I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

I am tired, I am tired after all, I was so tired that I was suffocated so I have no motivation; now I am recalling the past, like a sharp knife pierced in my heart, I spent my life to send them to where they should go'But I listen After all the rumors and abuse, you know how much my heart hurts during that period!They, they only have money in their eyes!what am iI have been abandoned and placed in the abyss!I don't know why I'm still alive, maybe it's because meeting you gave me all the security I thought I would.From the beginning to the end, there is only demand and pressure here 'All those persecutions made me suffocate, now I really think of all this Where do I want to look at them again?If I hadn't met you, I would have died without a doubt, but now, now, I really don't know what to do?You said I need to prove something to whom!Who is worth it?Who is worth it? !