Jiang Hao

It was exactly as imagined before, and even better than that.

Before he could react, I leaned up to kiss him.Fingers grabbed his hair fiercely, afraid that he would struggle.

I pushed him back, and we both fell onto the single bed behind him.

Jiang Hao pushed me away with all his strength, his arms had the strength to match the muscle lines, I was almost blocked out of a safe distance by him.

I looked at him from above, my eyes were full of desire, as much as the uncontrollable emotion in my heart, there was as much strength in my hands.All the aggression turned into heat at this moment, roasting me in my body.

"What the hell are you doing!" Jiang Hao looked at me and said.

"You like that Yuan Rui, right? You also like that person who keeps saying he hates you and wants you to die, right? Why are you so fucking cheap? I really can't find anyone cheaper than you." Speak politely, language is like a sharp sword at this time, I want to use it to pierce Jiang Hao's body and crucify his heart on the cross.

Jiang Hao looked at me in surprise, "How do you know about Yuan Rui, Lu Zhengyang told you?"

"I don't want to know at all, who rarely knows about your crap." What I said is true, if I had a choice, I hope I never know this name.

Jiang Hao's arm grabbing my collar suddenly exerted force, which made me dizzy.When he came to his senses, Jiang Hao had turned over and sat up. He used his force, and I was pressed on the bed by him, while he straddled me like I did just now.

"Do you think it's that easy to tell others about the original things? I couldn't sleep normally because of these things for a long time, and I took a lot of medicine at that time. Do you think I will take the initiative to recall those? "Jiang Hao still looked at me, his hair was messed up by me, and the whole braid was scattered, "Sun Yikun, I'm the one who gave you my heart and soul!"

"Then I should really be touched, leave as soon as you say, communicate without saying a word, and let me know before you leave? If I didn't go to your house that day, would you send me a text message before you are going to get on the plane and it's over?" , or you didn’t intend to tell me at all, and you think it doesn’t matter at all! You are so fucking cool, it’s a great face to pour your heart out for me!” I couldn’t help but want to show off my tongue for a while, “But don’t pretend here Good man, you don't want to recall those bad things, but you are very willing to have contact with him again."

The light in the room was a bit dim, and the expression on his face was a little unclear due to the backlight.

Jiang Hao paused for a few seconds, then let go of me.

He was always the more rational and mature of the two of us, even when he was drunk and out of control.This maturity may have invaded his blood, "You are right, my business has nothing to do with you, and your business has nothing to do with me."

Jiang Hao's words made me feel heart-piercing pain.The same thing I said to him was far less hurtful than what he said to me.

"I didn't fucking take it seriously at all." I also sat up from the bed, my eyes were astringent, and I couldn't open it. "It's the same with any man. I'm just playing around. Don't worry about it!"

Jiang Hao nodded, as if he didn't intend to argue with me anymore, "Understood, it's up to you."

I suddenly felt scared, as if the connection with Jiang Hao was about to be cut off, and I cut it off myself.

He rubbed his temples first, then straightened his hair.

I moved closer to him, put my arms around his waist, and hugged him very tightly.I used to be such a distance from him. We lived together during the holidays of the third year of high school.

"What else do you like about him?" I asked him with my forehead on his back, my voice was very low, "I just want to know, since he once caused you so much pain, what else do you like about him?"

"...I don't know." Jiang Hao's body trembled slightly, "I think I have forgotten, but when I saw him again, I remembered many things from the past. This is not like it anymore, but I don't know this What did it feel like, he came to me and made me feel heavy and breathless."

I understand this feeling, every time I see Jiang Hao, I have this feeling, countless things have never been forgotten, just lying there quietly waiting for the floating dust on the surface to be wiped off to reveal the light.

I tightened my arms again, but couldn't say anything more.

That night I fell asleep on Jiang Hao's back.

I woke up once in the morning because of the churning in my stomach.Jiang Hao was sleeping next to me, lying side by side on a single bed with my arms still wrapped around his waist.

I dare not move my body, as if any movement would destroy the atmosphere of the moment.

Soon after that, I fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, it was almost noon, and Jiang Hao had already left.

I reached for my phone to check the time, and there was a text message from him on the screen, and the time was after 8 o'clock in the morning.

[I did take the school bus back to the old campus. ]

It was only then that I realized that the discussion on the project that Jiang Hao was talking about might have ended yesterday afternoon, and there was absolutely no need for him to stay here last night.

19

For the next few days of that week, I didn't know what to do.

Seeing that I was out of my mind all day, Jason probably guessed that it might be an emotional matter, so he didn't ask any more questions.

I really like the fact that Jason knows how to measure and leave space for each other, which Lu Zhengyang can't do at all.

Lu Zhengyang called me twice a few days after that week.

The first phone call was the day when Jiang Hao went back. There was more or less cross-examination of me on the phone, and the topic was my relationship with Jiang Hao.I annoy him like this, as if helping Cai Xia to look at me.

The second call was to ask if I would like to hang out together on the weekend. Cai Xia and I, together with a few sports students he knew well, I didn't want him to see anything strange, so I agreed.

We met for a barbecue on Saturday, and on the way, Lu Zhengyang mentioned Jiang Hao again.

Cai Xia and I were sitting in Lu Zhengyang's car, and the co-pilot was his girlfriend. I got annoyed immediately because of his question.I wondered why Lu Zhengyang always insisted on this topic, as if insisting that I have something for Jiang Hao.

"Yuan Rui is back, the two of them shouldn't be breaking up, you know?" I told Lu Zhengyang bluntly like this, wanting to completely seal his mouth and let him stop talking about Jiang Hao in front of me.

Lu Zhengyang looked at me from the rearview mirror, his eyes flickering.I realized right away that he already knew, "How do you know? Have you met Yuan Rui before?" He asked me back.

"No, it's none of my business." I laughed at Lu Zhengyang's question in my heart, thinking that Yuan Rui was the Supreme Emperor, and everyone wanted to worship him.

Lu Zhengyang frowned, and said after a long time, "I gave Yuan Rui Jiang Hao's domestic contact information."

"When did it happen?"

"It's summer vacation, I don't remember clearly. I don't know if Jiang Hao came back when I gave it to him."

I looked away and didn't respond.

At the moment, I consciously won't talk to Lu Zhengyang about Jiang Hao again, an unprecedented sense of isolation lingers.Lu Zhengyang didn't do anything to apologize to me, I knew it in my heart, but it was hard to let go emotionally.

After returning that day, Xiao Cai asked me to go to his house, saying that his parents went to the hospital to take care of grandma on weekends, and he was the only one at home.

I am not interested, Xiao Cai looked up at me slightly, as if a little disappointed, "Brother Kun, have you been in a bad mood recently?"

I felt sorry for him, not because I was drunk and couldn't control myself to kiss Jiang Hao, or because I slept with Jiang Hao in my arms all night.I'm sorry for Xiao Cai because I've never been able to give Xiao Cai the same emotional response. Thinking about it carefully, I didn't even try hard.

Xiao Cai pulled me into the corridor of his house, and then hugged me tightly, the faint smell of washing powder on his body was moving back and forth in my lungs, and I involuntarily put part of my weight on him.

"If you're in a bad mood, just tell me," Xiao Cai said in my arms, and the heat of his words crept into my collar along my neck, "Even if I can't help you, at least I can share it with you."

I was very moved, the countless emotions on Cai Xia's body seemed to overflow into my body, every inch of my skin felt moved.

In the current atmosphere, I kissed him involuntarily, as if I was giving the same affection in return.

I reached into his pocket and took his keys, then opened the door of his house and dragged him into the house.I fucked hard enough to make him feel my emotion, the emotion I pretended not to give.

In the end, I did not spend the night at Cai Xia's house.After leaving, I called Jiang Hao on the way home.

"I drank too much that day. If you say something dirty, don't worry about it."

I apologize to Jiang Hao, but this is not an apology in the simple sense.

For the first time, I whitewashed the peace, I took the initiative to bring the two of us back to the state of parallel lines, I admit that I can't handle the current situation, I can only use the most convenient and cowardly method to solve it.I don't think this is the so-called maturity, it's just helplessness.

"It's okay, I also drank a lot." Jiang Hao said after a few seconds.

I thought for a while and said, "I know what you mean, but there are some things I can't do, and I'm mentally prepared for what I should face."

"That's good." He didn't expect me to say that, and he answered hastily.

"What about you?" I gritted my teeth. Since I wanted to pretend, I should crush my heart completely. "How about you and Yuan Rui? If the past can be resolved, it's better than hating each other. After all, I used to like it so much. Bear with me, some things are just a matter of time."

"..." The silence made me feel flustered.

"I've said too much... just want you to know, as long as you think it's okay, I