Zhehua

I dreamed of her, an extremely real dream, in which I saw her.

After I left Gouchen for a year and a half.

In the dream, I returned to the small bamboo house in the sea of ​​trees in Yunquan. Mingshu was half-sitting on the bed with a quiet smile, as if he knew I would come from the very beginning and had been waiting for him.

Whether it's the scene or her expression, everything is so realistic that I have the illusion that I can hold her in my arms and feel her warmth the next moment.

I have never done this before, I calmly sat down in front of her, looking at those beautiful brown almond eyes with a smile.Minger, but are you waiting for me?

Silently kept the unspoken words in his heart, but got the answer that had nothing to do with it and was the last thing he wanted to face - parting.

I heard the words of parting come out of her mouth, even though I had expected it in my heart, I still couldn't help the dull pain in my heart, I also smiled, and asked her softly: "Are you leaving? Tomorrow."

She is indeed a woman that can't be possessed by this world. Her beauty and beauty make me greedy, like drinking poison to quench my thirst, forcing myself to forget, forgetting that I have no fate with her, the beauty that is placed in front of me now, It is the light that I have never been able to touch, and will inevitably be lost in the end.

She said that there is no separation, she wants to stay with me, in this real dream, telling the illusory future, weaving the hotbed of the present with lies, tomorrow, have you ever thought about it?If I am addicted for a while and sink deeper, how should I deal with myself when the reality comes before my eyes.Or maybe these are superfluous, I have already been in the abyss, looking up at the bright light above my head but never covering myself, unable to extricate myself.

When I first met in Huangshan Mountain, I saw the most beautiful creature in the world, the elegant phoenix, every feather had a holy golden light, and the little princess who didn't know how to transform had a dazzling bloodstain on her wings. There was a weak whine in my throat, and at that moment, I instinctively held my breath, and even forgot everything in the world, only that ball of gorgeous and graceful pale golden light in the night.

That was our first meeting, and it was also the happiest time in my life. There was no heavy responsibility to restore the country, no ambitions, no teacher's admonition, no killing, no trickery, just being in this ancient and mysterious mountain , the threat I faced was the simplest and most primitive death, nothing that mixed with the human heart, and instinctive things could make me feel relaxed. Before I met her, life and death were not a big deal.

Mingshu is a smart child, talented and intelligent. Without anyone teaching her how to transform, she can transform into her own form by referring to the appearance of me, a "human", in front of her. She is a little girl with almond-shaped eyes, Her skin is as white as snow, and her birth is particularly pleasing. At such a young age, she can see the beauty of the future. Unlike those beauties in the palace who are as quiet as a picture scroll, she is fresh and agile.

She is light.

During the short time when Huangshan was dependent on each other, she had already broken into my heart, with innocence and ignorance, bumping into my heart without defense, but I couldn't condone it.

The parting should have been in the early days, Ming Shu looked at me, her almond eyes were wide open, full of confusion, I knew she would be reluctant, but the momentary reluctance will always pass with the passage of time and become the past, Buried in the dust of memory, I told myself in my heart that I had to be hard-hearted, I came from a complicated, dark place, in a stolen small hour separated from the darkness, once embraced the light, now I want to go back to that place, to do all the dark things, to be one of those dark shadows roaring in the depths of the swamp, but Akira cannot go.

She is too beautiful and flawless, and she will inevitably cause damage.I don't want to see hatred and sorrow in those clean eyes, but I also don't want to see tears in them.

The moment Ming Shu shed tears, I knew I had lost. After all, I was too young to be as determined and determined as I wanted. The countless achievements in my heart collapsed overnight. I squatted down, Gently wipe away tears for her, and promise her that I will protect her.

I also promised in my heart that I would keep those eyes clean forever, but I never thought that it was me who made her stained with hatred.

At the moment when Si Yao was about to be executed, I saw Ming Shu who walked in by mistake. At that moment, there was fear in those pupils. The creatures bathed in the grace of light had an instinctive fear of death and slaughter. .I postponed Si Yao's execution, but what I got in return was Ming Shu's heartbreak. Even at that time, she never felt any hatred.

She was heartbroken by Si Yao's betrayal, because of her good intentions betrayed, and her incomprehensible use, she was immersed in a nightmare, and her body was getting weaker and weaker day by day.

The only way to save her is to forget. At that time, Xinglun still kept in touch with me. She stood behind me and asked me in a deep voice: "Will you regret it? If she forgets you, you will miss a lot of time .”

After saying that, she chuckled in the wind, mocking herself, and continued: "Yin Taki, you should know that people like us who rely on darkness to nourish and soak in our growth will not live long. not long."

"So what if I regret it, her life and death are much more serious than my pain." I said, turned around and walked into the house, made a formula, cast a curse, and sealed our past with my own hands.

Ming Shu forgot the sadness and sadness brought about by Si Yao's betrayal, and also forgot the happiness we once had. I thought we still had a chance to start over.But he didn't expect that what he attracted was her endless hatred.

She always remembers that she is the princess of the Xuanyu clan, an existence that should live in peace above the nine heavens, and she wants to leave this palace and return to the place she should go back to.However, outside the Chuiming Palace, there are so many pairs of peeping eyes, I dare not think about it, let alone let her go.

So, she hates me.Hate me for taking her freedom and imprisoning her.

Everything is as it should be, I made a promise, but I didn't fulfill it. I once said that I would protect her from any harm. When she was lying in front of me covered in blood, she was the most lively and lively girl on weekdays. It was only when I lost all anger on my little face that I realized how stupid I was, thinking that I was already strong enough to dominate everything, that at least such a person in my heart could still protect me well.

I was wrong. I was born in the emperor's family. My own safety cannot be guaranteed, but I am delusional in trying to protect others.

She forgot me, she resented me, everything was my punishment, I made a promise but failed to keep it, but Ming Shu, those flawless eyes, how could they be blinded by dust?

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QAQ has been unable to collect recently, and it is still old. Is it because the quality of the articles during this period is too low?Should I start editing essays early...