Zhehua

When I was still young, I didn't spend much time with Xinglun. The two daughters of the Xuanshang Hou's family were burdened with missions that did not belong to this Hou's mansion.

When the Chen Dynasty fell, my mother took me and Xinglun, who were young and ignorant, to seek refuge with Lord Su, who loved her wholeheartedly.Xinglun and I became the daughters of Master Su and his concubine, who had been living abroad for many years.

When he was young, he was devoted to his mother. Although he had a wife and house after he became famous, he still missed his mother secretly. His mother was born in a wealthy family, and she was born to belong to the queen of the Chen Dynasty. She was the mother of a country. Widow, she has a strong temper, and everyone has already chosen for her to follow her father and king to preserve her reputation.

The same is true of the outside world.

But I didn't expect that there was hatred in this woman's heart, extremely strong resentment, and she wanted revenge, just like the person who destroyed her home and took away her husband.During the long years in the Hou Mansion, she caressed my neck and sighed every night, she said: "Yin Taki, remember, when the criminal dynasty is destroyed, my enmity and hatred will be repaid tenfold." She is beautiful His face became icy and cold at some point, and there was no other emotion on it except hatred, like a beautiful and deserted sculpture.

When I broke through the Xuanshang Palace, I ordered the extermination of a hundred members of the Wang clan of the old dynasty.

The childhood years before that were endless and rigorous training, and life was spent in darkness every day. The mother's beautiful and crazy eyes, strict punishment when mistakes were made, and the expressionless face of the teacher. It should have appeared in my childhood, but it happened to me. I want to accept these, unconditionally, with an extremely submissive and docile attitude, so as to heal the trauma of that paranoid woman's heart.

This is a woman who lost her husband and her siblings were slaughtered. She has the noble blood of a born noble in her body.Once, she was proud, beautiful, with eyes above the top.She was betrothed to the best man in the kingdom, became his only wife, and became a highly respected existence in a country.Later, these were all destroyed, and the only thing left in her life was hatred and her two daughters.

All her own expectations and hatred were pinned on her daughters, and she wanted them to turn into sharp knives, to recover everything they deprived from the enemy, and to vent the anger in her heart.

Even, she never asked her two daughters if they would.

When I was young, I thought I was the most miserable person in the world. I may have had a carefree and happy time, but it was only a short-lived. I don’t even remember whether I was innocent and happy in that comfortable time. I still have a relative alive, but I can't feel any care from her, which belongs to the unique care of a mother. She imposed her bitterness and hatred on me, and never asked me if I really wanted to accept it.

She trained me with the most rigorous training, and constantly persecuted me. During the short rebellious years I had, endless resentment and self-pity grew in my heart. Worth the poor man until I see Starwheel again.

The repetitive and monotonous gray time blurred my memory. When I saw the star wheel again, it took me a long time to recall what she looked like before we parted last time.

Xinglun has been more lively than me since she was a child. She has completely inherited the beauty of her mother. When she was young, she saw the appearance of the future. The appearance is extraordinary. The deepest impression is that she was still a child and she was walking in an apricot red pleated skirt. Among the flowers, it looks like an elf, lively and cheerful.

Later, the war broke out, the country was ruined and the family was destroyed. After becoming a family, the mother of the mother of a country remarried Su Houye anonymously, and became his nameless concubine to live in the world with nothing but hatred in her heart.

At that time, Xinglun and I were taken to Lord Su's Hou Mansion. We were trembling, looking at the unfamiliar plaque on the gate at a loss. That night I was placed alone in a room in the side courtyard of the Hou Mansion. When I arrived at Xinglun, I couldn't see my mother, and after turning around, I couldn't close my eyes.

Perhaps it was because I was too young at that time, and even as a child, I didn't know that the emotions that haunted me and couldn't fade away were called fear and anxiety.In the premature age, I experienced drifting in turmoil, and in the premature age, I lived with hatred and darkness day and night.

After I woke up the next day, I never saw the star wheel again. My mother said that she sent someone to send the star wheel away. She had other things to learn, and she wanted to send it somewhere to be taught by someone herself. But he stayed with his mother, and his mother's only loyal servant, Mr. Shen Di, taught martial arts.

Children face the cruel and cold life prematurely, that kind of taste is always bad, even now, I always let myself avoid recalling those years, in those years, youth and dreams, bright All hopes and hopes were killed by the familial love that has disappeared.Mother sometimes curses, curses her enemies, curses the executioner who killed her husband, curses the lustful and incompetent Master Su, once she starts to go extreme, she will keep cursing, even cursing her two daughters, too much Weak and incompetent, like a waste, I can't hate her for her, she always lives in extremes.

I think Xinglun escaped, and she may have gone to a more relaxed and happy place, without having to face the ferocious and crazy eyes of my mother every day like me.

I was wrong.

After Xinglun came back, the first time I saw her, I knew I was wrong.

Xinglun came back and was recalled by her mother. She wanted to send Xinglun to Xuanshang's palace and wait for an opportunity to assassinate Xuanshang's monarch.At that time, Xing Lun was standing in front of me, dressed in smoky blue light clothes, her eyes were cold and cold, exactly like my mother, she was already in her teens?I can't remember clearly, but the girl in my memory who is dressed in an apricot red pleated skirt and is cheerful like an elf is definitely not the beautiful and extraordinary beauty in front of me. , people can't take their eyes off.I looked at her, the girl in my memory, running farther and farther in front of my eyes, where did she go?

Perhaps dead.

Xinglun has been completely transformed by her mother into another person, a double of her, a tool of revenge.

The gestures of the star wheel are elegant and beautiful, impeccable.Xinglun qin, chess, calligraphy and painting, or dancing and singing, all belong to the first place.

Whether it's the skills that the daughters of virtuous families must know, or the things that the lower-class prostitutes can do, Xinglun can do it, and what they don't know is killing people, so Xinglun can do it too.

Sending her daughter to the enemy's side, the mother did not give up at all. She stared forward with her eyes and cast her gaze into the distant unknown through the star wheel.After a few words of caution, he turned around without hesitation and asked the coachman to take the star wheel away.

But Xinglun failed after all. When she was rescued by the shadow guards set up by her mother, the elegant and beautiful person rarely saw a trace of embarrassment. With just one word, my mother raised her hand and slapped her, leaving bright red marks on her fair face.

"Trash." The mother stared at her coldly, turned around and walked away after leaving this sentence.Xinglun stayed where she was, her hair was disheveled covering her eyes, I couldn't see her expression clearly, and I didn't know how to comfort her, so I could only walk forward with a blank expression, gently stroked the top of her hair, and then, together with my mother, leave.

I have heard that Xinglun's original mission was very smooth, but she met the queen of Xuanshang, a kind and gentle woman, who treated her extremely well, as if she were her daughter. When he succeeded, the queen flew over to block the knife for the monarch, the blade in Xinglun's hand froze, and the stab missed three points. In the end, no one's life could be taken, but she almost lost her life.

The author has something to say:

In fact, I like the character of Mrs. Xinglun very much, but it’s a pity that I’m too quick to spread out and just send out bento ==