ring the bell

Zhong Linyang disliked this very much, "Why do you keep crying?"

Xu really didn't expect that, he thought Zhong Linyang would hug him back, at least put away those thorns on his body, "I haven't cried for a long time," he hugged Zhong Linyang without letting go, "I can't cry all the time !"

Zhong Linyang sighed, "I still want to be surrounded and watched." He took Xu Xu's hand from his shoulder, and pushed people out of the crowd. The person got off the nearest subway escalator.

Just when Xu Xu thought that Zhong Linyang was about to let go, Zhong Linyang's hand slipped from his wrist to his palm, and his fingers interlocked.

"I can't cry either," he lowered his head, "I don't have this function."

"Will I be able to shed tears, and I will become a human?" He asked again, raising his face suddenly.

Well, the spines are soft.

Xu Xu squeezed his equally soft palm, "Then try to think of something sad."

"That's too much," Zhong Linyang laughed, "I can't remember. It's useless."

Xu Xu didn't think about the destination before entering the subway. Recalling that it was less than 24 hours, he was surprised and sad, but also a little happy, so his mind was numb.However, when he stood still by the not-so-clean glass door of Line [-], saw Zhong Linyang's two twists when he looked up, and also looked at the running route map above Zhong Linyang's twists, he suddenly made up his mind. determination.

He took Zhong Linyang to Beijing Railway Station instead of going to South Railway Station because there was no high-speed train back to Liucheng.

"You really want to go back?" Zhong Linyang felt very bad when he saw that he had thrown all the skateboards by the trash can in the security check area.

"In case you have to go back and forth tomorrow," Xu Xu had already booked a ticket on the subway, and he entered the long queue in front of the ticket machine. "There are only ordinary hard seats left, and I can arrive tomorrow afternoon."

"... How many copies did you buy?"

"Two."

"I can't return it." He added.

Li Xu was so resolute that it seemed superfluous because he was worried about the fate between the ticket inspector and Zhong Linyang. fight.As a result, it turned out that there were not many so-called predestined people. Zhong Linyang easily walked through the crowd, sat proudly on the shoulder of the big ticket inspector, and Xu Xu, who rushed to the end of the line, grinned excitedly.

Obviously only half of it is sitting on it, and the other half is suspended in the air, and it can still raise its legs. This guy is really an anti-gravity creature?Even if he's not wearing a skirt now, but wearing a plain school uniform with the zipper up to the top, Xu Xu still doesn't like it.

"Come here!" he lip-synced.

"Ah?" Zhong Linyang opened his mouth wide in doubt, with an exaggerated expression.

"If you're tired, can you sit on my shoulder?" Xu Xu probably called out a little.

Zhong Linyang happily ran back, hugged Xu's neck with both hands, and rubbed against him like a kitten.He didn't need Licensing to squat down at all, and he jumped up lightly, riding directly on Licensing's neck, sitting firmly.

"Is it heavy?" He asked with a possessive body, looking backwards at Xu Xu.

"It would be fine if it was heavy. You are like puffs of smoke." Xu Xu raised his hand to touch his bangs, "I can't see the front."

Zhong Linyang obviously liked this, and immediately straightened up obediently, swayed his legs comfortably, and looked down at the big brother next to him playing Happy Landlords. It may be seen that this big brother is not lucky. "I'm sorry!" "Hurry up, I'll wait until the flowers are gone!" They finished queuing amidst this sound effect, and then hurriedly followed the number on the ticket to find the carriage. Wind, Zhong Linyang is still sitting astride.

"Beijing is so beautiful. It's a big city." He turned his face to look at the night of the city on the other side of the railway track, separated by the bushes. "I saw a lot of lights in the past two days. Liucheng is dilapidated and there are not so many lights."

"Because you are on the second ring road." After finding the carriage, Xu Xu held Zhong Linyang's hand on his neck, "Don't bump your head."

Zhong Linyang was taken aback, facing the iron plate above the edge of the door in front of him, he was not afraid, and he was confident in passing through it.But he slid off Li Ke's shoulders and followed him obediently through the crowded corridors to find the two seats.

Xu subconsciously still sees him as a human being.

This made Zhong Linyang feel strange. After a long absence, he felt wrinkled, if he still had heart.

Those two seats are close to the junction of the carriages, and the surroundings are already full of suitcases. It is allowed to clear the aisle and leave the seat near the window for Zhong Linyang, who sits next to him, "Someone smokes at the door in a while, Don't smoke you."

Zhong Linyang stretched his waist and sat inside, mockingly said: "Student OK seems to think he's cool—" he dragged the end of his voice, "But I can also smoke?"

"Are you fake? I can't even smell the smoke."

Zhong Linyang was silent for a while, "Do you usually smoke?"

"I thought you knew," Xu Xu smiled, put on a headset, and looked like he was on the phone, after all, he had to spend a long time with the people around him, and he didn't want to scare others, "The ability to see everything, or quietly tell me Floating around for a while."

"No." Zhong Linyang shook his head frankly. "A few years ago you went back and cried under the bell tower. I did see it. But I didn't think about leaving at that time. I thought I would never be able to leave."

"Then what happened afterwards? Yesterday?"

"I feel that you want to die, a very strong intuition, I really want to get out of the clock tower, I found that after jumping down, I was free for a while when I was still human," said the seats opposite As a family of three, Zhong Linyang leaned on Xu Xu's shoulder, "Then I don't know what happened. When I came back to my senses, I was already in Beijing. I was running on the street, and then I bumped into you."

"Oh." Xu Xu felt speechless, Zhong Linyang's hair was very close, he lowered his head, and carefully touched it with the tip of his nose.

"Are you sad after hearing this?"

"I'm sad."

"Then you forgive me?"

"Forgive what?"

Zhong Linyang looked depressed. From the window, he could see Licensing, he could see the noisy people eating and drinking in this carriage, he could see the night that was getting quiet, but he couldn't see himself. "If I didn't take you to watch those movies and get angry in class, none of these shitty things would have happened. You don't have to come here with your dad. You used to be so sunny, self-disciplined and self-improving as a child. I I don’t even want to die, in the end it’s all my doing.”

Xu couldn't see him like this, "That's because you like me. Don't say that."

"Isn't that still because of me?"

"Zhong Linyang, I want to tell you two things," Xu said with a long breath, "the first thing, I actually took this train half a month ago. I'll go back to find my mother, It was said that she was dying, but I got in the car, and as soon as I arrived in Shijiazhuang, I received a call saying that she had passed. My trip became a funeral.”

Zhong Linyang took a deep breath.

"I can't buy an express car either. But if I buy an express car, can I talk to her more? In fact, I'm just making excuses for myself," Xu Xu closed his eyes, "I don't usually see how much I like to go back and watch She is on summer vacation, and I have to apply to stay in school. Then I went to the hospital, and before I saw her, I met my uncle. My uncle said that my mother’s savings have been spent for medical treatment, and the unit will take back the house Go, as if I'm going back this time just to ask for money."

"I saw your mother's funeral," Zhong Linyang whispered, "The funeral procession was so lively, they just passed under the bell tower."

"Well, she is very popular, and the people's police are for the people," Xu paused, "I'm also in it."

"I feel it now."

"Yeah, I passed by the clock tower, and then I looked up, it was the second thing," Xu suddenly narrowed his smile, "I was thinking, I wish I had been braver at the beginning. I hid from my mother, like I hide from you. I also know that I can't do without you. Why should I hide?"

After saying this, both of them fell silent, Zhong Linyang pinched Xu Xu's fingers and fiddled with them lightly.To outsiders, it looks like Xu is doing finger exercises, which is really weird.The train was rattling, and when it arrived at a small station, Zhong Linyang was still leaning on Xu Xu, and the two of them were still quiet all the time, could they fall asleep with their eyes open?Anyway, Xu's heart was as quiet as if he was asleep.

"We seem to be digressing," Zhong Linyang said suddenly, and he asked with a smile, "So do you smoke?"

"I don't smoke much," Xu Cheng said, "except when I'm not inspired."

"I just said, there is no smell of smoke, and you are still using Diao brand washing powder," Zhong Linyang still smiled, "What are you going to do after graduation? I guess I will become a director."

"Almost." Xu Xu was a little shy.

"Will you make one for me? About a boring ghost."

There was a scratchy sound of the doors closing, and the train started again.A person came to the vacant seat on the other side of Xu Xu, a woman holding a child. The child always kicked and kicked Xu Xu's arm several times in a short while. separated.

"I'll take pictures when I'm old, for example, when I'm successful." Xu Xu looked at Zhong Linyang's knees, which were still skinny in the baggy school pants and under the dim light. not good."

Zhong Linyang laughed loudly, sat up straight, Xu Xu had the illusion that his shoulders lightened, but on one side of his face, he was looking at himself intently, "OK, I still like you." He said softly, and kissed Xu Xu Q.

Xu opened his mouth blankly, he felt the kiss, cool but warm.Maybe he now looks like a fish that opens its mouth to spit bubbles, being fed the air bit by bit by Zhong Linyang.When he raised his hand, trying to hug the mass of air, he suddenly felt ice on his waist, and the hazy temperature was still descending.

Of course it was Zhong Linyang.Zhong Linyang actually put his hand into his crotch.

Shijiazhuang station is coming.