mountain snow

I curled up on the ground, unable to move.I ached everywhere, the most painful was my head, which seemed to be inhabited by countless flies.I raised my hand with great effort, trying to hug my head, but my hand was covered with blood.

I looked at the dark liquid and wondered if I was going to die.

Falling off such a high cliff, I can't live, can I?

It was still dark, and the moon was so far away that the beast that tried to tear me apart was gone—it was probably still on the cliff, thinking I had fallen to my death.

I suddenly felt that fate is really amazing.

When winter was coming to an end, I completely disappeared from public view and came to Bieyue Village alone.Zheng Ce announced that the intensive exposure over the years has made me feel that I am being consumed, and I want to settle down and accumulate.

I wandered into the mountains on the southwestern border, but got lost and fell off a high cliff at night—just like I did just now.

God did not accept me, but instead gave me a gift that I had been longing for for six years.

My dream has come true, I have forgotten all the sorrows, such as being bullied while wandering on the street, such as being almost slaughtered, such as the hard work when I first entered the entertainment circle, such as being left in Xucheng by Yue Sheng.

I became a happy little sun, who can be coquettish and clingy. When I was dizzy, I saw a very handsome brother, so I wanted to chase him wholeheartedly, be his little wife, and have sex with him.

I risked everything and begged Yue Sheng to let me have sex with him once.He also just let me sleep next to him.He said I was too young to understand many things.

And when I became a parrot who didn't know how to do any housework and only knew to watch him begging for food every day, he finally stopped refusing.I shamelessly asked him to kiss me, and he kissed me, and even when I wanted to sleep with him while drinking, he satisfied me.

What I didn't get at the time, I get all of them now.

So I feel that this is a favor bestowed on me by God before accepting me.

Without this sweetness, my life would be too bitter.

Maybe now is the time for God to take me.

I put my hand to my mouth and licked it lightly.Blood smells really bad.

I struggled to shrink back on the ground, and then remembered that Yue Sheng said that I was too young to understand anything.I was indeed too young at that time, a silly child.But now I understand everything.

I just want to be with him, just want to have sex with him, I don't want him to marry a wife and have children, he saved me, so I rely on him, he is responsible for my childhood and youth, and he is responsible for my whole life.

I think he is the one who can't figure it out.

He must also like me, not the elder brother's liking for the younger brother, nor the master's liking for the little companion. There is no essential difference between his liking for me and my liking for him.

Otherwise, why didn't he tell me the truth when he picked me up?I got paranoid and broke my brain, but he didn't.

Otherwise, why did he pretend not to know my lies and hide me in this almost isolated village?

Otherwise why would he never refuse my approach, why kiss me, why make love to me?

Why did you hug me so hard when you accepted my confession, and asked me to swear never to leave?

Why hide my pirated CD and prevent me from seeing that singing and dancing idol Ning Ye?

You see, he just wants me!He is a bad guy, he still doesn't want to let me go!

The warm liquid flowed from my face. I thought it was blood, but when I touched it, I realized it was tears.

My chest was throbbing so badly that I kept squeezing out my throat.

How can I see these things clearly now?Is it too late?I was getting colder and colder, and I wanted to yell, but I could only make a very soft sound——"Brother."

Brother, where are you?

Brother, your little Shanxue is going to die.

I couldn't help trembling, my eyelids were fighting, my consciousness gradually became blurred, and suddenly I remembered that when Yue Sheng led me to escape from Yuejiazhai, we were in the vast mountains, like a speck of dust in the blue sky, a bubble in the ocean, I I couldn't run anymore, it was Yue Sheng who carried me on his back and walked step by step to the light.

He is the dust that holds me, a little bigger than me, and the foam that holds me, a little stronger than me.

Maybe me and the mountain prisoner, every time we are in the mountains, nothing good will happen. When Yue Sheng found me a few months ago, I was also dying. He was the one who carried me to Bieyue Village, just like when I was a child.

But that doesn't seem right.Because when I was nine years old, I met Yue Sheng in the Yuejiazhai in the mountains.

Meeting him was enough to offset all the misfortunes that Shishan had imposed on me.

"Brother..." I called him one after another, but I knew that my voice was getting weaker and weaker, even if he was in this mountain forest, he couldn't hear my voice.

I fell asleep and woke up again.I vaguely heard the movement of Xixisuo, and there seemed to be shouts.

I tried to open my eyes and saw a faint light.

It's not bright yet, it's the lights.

somebody is coming?I imagined that it was Yue Sheng who heard my voice and rushed to save me.

But how is this possible?This mountain forest is so big, if even he heard it, wouldn't the wolves, tigers and leopards have heard it a long time ago?

I looked in the direction where the light and sound came from, and I heard those rustling sounds getting closer.

But I have severe tinnitus and can't hear clearly.

Suddenly, a "mountain snow" sounded like a knife cutting through the thick ice, and suddenly hit my ear.

Only this sound, I heard it so clearly.Because that was Yue Sheng's voice.

I never told him, I really like to hear him call me Shanxue, these two simple words come out of his mouth, there is a kind of sweetness that I can't describe.

"Brother!" I responded desperately, as if what I was waiting for was not rescue, but a courtship.

I cried, "Brother——"

The light shone on my eyes, and I was temporarily blind. I should not be able to see anything, but my pupils automatically traced his outline.

He is running towards me, he is breathing so fast, is it because he came too fast?Is it because you are afraid of losing me?

I was hugged lightly and lightly, and the smell of Yue Sheng was in my breath.

I was still in pain, but suddenly I felt safe.With him, I have nothing to fear.I used to be a little companion who was about to be slaughtered, he could even rewrite my fate, so why couldn't he save me this time?

"Brother." Trembling, I grabbed his clothes, trying to tell him I'm fine, but I was crying, wronged, and coquettish. God knows how I, a homeless child with no parents, could be raised so preciously by him. .

"Brother, I'm in pain, hug me and don't let me go." I pushed hard into his arms, and the stinky blood on my head and face stained his clothes.

Several people surrounded me, I couldn't see them clearly, I only knew that they were all villagers from Bieyue Village.

"Don't move, I'll take a look at your injury." Yue Sheng pressed my hand to prevent me from getting into his arms, as if he wanted to see the injury on my leg.

But I couldn't leave his chest, and the sudden distance made the sense of security I had just gained disappear again, and I felt that he was going to leave me again.

If I could scream, I would have screamed.

But I had no strength, so I could only make low-pitched pleadings.

I grabbed his sleeve, like I did countless times when I was a child, "Brother, do you remember that the domestic sun cannot be released, and if it is released, it will die."

Yue Sheng suddenly stopped all movements and turned to look at me.

His eyes are the black night and the whole sky of the little sun.