smile before we meet

"Actually, I also have one thing that I don't know how to tell you."

This question was much easier to answer, and Ju Zeyi heaved a sigh of relief: "It's okay, just tell me."

"Then you promise, no matter what I say next, whether you accept it or reject it, we can still be friends." Cheng Qufei was still apprehensive after all, he was a little scared and hesitant.

But all these fears and hesitation disappeared when they saw Ju Zeyi's eyes.

Being watched earnestly and gently by such a pair of clean and clear eyes, Cheng Qufei didn't have any thoughts in his head, only a sentence that came out of nowhere - "I just feel that you look back, making me think about the morning and evening of you" .

Cheng Qufei felt that he was finished.

His morning is to look at the sky at dawn, and his twilight is to look at the clouds at dusk.Day and night, I think about you when I am walking, and I think about you when I am sitting.

Ju Zeyi looked at him and said, "I promise."

Cheng Qufei was no longer afraid or hesitant, but he was a little shy.He didn't know how to express his love in gentle and beautiful words, so he could only say: "Actually, I went back on purpose that night... I was worried that you didn't bring an umbrella."

"The day Xie Tang came to see you, I was indeed in a bad mood."

"Good night was sent to you, because I couldn't wait for your message, so I went to bed very late, so I was late the next day."

"I'm distracted while listening to your lecture, because...all my attention is on you."

"You..." Ju Zeyi suddenly didn't know what to say. His always smart mind went black when Cheng Qu said that he went back on purpose that night. He wanted to pinch himself. See if you are dreaming.

Thinking of this, he did the same - reached out and twisted the back of his hand.

Hiss, it really hurts.

Ju Zeyi wanted to pinch himself again, but Cheng Qufei grabbed his wrist and said dissatisfiedly, "What are you doing?"

"I... pinch myself."

After Ju Zeyi finished speaking, he turned his head awkwardly, and his face turned red suspiciously.

Cheng Qufei glared at him, and said angrily, "What are you pinching? If you don't hurt me, I will still hurt."

"What hurts you?" It's all said and done, Ju Zeyi didn't have to hear the phrase "like" to be enlightened, he laughed lowly, and asked him, "Does your heart hurt?"

Good temper is like Cheng Qufei, and at this moment I really want to say 'I love your mother's big watermelon'.

Just looking at the smiling face of the person in front of him, he couldn't swear anymore.Forget it, he thought, since he has already taken this step towards him, it is better to take a few more steps.

He sighed, and just about to speak, he heard Ju Zeyi say, "Because I like you."

It's like Cupid shooting an arrow with a bow, straight and neat, right in the middle of his heart.

"Fear means: fear and panic in the face of danger. Cheng Qufei, you are not my danger, you are my despair." His words sounded illogical, but Cheng Qufei understood.

Because he likes him, he is afraid.

Afraid that he knew about his family relationship, afraid that he knew about his past, afraid that these things would push their relationship to a dead end.

But Ju Zeyi was afraid that he wouldn't understand, so he continued, "I'm not afraid of anything but you, I'm afraid you will pity me, I'm afraid you will disgust me, I am afraid that you... don't want my heart."

"I like you to death, and I'm jealous of the person in your heart. I'm really afraid." Ju Zeyi's throat tightened, and he let out a breath, "I never dared to think that in your heart, It's mine too."

Cheng Qufei still held his wrist, forgot to let go, and was reluctant to let go.He lowered his head and looked at the bruise on the back of Ju Zeyi's hand and the red mark that he pinched just now. He felt that it was very annoying, so he simply went to hold his hand instead, and called him in a low voice, "Ju Zeyi."

"That's not the kind of person I like," he said.

Ju Zeyi was taken aback, and was about to hold his hand back, when he heard this sentence, he was dumbfounded.

A heart that was still warm just now became cold in an instant.He heard himself ask: "Then what kind of person do you like?" His tone was surprisingly calm, but his hands were shaking uncontrollably.

Cheng Qufei suddenly realized that excellence is as easy as living, and when he was moved, he also fell from the clouds and became a mortal.

He took Qi Qi Zeyi's hand, and blew on the back of the poor little hand that had been pinched, very gently.

"The person I like is the first in grade, good in morality, intelligence, physique, beauty and labor, upright and kind, brave and tenacious, good-looking, very cool, chivalrous and courageous, and hates evil like a vengeful..."

After Ju Zeyi listened, his heart finally recovered, and he jumped up again: "Is he as good as you said?"

Cheng Qufei was serious: "There is nothing worse than anything."

"You're wrong about one thing." Ju Zeyi couldn't help laughing, and said, "I'm not very straight."

Cheng Qufei realized what he meant, wanted to laugh, but shook his head seriously, and said, "I think you are worth it."

"Worthy of all my likes."

"Okay." Ju Zeyi's heart was trembling with his straight ball, and he almost wanted to commit a crime.But he can't, he still remembers that this is home and his father is still outside, so he still has reason and continues to talk about business.

"This question is easy. I like you, and you like me. It is impossible to be friends with friends, and I have no shortage of friends."

Cheng Qufei, who had almost never been able to answer the questions, but his ears were red at this time, he asked, "What is the solution?"

Ju Zeyi touched his ear, then poked his dimple, fighting for the benefit of being able to do things in the future: "You will be my boyfriend."

Cheng Qufei hesitated for a moment. He belatedly remembered that "puppy love" is explicitly prohibited in the student rules.But he also thought about a few rules for students, and he wanted to suppress "likes", just like Wuzhishan suppressed the monkey, which didn't make any sense.

What's more, if you can hold it for a while, you can't hold it for a lifetime.

"Boyfriend." These three words came out of Cheng Qufei's mouth. It was a gentleness that he didn't realize. He couldn't help laughing, and his dimple sank deeper. He said, "Then, please Advise."

……

When Ju Zeyi and Cheng Qufei came out of the room, Cheng Yuan was sitting on the sofa staring at the squeezed juice in a daze.

Those things in the past made it difficult for him to let go of Ju Zeyi's "friends". It's not that he cares too much about people's eyes, but because he is afraid that Ju Zeyi will be pointed at by others at school...

He didn't know what the two children were talking about, so he could only wait for them to come out—unexpectedly, until the two children came out holding hands.

Cheng Qufei was very thin-skinned at the moment, and kept hiding back, not wanting to see anyone, but Ju Zeyi refused to let him, grabbed his wrist, and pulled him abruptly to Cheng Yuan.

Cheng Yuan could clearly see that his little son of a bitch was holding hands, and rubbing his thumb unrulyly on his wrist.He didn't realize it for a while, and was in a daze, when he heard Ju Zeyi say, "Dad, I'll write an extra copy of the review."

Cheng Yuan stared at Cheng Qufei, seeing the big boy blushing with joy, and couldn't tell what it was like.angry?That's not angry; happy?I can't be happy either... The pigs that have been raised for more than ten years can grow cabbages, and there is still some comfort, but the mood is a little more complicated.

He sighed and asked, "What review?"

Ju Zeyi recited the self-criticism written twice by himself, only changed a few places, and said: "I write this self-criticism for you with guilt and remorse, to show you my deep feelings for the bad behavior of puppy love. To know and—" He stood up straight, with a tough attitude, but his tone was extremely gentle, "Only this once, all this life, only this one person."

There was a thunder on the ground, and it exploded in Cheng Yuan's mind.He called "Cheng Qufei" and said, "Come here."

Ju Zeyi let go of his hand, letting Cheng Qufei pass by.

Cheng Qufei wanted to say something, but Ju Zeyi shook his head, and he walked over with lowered eyes, and sat down beside Cheng Yuan.

Cheng Yuan handed him a glass of juice, then looked at Ju Zeyi, and asked, "How old are you this year?"

It doesn't matter if you fall in love. Cheng Qufei is a cute kid with a good looks and temperament, but when he comes out of the closet, he speaks so absolutely and promises so hard, which makes him a little headache.

I also feel a little childish.

"Seventeen years and ten months."

Cheng Yuan said in a calm tone: "First, after you graduate from high school, you will have no chance to fall in love early, so this guarantee just this time is nonsense; second, you are not yet full and legally underage, what kind of guarantee do you have to do this?" Is this the only person in my life?"

Hearing his question, Ju Zeyi smiled instead: "I'm like my father, I'm a lover."

He had nothing to guarantee, only a warm heart, wanting to show them.

See how serious he is.

Cheng Yuan looked at him, a little dazed.

Although Ju Zeyi is not the son born to him and Ju Lanting, nor does he have any facial features like them, but after raising them for a long time, there is always something alike in his demeanor, eyes, tone, and temperament.In a trance, Cheng Yuan seemed to see the big boy who climbed over the wall of his house back then, the boy who came out with him and was kicked out of the house by his father, but still stubbornly clenched his fists and gritted his teeth and said, "Uncle, you just beat me to death. I still love him too" big boy.

How many years did they waste away?

Three years, four years, or five years?

Can't remember exactly...

He has always been generous and doting to this child, of course he is reluctant to be judged and looked down upon by others, but he is even more reluctant, what he and Ju Lanting have suffered in the past, Ju Zeyi has suffered again.

He took out two candies from his pocket and looked at Cheng Qufei: "Candy?"

UHA's milk candy lay quietly in the man's palm.Cheng Qufei was still taking a sip of the fruit juice, but quickly raised his head and drank it all in one gulp, then put down the glass to pick up the sugar.

Cheng Yuan was amused by him, patted his head and said: "If Xiao Yi bullies you in the future, just tell me and I will help you deal with him."

"Xiaoyi is very good. You like him now, so you don't need me to say that he is good. You just keep it in your heart. If you don't like him one day, you just think about his goodness. If you can continue to live, just make do with it." If you can't make it through, just tell me, let me be the villain."

"This road is very difficult. If you feel tired and bitter, don't leave him halfway. If you return him to us, it will not be in vain for him to say today that 'there is only one person in this life'."

The author has something to say:

"Just because I look back at you, I think about the morning and evening of you" - "Ancient Acacia"

"Looking at the sky at dawn and looking at the clouds at dusk, I think about you when I walk, and I miss you when I sit." —— "A Plum Blossom? Rain Beats the Pear Blossom" Tang Yin

Cheng Qufei said that Ju Zeyi was upright and kind, and Ju Zeyi said that he was "not too straight". There was no typo, but he was straight and curved. Cheng Qufei replied "I think you are worth it". To put it bluntly, when you are in love, you just want to say something boring

As for Cheng Yuan and Ju Lanting, it is the story of their childhood sweethearts who were ruthlessly broken up by their parents and then broke up due to helplessness, and then reunited and reunited. Extra episode