Jiang Hao

want to fuck you. "A burst of surprise... I actually said it. The voice slipped out of my throat without any trace, just like my instinctive lying, without any conscious awareness.

"..." Jiang Hao looked at me blankly, as if he didn't hear clearly.

I don't have the guts to say it again... I've seen Yuan Rui, his state in front of Jiang Hao, no matter how you look at it, it can't be the one above.Jiang Hao has never been with a woman before, so his understanding of who gets on and who gets off may be different from mine.I don't know what's going on in his mind, but for myself, I always care.After all, fucking others is also my way of maintaining my bottom line.

This idea is stupid, as if as long as I don't get fucked, I can't guarantee that I will be able to go back to marry and have children someday, and let my parents hold a grandson to support them for the rest of their lives.

I know it's impossible, but this consciousness has grown in my brain and I can't pull it out.

25

Jiang Hao let me fuck.

In the bathroom, he looked at me with too many inexplicable emotions in his eyes.I'm not sure if it was his feelings for me, or if he just wanted to keep me with him by all means possible.

Of course, to me, it makes no difference.I don't care about these things. Seeing him begging for help and giving me warmer eyes than before, I can't control myself, and I don't want to control myself.

"Okay..." He said very lightly, but his voice was trembling.

This may not be an easy task for him... It's just that at this time, I'm the only one by his side.

The right time, place and people... I took advantage of it.

The moment I entered Jiang Hao, I felt an unprecedented release.This feeling has nothing to do with ejaculation or not. I can only summarize it as the inherent possessiveness in the male body, just like Jiang Hao wants to keep me by his side at this time.

Jiang Hao's body is very tight, the foreplay is simple, and the lubrication is rough.In his bed, I can't wait, I can't wait to make him mine.This idea has been lingering in my heart since a long time ago, and I can no longer judge whether this 'want' comes from the so-called feelings, or because I never got it.

I think...these two emotions go hand in hand.

I don't know what our sexual intercourse is... Cai Xia loves me, I really feel that he loves me, even when we go to bed, he makes me feel like having sex.

"Does Yuan Rui fuck you?" After I stuffed myself into Jiang Hao's body, I couldn't help asking.

Jiang Hao broke out in a cold sweat from the pain. He opened his eyes and looked at me, unable to understand why I would ask such an inappropriate question at this time.

I don't know... When the words come out, they don't go through the brain.All my attention was on the genitals, the most visceral question, with long complaints, long complaints about unresponsive feelings.

"Has Yuan Rui fucked you?" I pinched his neck and asked again.

I want to know the answer, out of a kind of self-assurance that has the upper hand; I... am also a little afraid of the answer, because of those feelings that are so humble that I can't stand it myself.

"Hmm..." Jiang Hao snorted softly, and finally gave me the answer.

I fucked so hard that I hurt Jiang Hao without hesitation.I pressed him against the pillow, with one hand on his back, and the other on his thigh.Penis coming in and out, moaning and moaning... the room was full of erotic echoes.The bodies collided, and I was wearing a condom, feeling slightly aggrieved and resisted.

"Slow down," Jiang Hao grabbed my hand, his penis hardly hardened, "Don't do this." He said weakly, and his patience also drained the lust in his body, and he was already in a low mood at this time.

I... still lost.

Slowing down the rhythm, I hugged Jiang Hao's waist, and masturbated him with the other hand, moving up and down.

"Is that so..." I felt awkward asking myself this question, compared to the rampage a moment ago, it was like sensationalism.If it weren't for the look he looked back at me, I would still be completely immersed in my own struggle.

"Yeah." Jiang Hao snorted, moved closer to me, turned his face and kissed me.I pulled Jiang Hao to turn over and put the penis in again.

My heart was bleeding and my chest was warm.It was a roller coaster of emotions, the resentment of a moment ago being swept away by a more silent feeling.Contradictions exist in my heart, the balance begins to lose balance, and I don't know where the future will go.

After that, we didn't talk anymore.Fucking so hard that there was no need for more words between the two men, erotic and lewd gasps intersected.

Waking up in Jiang Hao's bed the next day, I felt unspeakable regret.

Of course, I didn't feel wrong about fucking Jiang Hao itself.I want this, even though I can't tell why I want it now, but the obsession in my heart still makes me feel enlightened.

My regret comes from Cai Xia... The moment I opened my eyes, I reflexively thought of Cai Xia.Cai Xia lives with his parents, and I seldom spend the night at his house.On the few occasions when Cai Xia always slept with his arms around me.When Jiang Hao woke up, he put one hand on my body and the other hand was pillowed behind my head, it looked like I was snuggling in his arms.

The smell of Jiang Hao's body wash mixed with semen filled my breath, and I panicked subconsciously.

I moved my body, and Jiang Hao woke up accordingly.

"What time is it?" He asked me confusedly.

"I don't know... Wait for me to check the time." It was already bright outside the window, and it was estimated that it was already past the time to go back to class.I came back yesterday afternoon. I originally planned to drive back to the new campus to attend classes this morning. Unexpectedly, the plan could not keep up with the changes. A series of things last night delayed the schedule.

It was past ten o'clock when the two of us got up from the bed.There are usually two classes in the morning at school, after eight o'clock and after ten o'clock. I slept through the first period, and I am destined to miss the second period.

"Are you going back today?" Jiang Hao asked me casually while having breakfast.He didn't say a word about going to bed last night, just like I spent the night with him before.The night makes all emotions crazy, and the day simply whitewashes the peace.

I lowered my head to eat without looking at him, "What's wrong?"

"Nothing, just ask."

"I can't go back to the morning class in time..." I explained sloppily, as if I was making excuses for myself to wander around the room when I got up in the morning.

Jiang Hao answered smoothly, "Is there still class in the afternoon?"

"Well," I thought for a while, "I'll go back to the new campus in the afternoon."

"Okay, then you pay attention to the time of the school bus."

A simple word...Jiang Hao doesn't want me to stay longer either.For him, what happened last night, whether it was impulsive or selfish, was always turbulent in his heart.It's normal to think about it, Jiang Hao is a person with a delicate mind.

I don't have classes in the afternoon, and I don't have to rush back to the new campus.But when I got up in the morning, I thought about Cai Xia and his leg injury, and I should go to see him in the afternoon.There was no way to tell Jiang Hao about this matter, so he simply lied, and it was settled once and for all.

Jiang Hao thought it was not difficult to understand my emotion of leaving, which made me inexplicably angry, as if I came and went when I called.But because I also have small thoughts in my stomach, it is not easy to have an attack, so I can only give up.

When I left Jiang Hao's house, I sent a text message to Cai Xia: [How are you? ]

After a while, Cai Xia called me, "Brother Kun...you don't have class right now?"

"Well," I felt a little guilty, "I'll see you in the afternoon, are your parents at home?"

"Not at home, I went to the hospital to take care of grandma."

Cai Xia told me several times that his grandma was hospitalized for a long time.Senile disease, there is no serious physical problem, but it has not recovered.Cai Xia's parents are working class, and the old lady's medical expenses are a big expense.Therefore, Cai Xia's good performance in competitions is more important to him and their family than ordinary sports students who grew up in cities.

"Then I'll call you before I go...how is your grandma?" I never asked about Cai Xia's grandma, and I always felt that it had nothing to do with me. I refused to meet Cai Xia's parents, so naturally I would not ask Talk about deeper things about this family.But after regretting in the morning, when I asked, I had concern for Cai Xia in my heart, as if I could fill the black hole in my heart.

"..." Cai Xia paused on the other end of the phone for a while, and was at a loss for my sudden question, "It's okay, as usual."

"Then let's talk about it."

In the afternoon, I went to Cai Xia's house, and he opened the door for me with a cane and a leg covered in plaster.

After entering the room, Cai Xia hugged me and sat on the sofa, and asked, "You went back this morning and came back this afternoon, you must be very tired."

The school bus takes more than an hour, which is not a long time, but tossing back and forth will indeed be exhausting.Cai Xia was considerate of me, which made the guilt in my heart more obvious, "It's okay... I didn't want to come and see you." I said something nice to coax him, but I didn't like it at all.

"Brother Kun..." Xiao Cai looked at me, his eyes were shining.Xiao Cai is good-looking, maybe not my type, but after watching him for a long time, he always makes me feel at ease and feel that this relationship is in my hands.This feeling became more and more pleasing to his eyes as time passed.I can't describe the left and right struggles in my heart, I can't have both, I understand this truth, not to mention Cai Xia and Jiang Hao, now I have a feeling that I can't explain clearly.

26

Cai Xia's leg was injured, which affected the rest of the game, and I spent a lot of time with him.

Correspondingly, I had less contact with Jiang Hao.

After that night, I did not contact Jiang Hao for several days.Before I left his house, I could feel some rejection from him, which is not difficult to imagine.

Within a safe distance, Jiang Hao wants me to be his last support, standing by his side.Once he crossed the thunder pool, things became complicated and he had no clue. I became another uncertain factor in his life, which also added to his psychological state.