mountain snow

God was not willing to accept me, but accepted my beautiful hair.

I had four stitches for my head injury.The doctor originally only shaved off my hair near the wound, but when I looked in the mirror, I was so frightened by the "Mediterranean" on one side that I rolled my eyes and tilted my body.

I did it on purpose, because Yue Sheng was by my side.I pretended to be stunned and crashed into his arms, unwilling to come out.

He circled me, carefully avoiding my wound.His posture was a little awkward, and it must have been uncomfortable.But I feigned death, and he didn't push me away.

"Brother." I lifted my eyelids to look at him with difficulty, "Shave all my hair off for me."

"All?"

"It's too ugly to be missing a piece like this. It's better to shave all of them and grow together."

Yue Sheng hesitated, "You are an artist."

I am happy.

He must have never seen an artist with a shaved head, and thought that a star should have lush hair.

I said complacently: "My face can stand the test of being bald, so you can rest assured to shave it."

I am currently hospitalized in the town hospital, which is too far away from the city, and the epidemic is beyond reach. At least so far, no one has recognized me.There is a barbershop outside the town hospital, Yue Sheng borrowed hairdressing tools from the boss, and shaved my hair after disinfection.

I'm a bird... No, I'm not a bird anymore.

I am a person who is always extra sensitive when I shouldn't be.My brother just shaved my head. He cut my hair until I became a trainee in Xingteng.But now, his fingers lightly brushed my scalp, and I felt a burst of electricity rushing there, making me numb.

When he kisses me, he always likes to hold the back of my head.I think I should let an ergonomics expert appraise me, whether the back of my head is particularly suitable for being held, and whether the hand feels particularly good.

At first I could bear it, but then I couldn't hold it back and trembled a bit.

Yue Sheng immediately moved the fader away, "Does it hurt?"

I put on an honest look, "No, it doesn't hurt."

Yue Sheng asked: "Then why are you shaking?"

If you touch me, can I not shake--if I were still a bird, I would say this.But the difference between humans and birds is that humans have a sense of shame. I am a little more reserved now than when I was a bird.

"I'm not shaking anymore." No one is better at buying a good boy with Yue Sheng than me, "Brother, you made me itchy just now."

Yue Sheng hummed and continued to shave my hair.

Soon, a refreshing and handsome young man appeared in the mirror.I looked left and right, and let Yue Sheng look again, "Brother, I didn't lie to you, I don't look bad with a shaved head."

I am humble, I am not ugly, I am handsome.

Yue Sheng smiled and helped me back to the hospital bed.I sprained my leg a bit, not serious but needing bed rest.

Yue Sheng finished cleaning the hair on the balcony, returned the hairdressing tools, and came back with a bunch of candied haws.

There were no strawberries this season, so that was a bunch of assorted candied haws.

"Thank you brother!" I happily took it, but handed the grape on top to his mouth.

He glanced at me, "You eat by yourself."

"You eat!" I refused to take it back and forced him to eat it.

He bit off the grapes, just like I forced him to eat strawberries before.

The rest is all mine.

He went to the window and helped me draw the curtains to block the summer sun.

I looked at his back, bit the hawthorn in my mouth, and my mouth was sour.

It's day nine of my life out, I'm recovering from my injuries and remembering everything.Yue Sheng naturally already knew that I remembered it.

But we didn't mention it tacitly, and we still got along as before, as if I was still the little sun.

Our little sun is gone.Its lifespan is only about ten years. When we picked it up, it was an adult parrot.

I haven't asked Yue Sheng yet, when did Little Sun leave.

After eating the candied haws, I said, "Brother."

Yue Sheng turned around, "Huh?"

I was about to break our tacit understanding, and my heart suddenly jumped violently.

"Little..." I stammered for a while, "How many years has Little Sun been with you?"

Yue Sheng frowned slightly, but there was no trace of surprise in his eyes.He must know that I have been planning a showdown with him for a long time.

He was waiting for this moment.

I suddenly felt wronged again.Why can't I bear it again?Couldn't he just puncture the non-existent piece of paper first?

Yue Sheng returned to my bed and sat down, "I left in the fall of last year."

I lowered my head and looked at the hospital gown, "It... where did you bury it?"

"In the woods." Yue Sheng said: "It often flies out, and there is a tree it likes very much in the woods, and it is buried under the tree."

I was silent for a while, "I'm here to look for you, my manager told me you're in Bieyue Village."

Yue Sheng said, "Zheng Ce?"

I looked up at him, "Do you remember?"

"Ah."

"You..." I wanted to ask what Zheng Ce told you back then, but I felt that I didn't need to ask this question at all.

I'm not a child for a long time, I will think for myself.

And I don't care about the past, I just want to grasp the future.Now it's just me and Yue Sheng, I don't want to discuss other people.

"But I'm stupid. I lost my way as soon as I entered the forest. I fell into a fool and ate mushrooms with a squirrel for a few days." I pretended to be relaxed, but my voice trembled slightly, "Brother, if you come later..."

Yue Sheng suddenly turned to me, his eyes were so deep that he wanted to suck me in.

"You'll be fine." He said firmly.

I was in a daze for a moment, as if I saw the 15-year-old boy through him at this moment.Back then he told me so seriously that he would protect me and I would be fine.

In fact, the oath back then was just as baseless as the affirmation just now, but when it came out of his mouth, I was willing to believe it.

We all fell silent, and I wanted to ask him a lot, but I didn't know which one to choose, and after thinking about it over and over again, I stumped myself.

But he said, "You're having a bad day."

My heart was sore and numb immediately.Of course I'm not doing well, you leave me and go, can I be doing well?

"That's why I came to look for you." I took a deep breath, "Fortunately, I found it."

Yue Sheng asked: "Your job..."

I raised my chin slightly and smiled at him, "I took a long vacation, and now I can decide what I want to do and what I don't want to do. Brother, do you know what I want to do most now?"

Yue Sheng said, "What?"

"You know." If it wasn't for my inconvenient feet, I would crawl up to him right now and put my chin on his shoulder, "I want to show you my villa."

There was a light smile in Yue Sheng's eyes.

"My wish back then was to buy you a villa." I made an exaggerated gesture, but my tone calmed down, "Brother, I can now be the master of my life."

I can't move my feet, but I can rub them.

How could I be such an active little... person, trapped by a foot injury?

But as soon as I took two steps, Yue Sheng stood up and sat down beside me.

This saves me from rubbing forward, and I use the saved strength to rest my chin on his shoulder.

"Brother." My voice was soft, with the squeamishness of being spoiled by him, "I fell twice, maybe there will be sequelae in the future."

Yue Sheng said, "No."

"You're not a doctor." I said, "Maybe I'll become a fool in the future and think I'm a little sun."

Yue Sheng laughed lightly.

"Are you sure you can leave your stupid brother to others to take care of?" I almost kissed his neck, "Brother, I want you to go back with me."