, but she didn't know that this action had an inexplicable sense of joy, and I was the only one who couldn't hold back the laughter.

I looked up at her, waiting for the next sentence.

You see, when people are injured, they think of you, and when they know that you fainted, they are even more anxious.If I hadn't stopped her and ran here long ago, not to mention that she is still in the hospital, this kind of heart is rare, right?Much better than those men who only know to say "drink more hot water".

Seeing that I didn't respond, Han simply sat down.Hey, I've said so much, can you give me some feedback?

oh.I said, keep eating.Sure enough, everything is delicious when you are hungry.

Han almost exploded, looking at me angrily.I said, believe it or not, I was violent?

Stop asking.I lower my tone, how can I tell you if I don't even know what I'm thinking?Really, don't disturb me to eat, just go.

You will bully me.Han paused, and said aggrievedly.

I smiled back, you know?What kind of person should be used with what kind of attitude.

Han made a disgusted expression at me, and didn't speak again.She suddenly remembered something, and silently asked the customer service to bring a new set of bowls and chopsticks.

I'm hungry, so I won't quarrel with you, I'll settle the score with you after eating.She found the steps for herself.But the last sentence shows that she knows something.The damn doctor must have said everything.

So the first time after eating, I proposed to go to the beach for a walk to wake up.

No, Han said firmly, and he didn't know who fainted yesterday.

It's not about the beach.I said, and then shifted the blame to her.I don't know who pulled me up from the bed without prior notice.Didn't you know that the coldest time of day is around sunrise?I have learned geography for so many years in vain.

What about geography?Han said subconsciously, and then felt something was wrong.Hey, no, Jin, don't try to shirk your responsibility.Did I force you to go to bed late, did I force you to take medicine?The more she said it, the more she felt it was reasonable, and she became more confident.Hmph, if you don't make it clear today, you don't want to step out of this room.

I was silent, but Han was relentless.I know she is good for me, but not everyone can treat you in this way, at least I can't.But I don't blame her, she's just someone who doesn't know anything.

I can't sleep, I can't sleep what can I do?

Finally, I broke out in her bitter heart.I stood up, gasping for breath, clutching my throat tightly, but even so, my throat still seemed to be blocked by something.

Do you know what insomnia is?Can you understand what it's like to face the darkness with your eyes open until dawn?I can't stand it.I almost cried and said, I can't stand this kind of torture.

Han rushed over and forcibly broke my hand.Don't be like this, let go!She also tore her voice, with a hint of fear in her eyes.What is she afraid of?Are you afraid that I will become a madman?

Get this idea.I lost all strength in an instant, allowing Han to hold me limp in his arms.She hugged me so tightly, and she whispered in my ear over and over: Let's go to the doctor, shall we?go to the doctor...

I dont go.I am self-willed like a child.He asks questions, he asks everything.I said nervously, looking at Han almost sadly.Maybe I'm not too far from a madman who never admits he's crazy.

OK, we're not going, and we're not asking questions.Han coaxed, then you have to promise me that you will not take medicine in the future, okay?

No, I can't sleep.I said, the topic cycled again, and this time Han didn't dare to provoke me again.We were like two people stuck in a swamp.One said: "We'll get out.One said: We will die.

In the afternoon, I calmed down, and looking back, I couldn't believe that the man who looked like a madman was me.

Han turned his face and smiled palely.She handed me the straw-opened coconut.At this time, we were both lying on the beach chairs under the sun umbrella, wearing a pair of sunglasses, looking at the sky or the sea.Surrounded by people like us, looking at the sky or the sea.

Give.Han took off my earphones and said, and then thoughtfully helped me put them back on.

I don't like coconut milk very much. I think it tastes a little weird, so I put it down after taking two sips.I just like the white coconut meat.

The hot sea breeze blew over, and after half an hour of drowsiness, I said to Han on a whim: I went to the sea.

Han didn't have any objections, but seeing me walking towards the beach without any preparation, she couldn't help shouting: "Can you swim?"

I said without looking back, no.

While talking, my feet have moved from the hot sand to the sea water.The sun is very strong and the sea is very cold.I was also wearing short-sleeved hot pants, which was a bit nondescript compared to the beauties or aunts in bikinis around me.I believe that no one will think that I will go into the water.

Han ran over, thinking she was worried about me.

Don't worry, I said, I don't want to die yet.

Han Dingding stared at me for half a minute before nodding.Well, let's play together.

Who wants to play with you,