Jiang Hao

I expressed a lot, but unfortunately I couldn't see clearly or understand, "It's nothing, it's not a big deal, let's put it in an apology."

I am relieved.

Although I know that Jiang Hao will definitely not embarrass me or embarrass me, but the words have a different meaning.In a word or two, Xiaoli's matter is over in my heart, Jiang Hao never makes people embarrassed, and I seem to use this bit of guilt to forget about it.

In the last few days of August, Jiang Hao went home, and we both started to pack our luggage to report to school.

The school has a new campus at the bottom of the mountains around the city. I used to like to take a car to find my dad, and go to the mountains to play for a few days.But before I left home, I was uncharacteristically resistant. When I thought that there was nothing at the foot of the mountain, and I could only face the mountain to cultivate my sentiments every day, I really hoped that I could continue to stay in the old campus of the school—my home.

Jiang Hao can't say whether he likes or hates the location of the new campus.

I asked him, "Don't you feel bored? Think about coming back on weekends a week, and you have to stay in a place with nothing from Monday to Friday."

His answer was simple, "There is no one in my family, so it doesn't make much difference to me."

After listening to his answer, I remembered that my dad mentioned before that after Aunt Jiang got married, she would not live in the place where she lives now, and that place was reserved for Jiang Hao.

After listening to it, I secretly felt that it was too free for Jiang Hao to live alone in a house, and my aunt also avoided the embarrassment of Jiang Hao and his stepdad under the same roof.

Hearing Jiang Hao's answer now, I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. For the first time in history, I felt that my autocratic and suffocating family still had warmth in a sense.

Military training was the most miserable month in my four years in college, and I even had the shameful idea of ​​pretending to be sick.

The instructors of the military training are senior national defense students in the school.One and two were both overbearing at the beginning, and our major school is notoriously difficult to lead. There is only one reason-too many 'children'.There are dozens of people in a major, and most of them are children. The concept is that the two companies formed by this major will not follow the military training at all, and there will always be thorns who will challenge the authority of the instructor.

It's not me, it's Jason who upset the instructor the most.

Jason's mother is said to be one of the school's many deputy secretaries. I don't know much about it. I only know that when Jason pretends to be beaten to death and doesn't train, the college instructors can only tell the instructors to leave him alone.

Later, after getting acquainted with Jason, I vaguely heard what he meant, and his college entrance examination scores probably didn't even reach the second line.Although I entered this school as a parent, at least I met the standard. When Jason came in, that was the real parent.

By the time the military training was over, Jason and I were already shoulder to shoulder.He looks like he doesn't care about anything, and his mouth is full of nonsense, but it always makes me feel that my heart is clear, and there are too many tricks.

During the entire month of military training, I only saw Jiang Hao once, and it was in the cafeteria.

His somewhat long hair has been cut off as required, leaving only a ridiculous crop.To make a digression, almost no one in our two companies cut their hair according to the requirements. The instructor laughed at us: "Those girls who are dancing or art students have special exceptions to not have their hair cut. You are as precious as girls." The instructor's words made me angry. I think it might be because everyone looks at the instructor with the ugly round cut head with sour grapes.

"Can you get a little more tan?" I laughed at Jiang Hao when I saw him.

He smiled and glared at me, and went to eat with the classmate who asked him to sit with him without saying anything.

"Then who?" Jason asked me suddenly after he left.

"My father's son," I replied truthfully, "what's the matter?"

"I thought it was your little lover." I couldn't tell if Jason was joking, but I did hear him mention some things between men before.When he talked about it, I didn't distract myself. Subjectively, I felt a little far away from me, and it was useless for me to listen.

At the moment, I don't like Jason talking about me and Jiang Hao like this. I don't mind it, but I always feel that something is wrong, "What nonsense, I still want to find a girlfriend within three months."

"Brother Kun is so charming, it will definitely be done in three weeks." Jason raised the corner of his mouth and said.He is a bit older than me, but he always calls me "Brother Kun" along with me. This is probably his cleverness. Think he's harmless.

I bumped him lightly with my arm and didn't continue.

By the time I was in college, I had heard about gay men twice.

The first time was when I was in junior high school. According to a well-informed source, a male student in the school had an accident with a male outside the school, and then the male student's mother committed suicide by jumping off the building.After I listened to it, I asked Fa Xiao, whose mother committed suicide?He doesn't even know when I post novels.Then I responded boringly, tell me next time you make up the story.

The second time was during the military training. Jason mentioned that people he knew outside the school seemed to have this kind of thing, but most of them were just for fun, and no one really took it seriously.

Both times didn't really bother me because they both sounded as funny as making a movie.

Sitting there to eat, I carefully thought about what was wrong.Then I suddenly remembered that the night before school started, I apologized to Jiang Hao, and when he was about to fall asleep, he seemed to lean over and look at me.I have a vague feeling that he might have wanted to kiss me at that time, but I can't remember whether he kissed me in the end, or what my reaction was.The next morning, his behavior was no different from before, and I scolded myself in my heart: Idiot, thinking too much.

I quickly forgot about this matter, and immediately entered the stage of class after the military training.Jiang Hao and I are thousands of miles apart from college to major, and even the college building is hundreds of meters apart. Meeting is the most direct and effective way to widen the distance between the two of us.

Two months after starting classes, I found a girlfriend who was two grades older than me.

The feeling of being in love is completely reversed. She calls me 'Xiao Kun', and sometimes I call her 'Sister' too.

It was a relationship that was very college fast food, with Jason and I at the court and her at the next court.Jason said that the girl's legs are very long, I looked at it and said, "Bet, I'll treat you to dinner." Jason immediately agreed, "Sure, let me tell you, it's a special basketball recruit, It's called Gao Siyan." I always knew that Jason likes to hang out with the 'children', and also likes to hang out with those special sports students who don't study and just play.

It didn't take much effort for me to chase Gao Siyan, it's not that I'm so attractive, it's just that there is always a strange phenomenon in engineering schools, ordinary girls are easily captured by many people; on the contrary, most boys just want to catch girls who look good I don't think anyone dares to move.If I don't care about anything, I will get a bargain, and it only takes me a few weeks to chase Gao Siyan.

Jason invited me to dinner as invited, and the two of us took the school bus from the new campus to the old campus for an hour to eat this meal.Our two "children" made an appointment not to go back tonight, and we planned to go back to our respective homes to enjoy the original comfortable Simmons bed.

"That friend of yours that I met during the military training." Jason suddenly mentioned Jiang Hao during the meal, "I saw him before."

"You have such a good memory?" I answered without thinking, "Are you sure you still know him."

Jason smiled and raised his wine glass to touch it with me, "It should be him, mixed up with a bunch of special sports recruits, he should be right."

"I haven't seen him since the military training." I felt a little complicated in my heart. The people I was familiar with suddenly had their own circles, and they indirectly crossed me with my other friends.In principle, I should have this kind of complexity for both Jiang Hao and Jason, but in fact this complexity only comes from Jiang Hao.

That complicated feeling was quickly put aside by me, and I devoted myself to that gambling love in the following time.

Less than a month into their relationship, Jiang Hao suddenly sent a text message one day.

【Are you in love? 】

【Yes, how do you know? 】The content of this text message makes me feel a little inexplicable, considering that I haven't seen him for several months.

[I saw you on the basketball court that day. 】

I suddenly remembered that Jason told me that Jiang Hao was messing around with special students, [Why didn't you say hello to me? 】【Aren't you walking with your girlfriend? ] I immediately thought of Xiao Li's matter.

[I'll find you for dinner when I have time. 】

Before I forgot about inviting Jiang Hao to dinner, I ran into him on the school playground.

Frankly speaking, my most intuitive impression after entering university is that there are all kinds of birds in the forest.When I was in high school, most of the people I met were in similar situations. Only after entering university did I realize that I could meet all kinds of weird people from all over the world.

I did find the scene that day a bit funny: Jiang Hao was surrounded by several special sports recruits.

I looked over from afar, not quite sure it must be Jiang Hao, so I asked Gao Siyan, "What's going on over there?"

"I don't know," Gao Siyan looked in the direction I pointed, "That seems to be a special tennis recruit who came in this year. I heard that the family belongs to the provincial government." She was talking about the one who was talking to Jiang Hao tall.

Jiang Hao is not short. I didn’t ask about it specifically, but he is at least 180 if he is not 178. When he stands with me, I feel that I am a little taller than him.From the angle I stand now, the government tennis man is almost 190 tall.

"You wait for me here..." I said to Gao Siyan