A ten-year rival in love

"Is this CD still in stock?"

When the young man in front of the counter raised his head, Yang Yannan happened to ask this sentence.The young man's black and supple bangs were quietly attached to his fair forehead, and he raised his hand to push his gold-rimmed glasses, his demeanor was full of the dullness of a scholar.

He glanced at the CD in Yang Yannan's hand first, and then turned his gaze to Yang Yannan.

"Yes, please wait a moment, I will get it for you."

This is their first encounter.

There was a CD store between the medical school and the teacher's college. A new clerk came to the store. He was very handsome and could sing very well.

Like those curious girls, Yang Yannan has become a frequent visitor here. After a long time, he even figured out the rules of the young man's work here.I work all day on weekends, and occasionally on weekdays, mostly in the afternoon.

Thanks to him showing up so diligently, the young man remembered his face and his favorite singer.

"Quincy's new album." The young man didn't wear glasses today, showing his gentle and good-looking eyes, and said with a slight smile, "Two yuan, today's Youth Day patronage has a rebate, one yuan and five."

"Oh..." Yang Yannan took the CD and asked with a smile, "Then can I buy you a cup of coffee?"

The young man was startled, and then replied with a smile.

"Okay, but wait until I get off work."

His name is Li Ting.

Yang Yannan recalled how the youth looked when they were chatting, how they stirred the coffee with a spoon, and how they frowned slightly after drinking the coffee, and couldn't help laughing again.

Li Ting is a student of the Teachers College. He usually works in a CD store when he is free. Besides this, he also works part-time at school.

He wanted to ask Li Ting why he had to live so hard, because judging by his conversation and demeanor, he was very similar to the son of a scholarly family.But Li Ting's verbal refusal made him give up his plan to inquire further.

They took a walk on the newly built Jiangbin Boulevard, chatting about current affairs, poetry collections, and the near future.

When the dim streetlight hit Li Ting's delicate side face, he raised his hand and took out his glasses from his breast pocket. Yang Yannan was so impulsive to snatch his glasses away, then held his face, and kissed him he.

But this thought was also destroyed by the smile that Li Ting looked at him afterwards.

"The moonlight is so beautiful tonight." Li Ting said, "Thank you for the coffee."

I will definitely make you mine.Yang Yannan recalled the appearance of the young man laughing, and the agitation in his heart could not be stopped for a long time, but became more and more intense.

There are quite a few girls who admire Li Ting, in places that Yang Yannan can see, or in places where he can't.

This makes him very uncomfortable, many times he will be jealous of those who talk to Li Ting, and he doesn't like Li Ting smiling at them with the same gentle attitude.

How can he be so gentle with everyone?Yang Yannan wanted Li Ting to belong only to him, to only look at him, to let him only see his beauty and tenderness.

"I really want to drive away the women around here." One day he said to Li Ting, "Maybe one day I don't pay attention, and you will be taken by one of them."

Li Ting was taken aback when he heard this, and then smiled slowly, "Why do you think that way, I don't have such a thought at the moment."

Yang Yannan paused, not knowing whether the news should be happy or worrying, so he asked, "Why?"

"I don't have a girl I like right now." Li Ting lowered his eyelashes and unconsciously rubbed his little fingers with his hands on the table, "Besides, there are a lot of things at home, I don't have that time."

This was the first time Li Ting brought up family matters in the months they had known each other, and Yang Yannan took advantage of the situation and asked, "Is there a lot of pressure?"

"It's okay." Li Ting smiled, "It will get better."

However, not long after these words were finished, Li Ting disappeared.There was no contact information, and he couldn't find him at Li Ting's school. He pestered the owner of the CD store to ask, but the owner told him that something happened at home.

Yang Yannan soon knew what the accident was.

After disappearing for half a month, Li Ting suddenly appeared downstairs in their dormitory, his face was pale, and there was a thick blue circle under his eyes.

When he saw Yang Yannan walking towards him, his eyes seemed to light up, and he seemed to want to call Yang Yannan to stop, but he didn't make a sound.

Instead, Yang Yannan saw him himself.

"Ah Ting!" Yang Yannan ran towards him, stretched out his hand to hold his shoulder, and looked at his face carefully, "What's wrong? Where have you been?"

"..." Li Ting opened his mouth, swallowed his original words, and asked instead, "Do you have time now?"

"Yes." Yang Yannan replied without thinking. He leaned towards Li Ting's forehead and asked, "Shall we find a place to sit down and talk?"

Li Ting nodded, with a forced smile on the corner of his mouth.

They chose a small park where they usually go to sit and chat. Yang Yannan untied the cloth bag and put it aside, "I heard that something is wrong with your family. Looking at you now, is it serious? Do you need my help?" of?"

Li Ting shook his head. "Thank you, Yannan."

"You know I will help you..." Yang Yannan couldn't help reaching out to hold his cold fingertips, "As long as you tell me, I will find a way to do it."

However, Li Ting withdrew his hand suddenly as if he had been electrocuted.

Yang Yannan scratched embarrassingly with his hand in mid-air, but he didn't take it back.He looked at Li Ting motionlessly.

"I'm sorry..." Li Ting paused, then leaned to the side helplessly, covering his eyes, "I didn't... mean it."

"What happened?" Yang Yannan still looked at him, almost burning through his palm with his eyes.

Li Ting kept rubbing his little finger, almost peeling off the middle knuckle, and finally made up his mind, and said as if he was going all out: "Yannan, it might be a little presumptuous to say that...but can we do it in the future? Meet?"

"Why?" Yang Yannan got up and grabbed his shoulders. He never expected that Li Ting came to him specifically to say these things.

"I don't understand, you have to tell me why?" Yang Yannan said, "What did I do to make you unhappy?"

He would never allow such a thing to happen, if Li Ting wanted to leave him without any reason, he would never accept it.

"No, it's not like that." Li Ting's sickly cheeks blushed a little due to emotional agitation, "It's my problem."

Yang Yannan looked at him with wide eyes, and repeated: "What's the matter?"

"My mother passed away..." Li Ting said in a low voice. "She suffered from cancer. She has been undergoing treatment for the past two years and spent a lot of money, but it didn't work. Just last week, she left."

Yang Yannan was startled, he slowly let go of Li Ting's shoulders, and hugged him tightly in his arms.Li Ting immediately froze and wanted to break free, but he couldn't struggle at all.

"Don't be like this, don't be like this Yannan... Please listen to me carefully!" Li Ting said, "As long as I clear my head these days, I will think of you, and it seems that I can be rescued from the sad mood. I think It's not normal to feel like this..."

"Why isn't it normal?" Yang Yannan was about to go crazy with joy, even the shock of hearing Li Ting's mother's death just now was overwhelmed, "Why is it not normal? This shows that I am very important in your heart!"

"No, you don't understand me..." Li Ting still wanted to explain to him, "I think this kind of relationship is beyond the scope of normal friends, so I shouldn't—"

"No, you shouldn't!" Yang Yannan let go of him, and then held his face, "I understand what you mean, Ah Ting, you like me, right?"

Li Ting's eyes dodged for a moment, he hesitated and said, "No, this..."

"I love you."

Li Ting suddenly stopped, as if he couldn't believe what he heard, he blinked his eyes.

"You heard me right, I love you..." Yang Yannan grabbed his finger and put it on his lips to kiss gently, "It's the love of love, I never thought of being ordinary friends with you."

Li Ting seemed to be out of his body, and he didn't move at all.After a long time, he murmured as if returning to his soul: "No...it shouldn't be like this, how can it be, two men..."

"Two men!" Yang Yannan eagerly approached his face, using his lips to touch Li Ting's breath and the corners of his lips, "What about men? What's wrong?"

"I've loved you for a long time, Ah Ting. From the first time I saw you, I knew I liked you."

Li Ting still had an expression of disbelief, he subconsciously took a few steps back, and said in a low voice, "But I never thought about it... I never thought about it..."

"But you really like me, Ah Ting." Yang Yannan said, "Do you admit it, you think I can save you, we are in love! My aunt passed away, I am very sad...Really, but I think she The spirit in the sky will not stop us, I am willing to take care of you and accompany you instead of her."

"Sorry, you asked me to think about it, think about it." Li Ting still broke away from his embrace, "I'm really sorry, I still need to think about it."

Yang Yannan covered her chest, and sat a certain distance away with a disappointed expression on her face, "Think about it, so what is the result of your thinking?"

He looked back at Li Ting again, "Now that you know that I like you too, and let me know your feelings, what are you going to do? Abandon me?"

Li Ting raised his hand to cover his face, he didn't expect this development, his mind was in a mess, he could only keep waving his hands: "No, that's not the case, I need a little time, really I'm in a mess right now, I need to think about it think."

"I love you, Ah Ting." Yang Yannan repeated.

"Originally, I planned to take it slowly and wait for you to get used to me." He said slowly, "But now I have changed my mind. I must become the number one person in your mind."

Get you, occupy you, and then invade your life, entangled with your whole life.

Absolutely, absolutely, will not let go.

"He's the only man I've ever loved in my life."

Before the execution of the shooting sentence, Yang Yannan suddenly said such a sentence.

"I became a devil for him."

"No," said the executioner, "you are the devil."

The author has something to say: There are two extra episodes~