about me and you

We always have a different tolerance and treatment for those who first appeared in our lives, like enemies and ourselves, eager to give up but still unable to tear off the flesh.

"Xiaopu, I broke up with him."

"Why did you break up again?"

"His mother didn't like me and asked him to go on a blind date. He went and got together with that girl."

"Why doesn't his mother like you?"

"She said I'm not pretty, and that girl's family conditions are better than mine."

"What about him? How to say?"

"He broke up with me without saying anything and was with that girl."

"In this case, his family doesn't accept you, and he doesn't want to be with you. He doesn't even have the ability to bear it. This kind of love is not worth saving."

"I see."

ten days later

"Xiaopu, I'm with him again, I can't forget him, he came back to me, we got back together."

"As long as you feel happy."

"Well, his parents still don't want us to be together, but he knelt down to his parents, he still can't forget me, and thinks I'm the best for him."

"Being able to kneel down to his parents for you, he should be sincere to you. Since you really love each other, let's be together, don't miss it."

"Yeah, Xiaopu, now you have seen our love, I believe there is still true love in the world, so, you should also find someone who can love each other."

"Let's revel." In fact, revel is just a casual wording.

Four months later, the first month of summer.

"Xiaopu, I may have to break up with him."

"Why again this time?"

"Do you remember the girl I told you about last time? They are together. The girl is three months pregnant. He said he would ask her to kill the child, but I can't bear that girl to beat the child. But I don't want to let him out."

"A man is judged by his character. Are you sure you want such a man?"

"I don't know. I need some time. I'll let him go back. It's his fault. He needs to be responsible for that girl."

"Well, I hope you won't disappoint me this time. I have something to do and I'll download it first. If you have anything to do, you can leave a message for me. I'll get back to you when I see it."

"Okay, I will."

Hua Xiaopu set the phone to a busy state, looked at the other person's phone was still on, let out a deep breath of depression, every time chatting with the other party was a suffering for her, in her body suffering of the heart.

At this moment, she suddenly seemed to have lost all her strength, she didn't want to think about anything, she didn't want to move, she just leaned lazily on the table, half-closed her eyes, looking at the cactus on the table that she had raised for a while, as if there were no thorns. It’s so sharp. I don’t know how long this pot of cactus can last. Next time, I will continue to buy pots of cactus or change to a new variety. But I can only grow cactus. After all, this is the one that has survived the longest in her hands. Things, I don’t want to try other things again, so as not to hurt my heart again.

Hua Xiaopu nodded boringly, looking at the number of people he has increased over the years, some have come and gone, but most of the numbers have not changed in the past few years. The older people are, the less they like new and exciting things. Things, at least she is like this. Hua Xiaopu calls all her friends Lianshi, and she has nothing to say for three and a half years.

'You have to know that the things you do and the choices you make are because they are worth it. '

Slide the mouse to the position of the note, the newly updated signature seems to be emitting heat through the screen, Hua Xiaopu pulled the corner of his mouth, showing a weird smile, turned off the computer completely, stood up and raised his hands to pull his sedentary Body, this body seems to be crippled.

"Du Zhen, you fool." Hua Xiaopu said bitterly to the screen, as if the other party could hear it, but it was impossible, they were separated by a province, a city, and Ludao. A Yangcheng, maybe there will be no chance to meet each other in the future.

If we go back to five years ago, Hua Xiaopu would hesitate whether to take the initiative to get acquainted with Du Zhen. The first meeting with Du Zhen was definitely a stain on Hua Xiaopu, but Du Zhen didn't think so, Du Zhen felt that Hua Xiaopu at that time Pu is very simple, very cute, as pure as an elf in the mountains and forests, Hua Xiaopu habitually rolled his eyes at this statement, but it was because he was born and bred without experience.

What kind of role did the name Du Zhen play in Hua Xiaopu's life? Hua Xiaopu specially reserved 10 minutes for herself to think about this question, classmate?good friend?Girlfriend?Buddies?gay friend?She shook her head with a headache, what the hell is this? Why do some people have so much time to eat and have so many relationships? There is no such status in her social circle.Only good relationship, good relationship and not so good relationship, these three are enough to make her entangled, and there are so many messy relationships, she really can't sort it out.

What about Du Zhen?It's the kind that has a very good relationship. The way I get along with her is that Du Zhen relies on herself, and I don't rely on Du Zhen, but enjoys this dependence and resists it.

Du Zhen is a very troublesome person. This kind of headache lasted from the time when she was studying to the time when each of them found a job and lived independently. According to Hua Xiaopu's conservative estimate, the time may be even longer. People's headaches made her a headache, and she felt a stomachache.

It’s a real stomachache. Huaxiaopu’s mild stomach trouble was left over from the third year of junior high school. At that time, she lived alone and couldn’t afford three meals, and she preferred to eat messy snacks rather than the staple food. When I was hungry and dizzy, I opened snacks. I guess the small shop selling snacks at school still remembers her.

She looked for her food reserves. Fortunately, there were eggs and dry noodles. She heated up the water and threw the noodles down. When the noodles were cooked, put some salt and soy sauce, an egg, and a bowl of eggs The noodles are ready.

Holding the noodles, Hua Xiaopu turned on the computer and clicked on a comedy. She always likes to find more things for herself to do when she is doing her daily work. She can eat and watch movies, and it will save time for herself.

She also has a bad habit. When watching TV, she likes to slow down the speed of eating, so that she feels how comfortable she can enjoy the leisure time.

The comedy movie was very long, Huaxiaopu finished eating the bowl of noodles, and Huaxiaopu felt like falling asleep after watching it. She couldn't help but despise herself.

In order not to let the good time go to waste, Hua Xiaopu cleaned the dishes and washed her hands with body soap. When she felt clean, she took out the drawing board and began to draw. She likes drawing for a year or two. For a long time, it can be traced back to the third grade of Huaxiaopu Primary School. At that time, there were only ten teachers in the whole school, and the principal was added. The old teachers who should have retired in the older grades also taught kindergartens. I don’t know if they have teacher certificates. Kindergarten teacher.

That day was the first day of the third grade in Huaxiaopu. The principal brought in a beautiful, youthful girl. At the first sight, she thought, this person is so beautiful, and the sunlight coming in from the door just sprinkled on the flowers. It’s so clean, her side must be very warm. At that time, Huaxiaopu didn’t know the word amazing. It’s been a long time since she learned this word, and the female teacher doesn’t know where she is now. ?Is it okay.

At that time, Huaxiaopu blindly worshiped this female teacher, trying to steal her attention from her. Fortunately, her academic performance was good, and she succeeded. The female teacher gave her a picture drawn by herself. She is a beautiful cartoon and anime girl. After many years, who will Hua Xiaopu think of the girl she drew?Is it the teacher herself or just an ordinary manga girl, but she can't get the answer, that painting is the first gift she has received since she grew up.At that time, she was full of joy and pasted the painting in her room. Every day she looked at it with a silly smile. One day when she came home from school, the painting was nothing but scraps of paper stuck with tape. Know where that painting went.

The painting was lost, but Hua Xiaopu fell in love with it obsessively. The immature Hua Xiaopu didn't know how to draw a painting as beautiful as the female teacher. She took the transparent and thin paper along the shallow She kept drawing the outline, and when the first picture was drawn, she laughed so hard that her eyebrows disappeared.

Hua Xiaopu doesn't know if that female teacher surprised her time, but she was the first person in her memory to give her a gift, and it was also the person who opened her door to a new world of painting, and it was also Hua Xiaopu's concern. The immature Hua Xiaopu didn't have the courage to ask her class teacher to teach her how to draw, so she could only stumble and find a way in this new world by herself.

The female teacher is a new teacher who just came to practice at the Teachers College. After the one-year practice period expired, she returned to her own place with the inexplicable melancholy of the flower shop. The bustling big city is where she came from and also where she is. where to go.

After that time, Hua Xiaopu never saw her again, nor heard any news about her. In the new school year, Hua Xiaopu accepted the new class teacher calmly, but sometimes she still remembered the one with the good news. The female teacher with taste walked in from the front door of the classroom together with the principal. The sun shone on her body. She showed a confident smile and introduced herself heartily and generously.

"Hi everyone, my surname is Chen. You can call me Teacher Chen. I will be your Chinese teacher in the future. I hope we can get along very happily in the next year."

Hua Xiaopu finished painting a painting, the gray and white style is always the theme in her hands, she likes this style, and she can't draw amazing works without going to a serious painting class, she just likes it This kind of feeling, the gray and white of the whole painting makes Hua Xiaopu feel a kind of faint sadness, which is just right without being strong or ostentatious.

On the screen is a back, thin, with half-long hair blown by the wind, and the sun is just right.