about me and you

Hua Xiaopu is 25 years old. In 2015, she came to Yangcheng alone with a suitcase. This city only exists in books and in her mind. She will always remember the first time she arrived. The huge prosperity of this city is frightening.

Standing at a loss by the roadside of the station, there are more people at the station than in the small mountain town she stayed in before, she couldn't help but squeeze the trolley case tightly in her hand, with the station behind her and the subway in front, she couldn't help but take two steps back, This city that only exists in my mind does not seem to be what I think, whether it can accommodate my small body.

Finally, with a restless heart, she followed the flow of people into the subway.

Hua Xiaopu borrowed from a friend for a while, then found a house and rented a single room by herself, and lived there alone for a year. This year is her second year in Guangzhou.

Sometimes Hua Xiaopu would hypocritically pour herself a glass of cheap red wine at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night. Don't leave here, go back to the place that should belong to you, but where it really belongs to her, she is still very immature, and she has experienced too little to know what she wants to pursue.

For more than a year, Huaxiaopu felt that he still hadn't entered Yangcheng, but just stood outside the city, watching the people coming and going in the city, but he didn't know where the road on the ground led.

"Xiaopu, are you there?" Hua Xiaopu could see the light on the phone, and the standard font on it, but she just didn't want to move, and she didn't want to answer the other party, she didn't know what she was going to answer , but the other party also understood that she had a weird personality, and sent another paragraph without waiting for her to reply.

"Xiaopu, I'm so sad, he's no longer by my side, I feel his figure is everywhere in the room, even the air is full of his breath, can I go back and look for him?"

When Hua Xiaopu saw this, she knew that the other party regretted it countless times before. The same experience, the same remorse, the same rational comfort, she didn't want to say it countless times. She always challenges her patience.

After waiting for a minute, Hua Xiaopu picked up the phone and asked bluntly, "Are you going to be a mistress?"

"Xiaopu, I'm not Xiaosan, I was with him at the beginning, she is the third party!" Hua Xiaopu didn't need to look, she knew that the other party across the screen was very emotional now, and generally correct communication Way, when others are excited, as the second person, you need to be patient and treat each other with gentleness, but when Hua Xiaopu talks to the person on the other side of the screen, she never knows what is tactful and what is gentleness.

Hua Xiaopu changed the computer, typing quickly on the keyboard, "You guys were over a long time ago, weren't you? You guys were over when you broke up before. He has a fiancée with better conditions by his side, and more importantly, she is better than him." You are more popular in that family, and now she has a child, you don't need to say that your life is your own, you don't need his parents to agree, you have to remember, the world you live in is never a fairy tale world, don't No matter how unrealistic, he can't be your pillar, the gap between you is getting bigger and bigger, and in the end you will be completely ruined for him, why can't you be more sober."

That paragraph was sent, but there was no news after a long time, Hua Xiaopu was not in a hurry, she knew the other party too well, no, it should not be said that she knew her, but she had the confidence, even if she was right She talks too much, and she will reply to her own messages. Hua Xiaopu knows her place in her heart, relying on the other party's doting, she has always said something to her, her mistakes, her mistakes Negligence, Hua Xiaopu will not falsely say that there is nothing wrong with it, it is not her personality, and she does not need it.

"I see. By the way, I bought a skirt for you. It should arrive at your place in a few days. Remember to sign for it to see if it fits. Remember to take a picture for me to see."

Sure enough, Hua Xiaopu frowned at the news that the other party deliberately sent over to change the subject, but it also followed her heart. Her current focus was attracted by the word skirt, with an embarrassing expression on her face, "Why do you want to wear a skirt?" Buy me a dress, you know I don't like dresses."

"But I want to see it. I have never seen you wearing a skirt. I said I would give you a skirt before, but I haven't given it to you. Remember to send it to me when you wear it."

"No!" Hua Xiaopu refused without mercy.

"Xiaopu, don't be like this~ I really want to see you wearing a skirt. You see, I just fell out of love, so you can fulfill my little wish."

Hua Xiaopu touched the B key of the keyboard with some hesitation, "Let's see when the time comes, you know I'm not suitable for wearing skirts, next time if you think about giving me a gift and then give it away, the skirt will be a waste for me. "

"Yeah, I'm going to be busy, I'll download it first, you remember to take a photo for me to see, bye~"

Sometimes Hua Xiaopu would try to look at problems from Du Zhen's position, but it seemed that she still couldn't understand what was going on with her thinking structure. Hua Xiaopu couldn't understand why someone could live such an unrealistic life.

The two of them have different thoughts and hobbies, and I don't know why they have been tied together for so long. Maybe it has something to do with Du Zhen's habitual dependence on Hua Xiaopu. Compared with Du Zhen's gentleness and cowardice, Hua Xiaopu The personality of Pu is not pleasing, she is more powerful than Du Zhen, Du Zhen has said more than once that the strong Hua Xiaopu made her heart beat, she liked her, she confessed to Hua Xiaopu that she is a bisexual .

When Hua Xiaopu heard what Du Zhen said, her whole body stiffened, and she jokingly said, "When did you like me? Why didn't I know."

"Just when we were studying, when we first met, although you didn't say anything that would make people feel comfortable, I knew you were doing it for my own good, but then I slowly turned this liking into Sisterhood is established, and only friends will be together forever, right." Du Zhen smiled contentedly, this is the most suitable distance between her and Hua Xiaopu, she has been in love several times, and every time it seems like Like being cursed, none of them start well and end well.

After hearing this, Hua Xiaopu smiled indifferently and said: "This joke is not funny. If you really like me, why don't you confess to me? If you confess to me at that time, maybe I will be kind and promise you gone."

"Oh, don't you believe me, I really liked you, but then I didn't like you anymore, because I knew you wouldn't like me, so why should I tell you, how witty I am?" Du Zhen Take pride in your wise decisions.

Hua Xiaopu suppressed the complexities surging in her heart, leaving only an idiot look in her eyes.

Du Zhen likes to talk very much, and she chatters endlessly when she talks. Hua Xiaopu also likes to talk, but it only focuses on the topics that she is interested in. If she doesn't like the interests, she will only follow what the other party said out of politeness, so as not to The atmosphere is too awkward.

It can be said that Hua Xiaopu can always hear Du Zhen's first-hand gossip while sitting down. The person who broke the news is Du Zhen herself. Handsome guy, who is he with or broke up with? Hua Xiaopu is always the first to know, and then pulls her out to have dinner with her boyfriends. According to Du Zhen, she just wants her good sisters to help her. See for yourself how the other person's character is. She knows that she is stupid and always deceived by others, so she pins her hopes on her.

She actually doesn't like this, Hua Xiaopu knows many things about Du Zhen, those things are told by Du Zhen herself, but Du Zhen only knows what Hua Xiaopu wants her to know, she has a lot of secrets about Du Zhen I don't know, for example, she doesn't like the opposite sex, and she is more attracted to the same sex than the opposite sex.

Hua Xiaopu looked at the time, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, and he had nothing to do, so he simply cleaned up and went to the nearby library, and there was a place to go in the afternoon.

A person leaves the familiar environment and goes to a strange city. Everything has to start all over again. It is more difficult to have friends with the same interests as you grow up. Hua Xiaopu has not integrated into any circle after being here for two years. Rejecting others, others also rejected her.

The subway on Line [-] has the same number of people no matter it is a weekend or a weekday. She found a corner for herself to stand, reading the novel without resting her hands, and reminding her at all times that if she got off at the wrong station, Still have to go back and waste time.

There were a lot of people in the library on weekends, and Hua Xiaopu searched for a few times but couldn't find a seat. I regretted that I went out too late, so I took out my mobile phone and took a photo secretly.

'Overcrowded. '

Posted on Moments, Hua Xiaopu stood beside the bookshelf and read the book with peace of mind.

This book is very interesting. Hua Xiaopu was attracted by the name. The author controlled the development of the plot very well, and the writing was mature. She deliberately guessed that the author was probably around 20 when he wrote this book. , I said this because when Hua Xiaopu saw the back, he found that it was unfinished!

What is more distressing than this, the previous process is well arranged, the storyline is also closely linked step by step, the arrangement is just right, neither slow nor slow.But at the end of the story, the development is too fast. There are obviously many plots that can be refined, but they are also hastily written. , but later on, God developed into an unlikable character.