Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

After dinner, Father Su and Mother Su went for a stroll in a nearby park.Su Nianjue and Su Nianchen's two children are naturally the ones to be educated, but unfortunately they both rejected each other's kindness with righteous words.

"Mom, look at the white gauze on my sister's forehead, can you bear it?"

Su Nian hurriedly took advantage of the situation and pretended to be exhausted.Su's father looked at the two of them, shook his head and pointed at them, "Oh, you two, this is really a family, you don't even bother to be so similar."

After speaking, he walked out slowly with his wife.That back view is endlessly bleak.

"It's unreasonable to show affection every time you go out!" Su Nianchen curled her lips and looked at her sister angrily.

"When you have a girlfriend in the future, you will naturally be able to show off like this." Su Nianjue smiled, and walked to the kitchen window, just in time to see the two of them reaching the bottom of the building with their arms.

Wife, wife, speaking of it, is someone who can accompany you until you grow old.

Envy?

Envious, so fucking envious.

However, if this old man had been with other women behind his back, would you still envy him?

Su Nianjue didn't get much attention from her family before.Grandpa and grandma think she is a girl doll, wishing she could change sex and become a boy after birth, and the mother regards her son as the capital to turn around, so naturally she is bored when she sees her, and the father, he is always taciturn, occasionally thinks of her Will buy her some candy.But every time there is a parent-teacher meeting, Su's mother still participates with a little arrogance that is unconsciously leaked.As for the first menstruation, the first time to buy underwear, the first time to get along with a boy, these important things for girls, parents basically have no intersection.

The first time she saw her father cry, and the only time, was when she saw him and a strange woman in the mall in the first year of junior high school.The woman's face was already blurred, but the father's shocked and terrified eyes seemed to be still vivid in his memory.

"Xiaojue, Xiaojue, Dad thinks this family is good..." He hugged the strange daughter and burst into tears.

Su Nianjue wiped away the tears on his face with his hand, "Dad, I won't tell Mom."

Once this promise is fulfilled, it will span more than ten years.

She didn't know if what she was doing was right or wrong.Looking at my father's tears at that time, I suddenly felt that life was so aggrieved.He was too sad, with such a sincere expression, and he really did not behave in such a way afterwards.It seems that their silence has maintained the harmony and stability of the whole family.

She had seen the scene where the man and mistress were insulted by their original spouse on the road, if she had told her mother, would it have been the same.But how innocent is her mother?She has a bad temper and doesn't have much knowledge. After entering the door, she was rejected by her husband's entire family, but she is still reserved and does not slacken in the slightest. Although she is not eloquent, she also treats people sincerely. Such a woman, such a mother, her Her husband did something wrong, and she didn't even have the right to know about it.

She was cheated by the whole family.

Su Nian didn't know how to face all this.Perhaps, things that were silent ten years ago should not be thought about again.This concern has been placed in the child's heart since he was a child. Uneasiness, doubt, fear, and complex emotions have taken root in his heart, breaking through the siege as he ages, blocking the sun from the world.

In fact, she understood that her father's so-called discovery of conscience was nothing but fear.The truth is often cruel, but the appearance is too beautiful, so beautiful that even if it is thorough, you don't want to expose it.But every moment, every moment, she hurts.

She was afraid of this family, afraid of her mother's eyes, afraid of her father's eyes, afraid of her younger brother's eyes.She is sin.

It was later discovered that she had gradually lost her affection for boys.Because of this, she tried to commit suicide, and because of this, she met Xie Ling.

"elder sister?"

"what?"

"What are you thinking about, you lost your mind!"

Su Nian turned around and poured a glass of water into the glass, "Nianchen, I have to go back tomorrow, please give me a ride."

When it comes to sending words, there is a frivolous ending sound, which is light and fluttering, and there is a slight tremor.Su Nianchen inexplicably got goosebumps all over his body, and was extremely reluctant, "Aren't you without a train ticket tomorrow?"

"I'm buying a plane ticket." Su Nian finished speaking and made a flying movement, "That's it, the rebuttal is invalid!"

Early the next morning.

Su Nian covered her face and slapped her hard twice, trying to wake herself up.

"Are you really going?"

Su Nian who picked up the bag pushed open the car door, and stepped on the ground, feeling solid and warm. "What if I don't leave, you think I'm the president of the TV series!"

Su Nianchen sent her to the lobby, only to see this usually unsmiling sister turn around, open her arms, and said in an extremely domineering tone, "Su Nianchen, come here, give me a hug."

He jumped up on the spot, "Sister, what are you doing?!"

Su Nian was very persistent, and his movements did not change, "Come on, give me a hug."

Scratching her head, Su Nianchen slowly moved over.Su Nian hugged him on tiptoe, and patted his head like a child, "Nianchen, take care of yourself and your parents from now on."

"Don't miss me, I'll be fine."

It's been a long time since I hugged someone like this, even if that person is my younger brother of the same blood.In the blink of an eye, the little cute kid has grown up, and will get married and have children in the future.It's a pity that she can't see them all.

"I'm leaving, I'll call you when I get there." She waved her hand and jumped into the crowd like a fish swarming into the sea.Su Nianchen was stunned, and many emotions surged in his heart.When I came home, I saw a child squatting on the ground building blocks. He twitched, not knowing how to place the blocks in his hand.

"Men, men don't shed tears easily..." The child bit his lip, unable to remember the next sentence.

Su Nianchen knelt down and helped him put the building blocks away, "A man doesn't flick his tears easily, but they haven't reached the point of sadness."

I didn't understand this sentence before, but when I grew up, I realized that it is more than not being able to cry.Life is sometimes so difficult that you feel ashamed to cry.

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It was eight o'clock in the evening when we got off the plane.

Su Nian touched her pocket and found no cigarettes.She has kept the matter of her smoking well. To put it bluntly, except for Su Nianchen, the family members generally don't associate her with smoking.She found a supermarket near the airport and lit a cigarette at the counter outside, "Take this."

"Is Alipay okay, I don't have any change." I took out my phone and was about to open Alipay when a person suddenly appeared beside me and knocked on the counter, "I have some change."

Su Nian raised his head, "Jiangchi?"

Jiang Chi smiled happily, "Remember me?" Just as he was talking, he handed over the money with one hand, no more, no less, exactly twenty.

"You still smoke? It doesn't look like it." He handed her the cigarette.

"Smoke a little." Su Nianjue took the cigarette, "Thank you. I'll give you the money through Alipay."

"No, I don't use Alipay, I use WeChat." Jiang Chi smiled charmingly, and put his wrist in his hand, "By the way... add a friend."

Su Nianjue was going to grab it, but Jiang Chi gave him an elbow, "Hey girl, pay attention to the influence!"

"Ding dong", adding friends successfully.

Su Nianjue suddenly felt unlovable.

"Why are you standing there, let's go, brother will take you home."

Su Nianjue narrowed his eyes, "Are you a human trafficker?"

"The trafficker is as handsome as me?"

"Could you open your eyes and look in the mirror before you go out?"

"Where are you going? My car is over there!"

"I'm taking the subway, don't pay attention to me, I'm afraid."

She is very hungry now, and it feels like a waste of time to look at Jiangchi more.Jiang Chi ran over from behind, "I'm serious, I'll see you off, it's not safe at night."

"Have you read the news? A perverted killer came out recently. He killed two people and is absconding. There are rewards on the Internet."

Su Nianjue let out an "ah", feeling strange.

"I sent you home in the spirit of humanism, don't you express it?"

"...Your favorite car, I can take one ride, and I'll be more stable when I take the subway."

Jiang Chi hesitated.He rubbed his hands, "Is that so... How about I take the subway with you?"

Su Nianjue was so scared that his eyeballs almost fell out, "What's wrong with you in the middle of the night?"

She has only seen him twice, the first time was repairing the car, the second time was repairing the car, not to mention that he was the fourth man, seeing that the number should be enough, she was trembling like a frightened bird, it didn't depend on Spectrum stuff also came out to add to the chaos.

"Okay, I'm really worried about you." Jiang Chi scratched his head in embarrassment, "I know it's strange, but I think you're not in a good mood, in case you can't think about something..."

Su Nianjue admitted that looking at that pretty face, she was a little sad, but also a little warm.

"I'm afraid you'll scare others."

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Go to hell you.Su Nianjue swung his bag and hit his ass directly, "Your sister really wants to kill you!"

Jiang Chi followed Su Nianjue on the subway once. The bustling subway at first became empty after a while. Su Nianjue took out the earphones and put them in his ears, and clicked on NetEase Cloud Music to listen.

Jiang Chi was bored, his two long legs were dangling.He clicked on WeChat and sent Su Nianjue a message, "Aren't you afraid to go home by yourself?"

Su Nianjue turned to look at him, "Are you sick?"

The voice was not low, and anyone who was not asleep in a compartment could hear it.Everyone looked at the two, and the soul of gossip was burning.

Jiang Chi laughed "hehehe".

"Damn, I'm sick, remember to get a doctor tomorrow!!!" Su Nianjue typed, followed by a few more exclamation marks.

Jiang Chi thought of his first love for some reason, he glanced at her phone screen, "You remind me of someone."

Su Nianjue rolled her eyes, "Don't talk, before I kill you."

This sentence I want to kill you finally said it.Six points irritated, three points indifferent and one point surly, Jiang Chi shut up obediently.

In fact, when I saw you for the first time, I felt that you were different from others.Everyone is laughing, only you have a sullen face, as if your whole body is ready to go.You don't seem to be able to smile, and even when you're relaxed, your eyes are cold and lifeless.

"Listen to me." Lowering his voice, he said nicely.

Su Nianjue glanced at him.He's handsome, even more handsome this way, and he's a nice person, but a little abnormal.She took down an earphone and tore the earphone cable apart, "There are still four stops to get off, about half an hour." Then she put the earphone into his ear.

It was a little cold when it first touched the ear, and it was attached to the ear and eye when it was hung down.A new sound suddenly appeared in his right ear, and Jiang Chi heard his heart beat with a "bang".

"What song?"

Su Nianjue raised his head and made a movement of spitting bubbles, "Forgot."

After speaking, he closed his eyes.

Jiang Chi controlled his breathing and secretly glanced at her.

He has heard this song before, and he has been listening to it for the past six months, and he almost vomited.As a man, he is not very interested in this kind of love between children, but for some reason, seeing her frown, he feels inexplicably sad.

Laugh at who takes pride

How to match without heart

The bell is crisp

Dim lights between the curtains

I and you are the most natural couple

It's the original sin without you

no heart to match

you ragged me painted

Walking side by side through mountains and water

You are haggard and I am bright for you

It's you who kissed the pen and ink

dye my eyes with tears

Who are the joys and sorrows

they misunderstood

I'm only controlled by you

How can there be more perfect in the world

Orchid Fingers Twist Red Dust Like Water

Three-foot red platform, everything goes into song

Sing farewell to sorrow

What is so red turns gray

May who remember who is the best age

You hold me and dance like flying

You guide me to know how to advance and retreat

joy and sorrow follow

Raise your hand and do not violate

Turn humility and gentleness into absolutes

you're wrong i won't be right

You are ignorant and I am ignorant

How can the heart fire be willing to let the soup stop the boiling

You withered and I never withered

You are tired and I dare not be tired

What to use to warm you up for a thousand years

Wind and snow faintly autumn white hair tail

The bright lights frowned your eyebrows

if you shed a tear

If I get old, I can accompany you

Turning into ashes in the mist is perfect

Wind and snow faintly autumn white hair tail

The bright lights frowned your eyebrows

if you shed a tear

If I get old, I can accompany you

Turning into ashes in the mist is perfect

"Why do you like listening to this kind of song?"

"She said she liked it, so she turned it into a ringtone."

"...I don't agree with this style."

"Who told you to agree? You're being passionate."

"Ha, when you have a daughter-in-law, you forget about your buddies, a typical person who values ​​sex over friends!"

He glanced at her again.

I don't know when she woke up, or maybe she hasn't slept.His eyes were clear and transparent, as indifferent as ever.

"You know what, it's one of my favorite songs. Whenever I like a song, I keep playing it on loop until I don't like it anymore."

The author has something to say:

【Drawing Silk Play-Aki Ajie & Yinlin

Word: Vagary

Song: Yin Lin]

I didn't expect the part about family to resonate a lot.I read Annie's novel a long time ago. A woman was away alone, and when she came home one day, her parents were very kind to her, but she could only feel and couldn't respond.She later committed suicide by jumping from a tall building.Maybe as we grow up, there will be a glass in our hearts, unable to be complete and unable to respond.Although love, always feel sad.

I added an article in class, I hope that Jiang Chi's appearance will not make people feel abrupt and jumpy, in fact, his appearance is not out of thin air, even though his IQ is low, he still designed it.There are also two songs that have been on the loop recently, Pulling Silk Play and Shattering Earth.The brokenness of a lifelong pursuit and the perseverance hidden in the sea of ​​people, the latter is invaluable.

Alright, I'm going to eat, haha.