Jiaotong Yanxi

"Master, let me wipe your sweat off for you." Fairy tale looked at Bai Xiaofeng who was operating on an injured kitten, and looked at Bai Xiaofeng's forehead and the tip of his nose slowly oozing tiny beads of sweat.

The operation has been going on for 2 hours, but Bai Xiaofeng didn't slack off even a single minute.

"The operation was a success, and the kitten is fine now." Bai Xiaofeng took off his mask and said to the kitten's adoptive parents.

"Thank you doctor, thank you doctor!"

"Master, you are really a genius doctor. The kitten looked like that just now, and you can save it. When will I be like you." Tong Hua lay on the table, looking at Bai Xiaofeng who was drinking coffee leisurely.

Bai Xiaofeng smiled: "I'm talking, are you flattering too much! Let me tell you, no matter how many good things you say, you still want to treat me to Japanese food today!"

Fairy Tale touched the unheated wages that had just arrived in his pocket, and smiled: "Of course! I, Jiao Fairy Tale, mean what I say!"

Fairytale thought that so many things happened last month that he missed a lot of work, and he was not even present when the salary was paid. Delayed, dragged on until the second month...

In fact, if possible, I would like to invite Master to eat Japanese food every day. My ambition is to follow Master to eat all the delicacies in the imperial capital.

Although now this thought has become a dream.

Only illusory and unrealistic things are called dreams. Master, you should be able to understand, right?

If it wasn't for Big Brother Lianxi's betrayal of me, my plan would not have been disrupted, my brother wouldn't be so angry, and my parents wouldn't have come to the capital so early. Brother Xi's fault...

When Big Brother Lianxi came to me with some test sheet, I felt that something was wrong.

"Fairy Tale, this is the test result of your bottle of 'calcium tablets', while your brother is away, please give me an explanation."

I can't understand some of the medical terms on the test sheet, I only know that brother Lian Xi must know.So I pretended to threaten him, if you tell my brother about this, I will tell my parents about you and my brother.

Hmph, don't ask me how I know it, I've known it since the first day in the imperial capital, the master said that when two big men kiss, they are gay.

And you stay so late every day, do you think I can't hear you next door? I really want to open the door to make you keep quiet.

Who knew that Lian Xi wouldn't take this kind of thing at all, he said angrily, he would tell my brother no matter what, and asked me to prepare myself.

I may have been frightened, and developed a high fever the next day. When my brother ran to my room crying, I wanted to explain to him, but when I woke up, I was in the hospital.

My parents are also here.Now everyone knows.

But the first thing I said when I woke up was to remind them: "Don't tell me, Master."

I don't know if you will be sad, Master, but I don't want to take this risk. I want to watch Master happy until I leave.

It is precisely because of this persistence in my heart that I have the courage to resist my brother and my parents who knelt down for me.

I also begged them for a long time, I don't want chemotherapy, I don't want to be hospitalized.I don't want to be stuck in a cold machine every day, and I don't want to suffer the pain and side effects of chemotherapy.

Aren't they all going to die in the end?

Why waste so much money and my energy in exchange for your inner comfort!

I don't want to die. I just want to live the rest of my life as I want. That's why I resolutely dropped out of school and came here. Why don't you understand me?Master, can you understand me?

I want to do what I think is happy in the few days I have left, and see the world outside, instead of lying on the hospital bed all day long.

Of course, since I met you, Master, I have had an extra rush in the rest of my days.Then learn skills with the master, eat all the delicacies with the master, and see the master smile every day.

My eyes were dry from crying, and my voice was hoarse. In the end, my mother loved me too much, so she was the first to compromise.

In those few days my dad smoked a lot and my brother drank a lot of alcohol.But in the end they were all convinced by me, I am amazing, master?

But what I think seems to be too simple, just taking medicine and simple injections really won't work. It's only been a month, and various symptoms and reactions have come up, even though I have already done well. I was prepared in my heart, but when faced with this sudden reaction, I actually flinched, and I actually came up with the idea of ​​just dying.Master, am I worthless?

Don’t talk about nosebleeds. I’ll just block it with paper. If it doesn’t stop, let it flow. Anyway, I still have blood in my arm.But intermittently, all the bones in my body hurt like being beaten. I really couldn't bear it. The pain made me want to roll on the ground.And recently, I had a particularly nauseous moment. When I went to the bathroom to vomit, I suddenly vomited a big blood clot. I was really scared at that time, and the god of death was getting closer and closer to me.

So I tried my best to create some memories for myself to stay in this world.Eventually I figured out that a diary would be a good choice, but when I took one last look at the notebooks, I saw you in every single one of them.

January 2016, 5:

Master, you are ruthless, you ate nearly 1000 yuan for a meal of Japanese food!Huh, my salary was eaten up by you.

And seeing how delicious your food is, I really want to eat it too, but I can't eat it because it's too uncomfortable, and I went to the bathroom to vomit for a while, you can't blame me for being rude...

January 2016, 5:

Master, do you think I am too unfilial? I spend all day in the clinic with you, and I never thought of visiting my parents. My brother can rent a house for them to settle them down, but I can’t do anything. Instead, it makes them angry and sad all day long.

It wasn't until today when I saw my parents' hair turned gray that I realized that they had put so much effort into me, but I didn't have a long time to be filial...

January 2016, 6:

Master, I feel very uncomfortable today. My brother took me to the hospital. I couldn’t understand what the doctor said. Anyway, my brother’s expression was very serious, and he hugged me tightly and didn’t speak. , so I was ordered to stay at home all day and not to move around. I even had to ask for their permission to eat an apple. They were worried that the apple was too hard and it would cause my gums to bleed.

Master, let me tell you quietly, you said that after my brother and brother Lianxi got together, things became more and more, hehe.

January 2016, 7:

It will be my birthday in a few days, haha, I am so happy, I will be 18 soon, although I have not grown in size, why not allow me to grow to 1.8 meters as my wish this year.

Master, what gift will you give me? I am so looking forward to it!

January 2016, 7:

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"Fairy Tale...he went back to the countryside, and in the future...he probably won't come back."

That's funny, Jiao Tongyan, do you treat me like a three-year-old?Can you wipe the tears from the corners of your eyes before you tell a lie?

There are also fairy tales, it is true that Master is a veterinarian, but Master is not a quack doctor!

Do you think that if you hide the medicine bottle, I don't know what the medicine in that bottle of calcium tablets is?Do you think I can't figure out what kind of disease you are by looking at your various reactions when you get sick?

Since you don't want to tell me, I will accompany you to the end.

At first, when I saw you taking so many medicines for no reason, I guessed that you might be suffering from some kind of disease. It wasn’t until I saw the English abbreviation on one of the pills, and then looked up its main purpose, that I realized that you were suffering from It's leukemia.

My first reaction was shock, more shock than when you asked me what it means for two men to kiss, why do you have to bear so much at such a young age, why did you encounter such hardships in your cardamom years!

Do you know how anxious I was when I saw you being bitten by the small gate tower?Did you know that as long as your disease is a small wound, it may cause infection.So I didn't care about Jiao Tongyan's sadness at that time, and carefully cleaned up your wound.

Seeing you crying like a tearful person, and Jiao Tongyan still indifferent, I really want to beat him up!

Xiaomenlou died and you cried like this, if your brother died because of this infection, I'll see how you would cry!

Simply, the wound healed within a few days, and you were much happier.And I don't know why, but I also became happy with you.

I don’t know how to make you happier, I know you like to eat, especially KFC, so I try to take you to eat, Xiaoyu called me a few times to ask me to go back for surgery, I told her to let The family members were transferred.

When I was telling you how fragile life is, I accidentally said that leukemia is an incurable disease, which made me really want to slap myself. I’m not a fucking person. Isn’t this just sprinkling salt on your wound? !

So I pretended to be calm and changed the subject.

Then I talked about what else you want to eat, but I heard you said that you haven't even eaten Western food.Then I decided to take you to a barbecue on my own initiative.

You insisted that beef kebabs are better than mutton kebabs. I tasted the beef so hard that my teeth gritted, and you still chewed it with great vigor.

You already knew about your brother and Lianxi, didn't you? The two of them are really living together in an aboveboard manner. Do you dare to be more high-profile?

But at that time, there was still a trace of envy in my heart.

Hey, I didn't expect your brother and the others to be more high-profile, even wearing couple shirts.But when I heard you talking about going to the amusement park, I suddenly realized. You said that I knew how to take you to eat and drink all day long, but I never thought of taking you to play.

Just take this opportunity to have fun with you.My god, luckily I took motion sickness medicine in advance, otherwise I wouldn't be able to play those games!

That day when I saw your smiling face bloom into a flower, which formed a strong contrast with that thin and thin body, my heart was both distressed and sad.

You didn't come for the next few days, which frightened me. I didn't dare to call you, and I didn't dare to ask Jiao Tongyan.

As a doctor, I have seen a lot of separation and reunion, life and death.But thinking that you will leave me in the end, I can't accept it.

Who can accompany me to eat delicious food in the future?

Words, actually I don't want you to treat me to Japanese food, I just don't know how to express my feeling that I want to spend more time with you.Seeing you struggling to swallow those raw and cold food, and then going to the bathroom several times, I knew you were going to throw up.

The pathological reaction became more and more obvious.

My heart aches as you gradually stop working.

By the way, I have chosen your birthday present. It is a ticket to the zoo. I also said that I want to take you to the zoo that day. Of course, I will treat you to a western meal to celebrate your 18th birthday.

However, Jiao Tongyan said that you will never come back.

Almost every day I think about how I would react the day you suddenly disappeared from my life.

The day has finally come.

I didn't cry, I just nodded and said: "Well, I see".

Then I felt lost every day, and I didn't know what I lost.

There is always your crisp voice in my ears, shouting one after another: "Master, Master..." Hey, I have auditory hallucinations at such a young age.

Now the clinic is full of you, I really can't stay any longer, I am worried that one day I will delay the condition of the kitten and puppy.So I resolutely entrusted the clinic to a friend who studied medicine together before and left.

Where are you going?

In fact, I do not know.

I probably want to go to a place without you...