abusive feeding

48

I shut myself in the house.

As a dog, it cannot have memories of people other than its owner.

It's already past eleven o'clock, it's early morning, and the next day, I will forget about Wen Su.

The ups and downs of the heart will calm down.

Wen Su's words brought back the deep pain in my heart, which is the past that I have forgotten.

The brain was torn apart, severe pain and dizziness struck, as if two of them were fighting.

It's painful.

Am I dying.

49

There was a crackling sound from the balcony, and the intense and intense pain hadn't dissipated, and I was powerless to respond.

The glass door was pushed open, and Wen Su, who was in a mess and still stained with leaves from the shrubs in the garden, ran in.

He threw himself on the bed without taking off his shoes.

really dirty.

He hugged me nervously, and I pressed against the warm chest with the fresh smell of grass and trees.

I like the smell, so it doesn't feel bad.

Wen Su hugged me tighter and tighter, almost melting me into his body, "Are you all right, Bai Kai? Why are you shaking all the time?"

am i shakingI don't know myself.

"I see your prickly dimples. You look exactly like him when you smile. You must be him, although I don't know what you've been through. But now it's up to me to hold your hand and not let go."

50

Haha, nice to think.

51

……

Actually, maybe, maybe, possible, not bad?

52

Wen Su raised her hand suddenly, clasped my chin, and pressed her fingers on my lips, trying to make me loosen the teeth that were biting my lower lip.

Dogs can bite.

53

Without hesitation, I bit Wen Su's finger instead, and I didn't know the strength.

He froze for a moment, raised his other hand and put it on my head, stroked it lightly, and sighed, "I've wanted to do this for a long time, and finally I have the chance."

54

Hehe, retarded.

55

I was inexplicably happy, and the pain seemed to have eased a lot.

Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of the wall clock on the wall. The hour hand has slowly deflected, and the minute hand is pointing between 55 and [-].

It's almost zero o'clock.

very nice……

56

what?

Is it going to midnight?

Never once have I hated myself like this.

I don't want to forget Wen Su.

I am not a qualified good dog.

I must forget Wen Su.

57

But I really don't want to forget him.

Don't want to forget his fluffy and soft hair, don't want to forget his clear and clear eyes, don't want to forget his beautiful and charming lying silkworm, don't want to forget his two small canine teeth when he smiles, don't want to forget his slender and powerful hands, don't want to forget his tight To smooth skin, do not want to forget his strong heartbeat at this moment.

He reminds me of my master when I was very young, and he is still the one who sticks to me and calls me "brother", the little soft master.

At that time, the master also had eyes like him.

But I can't remember what my master looked like at that time, but it must be similar to what she looked like when I was 15 years old.

My master when I was a child supported me through the most difficult and dark years.

The master is just blinded by hatred and pain, how I wish she would turn back into a little angel.

58

It was midnight, and the dizziness hit even more intensely than before.

so sad.

Have the urge to cry.

The uncontrollable sadness condensed into a pool, which was boiling and bubbling non-stop at this time, and all the rising bubbles were countless tears.

But where do I have so much sadness?

59

When I woke up, I saw Wen Su with an anxious expression in front of me.

In the blur, his appearance gradually became clear.

A voice suddenly broke into the quiet desolate star, and it gradually rang out.

"Hey, are you okay? Don't scare me, my little heart is very fragile."

I looked at him, and suddenly a kind of happiness spread from the tip of my brow to the corner of my mouth.

I am so happy that I want to laugh.

I couldn't help asking, "How do I still remember you? It's the next day."

The voice was rough, and I was startled myself.

Oops, I'm talking.

I'm going to be taken away for experimentation.

How to do?

Hurry, wait online!

60

Wen Su breathed a sigh of relief, and let go of the big stone that had been in her heart for a long time, "You suddenly convulsed and passed out at zero o'clock, which shocked me! I was about to have a heart attack. It's almost 01 now : It's 30, what's wrong with you? Are you in good health?

"I suddenly remembered what you said just now. This is the first time you have spoken to me since you grew up. I think it is very memorable! Your voice is so beautiful. Also, what does 'I haven't forgotten you' mean?"

61

literal meaning.

62

Seeing that I didn't pay attention to him, Wen Su touched his nose boredly, the vitality of his whole body was instantly sucked away, and he slumped beside me, "Bai Li, I'm so tired of worrying about you, I've used up all my energy for the day Yes. I want to sleep in your bed all day today, okay?"

63

Hehe, you are dreaming.

64

I turned around and turned my back to Wen Su.

The sound of the clothes rubbing against the quilt made me sound very comfortable.

I was trapped in the soft bed, and there was a comfortable touch all over my body.

I love this feeling.

Although as a dog, he should only love his master to death.

There was a rustling sound from behind, and then Wen Su lifted the quilt and got in.

He froze suddenly.

what happened?

65

Wen Su suddenly grabbed my shoulders and forcefully pushed me towards him with both hands.

How rude.

I had to turn around.

It seems that the master said that I cannot be touched by other people, but the bed is too small, and I am lying down, so it is difficult to move, so pretend not to know.

66

Wen Su leaned over and suddenly started to unbutton my pajamas.

"What are you doing!" I grabbed Wen Su's hand and looked at him in horror.

abnormal!

Wen Su kept a sullen face without saying a word, and even dragged my hand and started to unbutton the buttons.

No, it's dangerous!

I turned around immediately.

67

Unexpectedly, Wen Su had already unbuttoned all the buttons, and when I turned around, he just pulled off my pajamas, exposing my shoulders.

How to do?

How to do!

What should I do!

I actually,

very nervous!

68

Wen Su's fingers brushed over the wound on my shoulder that was poked by the high heels. The wound had already scabbed over, and I almost forgot about it.

He lifted up my pajamas, and gently touched my scars with both hands. It was as light as a spring breeze, but I couldn't help trembling when I touched my swollen bruises.

It hurts me more than when the master makes a wound.

The last layer of scars in my heart was peeled off, and fresh blood flowed out.

"...Who did it?" Wen Su asked me with a trembling voice.

I was silent.

After a long while, Wen Su cried out, "I'm sorry, I failed to protect you and let you go out, mine, mine...my little hero brother."

It's ok.

It's good that you come.

69

Wen Su wanted to hug me, but as if she was afraid of touching my wound, she put her hands together in front of me and gave me a hug as light as a cicada's wings.

I couldn't help but feel a little funny, I put my feet on the bed, and moved back a little distance until I could feel Wen Su's warm breath.

I said softly, "Thank you."

He heard it.

70

Wen Su asked me again: "Who hit you?"

Perhaps it was because the atmosphere was too good, the distance between the two of them was too close, and the incident that happened just now warmed up the relationship. I replied in a strange way: "Master."

"What is it, master?" Wen Su suddenly raised his voice. He put his hands and fingers on my shoulders and shook them vigorously, "I think you might want to explain to me."

But I ignored him, I chose to sleep.

The author has something to say:

Thank you for being here w