his little stutter

It rained heavily that night.

The rain came very strangely. There was no sign of rain at night, but not long after the sun set, a heavy rain came suddenly.

Just in time for school to end, the teaching downstairs was full of people, all without umbrellas.

Fortunately, Yu Nan came back early, otherwise he would definitely end up in a ruined situation.

Li Ci followed Pan Rui just out of the back door. When he saw Yu Nan, he kindly said hello, "Have you brought an umbrella? I don't think it will stop raining outside for a while. Pan Rui brought an umbrella, if you didn't." , do you want to squeeze with us?"

Yu Nan was a little lost in thought, didn't answer his words, and walked past Li Ci silently.

Li Ci looked at Yu Nan, put his arm on Pan Rui's shoulder and asked, "What's wrong with him?"

Pan Rui shook his head, "I don't know, probably Xu Zhao scolded me?"

Li Ci sighed, "A companion is like a tiger, hey, let's go."

After returning to his seat, Xu Zhao had already left.

It was rare to take away everything on the table and the drawers, and the seat was empty.

Everyone in the class has almost left, leaving only three or four students on duty.

Yu Nan was a little tired beyond words.

He knew this time, he should hurry back.

He still has a lot to do.

But somehow, he didn't want to move, he just wanted to sit here for a while.

Just a moment, he told himself.

There will be endless days and nights in his life, minutes and seconds, and he only spares these 10 minutes, six hundred seconds.

His arms rested on the window sill, the sky under the heavy rain was so gloomy that he couldn't help but think of Xu Zhao's face in the afternoon.

It is also gloomy like this, no, it is even gloomy than this sky.

The window was drawn tightly, but the wind still blew on Yu Nan's face through the slits, it was very cold but made him very awake.

The rain seemed to splash on the windows, obscuring everything outside the house.

In his blurred vision, he saw the big flower bed downstairs, the storm had beaten the rose flowers that had just bloomed to a messy red, and the fallen flowers were everywhere.

He touched the tape in his pocket, thankfully he got it back.

The rain was getting heavier, and the glass was muffled, and the windows were rattled by the wind.

Wonder what will happen after this storm?

Is it sunny?he does not know.

Holding an umbrella, Ge Yisong glanced sideways at Xu Zhao's expression, and said hesitantly, "Brother Sheng... are you... all right?"

After such an encounter, Xu Zhao understood.

Yu Nan didn't take him seriously at all.

He admitted that he liked him and chased him before, but that was because he had self-confidence, and felt that with his good looks and ability, it would be a matter of time before he took down Yu Nan.

But what happened today directly poured a bucket of cold water on him, instantly making him understand that some people will always be beyond his expectations.

Xu Zhao held his umbrella without saying a word.

The expression on his face didn't seem to be angry, but Ge Yisong couldn't figure out Xu Zhao's mood at this moment, and he didn't dare to speak again, so he had to follow along.

The rain wet his trousers and his back, Ge Yisong touched his wet back, and complained, "It's evil, it's raining so much."

The rain did come suddenly, and no one was prepared for it.

The only umbrella was borrowed by Ge Yisong.

Zhao Bei ran over with an umbrella in the rain, and handed the extra umbrella to Xu Zhao, "Brother Sheng, didn't you get caught in the rain?"

Xu Zhao took it, held up the umbrella, and didn't say a word.

"Almost didn't buy anything. There are too many people in the canteen." Zhao Bei said, "Brother Sheng, guess who I saw just now?"

Xu Zhao didn't bother to ask, it was Ge Yisong who asked, "Who?"

"It's just that stuttering, that stupidity. Bi didn't bring an umbrella, and drenched like a ghost."

After he finished speaking, he laughed, "I even suspect that there is something wrong with that idiot's brain."

Xu Zhao's steps paused, and Ge Yisong saw it, and asked in a low voice, "Brother Sheng, do you want me... find someone to give you an umbrella?"

After pausing for a moment, Xu Zhao continued to walk forward, "You like meddling so much?"

Ge Yisong smiled, "I'm not... Forget it, just pretend I didn't say it."

Zhao Bei interjected, "Songzi, are you interested in that stammer?"

Xu Zhao looked up at Ge Yisong, and Ge Yisong pointed at Zhao Bei, "If you want to fight, go straight to it, why insult my personality."

Zhao Bei laughed loudly, "I'm a fool. Ba said, why are you so nervous, is there something wrong?"

The Maybach of Xu Zhao’s family had already parked at the school gate. The driver in the car saw Xu Zhao and got out of the car to open the door. Xu Zhao waved his hand to let him get in the car first.

Xu Zhao was in a bad mood today and didn't want to talk much. When he got in the car, he was about to close the door, but when he raised his eyes, he froze.

Yu Nan was not far away.

He seemed to be carrying light, Xu Zhao saw him at a glance in the turbulent crowd.

With such a heavy rain, his school uniform was soaked, and he looked like he was fished out of the water.

Seeing that Xu Zhao hadn't closed the car door, the driver asked, "Let's go?"

Xu Zhao's gaze became deeper and deeper, and finally he closed the car door, "Let's go."

After driving for a while, Xu Zhao's thoughts were a little confused. He looked out the window and thought, the rain might not stop for a while.

Suddenly he yelled, "Stop!"

The driver stopped the car abruptly, Xu Zhao picked up the umbrella and was about to open the door. For a moment, Yu Nan's face in the afternoon appeared in his mind.

Such a ruthless, indifferent face.

Xu Zhao slowly retracted the hand that was on the handle.

He took out his cell phone and dialed Ge Yisong's cell phone number, and Ge Yisong answered in seconds.

"where?"

Ge Yisong replied in a comfortable mood, "In the car."

Xu Zhao said, "Go back and give Yu Nan an umbrella."

Ge Yisong sat up abruptly, "Brother, are you playing with me? Didn't you just say I'm meddling?"

"going or not?"

Ge Yisong sighed, "Go, let's go, okay? You know how to bully me..."

After speaking, he waved his hand and motioned to the driver in the car, "Go back to school."

Yu Nan was numb from the shower, or it could be said that he didn't care at all.

Pushing the cart, just about to leave the school gate, a pair of white Nike sneakers appeared in front of his eyes. The rain blurred his vision, and entered his eyes along the eyelashes. He wiped his eyes and took a closer look. Zhao.

He stretched out his arms with a blank expression, holding an umbrella for Yu Nan, his whole body was in the rain, and his clothes were wet in an instant.

Ge Yisong hurriedly followed from behind, and quickly opened an umbrella for Xu Zhao, "Didn't you tell me to come, why did you come by yourself?"

Xu Zhao looked at Yu Nan, and wanted to speak, but thousands of thoughts were racing through his mind, but in the end he didn't say a word.

He grabbed Yu Nan's hand, and held Yu Nan's hand to hold the umbrella handle for him without saying a word.

After giving him the umbrella, Xu Zhao silently scolded himself, "Fuck".

He turned around and was about to lift his legs to walk away when Yu Nan said in a low voice, "I'm fine."

Xu Zhao didn't look back at him, his voice was very cold, "If you don't want it, just throw it away."

After speaking, he didn't stay any longer, lifted his foot, and left.

Ge Yisong held an umbrella for him and whispered, "Are you worried?"

Xu Zhao's eyes were sharp, "So much nonsense."

Holding an umbrella, Yu Nan looked at Xu Zhao's wet back, and wanted to ask him, "Is it cold?"

But such a simple sentence, he couldn't open it.

He was really pissed.

Yu Nan wanted to coax him, wanted to sing to him the Light of Friendship, and told him, Xu Zhao, I have always regarded you as a friend, you are my best friend, my only friend.

However, at this time, he couldn't say these words.

In the end, he could only watch Xu Zhao's back as he disappeared into the gloomy rain.

Xu Zhao sat in the car, various thoughts drifted by.

How much he wishes he could be the one who can take it up and let it go.

He's a man, and hesitation has never been his style.

But in the face of feelings, there are very few people among tens of millions of people who can take it up and put it down.

And he was not the exception to that exception.

Seeing Yu Nan's gaze, his body drenched by the rain, Xu Zhaocai suddenly understood that falling in love with someone you don't love is never the scariest thing, the scariest thing is that after being hurt, you, still love him.

He fell, and fell flat.

But, he knew, he shouldn't be like this.

After returning home that night, Xu Zhao developed a fever.

His brain was burnt dizzily, his body has always been strong, his arm was injured by the old man before, he didn't do much treatment, and he recovered quickly.

This fire came very strangely.

He didn't eat dinner, and went straight into the bedroom when he got home. Aunt Yun was worried about him, and knocked on the door several times, asking him, "Huaisheng, why don't you eat, are you feeling unwell?"

Xu Zhao lay on the bed, dizzy, and replied with some strength, "It's okay, I'm sleepy, I'm asleep."

Aunt Yun muttered, "This kid doesn't even eat."

Finally, he yelled through the crack of the door, "Come down and eat by yourself if you're hungry at night."

Finished talking and left.

Xu Zhao fell into a sleepy night, and in a daze, he heard a burst of thunder and a "boom", which woke him up.

He opened his eyes sleepily, and saw a dazzling lightning that split the sky in half from outside the window, the unaccustomed light made him narrow his eyes slightly.

Just about to fall asleep again, he saw Yu Nan sitting in front of the bed, and asked him with a smile, "Xu Zhao, let's go to Holland, where we can get married."