you are so bright

On the three-seater sofa seat in front of the TV, Ruoning and Zinan sat cross-legged with a bag of potato chips each, and several empty beer cans were tilted on the coffee table.

Ruoning opened another can of wine and threw the pull-tab casually, "Xiao Nan, Auntie asked me the other day whether you have more boys or girls among your friends. Auntie won't know, will she?"

"She knew it a long time ago. It happened when I was studying, but I have already promised her that I will never contact boys again. Hey..." Zi Nan sighed heavily.

"How did you know that you like boys?" Ruoning thought that what she heard next would be the first love story of an ignorant teenager, but...

"I grew up only interested in boys, I always knew that."

"Auntie found out about dating?" Ruoning said in a relaxed tone, probably not noticing that the boy next to him had tears in his eyes.

Zi Nan took a breath, "What if I say no?"

"Xiao Nan...you...are you crying?" Ruoning was startled.

Zinan cried and laughed, "When I was in junior high school, some boys took me to the back alley of the school one day after school. There were so few people there that no one passed by for two hours..."

Ruoning's head buzzed, so...Zi Nan was...did that?This kind of thing happened to me!Why... why is this world always so unfair to some people? "Xiao Nan...Xiao Nan...", Ruoning didn't know what she should do now to make Zi Nan feel a little warmth from this world.

Zi Nan curled up in the corner with his arms around his legs and cried silently, Ruoning tentatively stroked Zi Nan's back lightly.Are weak people destined to be bullied?

"I'm fine," Zi Nan turned her head and smiled at Ruoning with tears in her eyes. "Later in high school, I fell in love with a boy who was the monitor of our class. He was good at studying and could play basketball. There were so many girls who liked him in school. At that time, I never dreamed that he would be with me. I thought everything was finally alright.”

"After... what about later?"

"Do you remember that song I wrote?"

"Remember, of course."

"That's good, many people know this story." Zi Nan stared blankly at a point on the ground with drooping eyes.

So, did that person scold Zinan as a pervert in public to separate himself from him... Ruoning recalled the lyrics of that song, and his heart ached.

"Heh, he doesn't know how much I like him. He said I'm a pervert and I am. I'm a pervert. I have nothing to do with him. He's the class monitor, a three-good student, and he's going to be sent to a key university. How can he Get involved with someone like me."

"Xiao Nan..."

"Ruoning, do you know that Xu Jingyang and him look alike, like, like..."

Ruoning now finally understands why Zinan let Xu Jingyang mess around, but why is the reason so cruel...

Ruoning helped Zinan, who was almost fainted from crying, back to the room, and covered him with the quilt.When he turned to leave, he saw a black notebook with a lock lying on the old bookshelf.The latch was not fully closed, and when it was opened, a note fell out of the notebook.

There is a line of words written in dark blue ink on the note: wait for me to go home after school.Ruoning carefully folded the note and put it back in the notebook.The secrets of youth, some are sweet, some are bitter, some are bittersweet.

At midnight, Ruoning deleted a lot of words, and finally only sent Mu Shan two words good night.Almost at the same time as clicking to send, the words "good night" also arrived in Ruoning's phone, and Ruoning kissed those two words with tears in her eyes.

I miss you so much, people from afar.

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In the morning, there was a vast expanse of whiteness outside the window, and large flakes of snow were still floating in the sky.Ruoning pushed open the door and found that the sofa and coffee table had been cleaned up spotlessly.What time is it? When did Zi Nan get up?Even drunk last night and still able to get up so early, hey, he is really too diligent!

"Ruoning, wake up? Let's have breakfast." Zi Nan put the hot soybean milk and buns on the coffee table.

Isn't this scene usually the other way around?Thinking of making breakfast by herself every day and waiting for Mu Shan to come to eat, Ruoning felt an indescribable feeling in her heart, not because she felt that she had worked hard, but because she felt that it was better than making people not know what to say. "You, I have nothing to do today. Why do you wake up so early? Are you not tired?"

"I'm not tired. On the first day of the new year, I should eat well. I didn't prepare well enough, so I can only blame you for eating casually. I'll see if the market is open at lunch time. If it is open, I can buy more vegetables." .”

"I'll cook with you at noon, how about the hot pot, some clear soup! Haha! Seeing how hardworking Xiao Nan is, whoever will be with you in the future will be so happy!"

"Hey……"

"Don't sigh! You must be happy today, and you will be happy this year! I believe God will prepare you a very, very good person."

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After eating a hot pot meal from noon to evening, Ruoning rubbed her stomach and leaned on the sofa to change channels. The programs she missed last night were bombarded several times in turn. "Zi Nan, let's watch the live broadcast. I feel like I've watched the Spring Festival Gala dozens of times this year. My brother and their performances should start soon. I'll check if there is a live broadcast."

"Okay, okay, I want to watch it too. I didn't expect to see Ruoxuan on TV so soon. Hey, it's unrealistic to think about it."

"Why are you sighing again, I can only be happy today! Ah! I found it! Come on, come on!"

Zi Nan also moved to the phone excitedly, "Has it started yet? Wow... there are so many audiences! When will they play?"

"Immediately, Immediately. Look, look! Is it them?" Four long-haired girls and one short-haired girl had already walked to the center of the stage. The audience off the stage probably didn't know them very well. It was a chaotic scene, and no one calmed down to listen. , and there was no tidy shout from fans.

"Yes, yes, I saw Ruoxuan! Ruoxuan is so handsome today!" Zi Nan sighed.Ruoxuan on the stage is indeed radiant.

"Yes! I've never been like this before. We can show her ugly photos in the future! Hahahaha! Wow! Look at the girl in the middle, she has such a good figure, right? Wow! Wow! The action just now was too... !!!" What made Ruoning so excited was that after Ruoxuan switched to the center, the other four girls danced around her, and the audience off the stage was also exploded with screams.

After watching the performance, Ruoning and Zinan were very excited.

"Ruoxuan is so good! The special training is different." Zi Nan was actually very envious of Ruoxuan. She really became a star. Thinking about how she once hoped to be on the stage that attracted much attention.However, the price is too high... If I were myself, I would never sacrifice my relatives anyway, and it would be useless to earn more money if I couldn't even protect my family.

"Yes, yes!" Seeing Ruoxuan on the stage, Ruoning felt very proud.

Thinking of hanging up on Ruoxuan's call last night, Ruoning began to feel sorry for Ruoxuan again, since she didn't answer the phone, just send her a message: Brother, Xiaonan and I watched your live show!We all think you did a really, really good job!Xiao Nan even praised you for being handsome!Happy Spring Festival!Take time to rest and take care of yourself!A message has been sent to Ruoxuan's mobile phone.

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"Xiao Nan... Actually, I have been troubled recently... I want to talk to you." After calming down from the exciting atmosphere just now, Ruoning really wanted to take this opportunity to speak out what she was holding back in her heart.

"Is it... about Mr. Mu? Actually, I accidentally heard you calling her on the phone yesterday, and after the call, I stared out the window in a daze for a long time."

"That's right..." It's good that Zi Nan has already found out, so there's no need to explain so many causes and consequences.

"You... like her?"

Looking at Zinan's gentle eyes, Ruoning couldn't help feeling extremely relieved, telling the truth to this person in front of him, he should understand herself. "Well, I like it very much. Although...Although I know this is wrong, I can't restrain myself. I know that you and my brother are not supportive of this matter, but..."

Zi Nan interrupted Ruoning, "I'm not against it, I'm just afraid that you will be wronged. Now that you like her so much, I'm actually very happy. It's really, really wonderful to be with the person I like..."

"Thank you, thank you, Xiao Nan. During this period of time, I feel very uncomfortable. While I always want to get close to her, I am also worried that you and my brother will be unhappy. The whole person will be split."

"Ruoxuan...what's her attitude? Ruoning, even though you're in love with Mr. Mu now, I always feel that Ruoxuan shouldn't use you. This...is really too much!"

"Actually, I can't blame my brother... I can't blame her. I am also very responsible. Hey, Xiao Nan, I actually think it's all my fault. I know what will happen...Everything is my fault." It was caused by myself." Ruoning never blamed Ruoxuan, this incident from the beginning to the end was only caused by her step by step retreat, or maybe she already had feelings for her at that time.

"How could this be your responsibility alone?! Doesn't Ruoxuan blame herself?!"

"No, no, my brother is actually very sad. She really wants me to leave, but I can't do it myself. She should still be angry with me...but...I really don't want to leave. "

"Have you talked to Ruoxuan about this?"

"Not yet, I dare not say, for fear that she will get angry."

"I think you should make it clear to her that you are a family after all, and you can't have a knot all your life without unraveling it. And I think she will understand you. There is no such thing as a difficult relationship between relatives."

"I actually wanted to tell her a long time ago, what do you think I should say?"

"Just like what you said to me, just say it straight, love is such a beautiful thing, everyone will bless it."

"Well, good! Ah, I feel much better after I tell you. I was really blocked before."

"Haha, remember to come to me if you have any worries in the future! Then you have confirmed your relationship with Mr. Mu?"

"Eh... I can't say it... She is very good to me... I like her very much, do you think it's okay? But I really don't think I'm good enough for her, and I'm always worried whether she will Me. Besides, my brother's business is involved between us, and it always feels unclear."

"Have you talked to Mr. Mu about this?"

"No, I dare not say it. I'm afraid that if I say it, if she refuses, I won't be able to be with her anymore. And I don't want to burden her, don't want her to think I'm a burden, and don't want to Make her feel that I'm asking her for a title or something. I really don't ask for anything, I just want to see her."

"Love is a matter between two people. You can't give it unilaterally by yourself. What a little girl you are, don't be so inferior. You should explain it to her."

"Really? I..." Zi Nan asked the question that he was most worried about and cared about most now, but if Mu Shan didn't have that kind of meaning for him, or didn't like him that much, wouldn't everything be over? !

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