I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

It's gonna be okay, you said it would be okay, maybe it took all your patience to send me here.It was my fault for making you so sad in the end.Maybe it also exhausted all your strength, maybe you owe me... No matter what kind of miss in reincarnation, you will meet you.When I met you when I was about to die, it was God who manifested and sent you to save me.The world I am recovering day by day is actually free of ghosts, with you along the way, no matter how much it hurts, I feel okay... I will never scold you again, just like now, I will never talk uncontrollably again.