you are so bright

"Hi Ruoning."

Ruoning focused on the computer, but was startled by Lin Ling's sudden call. "Hi", Ruoning hurriedly stood up to say hello.

"Don't be nervous. It's nothing serious. I just bought a plane ticket for Mr. Mu to go home during the Spring Festival. I want to ask you if you need to buy a ticket or something. Tickets for the Spring Festival are not easy to buy, but we have cooperative airlines. So if you need anything, you can tell me."

"Go home?" Mu Shan didn't mention to Ruoning about going home during the Spring Festival. Ruoning had always fantasized about having a long vacation, and the two of them could finally stay together from morning to night.

"Ah."

"Back...where?"

"Boss Mu's parents like to spend the Spring Festival in Hainan, and they will go to Hainan this year."

"Oh..." After the death of her parents, Ruoning has gradually gotten used to the days without family reunion.The Spring Festival is no different from the usual. When Ruoxuan is not working, the two eat together, and when Ruoxuan is working, he will deal with it alone.Hey, I forgot that the Spring Festival is the time to reunite with my family...

"Let me know anytime you need anything."

"Thank you, but it shouldn't be necessary. I don't have much place to go during the Spring Festival."

After returning home, Ruoning stayed in her room until late at night, but Mu Shan never came to look for her, nor did she even speak to her, not a single word.Although there are not many times when two people do not see each other throughout the day, today is particularly difficult.

Hey, I knew it was just a transaction, but I couldn't help but mistook it for a love affair.Ruoning lay restless on the bed, kicked off the quilt, ran to the bathroom and splashed cold water on her face several times.

"You haven't slept yet?"

Ruoning turned off the water with a snap, trying to pretend that she was just washing her face normally, "Well, I fell asleep after washing my face."

Mu Shan took a towel from the towel rack and handed it to Ruoning.

This simple action ignited Ruoning's heart so easily.Women who are moved often know the answer, but still ask, "Are you leaving for the Spring Festival?"

"Ah."

"Going to Hainan?"

"Ah."

"Oh."

"For about a week, I'm not at home, so you can go wherever you want."

"I can't go anywhere." Ruoning complained in a low voice.

"Didn't you have sex with An Ruoxuan?"

"What activities are they going to participate in, rehearsals and so on. But...maybe she doesn't want to see me either." Ruoning contacted Ruoxuan today after she knew that Mushan would be leaving for the Spring Festival, but it was a pity that Ruoxuan on the other end of the phone After prevaricating a few words, he hung up the phone.Maybe Ruoxuan was unhappy that he didn't choose to leave Mushan, or maybe it was because the rehearsal was really hard.In short, Ruoxuan doesn't want to see her anymore.

"Yeah." Mu Shan didn't seem to care about what Ruoning said, and quickly left the bathroom.

Ruoning was left alone in the bathroom again, looking at Mu Shan's back, Ruoning realized how powerless it was when she wanted to grab someone but couldn't at all...

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Ruoning is calling Zinan without any hope.Before that, Xiaoyu had already rejected Ruoning's invitation because she wanted to spend the Spring Festival with her mother.Ruoning now understands a truth, everything in this world will change, the only constant is that everyone will definitely go home when the Spring Festival comes!

"Hey, Xiao Nan, are you going home for the Spring Festival?" Ruoning asked straight to the point as soon as the call was connected.

"Yeah, what's wrong?"

"Hey...then you don't have time to play together, do you?"

"Ruoning, what about you? How did you spend the Spring Festival?"

"It's bad for the parents alone..."

"are you alone?"

"Yes……"

"Then are you interested in going to my house to play? Although there is nothing interesting in the small place, the scenery is beautiful and you can go climbing. The stream in the mountain is very, very clear."

Ruoning straightened her back in an instant, her eyes sparkled, "Okay, it doesn't matter if you play or not, as long as someone talks to you!"

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After getting off the train, Zinan and Ruoning went straight to the county hospital.

"Ruoning, I'll go to the ward to see my mother first, and I'll be down in a while."

"Let's go with me too. The Spring Festival is coming soon. Auntie should be happier if there are more people."

"Yes, but...my mother has no culture...and she doesn't pay much attention to her words...I'm afraid you're not used to it."

"How come, don't worry, don't worry so much."

Ruoning insisted on buying a large basket of fruit and dragged Zinan upstairs.

Lying on the hospital bed was a half-white-haired woman with many wrinkles on her face, wearing a dark yellow sweater.When the woman saw Zinan, she was very excited, and stretched out her hand to reach it from a long distance.Zi Nan hurried forward to hold the woman's hand, both of them had red eyes.

"Mom, your waist is bad, don't get up."

"Nan Nan is back, mom is fine, mom is fine."

After Zi Nan put down her mother's hand, she lowered her head and rubbed her eyes.

"Mom, this is my friend, An Ruoning. She came to our house to play, and she also came to see you."

Ruoning smiled, and put the fruit basket on the small white cabinet beside the bed, "Auntie, I'm Xiao Nan's friend. I put the fruit here for you, remember to eat it."

"Thank you, thank you, you don't need to bring anything, I eat very well."

Ruoning's appearance seemed to make Zinan's mother very happy. The woman raised her hand and held Ruoning, "This little girl looks so beautiful, so nice."

Ruoning embarrassedly said no.

"Mom, don't do that, people will be embarrassed." Zi Nan hurriedly asked her mother to let go of Ruoning.

"Okay, okay. Ningning, come, come, sit here, sit here."

Ruoning was afraid that the old man would be worried, so he obediently sat down on the white wooden chair beside the bed.

"Ningning, how old are you?"

"21 is old."

"Still studying?"

"Well, it's my junior year."

"It's amazing to be admitted to a big city and go to university!"

"No, no, it's just a very ordinary school."

"It's not ordinary. No college student in our small town has ever graduated. Nan Nan was a good student at first. Hey, if her family didn't have money, Nan Nan wouldn't have to go out to work. Nan Nan is not as good as you."

"No, no, Xiao Nan is very good and a very nice person."

"It's good that you don't dislike Nan Nan."

"If you don't dislike it, why would you dislike it?"

"Well, she's such a good girl. Nannan, you have to treat her well in the future!"

"Oh, Mom, what are you talking about? Ruoning and I are just ordinary friends." Zi Nan hurriedly interrupted. "Mom, let me get you something to eat. It's time for lunch."

"Let me go, Xiao Nan, you and your auntie haven't seen each other for a long time, let's have a good talk." Ruoning felt that the atmosphere is a bit awkward now, so why not keep Zi Nan talking to his mother more.

When Ruoning walked back to the door of the ward with the lunch box, she heard Zi Nan and his mother seem to be talking about something, and Zi Nan's tone was a little impatient.

"Nannan, you didn't do that anymore over there, did you?"

"Mom, stop talking, there are so many people in this hospital, it's hard for others to hear."

"Big cities are no smaller than ours. I heard people say that there are many people like that in big cities. You must not be led astray. Don't hang out with dubious people because of that incident. I It's good to see this little girl Ning Ning, hang out with her more often."

"Mom, why are you talking about Ruoning again? Don't worry about these things, just take good care of your body."

Ruoning waited outside the door for a while before entering the room pretending that she didn't hear anything.

"Auntie, lunch is here."

"Thank you Ningning, put it on the table quickly, and let Nannan do the rest. Nannan, go and wash some fruit for Ningning to eat."

"No need, Auntie."

"Eat as much as you want, Nan Nan, hurry up and go."

After Zinan left the room, Zinan's mother refused to let Ruoning do anything, she must let her sit and rest.

"Ningning, you and Nannan are good friends, right?"

"Well, it is."

"Who does Nan Nan make friends with over there? Are there men and women among his friends?"

Hearing this, Ruoning understood that Zi Nan's mother deliberately pushed Zi Nan away, "Yes, both."

"Are there more girls or more boys?"

"There should be more girls." Ruoning thought that answering like this might make the old man feel more at ease.

"That's fine, that's fine."

"Ningning, Nan Nan is a good boy, kind-hearted and soft-hearted. It's not easy for you in the big city, so you should help each other."

"Yes, Auntie, don't worry."

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On New Year's Eve, Zinan and Ruoning stayed with Zinan's mother in the hospital until nine o'clock before returning to Zinan's house.

The sound of firecrackers started to be heard one after another outside the window, and Ruoning felt a little sad looking at the stars one by one in the dark blue sky.On this day when they were supposed to be reunited, their parents and sisters were not there, and she was also not there...

Ruoning turned on the phone, the cursor in the dialogue box flickered, there were so many things I wanted to say to her, can I say it?Although they were just words like missing you, they have been held back for a long, long time.

The phone suddenly jumped to the answering screen, with two large characters on the top, "Mushan".

"Hello!!!" Ruoning answered the phone excitedly.

"Hello." A familiar voice sounded from the other end, and Ruoning raised it to the top of her throat in one breath. Now just hearing her voice, she feels happy and false.A tear has fallen, Ruoning covered her mouth and nose, not wanting Mu Shan to notice. "Is it at Luo Zinan's house?"

"Well, here it is."

"What are you doing now?"

"Looking at the stars..."

"Yes, me too."

Suddenly a beep sounded in the phone, Ruoning took down the phone and looked, it was Ruoxuan.

"You..." Mu Shan seemed to have something to say.

Ruoning hung up Ruoxuan without even thinking about it...

"What's wrong with me?" Ruoning asked.

"How about saying good night to me at midnight."

"it is good!"

"And wake up tomorrow and say good morning to me."

"it is good!"

After hanging up the phone, Ruoning called Ruoxuan again but no one answered.

"Ruoning, what are you doing?" Zi Nan saw Ruoning staring out the window in a daze for a while.

"No reason, no reason. What's wrong?" Ruoning glanced at Xing Xing for the last time, then came back to talk to Zi Nan.

"How about potato chips, beer, and the Spring Festival Gala? That's all I can buy today."

"Wow! So rich!"

"It's still rich."

"It's good to have wine."

"Don't drink too much, I'll have to find someone to kill me then."

"I don't know who will drink too much first. I can drink a lot now, and I can't get drunk even if I want to!"

The author has something to say:

Working hard in a job without talent, don't have a flavor.

In those areas where you have the potential to shine, no matter how bright you are, you may still feel pain.

In fact, there are no particularly stunning appearances, and the ending will not be too bleak. Ordinary people also have the happiness of ordinary people.