look back again

Chapter 36

"Get up, let's get up first." Lu Yuanhang half supported and half hugged Lin Chen up from the ground, only then did he realize that Lin Chen was still holding his wrist tightly.

"Let go first, don't hurt yourself." Lu Yuanhang coaxed softly, and slowly opened Lin Chen's fingers with his hands, one by one. Finally, Lin Chen relaxed his strength and stopped holding on. .

Lu Yuanhang was so distressed that he hurriedly pulled Lin Chen's wrist and rubbed it gently. His wrist was already red from being pinched by Lin Chen. It seemed that all the misfortunes between them were caused by this troubled hand. It started with this trick, Lu Yuanhang really hated himself back then, if he could go back to the past, he would definitely be the first to go back and beat himself to death, so there wouldn't be so many accidents later.

"This incident is just an accident, don't blame yourself too much."

"Am I really a failure? Because of my cowardice, I didn't have the courage to be brave, which led to his death. Because of my cowardice, I didn't have the courage to expose you in person, so I missed you for so many years. Because of my cowardice, my father I didn't like me since I was a child, because I was timid, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't do anything!"

"No, don't embarrass yourself so much. I know it's not all your fault. Don't take all the mistakes on you. I have made mistakes in our affairs. My family has it, and yours has it. Zheng Feng's matter is basically It's a mistake, and your father, he just can't express it, he loves you."

"Don't worry, I will always be with you, to be timid with you, to be brave slowly with you, you can hide behind me first, and come out when you are ready, I am willing to shelter you from the wind and rain, Willing to be your reliance, do you agree?"

"I just like you like this. No matter you are timid or cowardly, I like you. Don't underestimate yourself. I will be sad, because what you slander is my favorite you, okay?"

"Maybe you don't understand why I have to be you, even I can't understand, but it's already like this, you just think of me as fulfilling me, let me protect you well, let me be your reliance, let me be Your heaven, your harbor, let my wandering heart rest here for a while, okay?"

Lu Yuanhang just looked at Lin Chen eagerly, looking forward to looking at him, afraid that he would shrink back again, afraid that he would lose his faith, afraid that he would hurt himself again, he hoped to use his own strength to hold him, no Falling into infinite self-blame again, Lin Chen's mentality is not healthy in the first place. If he blames himself and becomes depressed, then he will once again fall into endless darkness.He absolutely can't just watch him like this.

"Lin Chen, look at me, for my sake, okay?"

Lu Yuanhang has no bargaining chips, all he has is himself.

"……it is good."

Lin Chen finally made a sound, he can't let Lu Yuanhang down anymore, now it's not just his time, now he has Lu Yuanhang by his side, and Lu Yuanhang who hasn't left after so many years of misunderstandings, how precious, how precious to find again It's not easy.

Try harder, try harder!

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When Lin Chen took ice cubes wrapped in a towel to reduce the swelling on his wrist, Chen Sicheng and the others finally came.In the living room, Lin Chen was no longer alone, but a group of people began to chatter, and Lu Yuanhang was still cooking in the kitchen.

"The sun is definitely going to come out from the west, and I can eat the food made by Lu Yuanhang in my lifetime. Oh, why do I feel like I am dreaming?" Chen Sichen yelled loudly at the kitchen, while Gu Weiren thought It was too late to stop it.

"Don't worry, don't dream anymore, the food here is not your share, you can eat takeaway." Lu Yuanhang said mercilessly, and then a bunch of employees who were usually bullied by Chen Sichen all burst out laughing, It can be regarded as someone who can restrain this evildoer.

Chen Sichen was willing to give up after hearing that, stood up and wanted to rush in to fight with Lu Yuanhang, but was held down by Gu Weiren on the side.

"Ancestor, you can stop the meeting, you have to grab the patient's meal."

"I'm Lin Chen's leader, be careful and I'll fire him!" Seeing that he couldn't move, Chen Sichen could only continue to yell at the kitchen, everything can be less, and the momentum cannot be less!

"I can't ask for it."

I didn't expect that the two of them would burn themselves on fire while they were talking. Although Lin Chen knew that they were probably joking, he was still a little restless. After all, he and Chen Sichen were not very familiar with each other, and in fact, he didn't have much time for serious work. , After asking for so many days of leave, he felt very guilty, but he likes this job, so when he heard what they said, he was a little anxious.

"Xiao Lin, don't take it seriously." Gu Weiren was still careful, seeing the tension in Lin Chen's eyes, he immediately soothed him, and then gave Chen Sichen a firm twist on his waist.

"Hey, ma'am, please forgive me." Chen Sichen was terribly itchy, and immediately shrank like a shrimp, but how could he be willing to suffer, he immediately took advantage of it, recently he could clearly feel Gu Weiren's looseness, he has already He is no longer as cautious as before but keeps his distance. Many times, he can feel that Gu Weiren's eyes looking at him are full of expectations.

look forward to?This is not what he saw in his own eyes. He also expected to get Gu Weiren's response. Unexpectedly, he waited inexplicably. Although the two didn't say it clearly, the atmosphere between them was already different from before. It is no longer the working atmosphere, but the sweet and sour taste of the ambiguous period.So Chen Sichen has gained an inch, so of course he has to make progress.

"You, you, you are simply..." Gu Weiren couldn't find the words to go back for a while, so he could only look at Chen Sichen dumbfounded, watching him barge his teeth and claws so unscrupulously, in fact, how happy he is, let him occupy So what if it's cheaper to say something, and you can lose a piece of meat, as long as he can be happy.

"Director Chen, Director Gu, let's just flirt with each other in the office, why come to someone else's house and flirt." Xiao Liu was the most daring, and immediately expressed everyone's aspirations.

"That's right, it's okay to spread dog food in the office every day, and we won't let us go when we come out." A group of little girls gathered together and laughed. They were not afraid of Chen Sichen at first, and they all bonded together when they were working. Now it is even more lawless outside. Chen Sichen is very changeable on the surface, but in fact, he is very tolerant and loving to the girls in the office, which is why they dare to be so arrogant.

"But why didn't the handsome guy I met today come?" Xiao Liu thought of Zheng He.

"Oh, Xiao Liu, have you fallen in love with him?" The little girl on the side was the quickest to receive it.

"So handsome, of course I wish for it."

"Go and see what children know. It's useless to be handsome. Take a good look at Lu Yuanhang. This is the one who can go to the hall and go to the kitchen. He is a role model for my generation."

"Shut up, it's so noisy!" Lu Yuanhang finally prepared Lin Chen's nutritious meal, and the first thing he did when he came out was to pull Lin Chen out of the crowd, and let Jean sit beside him before he felt relieved.

"Arguing or not, if you feel noisy, I will drive Chen Sichen out." Lu Yuanhang took Lin Chen's hand, squeezed it, and found that it was a little cold from the ice cubes, regardless of so many people watching, He directly wrapped his hands into his own, warming them with the temperature of his palm.

To be honest, Chen Sichen has never seen Lu Yuanhang like this before. He is so gentle and considerate. The edges and corners of the whole person seem to be smoothed by Lin Chen. The whole atmosphere is different. The previous Lu Yuanhang was ostentatious In the past few years, Lu Yuanhang was restricted by introverted strangers, but the moment Lin Chen appeared in his eyes, he disappeared, and his surroundings were surrounded by gentle aura. The breath turned into a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Even Chen Sichen didn't reply to his rebellious words, and was blinded by the flash.Is this still Lu Yuanhang?This was nothing like the Lu Yuanhang he knew, his whole body was full of fireworks, as if he had been reborn from the ashes.

On this day, they quarreled and quarreled all afternoon, and they didn't leave until they were full. Lin Chen also gradually relaxed during this time, and the negative emotions, along with everyone's laughter and laughter, slowly faded away. It slowly left his mind, and his heart was no longer so heavy. He thought, if he can get out, he will definitely be able to.

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