hot summer gl
In Chapter 1 class, you looked at the Rubik's cube in my hand several times.
She rubbed and said, wouldn't it be free to grow without others' supervision in the future?
I look at her and smile.I belong to the stocking type.I said, and touched my hair again to judge the dryness.Well, wipe it yourself, your clothes are almost wet.I pointed to the noticeably darker patch of color on her chest.
Zhang Ning was stunned for a moment, then turned sideways to avoid my sight.In fact, this is not necessary at all.
I stood up without saying anything, and casually threw the wet clothes I changed into the washing machine when I went back to the bathroom to hang up the towels.Just wondering if it will dry tomorrow.
Finally, after everything was dealt with, I realized that it was so late and tomorrow was coming.I remember that there seems to be a class tomorrow morning, and I don't know if I can hold on to the class without falling asleep.Sleepiness is probably the hardest part.
I turned off all the lights, groped intuitively and lay back on the bed, lying lazily on my back.There was darkness in front of him, but beside him was a young girl emitting heat.I didn't move, and neither did she.There is a faint ambiguous factor flowing in the air.
I sighed in my heart, what's the point of less than seven hours?But whatever the point, there should be a point.For example, the next day's broadcast will not criticize a certain student from Class 290 of senior high school for wandering around the campus late at night.
After a while, I curled up and said to myself and Zhang Ning, go to sleep, there is still class tomorrow.
Zhang Ning moved his position and approached cautiously.Weiliang's arms embraced me, so I was in her arms.
I want to hug you to sleep, can I?she said softly.
I laugh, do you know what the next second sentence usually means?
I know.Zhang Ning answered quickly, her arms tightened slowly.I can feel her softness against my back.She said in a soft tone, but I also said that people are always greedy.
I felt an inexplicable nervousness, but fortunately she didn't make any real moves after saying this, and I didn't know whether I should breathe a sigh of relief or be disappointed.Admittedly, I don't resent the feeling of her kissing me, a little sweet and a little bit bitter.
Zhang Ning made me turn sideways to face her with some force, she looked into my eyes and said: But I am not so greedy, the teacher can take me in, I am already very happy.Besides, I respect your choice.
I also looked back at her earnestly, although I couldn't see her clearly in the dark, and only a little light came out from the open curtain.
Then let me go, it's hot.I said.
Zhang Ning froze for a moment, then smiled lightly.Teacher, you are so special.She lowered her voice again, why didn't I notice it before?
That's your business.I closed my eyes and said, but I don't know who got nervous and set off fireworks at zero o'clock.
Accompanied by the noisy explosion, Zhang Ning and I looked at each other and smiled helplessly.
She suddenly stood up, and her long hair slid down smoothly.I think I will never forget this picture in my life.The young girl's long hair and her eyes are indistinct in the dimly lit room.
Without thinking, I reached out and pulled her head closer, longing for a tender touch.
It's late at night, it's time to sleep.
Although I slept very late, I woke up as soon as the phone alarm clock rang.I set it the day before yesterday and forgot to turn it off last night.
I was in a hurry to find my phone, but Zhang Ning was woken up instead.She held my collar with both hands and nestled in my arms.Before that, I put a hand on her waist in a very intimate position.The body is indeed more honest than the language.
I met her bewildered eyes and said reassuringly that the alarm clock had just rung.With that said, I have found my phone and turned off the annoying alarm.
After hearing this, Zhang Ning went back to sleep with peace of mind, and so did I.We all forgot that it was seven o'clock in the morning.Usually this time is the time when Zhang Ning has to go to the classroom.
When I woke up again, I saw Zhang Ning who was immersed in the morning light and meditating.Seeing me looking at her, Zhang Ning turned around, leaned over and kissed my lips, just like a touch of water.
Morning, she said slowly: It's only eight o'clock, so I'm late.
It's eight o'clock, just five minutes into class.
I sighed, why don't you go to the second class.I remembered that my class was in the last period, and I felt a little lucky.
Zhang Ning hesitated, okay.She said again, I cooked breakfast, do you want to have it together?
Only then did I notice that she had finished brushing and washing, her long hair was tied into a high ponytail, she was very youthful and cool.At the same time, she also changed back to her clothes.
Um.How long have you been awake?I ask her.
Soon.
Why don't you wake me up?
Can't wake up.she half joked.
I stopped answering, went to the bathroom to wash my mouth and face, I didn't bother to tie up my hair, so I let it hang loose.There is no mirror in the bathroom, and I don't know what I look like now.
Zhang Ning cooked porridge, and it was egg porridge.To this she explained that I only had two eggs left.I told her it was a breakfast I had saved for myself and would have made poached eggs.
Zhang Ning frowned again after hearing this, as if this was another bad habit in her eyes.Do not eat so many eggs at a time.she says.
I sat upright and said, "According to what you say, it's wrong to eat anything?"Zhang Ning was silent, and I continued: The current fake health regimen is really killing people, and I dare not eat this or that.I never cared about these, and I haven't lived well.
Zhang Ning pursed his lips and didn't refute me.
She didn't confide in her heart until she left.I know the teacher is alive and well, but I also know that you often have stomach aches and headaches, even though you never show it.Sometimes when you come to class with a pale face and still hold on, I want to drag you to see a doctor!But I also know that you won't go with me, or you wouldn't have come.
As he said that, Zhang Ning laughed at himself, and his smile broke the illusion of joy that we had tacitly disguised for the past few hours.Some things have to be faced sooner or later, even if the heart hurts, it must be torn apart alive.
I stood at the door and didn't know what to say. I could see the orange sunlight and the blue sky beyond her.
I am leaving.she said, choking up slightly.Remember to take care of yourself.She said it sincerely.
I resolutely turned around and walked back in order to cover up my gaffe.I paused when I heard the door slam, then went back to the room.
The sheets in the room are a bit messy, full of the illusion of being abandoned.I sat down on the edge of the bed, not knowing what to think.Finally, like magic with his fingers, he found the few remaining packs of cigarettes and lighters in a pile of sundries, and voluntarily lit them.
I took a breath tremblingly, but was choked by the smell of smoke and burst into tears. I started to cough, and finally calmed down. Through my tears, I saw Zhang Ning who was supposed to leave.I froze in place, the cigarette still burning.
Zhang Ning was standing in the backlight, I couldn't see her expression, I only heard her sad voice saying: I just wanted to remind you not to drink so much wine.
☆, dream and reality
After the summer vacation at the beginning of July, I returned home immediately - two months ago, a new tenant came to the second floor, a very young couple - and immediately called Han Telephone.
Hi Jin.Han Yi used to say lazily.
Go to Sanya, do you want to go?I cut to the chase.
what?
To play, to see the sea.I repeat, if you don't have time, forget it.
No, no, Han said quickly, why am I not free, but why do you suddenly want to go out to play?
Bad mood.I said.
I can hear it.she says.
Without further ado, are you going or not?Let me tell you first, no food or accommodation is included.
Yo.Han disdainfully said, Jin, you are so poor that you are habitually stingy.But it doesn't matter, I think someone will be willing to provide food and accommodation.She paused, just wanted you to meet someone, do you mind if I take him there?
mind.I said without thinking.
Do not be like that.Han said, what, I still have something to do, I will call you in the evening.Hang up first.
I sighed helplessly into the phone, and a few minutes later I started to clean the third floor. Because of the tenants on the second floor, I hadn’t been back for a long time, and a thick layer of dust had accumulated on the floor and furniture.It was not much different from the day I just came back from Guizhou.
The reason why he didn't go home was probably because the young people met the fire when they dry firewood. In short, I was a little embarrassed.
There is a saying that goes like this, the more remote and backward the place, the more young parents there are.The tenant on the second floor is probably a small microcosm of this phenomenon.I've seen that girl, she's about the same age as Zhang Ning, and the boy just looks like an adult.But they have a son, who is currently being raised by their parents in their hometown.
It's really getting better and better.I dragged my thoughts fiercely.After cleaning the third floor inside and out, I almost collapsed on the sofa from exhaustion.But my heart is extremely peaceful, because I am too tired to think about other things.
After a while, I fell asleep on the sofa and had a very weird and real dream. The dream was very long, and the front and back were illogically connected.One second I was in the room and the next second I was plunged into darkness.There are also many fragments of the dream. When I woke up with sweat on my back, I only remembered a few fragments.
The first one is that I take classes in school, but I'm not sure which class it is.In the middle of the class, something suddenly fell out of the window at a very high speed, leaving only a black shadow in the line of sight, and within a few seconds there was a dull "bang".Before I could react, people from the next class came out in a file, and the dream suddenly became noisy.In the chaos, only someone's voice screamed: Someone jumped off the building!The student of Wen A jumped off the building!
The first dream ended here, and the next second I was already in a dark and dilapidated courtyard. There was no sign of people living in the courtyard, and the half-old wooden door was only slightly closed. It was very quiet and eerie.And facing me are two aisles, which seem to be very long, and only the bright spots at the end can be seen.I don't know which way I'm going.
Anyway, when I walked through the aisle, I saw a flood of khaki rain, and all the roads were almost invisible, but it was not the scale of the flood.It should just be that a certain city is flooded.I seem to be standing in front of the window of a room surrounded by white painted walls.
This should be the third dream.
Behind me is a row of vague bookcases.The strange thing is that I watched the passing vehicles submerged by the stagnant water very calmly.
At this time, suddenly someone stood next to me.I couldn't see her face clearly, but she was about the same size as me, only a little taller.I only heard her say in the same calm voice: Nanning will be flooded after a heavy rainstorm.
I just wanted to turn my face to look at that person, but was awakened by the ringing of my phone.This phone call from Han made me forget many details in an instant.
After briefly discussing the travel time with Han, she said that they would go to Sanya first, and then inform me to come after the room was arranged.I ask who are those?
Heck, Jin, you'll find out later.Han refused to disclose the identity of the other party. I think she was afraid that I would find out and would not come.She has always known me well.But it doesn't matter, I just want to see the sea and blow the salty sea breeze.
I hung up the phone and started thinking about that weird dream.To be honest, I dream almost every day, and there are many strange and scary dreams, but there are not many that are so real that I am afraid.
Some of the details scare me even more now when I think about it.
First: I never taught a senior year.In the current school, the name Class A of Literature is only used by students who have returned from the college entrance examination to repeat.If the person who jumped from the building fell on the fourth floor, then I should be teaching on the third floor—whether the school’s teaching building reaches the top or not.In other words, I was teaching high school seniors.
Second: the uninhabited courtyard, and the two aisles representing choice.
Third: The rainy season in Nanning may indeed cause water accumulation, but it is not as serious as in the dream.What's more, I have never been to that place in the dream, let alone someone talking next to me.
I don't think I have the ability to foresee the future, I only believe that dreams are the continuation of reality.That is to say, I subconsciously hope that things will develop in a certain way and finally get a certain result.For example, I keep up with the third year of teaching.
This statement may be a bit ridiculous, but it is undeniable that I think so.
In this way, the sentence "I want to go back to teach the first year of high school" becomes a lie.However, this lie was taken seriously by Zhang Ning.
I thought of the morning when she left and returned.I just don't know how she feels when she sees a cigarette in my fingertips?Probably, all the good images are shattered.
Neither of us went to the classroom that morning.
Because then there were some conversations that took things out of control.
After saying that sentence at the door, Zhang Ning took the cigarette from my hand, threw it on the ground and stepped on it.There was no anger or emotion on her face, and I guess neither did I.I just watched her do all this with a blank expression, as if the cigarette hadn't been taken from me.
Don't smoke in the future, it's bad for your health.Looking at each other for a moment, Zhang Ning finally softened his tone.
You can't control it.I said indifferently, but I was sighing in my heart, and I didn't ask who I was doing this for.
She took another step forward and firmly grabbed my wrist, looking at me with conflicted eyes of heartache and anger.I don't care who cares about you?She said, how can I watch you hurt your body!
I didn't hurt myself.I don't want to defend myself with a guilty conscience.Besides, don't make it so serious.
How do you explain this pack of cigarettes?She glanced at it and said, there are still two left, and they are almost used up.
That was bought last year, and...and, I just light it, not smoke it.When I said this, I completely forgot that I was still crying from the smoke just now.
Is there no harm in not smoking?Zhang Ning was persistent, she scolded me like scolding a child who didn't understand, but she obviously didn't know it, maybe she didn't notice that the place where she held my wrist was turning blue.Second-hand smoke is even more harmful. Teacher, how can you be so self-willed? Can cigarettes be lit for fun?
I didn't answer, Zhang Ning continued to ramble on.
She seemed to be very angry, and the strength in her hands increased a little.I felt an irresistible urge to think that she was really long-winded.Unknown strength broke away from her, jumped out of the bed and looked at her coldly with arms folded one meter away from her. This scene and this scene are so similar.That's probably the only thing I do when I'm angry.
What do you want from me?I have so many emotions to vent, they're all stuffed up inside, you know?You drive me crazy every day, do you know that?Now what's wrong with me smoking a cigarette to distract myself?I said, tears came suddenly.I knew a long time ago that when I quarreled with someone, it must be me who cried first.Crying and still talking hard.So I seldom quarrel with others.
However, quantitative change is a necessary preparation for qualitative change, and qualitative change is the inevitable result of quantitative change.When the emotion reaches the critical point, it will happen sooner or later.Although I had already exploded once earlier.Han is right.I really am not as gentle as the surface.
Zhang Ning also stood up, waiting for me to calm down from this hysterical state.She hugged me carefully and kissed my tears over and over again.I'm sorry, she murmured, I didn't know it was going to be like this, I didn't know I would put so much pressure on you.She held my face and looked at me extremely tenderly, her pupils reflected a small me.
But why didn't you tell me?Is there something wrong to say?What if we can solve it, in fact, we can also be together, can't we?
you go.I pushed her away, covered my eyes and whispered, to calm myself down.
However, Zhang Ning did not leave, and we were in a stalemate like this.
Why can't you just be honest?
She asked me after a long time, her tone sad.Her words vanished into thin air, her answers stuck in my throat.
After a long time, my legs were sore from standing for so long, and fine sweat began to break out from the top of my lips.So quiet that I could hear each other's breathing.
Lin Jin, you are a timid person.
Before leaving, Zhang Ning said.
It was an extremely disappointed tone.
After that, we no longer meet by chance, which further proves that the saying "all encounters are calculated by the one who loves first" is correct.And now whenever my class is in the last period, Zhang Ning will just sit in the classroom until I go downstairs.
Not only that, I noticed that she no longer said hello to the teacher in class, and sometimes she didn't even bother to stand up for a symbolic stand.Later, I simply did not ask to stand up.
Although we see each other every day, we are also strangers.
I asked myself, isn't this exactly what I want?Leaving her also let her leave myself, she is still so young, she is not worthy of being bound in this small place for me.I wanted to smile and congratulate myself for my victory, but I couldn't.In fact, it is about the aisle of the courtyard house.I already know which side I chose, but I seem to have overlooked some details, and it's all Han's phone call!
The cigarette on my fingertip burned another section, I put out the cigarette, took the water mixed with eye drops and drank it.
It's not that I can't think about it, I just want to sleep.
☆, Korea 2
Three days later, I received a notification from Han that everything was ready and I could go.Han also made a special reminder: bring more sunscreen and the like, Sanya in July is very, very hot.Because she has already felt it in advance!
However, when I packed my luggage, I realized that I didn't have sunscreen or anything like that.Who makes me a person who doesn't like to go out, although the ultraviolet rays of the summer sun in Guangxi are also very strong.But I always choose to go out in the evening or on cloudy days, not to mention that the dormitory building is not far from the classroom.I don't use sunscreen as an extraneous thing if I can.
I just don't know if Han, who hasn't seen me for more than half a year, will laugh at me, or is it inevitable that my skin has darkened again?
I'll take all her sunscreen if she dares to laugh at me.I made up my mind.It seemed that I could predict Han's exasperated and helpless expression. Thinking of this, my mood improved a bit.
After I finally packed my luggage, I realized that its volume was pitifully small, only the size of a backpack.Han and I made an agreement to stay in Sanya for about a week, and then come back in that person's car.
Look how nice I am, I saved you the return ticket.When he said this, Han Dayan said without shame.
You could have saved me the whole trip.I said.
Han silently hung up the phone.
The next day, I put my backpack on my back, and after making sure that there was nothing missing and all the electrical appliances that should be turned off at home, I locked the doors and windows and set off.
When I got to the second floor, I could still hear low gasps through the half-closed wooden door.
What happened to me to let them rent a house?I thought blankly.
However, I cannot ignore the effect this phenomenon has had on me.It's not a nasty thought, and I think most people have had it.
For so many years, my knowledge of gender/gender has only stayed in books or movies, and the latter is mostly vague and has no intuitive understanding.The only intimate behavior with others was Zhang Ning's kiss.It was a powerful, dizzying feeling of discovering a new land.
Cranky, I came to the station, went to Qinzhou City, and then took the train to Sanya.Fortunately, there are not many people traveling to Sanya this season, so I managed to buy a hard sleeper.
In fact, it’s not bad that Han didn’t come to pick me up. I was able to enjoy the moment of tranquility brought by the trip alone, without thinking about it until the terminal.
Hello?Jin, are you here?
I called Han and she got straight to the point.
Um.While walking along the street while speaking, I also raised my hand to wipe the fine sweat that appeared from time to time on my forehead and above my lips.Most of the back is wet, not only that, even the wind blowing over is hot.The sun in Sanya is indeed hotter and more powerful.I was a little dizzy from the sun, this time it was physical.
ok where are youI will pick you up.Han said.
I told her where I got off the bus, and she didn't answer right away, but I could hear her voice.After a while, Han said, no problem, I will pick you up soon.
So I found a place to rest and sat down.After drinking water to calm down, I began to look at this place. At first glance, it was no different from other cities, but if you look closely, you can find the difference between outsiders and locals. The skin of locals, especially the skin of the elderly, has changed. Black and shiny.
In contrast, my complexion is much paler.
Thinking of this, I grinned inexplicably.Self-entertainment is also a way of excreting depressed emotions.
Han found me half an hour after hanging up the phone. She drove a car I didn't recognize. It looked expensive. At least the air conditioner was cool enough and the seats were comfortable enough.To my surprise, Han didn't catch up with me or laugh at me.She seemed preoccupied.
I leaned back on the seat and gradually fell asleep, but in the silence I smelled the strong car perfume.Han never uses perfume in the car, which she says smells bad.
This car is not yours, is it?I closed my eyes and asked Han.
Um.Han Cheng said, it is impossible for me to drive for such a long time for a self-driving tour.
Is it that person?
……Um.
Now you can tell me, who is he?
Han responded and slowed down the car. She didn't look at me, but said: Zhuang Heng, my new boyfriend.
Although I had guessed in this direction, I was still taken aback.So fast?I blurted out.
Jin.Han turned his head to look at me, only once, looking quite helpless.She sighed and said: You are really entangled.Let me ask you, how long has it been since Liu Zhan and I ended?
I was silent for a moment, and said: ...Who is Liu Zhan?
Han froze for a moment, smiled and sighed, and said, Jin, I really admire you.You see, you don't even remember his name, how dare you say that Zhuang Heng and I are in love soon?
Only then did I realize that Liu Zhan was referring to that boy.It's all because Han never said his name, only using him instead.
I thought you wouldn't forget him so quickly.I said honestly, adding another sentence at the end, did you really let him go?
Han didn't answer, when she pulled the car into the parking lot of a hotel, turned off the car and didn't rush to get out of the car.
I can't say that I can't let it go, but sometimes I will think of certain memories when I walk through the campus.Han Xiang leaned back and rested his head on the seat with a tired look.Let's say yes first, don't wait to see him when you see him later.She seemed to be terrified.
Am I like that?I countered.
picture.Han answered seriously, don't you think you have an inexplicable hostility towards male creatures?
From what you say, it seems so.
That's why I came to the conclusion that you like the same sex.Han started to smile hippie, which is just like her.Am I smart?she said with a smile.
I replied her with a "shameless" joke, and Han laughed even more.
In the following time, Han briefly told the process of her getting to know Zhuang Heng.They met at a friend's gathering, and Han's social circle is much larger than mine.She didn't drive that night, a group of people played very late, and it happened to be raining heavily, so it was difficult to get a taxi.So those who have cars took the initiative to take up the task of escorting.At first there were two people who were acquainted, and Han was not embarrassed.
When she was the only one left in the car, Zhuang started chatting with her.The fate is that the two of them actually like personalities and even complain about the same people, and they both have a feeling of seeing each other and hating it late.
When they left, the two left each other's contact information, and the story begins here.
Han learned that Zhuang was the only son in his family, and he had been loved since he was a child, and he himself was very competitive. After being admitted to university, he worked and studied alone, and finally became what he is now, a manager of a well-known hotel.
When I heard this, I subconsciously looked at the name of the hotel.This is not the hotel you mentioned, is it?I said.
yes.Han Yang raised his eyebrows and said proudly, how about it, am I wronged?
how old is he?
Where are you thinking!Han pretended to be angry and poked my forehead.He is only two years older than me.
oh.I suddenly remembered something, then where did you meet?
He came to Nanning on a business trip, so he attended the party casually.Han said, explaining further.But we've known each other for a long time.
Han arrived and I went to the hotel room that I had booked in advance, and only then did I notice her dress.Short sleeves, ultra-shorts and flip flops, covered with a coquettish light green sun protection clothing that reaches down to the calf.If she added a pair of shades, she'd be more of a beachgoer.
On the other hand, I can only use one word to describe it, hot!Especially the moment I got out of the car, the heat wave hit my face, almost forcing me back into the car, as if I was on fire.
It was a relief to walk into the hotel with Han.
But this unreliable person said that he is not in the hotel now, but by the sea.Just Jin, don’t you want to see the sea, change your clothes quickly, let’s go to the beach together!
don't go!I immediately refused.Then he took the room card in Han's hand and opened the room.A sea view room, from the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can see the sea, beach, coconut trees and beauties not far away.The scene of the sea and the sky.
I put down my backpack and watched in a daze.Han also came over and asked with a smile, how is it?The room I chose, okay?
I nodded, Han probably thought there was something interesting, and continued to lobby me.He reserved it specially for you, so it's kind of thoughtful, so go and say hello to him.
I do not understand.I said, I am not your mother, is my opinion important?
important!Of course it is important!Han Meng nodded, only if you agree can I win over you to persuade my parents to agree!
I instantly understood that this was what was on her mind.I have to say that Han's reaction was really fast enough.She actually knew how to use the opportunity I invited her to go out to win me over.
So we each take a step back, I can go to see Zhuang, but I have to wait until after five o'clock.
It was almost five o'clock when I woke up from the dream and it took me half a minute to realize that this was not my home.Looking from the window, the sun dyed the sea level a warm orange, which is indeed beautiful.
Seeing that it was almost the agreed time, Han called to urge me.At that time, I had just changed into light clothing and slippers provided by the hotel.
We are here at the ends of the earth, she said, do you know how to get there?
have no idea.I'm honest.
Han was speechless for a while, and finally said, then you can ask anyone for directions.
I scolded her for forgetting friends after seeing sex.
Han laughed and hung up the phone anyway.
I had no choice but to brace my hair and go. At this time, the sea became calmer, and the high temperature turned into a salty sea breeze.I carelessly blow the sea breeze, looking for passers-by who are friendly and friendly.
When I finally found the "ends of the earth" that Han said, I realized that it was actually a lot of big rocks.Fortunately, the sea is worth seeing.
I looked in the crowd, but couldn't find Han Nasao's green sun protection clothing - because she had changed it at the moment.It was the first time she saw me looking around blankly and waved to me.
There was a man standing beside Han with his back to me.He was wearing white short-sleeves, a pair of gaudy underpants that a beach man must have, and flip flops of the same style as Han's.
He is probably that Zhuang Heng.
Han's movement made him turn around.To be honest, he was good-looking, but his complexion was a little darker.
☆, Han Hezhuang
I, Han, and the others walked over, and Han immediately stepped forward to hold my arm, and asked in a low voice: Jin, why are you so slow, this place is almost closed.
You still blame me, I said, who is the one who forgets friends after seeing sex?
Oops, I'm not blaming you, just asking.With that said, we have come to Zhuang Heng's side.This man is much taller than us, but he is a little thinner, his eyes are not big, probably because he has been a businessman for a long time, his eyes are very sharp.Coupled with his brown skin, it always feels like a bad guy.I think Han's parents disagreed with them, probably because Zhuang didn't fit the personality of the two old people's son-in-law.One is a white and clean scholar, and the other is gentle and refined.
Obviously, he was neither.
I really don't know what Han likes about him.
But everyone is diverse, and perhaps it is precisely because Han sees another side of him that he does not know that he likes him.It's like Zhang Ning still likes me now, just because she hasn't been with me for a long time, and she hasn't seen my paranoid dark side.
Hello.Zhuang said that his voice was very polite.Nice to meet you.He extended his hand politely towards me.
Um.I smiled and said.I don't know if it's because I've been in the town for a long time, and the "rude" atmosphere has affected me.Anyway, I didn't want to shake his hand at all.
Obviously my attitude made them both stunned for a moment, Zhuang's expression was even more embarrassing, and Han was the first to react.He grabbed my shoulder and patted off Zhuang's heavy hand.
Don't mind you, that's what she is.Han shook me and said.
Also, haven't I told you that Jin doesn't like men.You want to shake her hand.Han also said that she really didn't know whether she wanted to resolve the embarrassment or make it more embarrassing.
I can't help my forehead.
uh...sorry.Zhuang said slowly, I didn't think carefully.
I didn't answer, I didn't want to talk to him anymore.No reason, just don't like the way he talks.
The atmosphere suddenly fell into dead silence, and time seemed to be stuck in an hourglass.I lowered my head and kicked the fine sand on the beach, wondering if I was too rude, but I couldn't apologize.Maybe Han is right, I'm inherently hostile to male creatures.
Han's eyes flickered, and then came to my face for a while, he hesitated to speak.After a while, it flashed on Zhuang's face again, feeling hopeless.On the other hand, Zhuang was silent. This man restrained his emotions very much, and I hardly noticed that he was dissatisfied with me.
It wasn't until the staff came to remind us that the opening time was up that our atmosphere eased somewhat.
After walking along the coast for a while, Zhuang was the first to speak, I know there is a very good seafood restaurant nearby, why don't we go there for dinner?He said that there was a taste of gallantry.
OK!Han immediately said, and pushed me again, is there any objection?When she asked me, my mind had already dived into the deep sea, immersed in the cold water.I was thinking that if I could take a picture of the sunset falling into the sea level, maybe a picture of the sunrise, it would be worthwhile to come here.So subconsciously nodded.
It seems unusual to come to the beach and not eat seafood.What's more, with this bully here, I can have a dinner with peace of mind that costs hundreds of fish.I'm not surprised that sea fish is expensive, but it's a pity that there is a plate of red hairy crabs. I can't help but think of Zhang Ning, her essay on crabs.If the protagonist is changed at the beginning, it seems to be applicable to Han.
Really, I can think of her even after eating.
I murmured in my heart, silently peeling the shrimp. The fingertips of the disposable gloves sent by the restaurant had been stained red, and the shrimp was still easier to peel than the crab.Although I was eating on my own, I didn't ignore Zhuang's clean and neat peeling of the shrimp and putting them in the Korean bowl naturally.This natural and unaffected intimacy made me feel even more redundant.
Tell me, why do your parents disagree with you?
Han was taken aback, he didn't expect me to ask a question suddenly.But she reacted quickly, a little depressed and a little resentful.
It's not the old feudalism in my parents' bones, saying that Zhuang's face is not good.She took time to glance at Zhuang, who smiled helplessly.Isn't it just darker?He also said that the businessman is the most ruthless and ungrateful. Isn't he just working a little bit bigger.
that's all?I pressed, and my gut told me that wasn't the whole story.I believe Han's father and Han's mother are not feudal to this extent.
Han instantly pouted, Zhuang and she looked at each other, and said for her: I was married, and I have a five-year-old son.I think that's why my uncle and aunt disagreed with us.
This time it was my turn to be surprised. I remembered that Han said that Zhuang was only two years older than her, which meant that Zhuang's age was about 27-[-].Although it is not surprising to have a five-year-old son at this age, for Han's father and Han's mother, there are quite a lot of worries.What's more, Han, you really can make people "surprise".Neither former nor current are simple identities.
I Dingqing looked at Han, a look of embarrassment flashed across her face.
Well, I said, I got it.How do you want me to help now?
Knowing that I agreed, Han immediately became lively.real?She said happily, then felt embarrassed again.In fact, you don't need to do anything, just make a phone call to persuade my parents.If they live or die
I look at her and smile.I belong to the stocking type.I said, and touched my hair again to judge the dryness.Well, wipe it yourself, your clothes are almost wet.I pointed to the noticeably darker patch of color on her chest.
Zhang Ning was stunned for a moment, then turned sideways to avoid my sight.In fact, this is not necessary at all.
I stood up without saying anything, and casually threw the wet clothes I changed into the washing machine when I went back to the bathroom to hang up the towels.Just wondering if it will dry tomorrow.
Finally, after everything was dealt with, I realized that it was so late and tomorrow was coming.I remember that there seems to be a class tomorrow morning, and I don't know if I can hold on to the class without falling asleep.Sleepiness is probably the hardest part.
I turned off all the lights, groped intuitively and lay back on the bed, lying lazily on my back.There was darkness in front of him, but beside him was a young girl emitting heat.I didn't move, and neither did she.There is a faint ambiguous factor flowing in the air.
I sighed in my heart, what's the point of less than seven hours?But whatever the point, there should be a point.For example, the next day's broadcast will not criticize a certain student from Class 290 of senior high school for wandering around the campus late at night.
After a while, I curled up and said to myself and Zhang Ning, go to sleep, there is still class tomorrow.
Zhang Ning moved his position and approached cautiously.Weiliang's arms embraced me, so I was in her arms.
I want to hug you to sleep, can I?she said softly.
I laugh, do you know what the next second sentence usually means?
I know.Zhang Ning answered quickly, her arms tightened slowly.I can feel her softness against my back.She said in a soft tone, but I also said that people are always greedy.
I felt an inexplicable nervousness, but fortunately she didn't make any real moves after saying this, and I didn't know whether I should breathe a sigh of relief or be disappointed.Admittedly, I don't resent the feeling of her kissing me, a little sweet and a little bit bitter.
Zhang Ning made me turn sideways to face her with some force, she looked into my eyes and said: But I am not so greedy, the teacher can take me in, I am already very happy.Besides, I respect your choice.
I also looked back at her earnestly, although I couldn't see her clearly in the dark, and only a little light came out from the open curtain.
Then let me go, it's hot.I said.
Zhang Ning froze for a moment, then smiled lightly.Teacher, you are so special.She lowered her voice again, why didn't I notice it before?
That's your business.I closed my eyes and said, but I don't know who got nervous and set off fireworks at zero o'clock.
Accompanied by the noisy explosion, Zhang Ning and I looked at each other and smiled helplessly.
She suddenly stood up, and her long hair slid down smoothly.I think I will never forget this picture in my life.The young girl's long hair and her eyes are indistinct in the dimly lit room.
Without thinking, I reached out and pulled her head closer, longing for a tender touch.
It's late at night, it's time to sleep.
Although I slept very late, I woke up as soon as the phone alarm clock rang.I set it the day before yesterday and forgot to turn it off last night.
I was in a hurry to find my phone, but Zhang Ning was woken up instead.She held my collar with both hands and nestled in my arms.Before that, I put a hand on her waist in a very intimate position.The body is indeed more honest than the language.
I met her bewildered eyes and said reassuringly that the alarm clock had just rung.With that said, I have found my phone and turned off the annoying alarm.
After hearing this, Zhang Ning went back to sleep with peace of mind, and so did I.We all forgot that it was seven o'clock in the morning.Usually this time is the time when Zhang Ning has to go to the classroom.
When I woke up again, I saw Zhang Ning who was immersed in the morning light and meditating.Seeing me looking at her, Zhang Ning turned around, leaned over and kissed my lips, just like a touch of water.
Morning, she said slowly: It's only eight o'clock, so I'm late.
It's eight o'clock, just five minutes into class.
I sighed, why don't you go to the second class.I remembered that my class was in the last period, and I felt a little lucky.
Zhang Ning hesitated, okay.She said again, I cooked breakfast, do you want to have it together?
Only then did I notice that she had finished brushing and washing, her long hair was tied into a high ponytail, she was very youthful and cool.At the same time, she also changed back to her clothes.
Um.How long have you been awake?I ask her.
Soon.
Why don't you wake me up?
Can't wake up.she half joked.
I stopped answering, went to the bathroom to wash my mouth and face, I didn't bother to tie up my hair, so I let it hang loose.There is no mirror in the bathroom, and I don't know what I look like now.
Zhang Ning cooked porridge, and it was egg porridge.To this she explained that I only had two eggs left.I told her it was a breakfast I had saved for myself and would have made poached eggs.
Zhang Ning frowned again after hearing this, as if this was another bad habit in her eyes.Do not eat so many eggs at a time.she says.
I sat upright and said, "According to what you say, it's wrong to eat anything?"Zhang Ning was silent, and I continued: The current fake health regimen is really killing people, and I dare not eat this or that.I never cared about these, and I haven't lived well.
Zhang Ning pursed his lips and didn't refute me.
She didn't confide in her heart until she left.I know the teacher is alive and well, but I also know that you often have stomach aches and headaches, even though you never show it.Sometimes when you come to class with a pale face and still hold on, I want to drag you to see a doctor!But I also know that you won't go with me, or you wouldn't have come.
As he said that, Zhang Ning laughed at himself, and his smile broke the illusion of joy that we had tacitly disguised for the past few hours.Some things have to be faced sooner or later, even if the heart hurts, it must be torn apart alive.
I stood at the door and didn't know what to say. I could see the orange sunlight and the blue sky beyond her.
I am leaving.she said, choking up slightly.Remember to take care of yourself.She said it sincerely.
I resolutely turned around and walked back in order to cover up my gaffe.I paused when I heard the door slam, then went back to the room.
The sheets in the room are a bit messy, full of the illusion of being abandoned.I sat down on the edge of the bed, not knowing what to think.Finally, like magic with his fingers, he found the few remaining packs of cigarettes and lighters in a pile of sundries, and voluntarily lit them.
I took a breath tremblingly, but was choked by the smell of smoke and burst into tears. I started to cough, and finally calmed down. Through my tears, I saw Zhang Ning who was supposed to leave.I froze in place, the cigarette still burning.
Zhang Ning was standing in the backlight, I couldn't see her expression, I only heard her sad voice saying: I just wanted to remind you not to drink so much wine.
☆, dream and reality
After the summer vacation at the beginning of July, I returned home immediately - two months ago, a new tenant came to the second floor, a very young couple - and immediately called Han Telephone.
Hi Jin.Han Yi used to say lazily.
Go to Sanya, do you want to go?I cut to the chase.
what?
To play, to see the sea.I repeat, if you don't have time, forget it.
No, no, Han said quickly, why am I not free, but why do you suddenly want to go out to play?
Bad mood.I said.
I can hear it.she says.
Without further ado, are you going or not?Let me tell you first, no food or accommodation is included.
Yo.Han disdainfully said, Jin, you are so poor that you are habitually stingy.But it doesn't matter, I think someone will be willing to provide food and accommodation.She paused, just wanted you to meet someone, do you mind if I take him there?
mind.I said without thinking.
Do not be like that.Han said, what, I still have something to do, I will call you in the evening.Hang up first.
I sighed helplessly into the phone, and a few minutes later I started to clean the third floor. Because of the tenants on the second floor, I hadn’t been back for a long time, and a thick layer of dust had accumulated on the floor and furniture.It was not much different from the day I just came back from Guizhou.
The reason why he didn't go home was probably because the young people met the fire when they dry firewood. In short, I was a little embarrassed.
There is a saying that goes like this, the more remote and backward the place, the more young parents there are.The tenant on the second floor is probably a small microcosm of this phenomenon.I've seen that girl, she's about the same age as Zhang Ning, and the boy just looks like an adult.But they have a son, who is currently being raised by their parents in their hometown.
It's really getting better and better.I dragged my thoughts fiercely.After cleaning the third floor inside and out, I almost collapsed on the sofa from exhaustion.But my heart is extremely peaceful, because I am too tired to think about other things.
After a while, I fell asleep on the sofa and had a very weird and real dream. The dream was very long, and the front and back were illogically connected.One second I was in the room and the next second I was plunged into darkness.There are also many fragments of the dream. When I woke up with sweat on my back, I only remembered a few fragments.
The first one is that I take classes in school, but I'm not sure which class it is.In the middle of the class, something suddenly fell out of the window at a very high speed, leaving only a black shadow in the line of sight, and within a few seconds there was a dull "bang".Before I could react, people from the next class came out in a file, and the dream suddenly became noisy.In the chaos, only someone's voice screamed: Someone jumped off the building!The student of Wen A jumped off the building!
The first dream ended here, and the next second I was already in a dark and dilapidated courtyard. There was no sign of people living in the courtyard, and the half-old wooden door was only slightly closed. It was very quiet and eerie.And facing me are two aisles, which seem to be very long, and only the bright spots at the end can be seen.I don't know which way I'm going.
Anyway, when I walked through the aisle, I saw a flood of khaki rain, and all the roads were almost invisible, but it was not the scale of the flood.It should just be that a certain city is flooded.I seem to be standing in front of the window of a room surrounded by white painted walls.
This should be the third dream.
Behind me is a row of vague bookcases.The strange thing is that I watched the passing vehicles submerged by the stagnant water very calmly.
At this time, suddenly someone stood next to me.I couldn't see her face clearly, but she was about the same size as me, only a little taller.I only heard her say in the same calm voice: Nanning will be flooded after a heavy rainstorm.
I just wanted to turn my face to look at that person, but was awakened by the ringing of my phone.This phone call from Han made me forget many details in an instant.
After briefly discussing the travel time with Han, she said that they would go to Sanya first, and then inform me to come after the room was arranged.I ask who are those?
Heck, Jin, you'll find out later.Han refused to disclose the identity of the other party. I think she was afraid that I would find out and would not come.She has always known me well.But it doesn't matter, I just want to see the sea and blow the salty sea breeze.
I hung up the phone and started thinking about that weird dream.To be honest, I dream almost every day, and there are many strange and scary dreams, but there are not many that are so real that I am afraid.
Some of the details scare me even more now when I think about it.
First: I never taught a senior year.In the current school, the name Class A of Literature is only used by students who have returned from the college entrance examination to repeat.If the person who jumped from the building fell on the fourth floor, then I should be teaching on the third floor—whether the school’s teaching building reaches the top or not.In other words, I was teaching high school seniors.
Second: the uninhabited courtyard, and the two aisles representing choice.
Third: The rainy season in Nanning may indeed cause water accumulation, but it is not as serious as in the dream.What's more, I have never been to that place in the dream, let alone someone talking next to me.
I don't think I have the ability to foresee the future, I only believe that dreams are the continuation of reality.That is to say, I subconsciously hope that things will develop in a certain way and finally get a certain result.For example, I keep up with the third year of teaching.
This statement may be a bit ridiculous, but it is undeniable that I think so.
In this way, the sentence "I want to go back to teach the first year of high school" becomes a lie.However, this lie was taken seriously by Zhang Ning.
I thought of the morning when she left and returned.I just don't know how she feels when she sees a cigarette in my fingertips?Probably, all the good images are shattered.
Neither of us went to the classroom that morning.
Because then there were some conversations that took things out of control.
After saying that sentence at the door, Zhang Ning took the cigarette from my hand, threw it on the ground and stepped on it.There was no anger or emotion on her face, and I guess neither did I.I just watched her do all this with a blank expression, as if the cigarette hadn't been taken from me.
Don't smoke in the future, it's bad for your health.Looking at each other for a moment, Zhang Ning finally softened his tone.
You can't control it.I said indifferently, but I was sighing in my heart, and I didn't ask who I was doing this for.
She took another step forward and firmly grabbed my wrist, looking at me with conflicted eyes of heartache and anger.I don't care who cares about you?She said, how can I watch you hurt your body!
I didn't hurt myself.I don't want to defend myself with a guilty conscience.Besides, don't make it so serious.
How do you explain this pack of cigarettes?She glanced at it and said, there are still two left, and they are almost used up.
That was bought last year, and...and, I just light it, not smoke it.When I said this, I completely forgot that I was still crying from the smoke just now.
Is there no harm in not smoking?Zhang Ning was persistent, she scolded me like scolding a child who didn't understand, but she obviously didn't know it, maybe she didn't notice that the place where she held my wrist was turning blue.Second-hand smoke is even more harmful. Teacher, how can you be so self-willed? Can cigarettes be lit for fun?
I didn't answer, Zhang Ning continued to ramble on.
She seemed to be very angry, and the strength in her hands increased a little.I felt an irresistible urge to think that she was really long-winded.Unknown strength broke away from her, jumped out of the bed and looked at her coldly with arms folded one meter away from her. This scene and this scene are so similar.That's probably the only thing I do when I'm angry.
What do you want from me?I have so many emotions to vent, they're all stuffed up inside, you know?You drive me crazy every day, do you know that?Now what's wrong with me smoking a cigarette to distract myself?I said, tears came suddenly.I knew a long time ago that when I quarreled with someone, it must be me who cried first.Crying and still talking hard.So I seldom quarrel with others.
However, quantitative change is a necessary preparation for qualitative change, and qualitative change is the inevitable result of quantitative change.When the emotion reaches the critical point, it will happen sooner or later.Although I had already exploded once earlier.Han is right.I really am not as gentle as the surface.
Zhang Ning also stood up, waiting for me to calm down from this hysterical state.She hugged me carefully and kissed my tears over and over again.I'm sorry, she murmured, I didn't know it was going to be like this, I didn't know I would put so much pressure on you.She held my face and looked at me extremely tenderly, her pupils reflected a small me.
But why didn't you tell me?Is there something wrong to say?What if we can solve it, in fact, we can also be together, can't we?
you go.I pushed her away, covered my eyes and whispered, to calm myself down.
However, Zhang Ning did not leave, and we were in a stalemate like this.
Why can't you just be honest?
She asked me after a long time, her tone sad.Her words vanished into thin air, her answers stuck in my throat.
After a long time, my legs were sore from standing for so long, and fine sweat began to break out from the top of my lips.So quiet that I could hear each other's breathing.
Lin Jin, you are a timid person.
Before leaving, Zhang Ning said.
It was an extremely disappointed tone.
After that, we no longer meet by chance, which further proves that the saying "all encounters are calculated by the one who loves first" is correct.And now whenever my class is in the last period, Zhang Ning will just sit in the classroom until I go downstairs.
Not only that, I noticed that she no longer said hello to the teacher in class, and sometimes she didn't even bother to stand up for a symbolic stand.Later, I simply did not ask to stand up.
Although we see each other every day, we are also strangers.
I asked myself, isn't this exactly what I want?Leaving her also let her leave myself, she is still so young, she is not worthy of being bound in this small place for me.I wanted to smile and congratulate myself for my victory, but I couldn't.In fact, it is about the aisle of the courtyard house.I already know which side I chose, but I seem to have overlooked some details, and it's all Han's phone call!
The cigarette on my fingertip burned another section, I put out the cigarette, took the water mixed with eye drops and drank it.
It's not that I can't think about it, I just want to sleep.
☆, Korea 2
Three days later, I received a notification from Han that everything was ready and I could go.Han also made a special reminder: bring more sunscreen and the like, Sanya in July is very, very hot.Because she has already felt it in advance!
However, when I packed my luggage, I realized that I didn't have sunscreen or anything like that.Who makes me a person who doesn't like to go out, although the ultraviolet rays of the summer sun in Guangxi are also very strong.But I always choose to go out in the evening or on cloudy days, not to mention that the dormitory building is not far from the classroom.I don't use sunscreen as an extraneous thing if I can.
I just don't know if Han, who hasn't seen me for more than half a year, will laugh at me, or is it inevitable that my skin has darkened again?
I'll take all her sunscreen if she dares to laugh at me.I made up my mind.It seemed that I could predict Han's exasperated and helpless expression. Thinking of this, my mood improved a bit.
After I finally packed my luggage, I realized that its volume was pitifully small, only the size of a backpack.Han and I made an agreement to stay in Sanya for about a week, and then come back in that person's car.
Look how nice I am, I saved you the return ticket.When he said this, Han Dayan said without shame.
You could have saved me the whole trip.I said.
Han silently hung up the phone.
The next day, I put my backpack on my back, and after making sure that there was nothing missing and all the electrical appliances that should be turned off at home, I locked the doors and windows and set off.
When I got to the second floor, I could still hear low gasps through the half-closed wooden door.
What happened to me to let them rent a house?I thought blankly.
However, I cannot ignore the effect this phenomenon has had on me.It's not a nasty thought, and I think most people have had it.
For so many years, my knowledge of gender/gender has only stayed in books or movies, and the latter is mostly vague and has no intuitive understanding.The only intimate behavior with others was Zhang Ning's kiss.It was a powerful, dizzying feeling of discovering a new land.
Cranky, I came to the station, went to Qinzhou City, and then took the train to Sanya.Fortunately, there are not many people traveling to Sanya this season, so I managed to buy a hard sleeper.
In fact, it’s not bad that Han didn’t come to pick me up. I was able to enjoy the moment of tranquility brought by the trip alone, without thinking about it until the terminal.
Hello?Jin, are you here?
I called Han and she got straight to the point.
Um.While walking along the street while speaking, I also raised my hand to wipe the fine sweat that appeared from time to time on my forehead and above my lips.Most of the back is wet, not only that, even the wind blowing over is hot.The sun in Sanya is indeed hotter and more powerful.I was a little dizzy from the sun, this time it was physical.
ok where are youI will pick you up.Han said.
I told her where I got off the bus, and she didn't answer right away, but I could hear her voice.After a while, Han said, no problem, I will pick you up soon.
So I found a place to rest and sat down.After drinking water to calm down, I began to look at this place. At first glance, it was no different from other cities, but if you look closely, you can find the difference between outsiders and locals. The skin of locals, especially the skin of the elderly, has changed. Black and shiny.
In contrast, my complexion is much paler.
Thinking of this, I grinned inexplicably.Self-entertainment is also a way of excreting depressed emotions.
Han found me half an hour after hanging up the phone. She drove a car I didn't recognize. It looked expensive. At least the air conditioner was cool enough and the seats were comfortable enough.To my surprise, Han didn't catch up with me or laugh at me.She seemed preoccupied.
I leaned back on the seat and gradually fell asleep, but in the silence I smelled the strong car perfume.Han never uses perfume in the car, which she says smells bad.
This car is not yours, is it?I closed my eyes and asked Han.
Um.Han Cheng said, it is impossible for me to drive for such a long time for a self-driving tour.
Is it that person?
……Um.
Now you can tell me, who is he?
Han responded and slowed down the car. She didn't look at me, but said: Zhuang Heng, my new boyfriend.
Although I had guessed in this direction, I was still taken aback.So fast?I blurted out.
Jin.Han turned his head to look at me, only once, looking quite helpless.She sighed and said: You are really entangled.Let me ask you, how long has it been since Liu Zhan and I ended?
I was silent for a moment, and said: ...Who is Liu Zhan?
Han froze for a moment, smiled and sighed, and said, Jin, I really admire you.You see, you don't even remember his name, how dare you say that Zhuang Heng and I are in love soon?
Only then did I realize that Liu Zhan was referring to that boy.It's all because Han never said his name, only using him instead.
I thought you wouldn't forget him so quickly.I said honestly, adding another sentence at the end, did you really let him go?
Han didn't answer, when she pulled the car into the parking lot of a hotel, turned off the car and didn't rush to get out of the car.
I can't say that I can't let it go, but sometimes I will think of certain memories when I walk through the campus.Han Xiang leaned back and rested his head on the seat with a tired look.Let's say yes first, don't wait to see him when you see him later.She seemed to be terrified.
Am I like that?I countered.
picture.Han answered seriously, don't you think you have an inexplicable hostility towards male creatures?
From what you say, it seems so.
That's why I came to the conclusion that you like the same sex.Han started to smile hippie, which is just like her.Am I smart?she said with a smile.
I replied her with a "shameless" joke, and Han laughed even more.
In the following time, Han briefly told the process of her getting to know Zhuang Heng.They met at a friend's gathering, and Han's social circle is much larger than mine.She didn't drive that night, a group of people played very late, and it happened to be raining heavily, so it was difficult to get a taxi.So those who have cars took the initiative to take up the task of escorting.At first there were two people who were acquainted, and Han was not embarrassed.
When she was the only one left in the car, Zhuang started chatting with her.The fate is that the two of them actually like personalities and even complain about the same people, and they both have a feeling of seeing each other and hating it late.
When they left, the two left each other's contact information, and the story begins here.
Han learned that Zhuang was the only son in his family, and he had been loved since he was a child, and he himself was very competitive. After being admitted to university, he worked and studied alone, and finally became what he is now, a manager of a well-known hotel.
When I heard this, I subconsciously looked at the name of the hotel.This is not the hotel you mentioned, is it?I said.
yes.Han Yang raised his eyebrows and said proudly, how about it, am I wronged?
how old is he?
Where are you thinking!Han pretended to be angry and poked my forehead.He is only two years older than me.
oh.I suddenly remembered something, then where did you meet?
He came to Nanning on a business trip, so he attended the party casually.Han said, explaining further.But we've known each other for a long time.
Han arrived and I went to the hotel room that I had booked in advance, and only then did I notice her dress.Short sleeves, ultra-shorts and flip flops, covered with a coquettish light green sun protection clothing that reaches down to the calf.If she added a pair of shades, she'd be more of a beachgoer.
On the other hand, I can only use one word to describe it, hot!Especially the moment I got out of the car, the heat wave hit my face, almost forcing me back into the car, as if I was on fire.
It was a relief to walk into the hotel with Han.
But this unreliable person said that he is not in the hotel now, but by the sea.Just Jin, don’t you want to see the sea, change your clothes quickly, let’s go to the beach together!
don't go!I immediately refused.Then he took the room card in Han's hand and opened the room.A sea view room, from the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can see the sea, beach, coconut trees and beauties not far away.The scene of the sea and the sky.
I put down my backpack and watched in a daze.Han also came over and asked with a smile, how is it?The room I chose, okay?
I nodded, Han probably thought there was something interesting, and continued to lobby me.He reserved it specially for you, so it's kind of thoughtful, so go and say hello to him.
I do not understand.I said, I am not your mother, is my opinion important?
important!Of course it is important!Han Meng nodded, only if you agree can I win over you to persuade my parents to agree!
I instantly understood that this was what was on her mind.I have to say that Han's reaction was really fast enough.She actually knew how to use the opportunity I invited her to go out to win me over.
So we each take a step back, I can go to see Zhuang, but I have to wait until after five o'clock.
It was almost five o'clock when I woke up from the dream and it took me half a minute to realize that this was not my home.Looking from the window, the sun dyed the sea level a warm orange, which is indeed beautiful.
Seeing that it was almost the agreed time, Han called to urge me.At that time, I had just changed into light clothing and slippers provided by the hotel.
We are here at the ends of the earth, she said, do you know how to get there?
have no idea.I'm honest.
Han was speechless for a while, and finally said, then you can ask anyone for directions.
I scolded her for forgetting friends after seeing sex.
Han laughed and hung up the phone anyway.
I had no choice but to brace my hair and go. At this time, the sea became calmer, and the high temperature turned into a salty sea breeze.I carelessly blow the sea breeze, looking for passers-by who are friendly and friendly.
When I finally found the "ends of the earth" that Han said, I realized that it was actually a lot of big rocks.Fortunately, the sea is worth seeing.
I looked in the crowd, but couldn't find Han Nasao's green sun protection clothing - because she had changed it at the moment.It was the first time she saw me looking around blankly and waved to me.
There was a man standing beside Han with his back to me.He was wearing white short-sleeves, a pair of gaudy underpants that a beach man must have, and flip flops of the same style as Han's.
He is probably that Zhuang Heng.
Han's movement made him turn around.To be honest, he was good-looking, but his complexion was a little darker.
☆, Han Hezhuang
I, Han, and the others walked over, and Han immediately stepped forward to hold my arm, and asked in a low voice: Jin, why are you so slow, this place is almost closed.
You still blame me, I said, who is the one who forgets friends after seeing sex?
Oops, I'm not blaming you, just asking.With that said, we have come to Zhuang Heng's side.This man is much taller than us, but he is a little thinner, his eyes are not big, probably because he has been a businessman for a long time, his eyes are very sharp.Coupled with his brown skin, it always feels like a bad guy.I think Han's parents disagreed with them, probably because Zhuang didn't fit the personality of the two old people's son-in-law.One is a white and clean scholar, and the other is gentle and refined.
Obviously, he was neither.
I really don't know what Han likes about him.
But everyone is diverse, and perhaps it is precisely because Han sees another side of him that he does not know that he likes him.It's like Zhang Ning still likes me now, just because she hasn't been with me for a long time, and she hasn't seen my paranoid dark side.
Hello.Zhuang said that his voice was very polite.Nice to meet you.He extended his hand politely towards me.
Um.I smiled and said.I don't know if it's because I've been in the town for a long time, and the "rude" atmosphere has affected me.Anyway, I didn't want to shake his hand at all.
Obviously my attitude made them both stunned for a moment, Zhuang's expression was even more embarrassing, and Han was the first to react.He grabbed my shoulder and patted off Zhuang's heavy hand.
Don't mind you, that's what she is.Han shook me and said.
Also, haven't I told you that Jin doesn't like men.You want to shake her hand.Han also said that she really didn't know whether she wanted to resolve the embarrassment or make it more embarrassing.
I can't help my forehead.
uh...sorry.Zhuang said slowly, I didn't think carefully.
I didn't answer, I didn't want to talk to him anymore.No reason, just don't like the way he talks.
The atmosphere suddenly fell into dead silence, and time seemed to be stuck in an hourglass.I lowered my head and kicked the fine sand on the beach, wondering if I was too rude, but I couldn't apologize.Maybe Han is right, I'm inherently hostile to male creatures.
Han's eyes flickered, and then came to my face for a while, he hesitated to speak.After a while, it flashed on Zhuang's face again, feeling hopeless.On the other hand, Zhuang was silent. This man restrained his emotions very much, and I hardly noticed that he was dissatisfied with me.
It wasn't until the staff came to remind us that the opening time was up that our atmosphere eased somewhat.
After walking along the coast for a while, Zhuang was the first to speak, I know there is a very good seafood restaurant nearby, why don't we go there for dinner?He said that there was a taste of gallantry.
OK!Han immediately said, and pushed me again, is there any objection?When she asked me, my mind had already dived into the deep sea, immersed in the cold water.I was thinking that if I could take a picture of the sunset falling into the sea level, maybe a picture of the sunrise, it would be worthwhile to come here.So subconsciously nodded.
It seems unusual to come to the beach and not eat seafood.What's more, with this bully here, I can have a dinner with peace of mind that costs hundreds of fish.I'm not surprised that sea fish is expensive, but it's a pity that there is a plate of red hairy crabs. I can't help but think of Zhang Ning, her essay on crabs.If the protagonist is changed at the beginning, it seems to be applicable to Han.
Really, I can think of her even after eating.
I murmured in my heart, silently peeling the shrimp. The fingertips of the disposable gloves sent by the restaurant had been stained red, and the shrimp was still easier to peel than the crab.Although I was eating on my own, I didn't ignore Zhuang's clean and neat peeling of the shrimp and putting them in the Korean bowl naturally.This natural and unaffected intimacy made me feel even more redundant.
Tell me, why do your parents disagree with you?
Han was taken aback, he didn't expect me to ask a question suddenly.But she reacted quickly, a little depressed and a little resentful.
It's not the old feudalism in my parents' bones, saying that Zhuang's face is not good.She took time to glance at Zhuang, who smiled helplessly.Isn't it just darker?He also said that the businessman is the most ruthless and ungrateful. Isn't he just working a little bit bigger.
that's all?I pressed, and my gut told me that wasn't the whole story.I believe Han's father and Han's mother are not feudal to this extent.
Han instantly pouted, Zhuang and she looked at each other, and said for her: I was married, and I have a five-year-old son.I think that's why my uncle and aunt disagreed with us.
This time it was my turn to be surprised. I remembered that Han said that Zhuang was only two years older than her, which meant that Zhuang's age was about 27-[-].Although it is not surprising to have a five-year-old son at this age, for Han's father and Han's mother, there are quite a lot of worries.What's more, Han, you really can make people "surprise".Neither former nor current are simple identities.
I Dingqing looked at Han, a look of embarrassment flashed across her face.
Well, I said, I got it.How do you want me to help now?
Knowing that I agreed, Han immediately became lively.real?She said happily, then felt embarrassed again.In fact, you don't need to do anything, just make a phone call to persuade my parents.If they live or die
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