Collection of essays

After finally sending An trouble away, Shen Mu fell back on the bed, not wanting to move.

Now Shen Mu looked at his clean home, which exuded an abstinence atmosphere, and only felt that there was a "sell" sentence lingering on his lips.

That's right, Anyang did all of this.

Everything has to be talked about after Anyang came out of the bathroom.

After Anyang came out after washing his face, he learned that Shen Mu hadn't eaten yet, so he expressed his hospitality to cook for Shen Mu.But when he saw that Shen Mu's kitchen was as messy as the outside room, Anyang couldn't help itching.

Shen Mu has always hated other people touching his things, but he couldn't bear Anyang crying.

Shen Mu felt that he should have just thrown Anyang out at that time, it was clean and tidy, and saved all the troubles he encountered later.

But he still couldn't help being a little soft-hearted.

So he just watched Anyang tidy up the kitchen carefully, and then started tidying up the living room, and looked up at him after tidying up, as if Shen Mu would beat him to death if something was not tidied up properly.

Although Shen Mu admits that he is not a good person, he also feels that he should not be so evil, right?

In the end, Shen Mu couldn't take it anymore and went back to the room to lie down.

After lying down for a while, Shen Mu was worried about life and death.So he walked out of the room, and what he saw was a living room that was half clean and half dirty.

When Anyang heard the movement, he stopped what he was doing in fright, and stared at Shen Mu like a rabbit.

"Why are you staring at me! Do your job!" Shen Mu couldn't help rubbing his temples again, and shouted at him.

Afterwards, Shen Mu couldn't bear it anymore, and while disgusted with Anyang's slow movements, he stepped forward to clean up with him.

After working all afternoon, the room was tidied up.Then Shen Mu saw that the sky was also getting dark, thinking that Anyang stayed at his place all night yesterday, and found an excuse to drive Anyang away.

Although it's a two-day weekend, they make up classes on Sundays.And Anyang is a good boy. If he doesn't return for one night, it can be said that he is at a classmate's house. If he doesn't return for two nights, his family should worry about him.

It's not like me, even if I die outside, no one will know.

Shen Mu lay on the bed, looked at the roof, and laughed at himself.

He suddenly missed Anyang a little bit.

People who have tasted the excitement may be addicted, and then they cannot accept loneliness.

Shen Mu lowered his eyes, then sat up abruptly, and slapped himself hard.

And then another.

The crisp applause echoed in the room, hitting not only the face, but also the heart.

Shen Mu, wake up.

He said so to himself.

You are a piece of rubbish, no one wants it, don't harm the children of those good people.

And, have you forgotten the previous lesson?

Shen Mu thought of the pervert before, and then uncontrollably thought of his mother.

Think of his past.

Tears fell suddenly.

Not much, just two drops.

Shen Mu is not Anyang.

Shen Mu can't cry wantonly like Anyang.

Shen Mu cannot be weak.

Because, Shen Mu is only Shen Mu.

Those things that were temporarily forgotten because of Anyang, those sufferings, now, at this quiet moment, swarmed out again, rushed to the heart, and then pierced Shen Mu's heart into a sieve.

It hurts, it hurts to death.

But Shen Mu can't be weak.

Shen Mu is only Shen Mu.

He repeated these words in his heart over and over again, but his heart still ached.

Stomach also started to hurt.

After all, I haven't eaten much for a day.

Shen Mu took a deep breath, forcibly suppressed all his emotions, stood up and walked towards the door, his steps were a little staggering.

He has to go downstairs for something to eat.

Otherwise, he might really die here.

Because it was already night, every house and every house was lit with lights.

Shen Mu went downstairs, looking at the lively scene of thousands of lights, he suddenly felt that he came down to seek guilt.

He swears in a low voice, then goes to a small store near his home and buys a pack of cigarettes.

I still have a lighter in my pocket, so I don't need to buy a fire.

He lit a cigarette and took a few deep breaths, only then did he feel that he seemed to be in a better mood.

In fact, it is nothing but self-comfort.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Shen Mu wobbled towards the gate of the community.There is a road as soon as you go out of the community, and there is a park across the road, so there is a night market.

He was going to buy something at the night market.

After wandering around, I finally bought a few skewers, stuffed my belly, and was ready to go back.

It's a pity that I don't know if it's not suitable to go out today. After walking a few steps, a blind grandson is about to touch his wallet.

Of course Shen Mu caught him.

Seeing that the matter was exposed, the man punched Shen Mu in the stomach without saying a word, turned his head and was ready to run.

Shen Mu was in a bad mood at first, but when he encountered this word, all the fire burst out immediately, and without saying a word, he chased him down and pressed him to the ground, punching the person mercilessly, and the person He was already a little skinny, not to mention that Shen Mu didn't show mercy at all, the man vomited blood after a few punches, but he seemed to have a backbone, and he didn't cry and beg for mercy like other thieves.

The passers-by saw that something was wrong, some were fighting, and some the thief's helper took the opportunity to save people, and the scene suddenly became chaotic.

Shen Mu didn't care so much, his eyes were already red.

All the dissatisfaction, all the sadness, all the resentment, all the resentment, were all suppressed by his fist.

Suddenly someone hit him from the back, so powerful that Shen Mu almost fell on the thief.

He turned his head, and saw a man with a cropped cut and a black vest, a head taller than him, with fierce eyes.

For some reason, Shen Mu had the feeling that he had met his opponent.

The blood suddenly boiled.

He rushed forward without hesitation, and the two wrestled into a ball.

The thief woke up and cried and vomited blood when he saw this, but he still yelled, "Let go of my brother! I stole the money, not my brother! Hit me, don't hit my brother!" As he said that, he pounced on him, trying to pull Shen Mu away.

The scene was chaotic until the arrival of the police.

Undoubtedly, Shen Mu and the others entered the palace, and were sentenced to aggravation and detained for three days.

Of course, the thief and his accomplice were detained longer and fined.

The money was paid by the thief's brother.Only then did Shen Mu realize that the person who made his blood boil was called Ling Zimo, and his younger brother was called Ling Zida.

When Shen Mu learned of Ling Zida's name, he almost died laughing, Ling Zida, Lin Zida, these parents are quite casual.

Of course, the consequence was that Ling Zida, his brother and all the policemen and uncles would stare at him.

After paying the fine, Ling Zimo also came over, took Ling Zida with him, and forced the child to say sorry to Shen Mu.The child stared with a look of reluctance, and his face was still bruised and purple due to the severe beating, which reminded Shen Mu inexplicably of the little wolf cub who lost in a fight.

It turned out later that Ling Zida was not a wolf cub, but a dog cub.

Still a son of a bitch.

Of course, that was later.

Now Shen Mu and Ling Zimo were squatting together in the small dark room, Shen Mu took out a cigarette and handed it to Ling Zimo: "Hey, no smoking."

"Smoking is not allowed." Ling Zimo frowned and reminded.

"Cut." Shen Mu curled his lips, put the cigarette in his mouth without any hesitation, but didn't light it.Then he glanced at Ling Zimo mockingly.

"..." Ling Zimo silently turned his head aside, stared at the wall, and moved himself a little further away.

Shen Mu didn't care, and simply put his arms behind his head, leaned against the wall, and closed his eyes.

Those few skewers were digested during the fight just now, and now my stomach is hungry again, but obviously it will be impossible to eat, so I can only bear it until tomorrow morning.

"Zida... he's actually a good boy..." Just as Shen Mu was about to fall asleep in a daze, he suddenly heard Ling Zimo say.

"Zida was too young and dropped out of school early. No one would accept him, so he had to hang out with the third brother and the others. I stopped him several times, but it was useless. I told him, if something happens to you, I will But I won't protect you. Unexpectedly, something happened. But I will not protect him. "

"Hey. What do you mean, to show off the deep love you have with your younger brother." After hearing this, Shen Mu couldn't help but sneer.

"Just want to talk." Ling Zimo sighed, turned his head to look at Shen Mu, "I don't know why, when I saw you, I always felt that I would get along very well with you. Anyway, I have fought before, so I want to make friends?"

"Coincidentally, I also think you are a good fit for me. Unfortunately, I don't lack friends." Shen Mu coldly rejected him, and at the same time moved to one side automatically to show a clear boundary with him.

"Heh." Seeing this, Ling Zimo sneered, and then said sharply, "You are afraid."

"Fart! I'm afraid of a ghost!"

"Have you been hurt before? But one person cannot represent a group of people. If you don't try, how will you know?"

"Hehe, do you want to fight?"

"What? Do you want to stay here longer? Well, I'll accompany you. Anyway, I'm fine. I heard people say that if you stay in a small black room for a long time, you will develop feelings. Tsk tsk tsk."

"Crazy." Shen Mu rolled his eyes, and unilaterally stopped the childish quarrel that he felt was childish.

Ling Zimo smiled evilly.

Shen Mu suddenly felt that his hands were itchy.

"You kept trying to get my attention just now, and now you keep looking at me, do you really like me?" However, Ling Zimo did not survive.When Ling Zimo "unintentionally" glanced at Shen Mu for the [-]st time, Shen Mu finally couldn't help punching him, and said so.

"Yes, I like you, and then what?" Ling Zimo took Shen Mu's fist calmly, and then smiled like a hooligan.

Shen Mu suddenly wanted to swear.

Ling Zimo smiled, and simply stopped teasing Shen Mu, let go of his hand, and asked, "You really don't intend to make friends?"

"I don't lack friends." Shen Mu withdrew his hand, the same sentence.

It's just that the tone is obviously a lot colder.

"Heh." Ling Zimo smiled and didn't bother.

The two remained in a stalemate until they were released. When Shen Mu was about to leave, Ling Zimo walked over and bumped into Shen Mu. Shen Mu didn't pay much attention at that time, but thought it was Ling Zimo's revenge.After returning home, he threw the clothes on the bed, and a candy fell out, Shen Mu finally understood the meaning of the bump.

Open the candy, and there is a note inside, which is a series of WeChat IDs.

"I'm sick." Shen Mu rolled his eyes and threw away the candy, but still left a WeChat ID.

I don't even know if I'm bewitched.

Obviously that guy in Anyang is already a special case.

I don't know if this year is a year of Tai Sui, but suddenly I was approached by so many troubles.

He complained, but Shen Mu finally added Ling Zimo's WeChat.

The other side quickly passed, and then sent a smiley face.

Shen Mu ignored him, turned off his phone and went to the bathroom.

Take a shower, then sleep.

In other words, didn't the little trouble in Anyang say that he had to make up lessons for himself, and he didn't know if he would be worried when he came over and saw no one in his house, and then he cried again.

are you crazy!Are you bewitched!Why miss him!

Shen Mu slapped himself a few more times, and then decided to take a bath wholeheartedly.

I may have been poisoned recently.

Always do some inexplicable things, think some inexplicable people.

Possibly, excitement is poisonous.

I shouldn't, longing for excitement.

No, afraid of being alone.

The author has something to say:

I wish, all the separated people will one day meet again after a long absence.