his little stutter

Xu Zhao was so angry that he had nowhere to vent, and went to the basketball court angrily alone.

At this point, there wasn't even a hairy person on the basketball court, and Xu Zhao played there by himself.

He was suffocated with anger, it was the first time in his life that he treated a person like this, and in the end, his sincerity was crushed to pieces.

This is not the first time Yu Nan has done this.

In the past, Xu Zhao could easily forgive him because he hadn't had a relationship with Yu Nan at that time, and since he wanted to have a relationship with Yu Nan, he could forgive him, and also because he didn't like him that much at that time.

And now he can't forgive him because he likes him, because he likes him, so he can't care less, don't care, at least in this matter, it's hard for him to convince himself, like countless times before, he doesn't care.

The sun in winter is extraordinarily warm, but when it shines on a man full of anger, it heats up from heat to heat.

Sweat ran down his forehead and his cheeks flowed into his neck, sticky and uncomfortable.

He took a few strides, jumped up, and a three-pointer fell into the basket beautifully.

Zhao Bei and Ge Yisong chased after them.

The two stood aside, Zhao Bei said, "Brother Sheng, what should we do now?"

Ge Yisong sat under the basket, "Brother Sheng, is it okay for you to be like this? Take it out on yourself? If you are really so angry, you might as well just beat him up."

Zhao Bei made do with it, "Yeah Brother Sheng, if you don't want to be lazy, I'll do it. Last time it was pine nuts, this time it's Chen Zheng. I think that stutterer is sincerely trying to make things difficult for us. Last time, Brother Sheng kindly let him go. He has nothing to do to find trouble, this time he can’t just let him go without saying anything, you say yes, Brother Sheng.”

Xu Zhao was annoyed by the noise, so he slammed the basketball upwards, shaking the basketball hoop for a while.

"Aren't you fucking annoying?"

Xu Zhao rolled up his sleeves and sat under the basketball hoop next to him.

Ge Yisong and Zhao Bei also sat down quickly, and Zhao Bei said, "Aren't we asking you for an idea?"

Xu Zhao glanced at him, "If you talk nonsense to me again, believe it or not, I will slap you."

Zhao Beinu pursed his lips and turned his face away in embarrassment. When he turned his face, he happened to see Chen Zheng walking towards him, "Why are you here? Didn't I tell you not to come here today?"

Chen Zheng took a few steps to sit down, "What's the situation? Someone really reported it?"

Zhao Bei said, "Yeah, you really meddle in your own business."

"Who is it?" Chen Zheng asked.

"It's just the stuttering." Zhao Bei said.

"Damn it." Chen Zheng scolded, "What does he mean? Do you really want to kill us?"

"That's not sure, otherwise what's the matter with us reporting all the time." Zhao Bei said, "Have you checked the bulletin board?"

"What bulletin board?" Chen Zheng asked.

Zhao Bei could only be anxious, "You are about to be expelled from school."

"Me? What's going on?" Chen Zheng asked with a questioning face.

Ge Yisong shook his head, "It's probably the school contacted by the police station. This time, the school is cutting it first and playing later. It's useless to pay."

Zhao Bei turned to Xu Zhao, the backbone, but did not dare to speak, and watched silently.

Xu Zhao said with a sullen face, "You don't need to worry about this matter. As for Chen Zheng, I won't let you go."

Chen Zheng was taken aback for a moment, he knew very well that this matter was not as easy to resolve as the previous punishments, this time the school was serious and didn't want to give him another chance, so he simply issued a notice before Xu Zhao spoke.

Now that the notice has been issued, it means that this matter has come to an end, and it is not easy to change this result.

Chen Zheng let out a "hmm" and said nothing.

Xu Zhao sat down for a while, and although he was still angry, it was obviously better than the previous anger.

The class bell rang for a long time, and Xu Zhao and Ge Yisong returned to class without haste.

He knocked on the door pretendingly, and shouted a report.

This class was about mathematics, old man Zheng knew this group of students, he didn't bother to care about these things, he didn't even say a word, just pretended he didn't hear.

Xu Zhao returned to his seat and saw the neatly stacked books on the table, but he didn't say a word, and sat with his body crooked with a face of Hades.

Everyone in the class couldn't help being curious, they quietly turned their heads to look at Xu Zhao and Yu Nan, wondering how they would get along with each other next.

Xu Zhao casually took a roll of tape and threw it forward, hitting the gossip-faced Zou Wen in the face.

He let out an "ow", attracting attention in the quiet class, and the whole class looked at him.

I only heard Xu Zhao's voice in a bad mood, "Look at your mother, believe it or not, I gouged out your eyeballs."

Many people were so frightened that they hurriedly looked at the blackboard.

Originally, he didn't lose his anger much, but just now he lost his temper, looking at Yu Nan's eyes that he hadn't even glanced at, he became angry again.

"You can't fucking tell me a reason, seriously, you don't even want to give me a serious reason?"

Xu Zhao didn't deliberately lower his voice, the people sitting nearby heard it, and their mouths were wide open, but they didn't have the courage to turn their faces to look, and they all listened to the corner of the wall with their ears pricked up.

"As I said, you ask several times, it's always the same, there's no reason."

Yu Nan looked at the blackboard and said without squinting.

"You lied to me." Xu Zhao looked at him.

"No."

"lie."

"No." Yu Nan said indifferently, "If you just want to say these things, then you don't need to say them."

Xu Zhao's face was so dark that he broke the pen in his hand and sneered, "How could I..."

He didn't finish halfway through the sentence, he lowered his head and laughed at himself, he didn't have much interest in listening to the class, and was going to go out directly.

Suddenly remembering the tape he threw away when he left, he lowered his head and looked through the drawer, but couldn't find it.

I rummaged through the bag again, still nothing.

He looked at Yu Nan, "Where is my tape?"

Yu Nan didn't speak.

Xu Zhao's face darkened, "Let me ask you, where is my tape?"

Yu Nan then turned to look at him, and said casually, "Throw it away."

"threw?!"

Xu Zhao couldn't help but grabbed his collar, he gritted his teeth and asked, "Who told you to throw it?"

Yu Nan didn't say anything.

Xu Zhao's chest heaved, "Where did you throw it?"

Yu Nan was still speechless, Xu Zhao stood up, kicked the chair away, there was a harsh rubbing sound, Xu Zhao's voice was loud, "I asked you where you threw it!"

Old man Zheng looked like he couldn't care less, "What are you doing, don't you know if you're still in class, if you have any questions, we'll discuss them after class."

Ge Yisong reminded him earlier, "Brother Sheng, calm down."

Xu Zhao stared at Yu Nan, restraining his emotions, "I'll ask you one last time, where did you throw it?"

The location of each group will be changed once a week. Before, they were sitting next to the window in the outer aisle. Now they have changed groups and are sitting at the window in the innermost corner.

Yu Nan turned her face away, looked at the large flower bed downstairs, and said flatly, "Below."

Xu Zhao turned around and went directly downstairs.

The teaching building of the second year of high school is at the end of all the teaching buildings. There is a large flower bed downstairs. I really don’t know what the architect who designed the teaching building thought. Miraculously, the flowers in this altar are still growing very well.

Xu Zhao bent over, lowered his head and began to turn around among the flowers.

The rose flowers are planted here. At the end of October, it is still in flowering period, and the roots and leaves are covered with thorns.

Xu Zhao's hand was stabbed several times. The place was dark and the tape was black. If he didn't look carefully, Xu Zhao might miss it.

He rummaged under the flower bed downstairs in Class [-]. He rummaged back and forth three or four times, but he didn't see it. The back of his hand had been pricked many times, but Xu Zhao didn't care about such a small wound.

Leaning against the window, Yu Nan watched Xu Zhao search back and forth downstairs. He felt for the tape in his pocket, a little lost in thought.

A large group of people surrounded the window, Li Ci turned his head and asked Yu Nan, "What did you throw at Demon Xu, he got so angry."

Pan Rui also kindly persuaded him, "Think carefully about where you threw it, and return it to him when you find it. I think he seems to care about that thing."

Ma Yijie stretched out his head to look, "Are you still looking for it? It's already a class, and he doesn't feel too tired to panic."

What did you throw?

Probably threw Xu Zhao's heart away.

Yu Nan was not paying attention to the last English lesson. Although he wanted to concentrate, he couldn't help turning his peripheral vision out of the window, downstairs, and to the back.

The back that has always been invincible and indestructible, under the afterglow of the setting sun, casts a layer of lonely light and shadow.

No matter how strong a person is, there will always be a day when he falls.

The dim sunlight illuminated his shadow, and even that shadow became lonely.

The bell rang quickly, Yu Nan leaned against the wall and watched for a while, then stood up.

"Don't look for it."

Xu Zhao was looking for the tape with his head down, when he heard Yu Nan's voice, he stood up abruptly.

Probably because he kept his head down for too long, and when he stood up so suddenly, his forehead was congested and he felt dizzy for a moment.

He squinted his eyes and looked at Yu Nan who was standing under the dusk. He was wearing that white-washed shirt with a slender figure. Behind him was the reddish-yellow sunset. The sunset glow and the afterglow complement each other.

He was fascinated, wondering why this person is so good-looking.

Xu Zhao came back to his senses and asked, "What are you doing here?"

Yu Nan glanced at his hand which was covered with small wounds stabbed by rose flowers, and answered the wrong question, "Don't look for it."

Xu Zhao looked sarcasticly, "None of your business?"

After finishing speaking, he stopped looking at Yu Nan and lowered his head.

Yu Nan took out the tape in his pocket, stretched out his hand, "Don't look for it."

When Xu Zhao saw what was in his hand, his gaze changed instantly.

He sneered, looked up at Yu Nan, "You didn't throw it away?"

Yu Nan stretched out her hand, looked at him, and didn't speak.

Xu Zhao turned his head, smiled sarcasticly, and turned his face, "What do you think of me? A monkey? Just kidding?"

Yu Nan didn't explain, just stuck like a stone pillar.

Xu Zhao searched in this flower bed for a long time, and his anger in the morning has almost subsided, and he calmed down a lot.

His eyes were full of sarcasm, "I have many shortcomings, but there is one thing, you will never be better than me, that is, what I promised you, I will definitely do it."

He slowly walked to his side and looked at his face, "Do you still remember that night, you said you regarded me as a friend, you feel your conscience and ask yourself, do you really regard me as a friend?" gone?"

He lowered his head and kicked a small stone, his eyes still full of sarcasm, "I am much more skilled at double-decker than you, but I lost to you in the end."

He smiled and gave Yu Nan a thumbs up, "Amazing, Yu Nan, you are really amazing. I have seen this move today."

Yu Nan didn't say a single word during Xu Zhao's sarcasm. He didn't explain or refute. After listening to Xu Zhaohao's words, he stretched out his hand again, "Your things."

Xu Zhao stared at his hand, "You don't want to know what this is?"

Yu Nan was still speechless.

Xu Zhao picked up the tape, "This is the light of friendship that we sang together that night..."

He knew that Yu Nan didn't have a mobile phone, so he specially asked someone to make a tape. He brought it today and wanted to listen to it with him, but there was no chance.

He said in Cantonese, "Friendship is always in our hearts?"

Then he smiled sarcastically, "It's like a fucking joke, since you said throw it away, then throw it away."

After speaking, he threw the tape into the big flower bed in front, and after a "boom", a few rose petals fell.

He turned around, checked his pockets, it was still the cynical Xu Zhao.

The setting sun had already returned to the mountain, and the last ray of light left in the light blue sky fell on Yu Nan's back.

He looked up at the blood-red sunset in the sky, and suddenly remembered what his mother had said to him before.

She said, Ah Nan, no one ever said that boys should not cry, anyone can cry when they are sad.