abusive feeding

42

"Good morning, Bai Yan! I also met you today."

We met for the first time, thank you.

He suddenly stuffed me with something, and I looked down, it was a ring made of lily of the valley.

I like it very much, I can hardly listen to you.

I stopped and left after washing my hands, and turned to look at him.

Seeing that I liked it, he squinted his eyes and smiled, "I did it."

Oh, quite capable.

He looks at me and I look at him.

After a while he sighed, and the smile on his face gradually faded, "Your father wants me to marry your sister, but I don't like her. She also wants to use our father's relationship to put pressure on me to marry her. It annoys me, I hate mandates."

I looked at him with a paralyzed face.

This man is so strange, if it weren't for your good eyes, I would have kicked you out barking.

Dress like a dog, but like to talk about things in the toilet, weirdo.

But I can't speak in front of people other than the master's father, otherwise I will be arrested and studied.

This is what the master told me, and I must always remember it.

"Otherwise, I'll marry you? Anyway, I'm going to marry your father's child. For my father, it's of the same use value. Although I hate this word."

Marry a dog and a human?

Didn't I betray my master then?

Haha, nice to think.

I turn around and leave.

43

So annoying, I ran into him again.

I frowned.

This is the sixth time today since we first met at ten o'clock in the morning.

This man is annoying.

I turned around and wanted to leave again.

44

"Why are you so indifferent, we met here for the first time, what a commemorative significance!" The man stretched out his hand to grab my shoulder.

I dodged in a flash.

You talk nonsense, obviously the first time I met you in the toilet.

"Let's have a discussion, don't hide from me, okay?"

not good.

But I still stopped, and he quickly walked around in front of me in small steps.

It must be because I think it is better to solve something as soon as possible.

Not because of his flower ring.

45

"Do you hate me so much, why have you been avoiding me?" Dust floated in the dusk of the evening, and along his outline, it was plated with gold.

No, if I hide from you, you won't be able to meet me at all.

"Then do you want to marry me? When we first met, I thought you were a pretty good person and you could make friends."

Friends are not equal to objects at all.

And love at first sight or something, the dog doesn't believe it at all.

Who would fall in love with a stranger in the bathroom?

No, strange dog.

Hehe, retarded.

46

"Well, actually...you look very similar to someone I've always admired."

Sorry, I'm not interested.

I'm not interested at all.

fundamental!

Don't get hold of me, I don't want to hear it at all!

"I met him when I was a child, he is so cute. My mother died of dystocia when I was born, so my aunt has always taken care of me. My aunt is your... your father's first wife. To me, it’s just like my mother. She and her uncle have never had children, and they wanted to adopt me under her name, but seeing how pitiful my father is being alone, my father also strongly opposed it, and finally nothing happened.

"My aunt passed away when I was four years old. During that period of time, I was devastated. Although I was still young and could not understand what death was, I knew that my aunt who loved me was gone. At her funeral, I met a person like the sun A dazzling boy, I know this metaphor is clichéd, but I really can't think of a better adjective. He is a year older than me, but he knows much more and is more mature than me. He Cheerful and sunny, he likes to smile, he has two little dimples when he smiles, he is really... a cute boy!"

Wen Su said so, he simply spread his hands, sat down on the ground, crossed his slender legs, and hugged his knees with his hands instead.

Maybe it was because the smoke and dust were too hazy, Wen Su, who had a nostalgic look in front of his eyes, looked like an angel in a painting, like a thick oil painting in the drunken red sunset.

"I lived here for more than two years after my aunt passed away, and he often came here to see me every day. I could see him as soon as I opened my eyes in the morning, and he would leave first at night. We get together every day. My best friend when I was a child. That age group is the most easily influenced. He is gentle and considerate who is one year older than me. He quickly became my idol. He is even more powerful than Ultraman and Superman. My idol is my hero. Even after we separated, his shadow accompanied me through my entire youth. Until now, I can still vividly remember his voice and smile at that time.

"He was who I wanted to be. But until I, your mother died, I went to the funeral again and never saw him again."

Wen Su lowered his head, I couldn't see his expression clearly.And I stood there in a daze, my whole body was stiff, as if I had been soaked in cold water, the coldness seeped into the depths of my body from my limbs, my heart was frozen, and I could still hear the sound of freezing ice.

"I have become someone like him, to warm others. That person is your sister. When I saw her, it was still drizzling, and she stood there without an umbrella, and the rain wetted her. Her hair was all wet. She had a strange look on her face, like pleasure and pain. And I decided to help her.

"She recovered the next day, but she was very clingy to me, called me Brother Su, and pretended to be shy in front of me. All these behaviors made me sick, and all the good feelings were wiped out. Hearing that she wanted to be with me I'm married, and I'm helpless."

Wen Su said, shrugging indifferently.

"To be honest, marrying her is better than marrying you. I'm really curious about you... Your father said that you are not dumb, but you don't speak, and the expression on your face is also very cold, almost unchanged, I even wonder if your facial nerves are necrotic. When I saw you for the first time, I was really surprised and pleasantly surprised. I thought you were him, but you are completely different from him. "

Wen Su rested her hands on her knees and rested her chin on her palms.

"It would be great if you were him, but how is it possible? How I regret not asking his name and identity before... No, no, such a sad tone really doesn't suit me, and the atmosphere is too lyrical, it's just scary! "

Wen Su laughed at himself, he raised his head to look at me, but was suddenly taken aback.

The setting sun is about to set, the dark blue is about to engulf the sky, the setting sun is struggling to cast the last light, probably due to the effect of glass, the radiance softens the contours of Wen Su's cheeks.For some reason, my eyesight seemed to improve suddenly. I saw his slender eyelashes, slightly widened eyes, straight nose bridge, and slightly parted thin lips.

"Why are you crying?"

47

did i cry?

I tentatively raised my hand and touched my cheek for the first time, it was cold to the touch.

It turned out that I had tears streaming down my face.

But why am I crying?

It's as if consciousness and reason are separated from the body, and my thoughts and will can't control my body at all.Like the grains of sand flowing in an hourglass, watching the world outside the glass is extremely turbulent, but the body falls down uncontrollably, and then is buried by other grains of sand, unable to move anymore.

I took a step back uncontrollably, I've never been so embarrassed.

I smiled at him through my tears.

as a dog...

Smile for the first time.

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Thank you for being able to see this, the cycle mode is off