Jiang Hao

He is like this, from before to now I can't see him like I let him be wronged, "Why?" Avoiding his sight, I was upset, "I mean, you take care of yourself That's all right, stop worrying about others."

Jiang Hao took a deep breath, his face was not good-looking by me.

I couldn't help but sigh, "It's nothing else, I just think it's not good to bother you. It's not like you can replace me in exams, and I have to learn by myself in the end." I was also exhausted by a series of explanations.

Why?Or since when did facing Jiang Hao make me feel exhausted...

Oh, this feeling has always been there, and I know it best in my heart.

Repeatedly questioning this idea, asking myself why... I just don't want to admit it.

Seeing Jiang Hao's disappointed expression, I was relieved.

Standing at the intersection, I waited for the bus with him.

There are people coming and going at the gate of the school on weekdays, but at night, there are very few taxis.

I saw that he didn't mean to speak again, and knew that what he said just now might make him unhappy, so I added, "If there's anything I don't know, I'll ask you again, thank you."

"Yeah." Jiang Hao nodded, watching an empty car approaching in the distance.He stretched out his hand to stop the car, and said in a low voice, "If I had known you had such an attitude, I wouldn't have come here."

There was no resentment in Jiang Hao's words, although the content was full of displeasure.

I exploded because of this sentence.

In just a few seconds, many thoughts flashed through my mind.

Of course Jiang Hao doesn't have to come, no matter what excuse my dad uses, if he doesn't want to see me, he can always find a reason to push him away.The meeting will be awkward, and the two of them know it well.When Jiang Hao came, he just wanted to see me, just like the feeling of wanting to see him occasionally during this period of time.

But... in this matter, no one is more comfortable than the other, why! ?

"What do you mean?" I said angrily.

Jiang Hao ignored me and watched the taxi stop in front of him.He walked down the sidewalk, reached for the door, and was about to get in the car.

"I want to ask you a question..." I walked over and grabbed his arm, closed the car door with the other hand, turned to the driver and said, "Sorry, he's not leaving."

30

I was probably out of my mind, my emotional outbursts all night without warning.

Standing at the gate of the school, if someone I know sees it, I don't know how to explain it.

The taxi drove away in front of us, Jiang Hao nodded and looked at my holding his hand, and said flatly, "What are you doing?"

Trouble...I trouble? !

If it weren't for Jiang Hao's words, he would have already boarded a taxi and left me here alone, secretly heartbroken.

After all, Jiang Hao could no longer keep silent about my resentment and give each other enough comfort as in the past.

The emotions of the night must have been tortured in his heart, so he gave me a fatal blow before leaving.

I pulled him to the side of the van and blocked the bodies of the two of them with a shadow, "Is that interesting? Did I beg you to come?!"

Jiang Hao looked at me, without any intention of avoiding it, "You didn't." His eyes were shining in the darkness, which made my heart ache, as if my whole heart was being burned in the crater of a volcano.

"Counting this period of time forward, where are you?" I pushed him against the wall, "Why didn't you look for me, you didn't look for me for so long, what is it like to come to my house to dress up now?"

"Then I made a mistake, let's do it!" Jiang Hao never had an argument with me, this is the first time, the first time since I met him.

My character has many edges and corners, and friction with others is common, but Jiang Hao's reluctance is really unexpected.

I calmed down a little, as if seeing Jiang Hao's anger somewhat calmed down the unwillingness in my heart: Even Jiang Hao, who has always been self-reliant, is so uncontrollable, I have nothing to complain about.

"What do you think, are you sincerely embarrassing me?" I argued forcefully without giving in, "You listened to my father's request to come to my house for dinner, what exactly do you think?!"

Jiang Hao looked at me.The answer to this question is so obvious that there is no need to ask it.

I was unhappy and irrational.I just want him to say he wants to see me, that's all.

These few words can't change anything, they can't change the struggle he brought me, they can't change my guilt towards Cai Xia, and they can't even change my current state of riding a tiger.

"..." Jiang Hao was silent for a long time, sighed, and didn't bother to say more to me.He sneered, with a strong sense of sarcasm, "I'm a bitch, it's okay." After finishing speaking, he pushed me away and walked out of the shadows, "I'm going back, it's hard to get a taxi any later."

I said that too... Impressive.

I pulled Jiang Hao back, and the moment I stretched out my hand, I didn't have time to think, it was an instinctive behavior.I leaned forward to kiss him, my whole heart ached and I couldn't breathe.

Jiang Hao turned his head to avoid it, my lips pressed against his cheek, and his body was pushed away by him, "Are you finished?"

I was the one who committed the crime, and the one who got in deep was naturally the one who committed the crime.No matter who said the words, the one who committed the crime is always me.

I let go of him, took two steps back, and took a deep breath to calm myself down. I was afraid that I would fight with him at the school gate on impulse, "Let's go, hurry up."

Jiang Hao saw that I was out of the way, and turned around without hesitation.

I didn't move, didn't even look at him.

After walking a few steps, he turned to look at me.

I can feel his gaze, but what's the point.I looked up at him and asked with my eyes: Is there anything else you want to say?

Jiang Hao thought for a while and walked up to me.He leaned closer to me, gently pressed his lips against the corner of my mouth, and clicked.

I was so nervous that I couldn't breathe. At that moment, I felt that the air around me was still.

Feelings were teased, I seemed to go back a few years ago, when I just realized that I fell in love with Jiang Hao.When will these feelings in my heart be completely consumed by negative emotions... When will Jiang Hao become the 'who and who' he used to be?

Jiang Hao left.

I stood in the shadow all the time, watching him go to the side of the road and wait for the car, watching him stretch out his hand to stop the car, and watching him step into the car.

I can't do anything, dare not do anything, don't want to do anything.

In the next few days, I kept thinking about the kiss Jiang Hao gave me before he left.

This kind of longing made me miserable, I couldn't read the book, and I was absent-minded when I was looking for Cai Xia.

Finally, I found Jiang Hao, but I didn't persist for a week.As in years gone by, spineless.

On Tuesday night, when I took the last school bus back to the old campus, I sent a text message to Jiang Hao: [Where is it?Let me ask you something about the English test. ]

[Now? ] He came back to me after a while, when I was about to get off the school bus and arrived at the old campus in a few minutes.

Looking at his reply, I felt unhappy: [Well, is it inconvenient? ] I blamed myself for being cheap, and I was also worried that he had something to do right now, for example, Yuan Rui made trouble for him again.

We didn't talk about Yuan Rui when we met last time. I don't know the situation between them recently.

The feelings for Jiang Hao have overwhelmed me, and I have no energy to think about the matter between him and Yuan Rui.Come to think of it, the righteous Lingran stood in front of Jiang Hao and said to him, "Heart and lungs", it seems to be a thing of the last century.

That me is not who I am now.

How long has it been...

When I got off the school bus, he texted me back: [Where are you? ]

Standing on the side of the road, I avoided the eyes of everyone and walked towards the school gate.Lighting a cigarette for myself, I dialed Jiang Hao's phone number, "Are you not at home now?" I asked tentatively, and the moment I opened my mouth, I remembered Cai Xia who suddenly attacked the new campus before...Feng Shui turns.

"Well, I'm not at home," Jiang Hao answered with some embarrassment, "Where are you now?"

"..." Lying to lie to him, and then going back to my own home... This is my best choice.But I don't want to swallow this tone, and I can't stand it any longer for Jiang Hao, "I just arrived at the old campus, and I'm going to look for you at your house." I said it very seriously.

Jiang Hao fell silent, breathing in embarrassment.

"If you don't want to see me, I can go home." I deliberately said that he was uncomfortable, and changed my way to impose my feelings on him.I'm hurting him, I know it in my heart, but since I've already become so mean, you, Jiang Hao, can blame someone for my injury, "You said you were so busy earlier, so I won't lick my face and come back to you. "I don't think this sentence is insulting myself, it's him who I'm embarrassed about.

"How long will you be there?" Jiang Hao asked me, giving in for me.

"It's time to take a taxi." I walked to the school gate and held out my hand to stop the taxi.It was also here last week, I watched Jiang Hao take a taxi and leave, and now I did the same thing, even the destination was the same.

"Okay, then wait at my door when you arrive. I may go back a little longer than you."

Through the phone, I couldn't hear Jiang Hao's tone.There was some noise on his side, and there were people talking around him.

I got in the car, reported the address to the driver, and then said some things to him, deliberately not hanging up the phone.

Along the way, I looked at the night outside the window, wondering what I was thinking.

When I arrived at the door of Jiang Hao's house, I waited for about 10 minutes.

In May and June, the weather is comfortable and the breeze is blowing comfortably.I saw Jiang Hao walking towards me from afar, walking.

Jiang Hao doesn't drive, he must get out of the car at the door when he takes a taxi home. He is afraid that someone will take him back, and he doesn't want me to see who it is, so he gets out of the car early.

I'm too lazy to think about these things, Jiang Hao is surrounded by a huge vortex, and I can't take care of myself.

After entering the door, I threw my schoolbag on the shoe cabinet, turned around and dragged him to rub against the bed.Before I got to the bedroom, I had already taken off my underwear, and his was even worse, I threw all the clothes on the floor.

The next morning I left Jiang Hao's house, and when I left, I picked up my schoolbag from the shoe cabinet.English