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People have rave reviews.

I lay in bed and read famous books, alone and alone.

No one doesn't like smart people.But most of the time, people prefer vulgarity.

After reading it, I was a little dazed. This is not a good poem, or even a poem.But at least she satirized something in some way.The unwillingness and helplessness to compromise revealed in black and white is just like herself, unable to change and had to escape the chaos.Thinking about the snippet, I wrote a review, but didn't analyze her deficiencies like I did the others.

The world is not as bad as you think, although what you say is true. ——Lin Jin

☆ Rubik's Cube

When I was in class on Monday, since the first period was 91, I went directly from 91 to 90 after class.But the English teacher in their class dragged the class a little bit.I had to stand in the corridor to watch the scenery, and next to me were two red and green rags, which felt a bit unsightly.

In fact, there is nothing to see on the opposite side. The opposite side is the teacher's dormitory. I don't know that the teachers in that house planted flowers that I can't recognize behind the anti-theft window.If you look to the right, you can see a corner of the elementary school, which is only one street away from the elementary school.Personally, I think that in the evening, the sun will be setting and the sky will be dyed red, which has a special flavor.The evening sky in the town is always crimson or dazzling colors.

Maybe seeing me outside, the English teacher finally announced that get out of class was over, she seemed to say hello to me, but unfortunately I didn't see it.

After she left, I walked into the classroom.There is a wooden chair with a back in the classroom. I usually sit on it when I have nothing to do, and this time is no exception.

Teacher, are you in class?The girl in front of me suddenly raised her head from her dream and looked at me in horror. It seemed that she had been sleeping since the English class.

No, you continue to sleep.I couldn't help laughing.But I think the girl can't fall asleep no matter what.I remembered such an interesting incident, every time the deskmate wanted to take a nap before class, he said to me: "The teacher will come and call me later."And often at this time, the teacher will arrive within 2 minutes.

I handed over the corrected homework last night to the department representative for her to distribute. The department representative was Zhang Ning's deskmate, the one in the middle.I said before that there are a lot of people in the class, so in order to accommodate so many people, we had to work in groups of three.This kind of situation will cause such a phenomenon that when the girl in the middle chats with the person on the left or the right, the one who is left will either feel noisy or isolated.

I think Zhang Ning is the latter, she was playing with her Rubik's Cube the whole time, and only raised her head to look at me when I blocked her light, with the corners of her mouth pursed down, as if unhappy.After watching her for half a minute, I concluded that a primal impulse caused the body to react before the brain.

I reached out and took her Rubik's Cube.This time it was the "Five Rubik's Cube" that once made me very irritated and distressed.This kid is quite rich. My deskmate once commented on Rubik's Cube like this: spend money to burn your brain.

Lend me to play.I didn't tell her until I got the Rubik's Cube.

She looked up at me, obviously a little dazed, probably because she didn't expect me to do this.In fact, I've thought about doing this for a long time.I always have a kind of "itchy" desire/desire for the things I like.As soon as I saw the Rubik's Cube, I wanted to spin it again.It's not difficult to buy one, but anyway, I still want the one she has.

Zhang Ning finally gave a response, he just acquiesced without saying a word.

I fiddled with the Five Rubik's Cube, then smiled at her embarrassedly, and said, I forgot the formula after not playing for a long time.

Zhang Ning nodded, and took out the formula diagram from the table. She looked at it as if checking, then silently put it back, and then looked down.It looks like the kid has misplaced everything.

Give.In the end she handed me a drawing full of creases.

I looked at it for a while, and then compared it with the Rubik's Cube in my hand. Zhang Ning has recovered more than half of it, only missing the top floor.Although the five Rubik's Cube has twelve sides, many rotations can be directly used by the third-order Rubik's Cube formula, so some formulas do not need to be memorized, and it is easy to mess up if you memorize too much.As long as you have the space to imagine.

I pointed to the line of little red letters marked on the drawing and said to her, have you seen this line of words?

I see it, but I don't understand it.

I placed the Rubik's Cube on top of the stack of books on her desk, aiming the top layer toward the ceiling.Said, just put it like this, and then... I wanted to demonstrate it, but the location was really inconvenient, so I went to her and turned the first two steps of a certain formula.Then, you just turn up according to the formula.

Zhang Ning didn't speak, but quietly moved to the left.I immediately stood up straight, I didn't expect this child to be so sensitive.

teacher!Will you play too?At this time, the representative of the department found an opportunity to talk to me.I also moved to the left and said, do you think I will?

meeting!Teacher, do you know anything else?As she spoke, she reached into Zhang Ning's desk and took out a disturbed third order.Zhang Ning was obviously not surprised by her behavior of not saying hello.The child is concentrating on twisting.

I've played it before, don't know how much I remember.I was twisting while talking, I remember that the fastest record before was more than one minute and 40 seconds.I am a lazy person, and I am too lazy to learn other methods after learning one method, such as blind screwing and speed screwing.

Just as I finished solving the Rubik's Cube, the bell rang for the second time.I handed the Rubik's cube to the representative of the department, and she made a regretful expression.I just smiled, the addiction to itchy hands has been released, and it's time to go to class.

get up.Call the students behind you.I said in a good mood, class is over, put the things in my hand away.

Zhang Ning looked at me quite dissatisfied, but silently took back the Rubik's Cube, and found the Chinese class from a pile of books.But I'm not going to class today.

Have you received your homework?Let me talk about some problems that exist.I went back to stand on the podium, but fortunately I can always adjust my mood quickly.Generally speaking, it is good, even if some students plagiarize, some students don't even bother to copy!I will not roll the names of those four classmates, and take the initiative to go to my office after school.The one on the second floor stairs.

As soon as I finished speaking, there was a lot of discussion below, mostly asking people around me what I thought of them.Although it is very tiring to correct homework, and there are still two classes, but I know that this is more meaningful than just writing a review.

I glanced at the faces of my classmates, some were indifferent, some were dismissive, and some were encouraged.I couldn't help looking at Zhang Ning, her face was expressionless, but her eyes were looking down at the ground.I really don't know what she is thinking.

Agree with my words?Still think I don't understand her?

Until now, I didn't realize that I paid too much attention to her.

Alright, let's talk after class if we want to discuss.I took out a few pieces of paper clipped on the language book.The 91 next door here, I picked a few good ones, and read them for you to see the difference between them and you.

After reciting the poems of class 91, I asked the students who I wrote down the topic last night to read them too. There are good and bad among them.Needless to say, good works, those students with poor works suddenly became embarrassed and stuttered for half of the class.

I don't have much to say.This homework is just for everyone to find out.No matter what subject you study, the most important thing is to broaden your mind, such as inferences in Chinese, examples in mathematics, and so on.Seeing that the time was almost up, but I didn't say get out of class was over.

After the second get out of class in the morning is the time for eye exercises, I want to urge them.It may be because most people's actions are not standard, so there has been no obvious effect.

When school was over, three men and one woman came to the office. Fortunately, there were not many teachers in the office after school.

sit down.I would say it mildly, they looked around after listening and pulled the chairs of other teachers over, but they were not polite at all.

Tell me why you don't write, don't you?Still don't want to?

The four of them lowered their heads together and groaned for a long time. In the end, the only girl mustered up her courage first. She said, I'm sorry, teacher.After speaking, she took out a piece of crumpled paper folded into a square from her pocket.

I took it and didn't open it immediately, but said to the other three, what about you?

Didn't write.One of the boys lowered his head and rubbed his hands. If it wasn't for his dark complexion, which couldn't be seen, he would have blushed too.We thought that teacher, like other teachers, you are just talking to scare us, and you will not really punish us.So I didn't write it.

After seeing off the students, I sat in the office in a daze for half an hour.Until I felt someone appear, this time Zhang Ning didn't knock on the door, and stood in front of me unknowingly, I don't know how long she stood there.Against the light, she always has a lonely atmosphere, perhaps, it's just my illusion.

I recovered from my thoughts, is something wrong?I ask her.

Originally thought it would be about the Rubik's Cube, but unexpectedly, she took out a notebook from behind her, which was not too thick and had a wooden cover.I bought this kind of notebook, the inside is pure white paper without lines, but it is suitable for drawing.Presumably what was recorded in that book were her poems or just notes.

teacher LIN.

Ok.

She put the notebook on my desk. For some reason, I felt that she was a little shy, and she even lowered her voice a lot.

Here are some texts I usually write, I want you to have a look.

I noticed she said look, not pointing or anything.It seems that this girl agrees with my words and wants to share that feeling with me.

I asked her to sit down, but she refused, and finally I said you blocked my light, but she stood aside.I also had to follow her.

Zhang Ning's notebook is as I imagined, the content is very complicated, besides the text, there are a few illustrations, but not many.The text is not too long, mostly short stories.Judging from the newness of this book, this should be only a small part.I can't help feeling, this kid is more versatile than I imagined.

After reading her notebook, I stood up and loosened my bones. I smiled and said to her: Are you a foreign student?Why don't you go home?

Ah... She opened her mouth very cutely, but she didn't seem to react.My parents don't care about me, they can go back anytime.She seemed indifferent.

Oh, how about eating a bowl of noodles together?After I finished speaking, I laughed first, and the heavy feeling that was lingering in my heart just now dissipated a lot.I have to admit that Zhang Ning's writing doesn't look like it was written by a 16-year-old girl.The gloomy, world-weary, decadent atmosphere exuded there was like a stone pressing down on my heart.I don't know why she was so depressed at such a young age, but I know she must be having a hard time too.

But now, she is willing to take this step, not only because of her trust in me, but also because she wants to break some kind of torment she is suffering in her heart.

Sometimes, the breath revealed unconsciously by a person is not deceiving, just like the eyes of a person, we can know who is of the same kind with just one look.For example, people use different tones when treating different people.

I don’t remember how many times I sat in the noodle shop, and after taking a sip of the soup, I suddenly asked her, since when did you have that emotion?

Hearing this, Zhang Ning looked at me with a dazed expression, maybe she didn't remember it herself.Sure enough, she said, forget it.

☆, the past

To be honest, I never thought that I would go to lunch with my students. After all, the teacher-student relationship could not be as good as this.However, I simply attribute this accident to: hungry.I said this to myself in my mind, deliberately ignoring certain negative things.

One child, so many negative emotions.I smiled and said, when you come back to read it when you grow up, you might feel childish.

Zhang Ning, who was sitting across from me, made a small movement of pursing her lips. She seemed to lose her appetite the moment I finished speaking, and began to stir the rice noodles slowly with chopsticks.

I smiled and sighed, and said, but if you think the teacher can be trusted, the teacher is willing to be your tree hole.

After all, I am just a language teacher, not a psychologist.Or maybe I'm just tired of chicken soup-style comfort.

Zhang Ning suddenly stared at me with a strange gaze, and I looked back firmly. Her round brown eyes contained complex emotions that I couldn't figure out, and she seemed a little dissatisfied.Probably she has never met a woman who can turn faces faster than books like me.

I have nothing to say.she said bluntly.At that moment, I could feel an invisible barrier between us, even though we were face to face.The soup base boiled by the big bones in the noodle shop is fragrant, and the noise made by the shaking head fan above the head, everything is clearly discernible, but the emotion is unpredictable.

All right.But I still want to say that all troubles are self-inflicted.You can do something else to distract yourself, it might be better.I know it works, I've been doing it myself all the time.After all there are only 24 hours in a day, why waste time getting angry.

Zhang Ning was noncommittal, but started to eat the rice bowl in the bowl again.

When she didn't answer, the atmosphere was filled with embarrassment, and I could only stare at the people outside the street.At this time, I remembered in a trance that it was almost the Mid-Autumn Festival.I don't know when, I lost interest in all the programs, just like today's TV series, the same content makes me tired.What's more, who should I spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with?

teacher.Zhang Ning spoke suddenly.She always likes to call others first, and then speak slowly.

you say.

I can recover that Rubik's Cube, thank you teacher for your guidance.

You're welcome.I smiled at her and said, when it comes to the Rubik's Cube, are you interested in hearing my story?

She nodded.

In fact, I first got into contact with the Rubik's Cube long before elementary school. At that time, I had no patience, and I gave up after trying several times without success.Until junior high school, sitting in front of me was a boy who looked very flat, he could play and refused to teach me.At that time, I was thinking, I must teach.But when I really learned it, I was already in high school.very slow?In those years, I gave up several times and relearned several times.In fact, people are like this. Whenever they see other people's success, they will always be envious, and when they learn by themselves, they will only find excuses to procrastinate.

Zhang Ning listened quietly, and didn't even say anything when I got off topic.

Later when I learned, I started to challenge others.But you also know that there is a shortage of things here, so I had to go to other places to buy them during the summer vacation. At that time, my classmates said that I had money but no place to spend it. Then I said, "Money doesn't necessarily buy fun", she said Shut up completely.At that time, I plunged into the world of the Rubik's Cube, but I found that many formulas have the shadow of the third-order Rubik's Cube, such as the Five Rubik's Cube, I believe you can see it.Oh, by the way, I couldn't understand the red text when I played it for the first time. Later, I used a stupid method and tried all possible directions.

When I finished talking about the past, Zhang Ning simply said, in fact, teacher, you are sometimes very patient.

I replied, it's only in a certain period, when you really want to accomplish something.

Then teacher, what Rubik's Cube doesn't you know?

Hmm... For the time being, the ones that won't be above the fourth level.I said with a half exaggeration, in fact, it is true, what can't be learned?It's just that I didn't work hard and.

After hearing this, she was a little taken aback and then laughed.This is the first time I've seen her smile, it's just a simple expression of pleasure.

She said, I originally wanted to give the fifth-order Rubik's Cube to the teacher as a Teacher's Day gift, but I thought it was a bit abrupt, so I didn't send it out.

Teachers' Day?But Teacher's Day has passed long ago. At that time, I haven't shown that I like Rubik's Cube, right?How could she think of it?So I asked her why she thought of giving this?