I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

All the truth is just cruel, I used to think I could love you for the rest of my life' Now I'm just going to turn around and leave forever...I'll tell you I have an IQ of 160' But that's smart, my increasingly clear head can go in and out Your space, yes, how could I not be smart, even for things like depression, I can dispense medicine, give needles, and treat myself all the way!But, I regret it, if I knew it earlier, I would have known, I saw it, and the smiling face flashed in my eyes..., (She is by your side, so everything is like this, just like I once wanted to use you to treat depression, The same was punished! Yes, you have always punished me, for all my forgetting, resentment, and torment.

All kinds of reasons, otherwise, what is the tacit understanding between me and you? You understand it, and I understand it.