The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

She walked by the willow tree in the school, and slid across the cold and noisy river with her right hand side. Several men in gray construction uniforms were talking by the river. Tao Anan paid a little attention and heard them talking about building a fence by the river. .

The requirement is to complete the work within one month.

30 days a month, then if she jumps into the river after that, it will be even more difficult and difficult. She still has [-] resentment points to eliminate. These [-] mountains need the wisdom of working people to overturn and fill them up. She stopped thinking about going back to the dormitory, and looked from a distance, those people were still by the river, she had to jump into the river at the same place, so it was not good to jump into the river under the eyes of others, it would be ridiculous.

She still walked to the dormitory. The mobile phone was kept in the dormitory. At this time and space, she hadn't jumped into the river yet, with the key in her pocket, and she nodded and said hello to acquaintances on the way.

Qiao Xilu was in the dormitory, she seemed to have just come back, her bag was still thrown on the bed, when she saw her coming back, her expression changed immediately, she was originally a black-faced female Vajra, but when she saw Tao Anan, she became amiable Thank you, come over and show her the nails I just made.

"It looks good." Tao An'an looked at it for a long time before giving this evaluation.She has always been ignorant of these things, and every time she needs to make an appearance, it is Qiao Xilu who pulls her to smear on her face, and when she comes out, it is another person.Tao An'an found it strange that Su Ruanruan didn't put makeup on her, but applied ointment for her. It was because of her face allergies during military training. Su Ruanruan was warm and generous to everyone, so she came over to apply it for a long time, with enthusiasm His cheeks, with icy fire on his fingertips, are a bit like makeup.

At first, Su Ruanruan was supposed to share a dormitory with her, four people in one dormitory, but Su Ruanruan's family members went abroad and left her a house near Ludao University, so Su Ruanruan moved out...

Always thinking of Su Ruanruan, Tao Anan felt miserable and ridiculous, took out her phone and charger to charge it, Qiao Xilu was taking off her makeup, and was about to go to the library in a while, the two of them were chatting one after another, waiting until The battery status turned green, and she wanted to call Su Ruanruan, but on second thought, she decided to forget it, and told Cao Dong and another boy that Zhao Yaming should join if he wanted to, and report to the teacher.

Cao Dong didn't reply for a long time, so Tao An'an had to keep playing with her mobile phone. She didn't know what fun the mobile phone had. She was old-fashioned and boring, and she couldn't keep up with modern trends. It was like a horse chasing dust, forever She can only follow behind others, and she doesn't understand why Su Ruanruan is always playing with her mobile phone.

The weather turned gloomy, dusk and sun gradually shrouded the surrounding fields, Cao Dong's reply still failed to come, she finally gave up, she had already explained this matter, she shouldn't have any regrets, even if she had done this matter, she would wait until When she is born again, everything will be back to square one.

But in this already existing world, she has already explained her funeral.

She secretly decided to write a will.Every time before jumping into the river, write the will again, so that there will be no regrets in every time and space of rebirth.

Qiao Xilu happened to be going to the library and asked her if she would go, she said no, she looked down for a letter paper and a pen to write the will.

The first line has two large characters in the middle of the line, will.

Are there any past events worth remembering?Is there anything after death that needs to be explained?With the thought of life and death, she created the illusion of suicide.

I decided to die at the beginning of this article, and then I will explain to whom my meager savings will be given to whom, how to do things in the group, who will manage the account management of the thing I am working on, and I have not received my recent part-time salary. After thinking about it for a long time, these things are laid out like a child’s play house, unfolded with a sense of non-seriousness, and laid out in front of my eyes. In the end, I found that after living for 20 years, the only things left are these few lines. Condensing one's own life, death suddenly seemed as light as a feather.

In the cause of death, Tao An'an was as light as a feather.

After sorting it out in this way, and thinking about it carefully, the nostalgia for life in her mind is much less. She was originally a dead person holding on to the last candle of life, and now she is willing to blow it out to seek real relief.

Although his feet slipped and he fell into the river with a bang, it was really aggrieved to die.

After writing the will, stack them horizontally and vertically, and put them in a conspicuous place on your desk.Fearing that he would be blown away by the wind, he held down the pen holder and felt relieved. He pushed the door out of the dormitory, and Qiao Xilu hurried back.

"what happened?"

"Forgot to take the book."

"Oh." Tao An'an didn't care, and dragged his steps to the river. Now the people began to thin out, and the road was slippery due to the rain. Everyone was far away from the river, and looked at it from a distance. Tao An'an could only see a figure, but couldn't identify what kind of girl it was.

Once again, Tao Anan, who was mentally preparing for choking and suffocation, was still wandering by the river. Those people in gray clothes were chatting and leaving. They seemed to say that they would start work tomorrow or something. She sat on a rock and waited quietly until Someone hugged her and pulled her back around her body.

"Qiao Xilu..." As if whispering from his throat, Qiao Xilu fixed her hair, pulled her wrist and turned back to the dormitory, and slapped her will on her face.

Along the way, she was angry like a black-faced female king kong, and the posture of God blocking and killing gods and Buddhas blocked and killed Buddha made the housekeeper aunt couldn't help frowning. Tao Anan didn't understand why Qiao Xilu was so angry until he When her will was thrown on her face, she suddenly realized that her will should be stuffed in a secret place, and it shouldn't be dug open so easily, revealing her soft white belly in front of Qiao Xilu.

So she did something stupid and had people come to stop her from jumping into the river.

Sighing slightly, Qiao Xilu said, please explain to me what is going on with this will.

It seems a little abrupt to admit to your face that you want to die. You are usually like a moss that grows in the dark corner of the wall, where there is no light in the damp and cool. It may also be a lovelorn, but she hasn't been in love yet.So she couldn't guess why Qiao Xilu was angry.

After organizing her words, she put the words together on the tip of her tongue, and finally she said softly, "Why are you so angry? I feel very insecure recently, so I wrote a backup."

"Then what are you doing by the river?"

"The guardrail is going to be repaired by the river, so I went over to have a look."

"Need to repair the guardrail? It is considered to be repaired... Wait, what are you doing by the river when you have nothing to do?"

"I usually go to the classroom from there." Lie, showing a calm smile, as if she really took root in the world.With such a reasonable appearance in front of Qiao Xilu, Qiao Xilu finally believed her half-believingly, and told her not to think wildly, repeatedly emphasizing, repeating orders, and finally Tao Anan tore up the will.

As if there was a guarantee, Qiao Xilu finally felt relieved. When her boyfriend called, Qiao Xilu's sullen face changed into a viciously pursed lips, and his eyes were a little cold: "I I know, I'll go right away."

"Have you changed boyfriends again?" Tao An'an wiped his water glass, raised his eyes, and smiled teasingly.Facing Qiao Xilu's cold eyes, they gradually dissipated, but Qiao Xilu's eyes seemed to be warmed up, looking at her with a smile, spitting vicious venom at her boyfriend, what are you really useless for? , Look at who they are, put down the phone and raise your hand to pinch Tao An'an's face.

"Little Treasure, don't talk nonsense with Song Min when I'm not here. Her three views are as crooked as her buttocks. Don't believe what she says. Eat well and study hard. The exams are all up to you. It's time to praise her." Remember to thank your roommate, Qiao Xilu." Squeezing, satisfied, Qiao Xilu packed up his bag, lowered his head and swiped a few more Weibo posts, and turned his face, "And Su Ruanruan, don't hang out with this kind of person , that spoiled doll will demoralize you."

"Okay, I see." Tao Anan sent Qiao Xilu away with a smile, and saw Qiao Xilu's figure disappear from the dormitory upstairs, his back looked stern, like a knife flying out of the dormitory, Straight into another boy's heart.Tao An'an took out his torn will to see what he wrote before, copied a copy as usual, and then sandwiched it among the most frequently used pages, got up, and followed the knife.