with life

It's night, I can't wait for Chuning to come

The cold waning moon loomed behind the clouds, and the cold wind was still blowing outside the house. Jiang Yao sat on the window sill and stared at the night sky obsessively, concentrating on the moon.Around her neck was the white scarf that Chu Ning had left behind, and there was still a hint of cold fragrance, smelling this scent, she knew that the man must still be there.

Finally, on this day, I remembered everything, but faced a greater life-or-death decision. She and Chuning were different from each other. After all, they could not separate Yin and Yang and live together in the same room, or persuade Chuning to let go of his obsession and go to reincarnation , or...

Thinking of death, Jiang Yao couldn't help sighing softly. She was never afraid of this word, but she had too many worries lingering around her, mainly because she couldn't let go of her parents, and she felt sorry for Chuning in her heart. The conflicts only increased day by day.

A chill came over her body, it was so familiar, Jiang Yao didn't need to look back to know who it was, with a satisfied smile on her face, she fell backwards, and she fell into a cool embrace.She gently grabbed the man's slender and white wrist, put it on her lips, and kissed again and again, "Ah Ning, just stay with me like this."

The cold skin made the corners of her lips numb. Chu Ning was afraid that she would not be able to bear it, so he withdrew his hand and backed away again and again, "Don't."

"I'm not afraid, don't hide from me."

"Yaoyao..." Chu Ning raised those sad eyes, and finally couldn't help leaning over, "I shouldn't have appeared and disturbed your life, but I..."

"I want to hold you."

Jiang Yao interrupted her with a smile, stretched out her arms, and took the hesitant her into her arms.The temperatureless body was as cold as ice, her fingers carefully slid over every inch of Chuning's face, and what she touched was death and depression, but in her eyes, it was so alive, the corners of her eyes and brows were filled with the breath of life .

She is a little obsessed with this kind of life, working during the day and loving at night, even if they don't belong to the same world, they can be together so well.But for Chuning, every minute and every second with Jiang Yao has become a torment. Seeing her lover's body weakening day by day, she still can't make up her mind to leave, and she is even more afraid that if she leaves recklessly, it will make her suffer. Jiang Yao did something stupid.

"Ah Ning, can we stay together like this?"

Jiang Yao held her face in her arms, and placed a kiss on her lips, and then kissed those delicate and soft facial features, until she was numb from the cold, and then reluctantly let go.In fact, tonight, she had a premonition that Chuning might say goodbye to her, but it didn't matter, life is inherently mortal, and sooner or later she would follow Chuning away.

Chu Ning didn't answer, and a few cold tears rolled out of her eyes. Now she regretted it. If she knew how painful it was to recall the past, why should she remind Jiang Yao of the past, pretending that she didn't remember anything, and then To spend this life in peace, less guilty, less lonely, this is her greatest wish.

But she was the one who brought pain to Jiang Yao, and she shouldn't have appeared in the first place.

The desolate moonlight fell on Chuning's forehead. She lay on Jiang Yao's lap, letting those warm hands caress her hair. She closed her eyes, and her mind was full of those youthful years. Encounter on campus.

"Let me make up for you." Jiang Yao ran her fingers through her hair, and seemed to recall some images, "Do you still remember the mixed-race makeup I am good at, huh? I haven't done it for a long time, I'm afraid it's a little rusty."

"it is good."

Chuning smiled softly, her starry eyes were bright and tender, "As long as it is Yaoyao, I like it."

Her skin has a pale background, and she doesn't even need to apply too much powder cream. Jiang Yao's hands for beautifying the corpse have not touched the face of a living person for a long time. Year after year the same makeup test object.

Sweeping around the deep eye socket shadows outside the thick and thick black eyeliner, Jiang Yao found that her proficiency in color matching has not diminished, as if she had skipped the chaos of the past few years and returned to her college days.Chu Ning sat obediently, letting her play with her, a smear of vermillion on his pale and bloodless lips, and just the right amount of blush on his cheeks, he looked no longer as lifeless as before, but more like his life.

"Aning is still so beautiful."

At this moment, Jiang Yao fell into a trance, staring at this face, and began to miss the past. If it is destined to miss some time, then the present life is also very good, at least, every night, they can accompany each other and love each other. hug and sleep.

"Let me take a picture of you!"

She picked up the phone, turned on the camera, and pointed the rear camera at Chuning's face. Special effects were added to the front of the camera, but the face could not be recognized, but it was clearly visible on the screen.She pressed the white button in the middle to freeze this face that was dreaming every night as a souvenir.

"Yaoyao, I can't take pictures..."

Chu Ning took her mobile phone with a wry smile, and called up the photo she just took to take a look. There was no shadow of herself, only the bed and wardrobe behind her were in the camera.Seeing the sudden realization and slight loss in Jiang Yao's eyes, she comforted softly: "As long as you remember my appearance, it will be fine, it's okay."

"Only I can see you..."

"Ah."

"..."

Late at night, the two were lying in the same bed, Jiang Yao hugged Chuning tightly in her arms, even though she was shivering from the cold, she refused to turn on the heater or use an electric blanket.Chuning is a piece of ice that will never melt for thousands of years. The awe-inspiring coolness penetrates to the bone marrow. The two bodies stick together, like the fusion of ice and fire, the crossing of life and death, always reminding them that the two This world is different.

"How about we stay together like this? I'll wait for you at home in the evening."

Jiang Yao was immersed in fantasies about the bright future of the two, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help evoking a sweet smile, her eyes were full of longing, she subconsciously grasped Chuning's hand, pressed it to her lips, and gave a soft kiss.

Some of the regrets in life are hard to come true, being able to be together in this way can be regarded as repaying the love debt of the past, but no one knows how long they can go on like this, maybe a few days, months, or even years.

But it can never be a lifetime.

Chu Ning didn't answer her, and wanted to shrink back, fearing that Jiang Yao would be frozen, but couldn't help but want to hug her well and get closer to her more.Tonight is her last stay. At the beginning, her obsession was still there, and she searched for a lonely soul wandering the world, just to find Jiang Yao. Now, seeing her former lover living a good life, the knot in her heart has been untied, and her wish is fulfilled. , There is no reason to be greedy for the world anymore.

Heaven's punishment is cruel, she is not afraid of losing her soul, only afraid that her lover will be implicated.

"Aning?"

Jiang Yao felt uneasy, and her hot body pressed closer again.

She turned her head sideways and stared at those longing eyes for a long time, with a tear dripping from the corner of her eyes, "Okay."

This word was like a reassurance to Jiang Yao, and her hanging heart was finally put back in her stomach. She hugged Chuning tightly and gradually fell asleep...

The first ray of sunlight in the winter morning penetrated into the bedroom without curtains, full of vitality, and the person curled up on the bed moved, and habitually reached out to touch the position beside him.What her fingertips touched was only the quilt mixed with the cold air, and she couldn't find the figure hugging her to sleep. Jiang Yao suddenly woke up and opened her eyes.

The light made her a little dizzy, and her brain was still in a state of chaos. She stared blankly at the place where Chuning had slept, and there was no one there. Then she belatedly remembered that it was daytime.She couldn't help sighing, leaning against the head of the bed, sniffing the faint fragrance in the air, remembering the agreement between the two of them last night, she just needs to wait for the night to come.

As soon as it gets dark, Chuning will return to her side.

There was no trace of the white scarf anywhere in the house, and the dogs' food bowls were not full of dog food. Jiang Yao seemed to be unable to feel the breath left by Chuning here, and her heart was vaguely anxious, Looking forward to the sun setting more and more eagerly.

On the first night, Chuning didn't come, she waited all night.

On the second night, Chuning did not come, she waited all night.

On the third night, Chuning didn't come. She waited until late at night and couldn't help but fell asleep.

Fourth night, fifth night...

For a long time, Chuning did not appear again.

And every night, Jiang Yao would sit on the window sill, staring at Yue Ning, waiting for the sudden coldness around her, just waiting, waiting...

Maybe Chuning will not come back.

With the regrets in life and the reluctance after death, she is probably no longer a lonely ghost.

The author has something to say:

The brain hole is over, I originally wanted to write that Jiang Yao couldn't let Chuning go, and committed suicide to be a ghost to accompany her, but I couldn't bear it→_→