Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

The moment Su Nianjue saw the two old men, he was still deeply moved.Dad's hair is gray, his waist is not as straight as before, his eyesight has changed from 0.5 to presbyopia, and he always has to wear reading glasses to see things clearly; mother is habitually busy, and there are six people on the dining table for four meals.

The Su family has always been quiet about eating and sleeping. Su Nianjue ate in silence, chewing in small bites, and his movements were restrained and orderly.Over the years of going to school and working in other places, I have become used to filling my mouth with the most food in the shortest time when eating, but when I return home, this habit seems to have not been developed, and there is silence for a while.

After eating, he took over from his mother to wash the dishes, and his younger brother consciously helped clean up the dishes.

"Sister, how long have you been back this time?"

"Two or three days." Su Nianjue took the chopsticks in his hand, watched two old people watching TV in the living room, and asked him quietly, "How is Dad recently?"

"It's okay, don't worry too much, it's just that the blood pressure is a little high, you know, you haven't been back for several years, they just miss you."

"Well, I know." Su Nianjue turned on the faucet, told him in a low voice while washing the dishes, "I'm busy with work, so the family matters depend on you."

"That can't all depend on me..." The younger brother muttered unhappily.

Su Nianjue smiled, "You're a little man, who else can you rely on?"

Although she was smiling, there was no warmth in her eyes.

Su Nianchen also counted as the one she saw growing up since she was a child. As the saying goes, elder sisters are like mothers, this saying is not unreasonable.But the Su family has this concept. No matter how caring and capable a daughter is, she still has to marry.It’s not a matter of patriarchy. Su Nianjue, who Su Nianchen had when she was a child, was not missing much. She went to school to receive education like ordinary boys, and participated in various activities because of the blessings of her family. Although her parents were paranoid, but Most of her decisions are harmless.

A child is a piece of flesh that has fallen from the mother, and she understands this truth.

In a short period of time, she can also accept these concepts of her parents, but as time goes by, the more things she comes into contact with, the more thoroughly she understands the facts, and instead she cannot really face her family.If it is right or wrong, Su Nianjue can't say who is right and who is wrong, but Su Nianjue really doesn't have a solution.Not to mention her, even Su Nianchen, who is loved by her family, is not there.The mother always pins all her hopes on Su Nianchen, the daughter will marry after all, not to mention that this daughter is very ordinary with only average ability.She didn't think about proving anything to anyone. Since the parents thought their son was good, they would stay with him. She would not make promises just for the sake of fame. If they changed their minds, she would still have the money and time to be a long-term partner. accompany.

But she has been alone for many years, and many views are different from those of the older generation.She just wants to live a simpler life, and the core of simplicity is to get rid of the influence of her family on her.

"Sister, you still haven't had a boyfriend."

"Well, there seems to be nothing suitable." Su Nianjue agreed casually, and put the bowls and chopsticks into the cabinet. "You are so old, if you have a suitable person, try to be friends, don't be afraid of losing face, if you like it, go after it."

Su Nianchen laughed, "Why do I think you are very experienced, sister?"

Su Nianjue rolled his eyes at him, "I'll hit you with nonsense!"

Actually not crazy.Encouraged by her roommate for four years in college, Su Nianjue really found a high-quality handsome guy. Xie Ling not only saw the photos, but also met them together during dinner.Although Su Nianjue has the ability to chase people, it is easy to conquer the country but too difficult to defend the country. The country was snatched away by others within half a year.She had a mediocre attitude at that time, and she blew it as soon as she blew it, without much sadness and regret.It sounds heartless, but in fact, only I know how anxious I am.She didn't understand why she liked Xie Ling at all, and even thought that she might have some inexplicable disease.There was a phase of insane smoking, feeling hopeless because of it.

Looking back at her former self after many years, even the loss and despair are throbbing, but now, her life seems to have entered the aging period ahead of schedule, and the depravity of her soul has dragged her whole person into the abyss.

Insomnia again at night, this time hearing a strange noise, Su Nianjue even felt chills on his back.I don't know why, but when I think of many horror stories I have read before, such as a female ghost with disheveled hair crawling out from under the bed, and the sudden appearance of marbles, many stories that were suppressed in my mind are now emptied out.The more I thought about it, the more frightened I became, and the more I thought about it, the more energetic I became. I sat alone in the middle of the bed and stayed motionless until the morning.

However, nothing happened overnight.Su Nianjue dragged Su Nianchen up in the morning, looked at his dazed younger brother and asked him, "Did you hear anything upstairs last night?"

Su Nianchen looked confused, "What's the sound?"

"Upstairs, the sound of rubbing, and the sound of someone talking in a low voice."

Su Nianchen's eyes widened, "Sister, did you have a dream yesterday, you can't even hear the voices talking to the door, let alone upstairs? Besides, the upstairs has long been empty, it's been less than half a year."

"Is it……"

"Well, I think you are too tired, go to sleep again, you see that you have dark circles under your eyes." Su Nianjue nodded, turned around with a blank face, and opened the door of her room.

She sat in front of the computer, waited for a long time, and typed a line in the search bar, "Why do people encounter ghosts?"

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Why do people encounter ghosts?There is more to this answer.

There are some people around me who have never encountered a ghost once in their life, and some people encounter ghosts more often than they fall in love.To be honest, why do you encounter ghosts?That may be because the yang qi is insufficient and the yin qi is heavy, so it attracts ghosts with the same yin qi.

Of course, it may not be a ghost encounter. It may be that you are not in a good mood, so you have hallucinations.

Su Nianjue pursed her lips, flipping through the pages and remembering Ding Rou's words.The hand holding the mouse froze suddenly, "You will die because of one of them."

Are prophecies trustworthy?Su Nianjue didn't know either.She stroked her forehead, thinking about what had happened in the past six months.Tong Jin at first, Zheng Anyuan later, Xun Jianxin later, and Jiang Chi who met not long ago.Some people are impressed, some people just pass by, will they have some kind of unknowable effect on their own?Or, will there be a fifth person who will turn her life upside down?

Su Nianjue held her breath when she suddenly heard the sound of slippers being dragged and stopped in front of the door.Someone knocked on the door, and then Su Nianchen said, "Sister, are you okay?"

"Well, what happened?"

"Mom said that I will go to the street in a while, and I will drive, so you can take care of it."

Su Nianjue only felt a headache when he thought about the crowds, but it was not easy to come back, so he could only rub his temples and said weakly, "Okay, okay, I got it." After speaking, he stood up and went to pick out clothes in the closet.Based on the principle of simplicity and comfort, I managed to get a blue half-sleeve and black jeans from inside.Afraid of being talked about by a few people outside, he found an eyebrow pencil and drew it a few times casually, Su Nianchen stared at it for a long time with his "sincere" appearance.

"What are you looking at?" Su Nianjue rolled his eyes and pushed his head.

"Sister, you're called Chuan..."

"There are so many things to do, go drive." She glared at him, then suddenly remembered something, and stuffed her phone into her bag, "Wait for me, let's go to the garage together."

Su Nianjue followed him downstairs.My family lives on the fourth floor, and the highest area of ​​the old family building is no more than the sixth floor, so there is no elevator.It's been a long time since she stepped on the stairs firmly, and she walked down while holding on to the wall while facing difficulties.

After walking a few steps, Su Nianchen heard a "snap" from the high heels behind him, and went down two more stairs. At the corner, he looked up at the top, "Sister, why don't you leave?"

The corridor was dim, and she could only vaguely see her yellow face.Su Nianchen's heart tightened, and suddenly he saw Su Nianjue squatting down, leaning over and falling down.

"sister!"

Su Nianjue rolled down the stairs directly, "Boom", crisp and powerful, and hit the back of his head on the ground.

"Who the hell pushed me?" Before falling asleep, Su Nianjue gritted her teeth and growled inwardly.

Su Nianjue slept for two days.When I woke up again, it was already turned upside down.

"Someone is arguing outside." The voices were still very familiar, Su Nian thought about it carefully, and finally distinguished, um, one is my father, and the other is my mother.

Su Nian roughly understood what they were arguing about.Su's father must have complained that Su Nianchen didn't take good care of his sister, so Su's mother naturally complained about her son's injustice, and then the problem turned to the issue of childhood education, which may also involve their respective old affairs.With this method, Su Nian became numb.

"Host, are you okay? You look haggard." The system turned into a tiny light and sent out a gentle greeting.

"How can such a family not be haggard?"

It seems that Su's father is more inclined to Nianjue, while his mother is more inclined to Nianchen.It's not that she doesn't love her daughter. As mentioned earlier, she is just extremely afraid that her adopted daughter will not be able to prevent old age, so she is partial to her son.But is the father really in the jade pot?Su Nian smiled, this smile paralyzed the system for a moment.

"That... host, when will you be able to complete the task?"

"Of course it's following the previous track. Why, is there a problem?" Su Nian fiddled with her fingers boredly, and heard the arguing outside the door gradually subside.

"But—" There is a time limit for this assessment.Just as the system was about to speak, it saw the other person's pale face, which coincided with the person in his memory, even more decadent and desperate than before.It suddenly doesn't want to post tasks anymore.

"I know that the prophet appeared in advance, which means that the story has a time limit, and I will finish it on time. After all, it is not the original story, and I will adjust it according to the deviation." As soon as she finished speaking, the door was pushed open.

As soon as his dim eyes turned, he immediately turned into a weak look, "Mom, why are you..."

"Just wake up! We're scared to death, really, you're so careless going down the stairs!" She put the porridge aside, "Be hungry, drink some of this first, and I'll cook for you."

"Well, a little bit." Su Nian sat up obediently, picked up a spoon and stirred it, leaned over to the side of the bowl and pretended to be intoxicated, "Oh, it's still the same as before, it smells so good!"

Mother Su felt relieved, pulled her apron and went out.Su Nian held the bowl, sniffed lightly for a moment, then put the bowl back to its original position. "Very happy, right?"

She looked at the half-open door and asked about the system.

An ordinary family, a healthy body, an excellent younger brother, and a reliable job, everything seems to be in order and happy and peaceful, but it is hard to imagine that this family rarely talks openly and honestly about certain issues.From childhood to adulthood, there were so many things happening at school, these two parents seldom sat on the sofa and listened attentively. They even used a stalk for half a year to invigorate the atmosphere, but they never noticed it.Even if I can say, "I seem to have heard this from someone?" I don't have any doubts.

A peaceful atmosphere becomes an indestructible balance.Once someone accidentally breaks it, the family will be in chaos.For example, just now, no one cared about how she fell, they would just quarrel over an untenable assumption.This is already the norm in life-the two children of the Su family dare not raise any new questions, because it will lead to a cycle of old problems.

Therefore, behind the peace, everyone's life is fragile and depressing.

I can't imagine how I would get backlash if I told these two that I was not married or made other shocking decisions.How many times does a person have to go through ups and downs and disappointments in the face of his closest relatives before he can completely give up?No longer longing for understanding, no longer looking forward to caring, accepting the warmth of family affection with a natural attitude, and also accepting their cruelty.

If so, it would have been nice not to have come to this world in the first place.

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