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"Sui Yuan! What do you mean?"

On the way home after the exam, I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and pinned the "stalker" who knew everything about it in an empty alley.

"Wang...Wang Ye...", he seemed to be startled by my sudden turning around, but just stood silently with his head down, looking a little hesitant: "...Are you still angry?"

I laughed suddenly, like a river that melted ice in spring, and the secret that had been hidden for a whole winter was so clearly revealed...

"You apologize...", I said: "If you apologize, I will forgive you."

The relationship between me and Sui Yuan is finally back to normal, no, it should be said to be better than before.

After entering the second year of high school, the teacher asked everyone to choose seats freely, so we were still at the same table.My legs have old diseases and I can't do strenuous exercise, so Sui Yuan took the initiative to take the responsibility of helping me with my meals and running errands. Suddenly he worked hard like a good man, and he never intentionally made me angry like before.

What's more, on the second day of our reconciliation, the pink love letter reappeared.

That time it was folded into a lovely heart shape, and I took a lot of thought to open it, and after I opened it, I saw that there was only one sentence inside - "I'm sorry, I'm in a bad mood and forgot to write to you , but it’s fine now. O(∩_∩)O”

Since then, the Pink Love Letter has remained weekly, and it's business as usual.

I didn't mean to associate the author of Pink Love Letter—or should I say, my lover—with Sui Yuan.But if not, many things seem too coincidental...

For example, the pink love letter asks if you like white?

On the second day, Sui Yuan would wear brand new white sneakers and run on the basketball court.

For another example, Pink Love Letter mentions that chocolate can cure insomnia.

The next day, among the snacks that Sui Yuan bought for me on errands, there would definitely be chocolate.

For another example, the pink love letter said John Lennon.

Sui Yuan in the self-study class would secretly hand me an earphone...

I'm almost [-]% sure that the pink love letter must have been written by Sui Yuan!

It's just that I still haven't exposed it, and I'm still waiting for him to summon up the courage to tell me one day...

But since I know this, I have a very happy life every day.

I have become looking forward to going to school, looking forward to every day when I can stay with Sui Yuan. I have become used to following Sui Yuan's figure in various places, watching him make three-step layups, watching him laughing with his partners, watching him in class Hiding himself behind the pile of books and falling asleep, watching him being caught by the teacher to answer questions...

I could hardly control myself to follow his eyes closely, like iron filings attracted by a magnet, firmly stuck to his body...

"Bah! Pervert..."

In physical education class, I sat quietly in the corner as usual, watching Sui Yuan running on the field in a daze.Lin Sheng passed me with a bottle of water in each of his left and right hands, and then suddenly spat in my direction very rudely.

"Who are you talking about?", I heard that and came back to my senses, a little anxious.

"I'll say whoever answers me!" Lin Sheng looked like he didn't take me seriously, as if he wanted to leave.

"Stop! You speak clearly..."

I went forward and grabbed the corner of his school uniform to argue with him, but he turned around unexpectedly and pushed me down to the ground.

"You fucking dare to do it?" Lin Sheng threw the mineral water in his hand on the ground, and with a "bang", the bottle exploded beside me, scaring me so much that I curled up on the ground and dared not move .

"Be more honest with me in the future!" Lin Sheng bent down and threatened: "...or else I will see you and hit you every time in the future... Change your attitude!"

"Would you say it again?!"

Sui Yuan's voice suddenly came from behind me.He first looked down at me, then said nothing, rolled up his sleeves and walked in Lin Sheng's direction: "Don't fucking bully me too much!"

"Hey, who am I supposed to be?" Lin Sheng saw that Sui Yuan didn't hide, and said angrily, "What's the matter? Did you poke your heart?"

Enraged by him, Sui Yuan stepped forward and grabbed Lin Sheng by the collar: "Apologize!!"

Lin Sheng was not timid at all, he turned his elbow and pushed Sui Yuan back: "Who is he to you?! Is it your turn to be the leader?!"

Sui Yuan ignored Lin Sheng's questioning, and directly knocked Lin Sheng to the ground in a circle: "I'm fucking asking you to apologize!!!"

Lin Sheng was like a red-eyed wolfhound, got up from the ground and rushed towards Sui Yuan, his eyes were bloodshot.

"Sui Yuan, what the hell... do you think... you are a good thing? You are not the same as that pervert! My mother... I don't like the two of you a long time ago! You are so gay!!! You are scum!!!"

Sui Yuan suppressed Lin Sheng, grabbed his head and knocked him on the ground: "You're the fucking gay! You're the fucking scum!!!"

Not to be outdone, Lin Sheng turned over and pinned Sui Yuan, and the two of them beat each other hard...

The onlookers kept persuading them, but still failed to separate them...it was not until someone called the teacher that the farce was finally stopped.

"Are you okay?" Sui Yuan lowered his head and asked me before being taken back to the Academic Affairs Office by the teacher.

"It's okay...", I said.

It was not until after school that Sui Yuan was released by the dean.The classmates have almost left, only me and a few students on duty are still in the classroom-I am waiting for him.

"How are you?" On the way home, I saw him being beaten into a pig's head, and I wanted to laugh and cry: "...does it hurt?"

"Lin Sheng that bastard!" Sui Yuan clenched his fists and gritted his teeth: "I will never spare him next time!"

At that time, Sui Yuan was very ugly, his cheeks were bruised and his eyes were so swollen that he couldn't open it, like an ugly frog... At that moment, I suddenly wanted to hug him very much.

"Wang Ye, you better not be so busy..."

During the break the next day, I took the initiative to take Sui Yuan's water glass and wanted to go to the water room to help him get water, but he stopped me: "...Your legs are not good, and you were thrown by Lin Sheng last time ..."

"It's okay, I just want to help you...", I don't know why, but I dare not look him in the eyes.

"Then...thank you..." Sui Yuan turned his head away after finishing speaking, and continued to lie on the table to catch up on sleep.

I looked at him, feeling like I was holding a little rabbit in my heart, my face suddenly turned red, it went all the way to the ears, it was so hot...

Sui Yuan's pink love letters are more explicit than each other, but he himself pretends that nothing happened and everything remains the same.

I think I can bear it enough, but I can't imagine that compared with him, it is still insignificant.

Sometimes I think, Sui Yuan is really a very shy person - he has already said such and such nasty things to me in the letter, but on the surface he still put on a polite look, Between enthusiasm and politeness, it is unpredictable...

Nearly half of the new semester has passed, and I waited impatiently for his confession...

Sui Yuan is a sports student, and his best sport is sprinting.

Probably due to his persistent exercise, Sui Yuan's calves grew slender and strong, with smooth and clear lines.I'd love to see him run.He has to go to the playground for training every afternoon for extracurricular activities, and when I am free, I will accompany him and watch him run.

Ever since Sui Yuan broke up with Lin Sheng because of Lin Sheng, there have been more versions of the scandal between us circulating in the class - some said that he was chasing me with a ruthless face; They hooked up for a long time and still had a room outside; they also said that Sui Yuan belonged to the person who wrote me the love letter—they guessed right about the last point.

I don't care about it, thinking that the clearer will clear himself.

But having said that, my feelings for him are also... I thought I had made it obvious enough.It's just that sometimes, I can't figure out what Sui Yuan is still hesitating about?

One afternoon after school, Sui Yuan didn't go home with me as usual - he was called by the coach for special training, and he asked me to go first.

I was walking on the road, wearing Sui Yuan's earphones to listen to music, suddenly I felt a little indescribably proud, and my steps were as light as if I was going to fly.

When I came to a necessary fork in the road, I was about to turn around, but suddenly a group of masked people rushed up from behind and knocked me to the ground.They cursed and kicked me a few times, and found that I was completely powerless to resist. They might find it boring, so they stopped, turned and walked away.

I hugged my head and curled up on the ground, it took me a long time to react...

My leg hurts like a bug burrowing into the marrow of my bone. I tried to call for help, but I couldn't yell out with my mouth open.It hurts so much that I have no strength at all...

I don't know how long I sat on the spot with my legs hugged. When Sui Yuan found me, I was so painful that I almost passed out.

"Wang Ye! How are you?" Sui Yuan put my schoolbag on his shoulder, and immediately squatted down and picked me up by the waist: "Hold on for a while! I'll take you to the hospital right away!"

"Don't be afraid..." My tone sounded weak: "...I...I don't hurt."

Sui Yuanheng hugged me, running a little hard, there are very few pedestrians on this section of the road, we walked out of the Sanchakou for a long time and couldn't get a taxi... He was so anxious that his forehead was covered with bean-sized beads of sweat .

I leaned on his shoulder and looked at him with a smile, my heart was full of sweet warmth...

I raised my hand and wiped his sweat with my sleeve.

I said, "Thank you, Sui Yuan..."

Sui Yuan's eyes were a little dazed, he lowered his head and stared at my face.I saw his lips parted slightly, but then closed quickly, as if he wanted to say something but he still hesitated to speak...

"Sui Yuan...", I called him.

"Huh?" He lowered his head, as if deliberately getting closer to hear what I was about to say next.

I smiled, put my arms around his shoulders, raised my head, and kissed him...

The author has something to say: If you love me, hug me