as if poisoned

The love I once had was like a tide, hitting me and pushing me farther and farther

As far as the other side of the coast, until I can't see you

but will you still remember me

i remember you

Even if I'm washed away by the tide

even if you don't remember me

Even if I'm just in your life

passerby

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We sat in a corner in a serious atmosphere today, talking about what happened to Huang Shengjia to me

I actually feel like this topic is automatically declared dead because I won't say it at all

He probably wouldn't say it himself, would he?at least i think so

"The wound on his face was caused by me."

Although he didn't directly admit that he hit it himself, but it was almost the same.

But I still helped him to speak: "You didn't mean it."

Yu Zhi and Qin Nuo looked at me at the same time, and I looked back at them.

"Fuck, you are too kind, aren't you? When will you give me a few slaps to calm down?" Qin Nuo asked me in a bad tone

I thought, it's strange, isn't it you who hit me the most?And I should not have good intentions where to go?At least, that's what I think.

I just do things based on cowardly principles, and I don’t discuss or talk about things that are not about me

Even if it's about me...

probably not

I continued to do my own math problems, and I continued to listen to them yelling at Huang Shengjia

Such a day is what I lack in my deserted life now... Warmth

No one gave me love, I never got love from anyone

I will not love, and of course no one will love me

Yu Zhi and Qin Nuo are called by the teacher to move textbooks and must go first

So when we went back, it was only me and him. We had nothing to say all the way, and I didn't know what to say to him.

Talking too intimate feels like a relationship, so I chose to remain silent

"Hey, I'm really sorry."

"..."

Has no one taught him to say his name when he's sorry?you're welcome

Suddenly he grabbed my hand: "I told you I'm sorry, what do you want?"

His tone was originally bad, but the direction in which he pulled me allowed him to clearly see the wound on my face, so he was speechless.

"I didn't say hello, how do you know who you are apologizing to?"

"..."

"Yu Yang, I'm sorry"

"I forgive you"

My heart trembled a little when he called my name, maybe it was because I didn't hear him call my name?

We walked silently to the classroom

Yuzhi blinked and let me walk into the seat inside

He looked at me suspiciously again.

I ain't gonna tell him I only feel safe sitting against a wall

This is a secret in my heart, even Yu Zhi and Qin Nuo just think that I like to sit against the wall

I ignored his eyes, opened my English homework and started

I have a tutoring job tonight