To Oak

Where are you going?Zhu Miao didn't know it at all, he just followed Xiang Shu, feeling extraordinarily at ease.

Xiang Shu walked in front and led him, all the way out and downstairs.Xiang Shu pulled out the motorcycle, stepped on it, put on the helmet, and handed another helmet to Zhu Miao with another helmet hooked in his hand.Zhu Miao put on his motorcycle helmet, got into the car, and wrapped his arms around Xiang Shu's waist. The motorcycle engine sounded loud and muffled, and the car drove out immediately.

The little alcohol in Zhu Miao's stomach flowed through his body along with the blood, so he wouldn't be drunk, but he felt a little ecstatic.He couldn't help tightening his arms around Xiang Shu's waist again, hugging him tightly, and buried his face on Xiang Shu's back with the helmet behind him.He was completely drunk the last time he drank a drink, and this time he really felt the feeling of being slightly drunk -- his mind seemed to be filled with all kinds of thoughts, but it seemed to be blank.

The motorcycle drove out along a road that Zhu Miao was completely unfamiliar with.

Zhu Miao originally thought that Xiang Shu was going to take him to the beach again, but no, the motorcycle drove for a long time facing the cool summer night wind, so long that Zhu Miao felt that his whole body was about to go numb, and finally stopped at a building in the suburbs things outside.

Zhu Miao got out of the car in a daze, and Xiang Shu gave him a hand. Zhu Miao took off his helmet, shook his head, and took a deep breath of the fresh air in the suburbs.There are several mountains not far from the back of the building. You can faintly hear the sound of insects in the grass. The night sky is full of stars. Zhu Miao hasn’t seen so many stars for a long time. I looked up for a while, and when I lowered my head I'm a little dizzy.

Xiang Shu parked the car and hung their helmets on the handlebars.

They walked all the way to the door, and through the starlight, Zhu Miao vaguely saw the words on it, which seemed to be some sort of nursing home. When Zhu Miao wanted to read it again, Xiang Shu turned a corner, and he hurriedly took three steps and two steps to follow.Unexpectedly, Xiang Shu went directly to a big banyan tree beside the wall, looking up and down.

Zhu Miao was taken aback, and hurriedly said, "Brother, don't we go through the main entrance?"

Xiang Shu gave a "hush" and said in a low voice, "It's past the visiting hours, let's go inside."

The little alcohol just now left no trace on Xiang Shu's body. He jumped lightly, as light as a shadow in the night, grabbed the top of the wall, pulled his body up, and rolled over.Zhu Miao thought they were doing bad things at first, but seeing Xiang Shu's natural look and the alcohol in his blood, he soon felt indifferent.

At the moment when Zhu Miao was hesitating, Xiang Shu squatted on the top of the wall and whispered, "Where you step on, that tree, where it is sunken..."

When Zhu Miao saw it, there was indeed a sunken place on the thick trunk of the big banyan tree, and the height was just right to take advantage of. Zhu Miao couldn't help but wonder whether it was there in the first place or was stepped on by someone over the wall for a long time.Zhu Miao himself had a lot of experience in climbing walls. He stepped on a tree trunk, Xiang Shu reached out to catch him, and he jumped onto the top of the wall in one fell swoop.

Xiang Shu let go of his hand, jumped down first, and landed in the grass without a sound.Zhu Miao also jumped down, but he didn't find a good landing point, and he didn't stand firmly. His head directly hit Xiang Shu's chest, which made Xiang Shu grunt.

He stretched out his hand to hold Zhu Miao, and said, "Come on, quietly, this way."

Zhu Miao grabbed his hand that was about to let go and slipped into his palm.Zhu Miao was a little nervous, the sky was full of stars, the summer wind blew through the grass and leaves, and the voice was "rustling". Zhu Miao felt like he was going through an adventure. He held Xiang Shu's hand tightly and felt the warmth of each other.

There was a building in the distance that was shrouded in night, and it was strange that there were still a few windows with weak lights so late.

The two of them walked around the front of the building, on the side of the first floor, each room has its own small yard, each small yard is lush green, summer is the flower season, through the night, Zhu Miao can vaguely see the flowers All drive well.Xiang Shu led him all the way around a courtyard, where the lights were on.

There were still a few steps away from the fence of the yard, but Xiang Shu didn't leave. He tugged at Zhu Miao, and the light illuminated half of his face. His half-bright and half-dark face was something Zhu Miao had never seen before. The expression—the eyes are downcast, the eyelashes cast shadows on the cheeks, no longer confident, no longer loose, no longer gentle and no longer reliable, like standing precariously on a single-plank bridge, trying to pull Zhu Miao down at any time.

He opened his mouth slightly and said silently: Go and see.

Zhu Miao let go of his hand and walked forward a little hesitantly.As a yard railing, the fence in front of me is too high, and there are sharp hooks on the top, so it can't be turned in or out.The railings were densely covered with climbing plants, and Zhu Miao looked in through the gaps in the plants.

A floor-to-ceiling glass window with anti-theft stainless steel nets on both sides separated the room from the yard. There was a dim light in the room, and a woman with shawl and long hair was sitting on the ground by the window.At first, Zhu Miao thought she was a young girl because she was very thin and had an old doll in her arms, but when she turned her face to the light, Zhu Miao saw her haggard and aging face, she was a Middle-aged woman.

She lovingly holds the doll in her arms, like a mother who loves her child the most in the world.

While shaking the doll in her arms, Zhu Miao couldn't hear what she was saying.

He glanced back at Xiang Shu who was standing a few steps away, wondering why Xiang Shu brought him to see this strange woman.At this moment, a sharp voice came from the other side of the room.At first, Zhu Miao thought it was a sharp object scratching the glass, but when he turned around in horror, he realized that the voice was actually made by that woman.

The glass has already cut off part of the sound. Zhu Miao saw her face suddenly ferocious, harsh voices poured out of her open mouth continuously, she didn't have any utensils at hand, the doll she loved like a baby just a second ago She tore it hard, and the cotton wool flew out of the cut like snowflakes, and the doll's hand was torn off and fell to the ground.

Soon, several nurses and nurses dressed in white rushed into the room, and quickly grabbed the woman who had fallen into madness.They were very skilled. They tied the struggling woman to the bed with a restraint belt and gave her an injection. She quickly became calm, her eyes were closed, and her pale and haggard face was covered with tears.

The paramedics left after she fell asleep, turning off the lights before leaving.

The torn doll was still left by the window, illuminated by the starlight, Zhu Miao could see that it was riddled with holes, some yellow cotton squeezed out from the fracture, and messy threads, indicating that the doll had once been Being torn apart and sewn again and again, being treated as a beloved baby again and again and being "abused" in this way again and again.

Zhu Miao was frightened, and felt a little uncomfortable. He left the room that had regained its calm.

Xiang Shu still stood quietly a few steps away, as if he didn't dare to come over, Zhu Miao looked at him and asked him with lingering fear: "Brother, who is this, what's wrong with her?"

Xiang Shu's face was also a little pale, as if the moonlight was falling on his face.

Zhu Miao was in a hurry, why didn't he speak?Zhu Miao took a step towards him, Xiang Shu seemed to be frightened by his footsteps, and took half a step back.Zhu Miao felt uneasy in his heart, as if the balloon in his hand was about to fly, or the kite string was about to break, so he hurriedly walked over in three steps at a time, and grabbed Xiang Shu's arm.

Xiang Shu's throat was dry, and he tried several times before he could speak.

"The one inside... is my mother." He said, "She has a mental illness, and so do I. Maybe I will become like this in the future. Do you still like me?"

The author says:

?? Drunk driving, can not learn!

??The saved manuscripts are used up, and the next update may not be regular, but it is almost over, I will try my best to ensure the frequency of updates, and I will say no more.

??There will be more tomorrow!