i want to go home

After the kiss was finally over, Li Qian felt his numb lips—swelled by Xie Yu—and knew that he was in charge.

Really sucks.He didn't speak, and silently glanced at Xie Yuming, who was still blushing and full of spring, and kissed, so intensely that he seemed to be in bed.

"Qian..." Xie Yuming originally wanted to ask Li Qian if he was reconciled with him, but he didn't dare to ask the question, but instead, "Are you going to do it? I, I'll go clean..."

Li Qian: "..." He thought that Xie Yuming was going to bring up the matter of getting back together, but he didn't expect him to say this first.

Look at his baggy clothes, after being trampled a while ago, it has basically lost its covering effect, the shoulders are exposed, with pink nipples, it is indeed a big visual impact .

Li Qian took a deep breath and forced himself to look away, so that the sensation in the lower body would not be so boiling.

"finish dressing."

When Xie Yuming heard that he had rejected him, he felt a little bored, his eyes dimmed, and he tidied up his clothes slowly.

"Qian, we, are we... together again?" Xie Yuming asked confidently after kissing and hugging him.

Li Qian sighed, and said: "Let's try again, if we feel that we are not suitable, then separate, don't toss about like now, okay?"

The implication is that if we break up this time, there will be no future.

Xie Yuming's expression brightened, and he rushed over to hug Li Qian, muttering: "Okay, okay!" As for what to separate again, he would never let Li Qian have such thoughts.

He tightened it so tightly that Li Qian could barely breathe, so he pushed it with his hand: "What are you doing, start and start."

The person holding him didn't listen, and only relaxed a little, still holding him tightly. After a while, a cold drop of water hit Li Qian's neck, Li Qian pushed his hand for a moment, and finally stretched it out. He hugged him back.

After hugging for about a quarter of an hour, Li Qian finally couldn't help it, and broke the silence: "Okay, I still have something to do, you should go home too."

Xie Yuming tightened his arms, straightened up, and said in disbelief: "I, should I go home?"

"Yes." Li Qian answered naturally.

"Aren't I going to live with you..." Xie Yuming looked at him like a heartless man who didn't count his words, but his tone softened unconsciously.

"It's just falling in love, and I didn't say that we must live together." Li Qian was not ready so quickly to get along with Xie Yuming again as a lover... including sleeping together at night.

Xie Yuming was very wronged, finally Li Qian promised him to be together again, but refused to live with him; it's fine if they don't live together, and it's not until noon, he will be driven back.

"I still want to stay with you for a while..." He muttered, and quickly changed roles, starting to act like a spoiled child to Li Qian.He had wanted to do this a long time ago, but in the past, he had to pretend to be mature in front of him to save face, but later he no longer had this qualification, and now he has finally become Li Qian's lover again, and he can't wait to cling to him not come down.

"I'll make you lunch, I've learned it!" He hurriedly showed his usefulness.

"You... oh." Li Qian stopped talking helplessly, he just thought that both parties should calm down, and he didn't know how to deal with this Xie Yuming group from three years ago and three months ago.

Xie Yuming became nervous when he heard Li Qian's tone, what if Li Qian felt that he was annoying and regretted it.

He nana: "If you really don't want to see me, I'll go back..." The excitement just now was completely gone, a little embarrassing and flattering.

He felt very ashamed, mostly hurt and uneasy, afraid that Li Qian would break up again, and there would be no chance to do it again.

Xie Yuming didn't want to go to that step again because of his stupidity, he wanted to have a good relationship with Li Qian for the rest of his life.

Li Qian didn't speak, but frowned as if thinking, he let go, and said in a low voice: "Don't be angry, I'll listen to you... If you are angry, tell me, okay? Qian, I am love You, I don't want to lose you, really..." The last two words were said in a very humble way, with a choked cry, which made Li Qian wake up.

He put Xie Yuming in his arms and sat on the sofa, saying: "I was wrong this time, I shouldn't always want to escape. If you want to stay, you can stay. I just don't know how to face you for a while." He paused, He continued, "I will communicate with you well when I get angry in the future, and I won't be bored in my heart. You don't have to worry—as long as you don't run around for ten or eight days without seeing anyone." Said it was the fuse of their separation, he didn't ask Xie Yuming what happened at that time, because he didn't want to open his wound, but it doesn't mean he forgot.

After all, in three years, Xie Yuming has changed, and he has also changed.In the past, it was Xie Yuming who refused to communicate and showed his heart, but now this person has become him, and even Xie Yuming can see that something is wrong.

"I know I was wrong, and I won't do it again!" Xie Yuming quickly admitted his mistake, "I shouldn't have dragged my emotions on you for nothing and didn't communicate with you properly. Qian, Qian, I will tell you what happened at that time, and you can give me some more. Time..." He was a little flustered, cold sweat dripping from his forehead.

Li Qian shook his head: "I don't need to know what happened at that time." He just needs to believe that Xie Yuming will not ruin their relationship like that again.

He has figured it out a few years ago. Xie Yuming must have had a conflict with his family at the time, and it probably has nothing to do with him. Why should he let this person show his painful side: "Of course, if you want to talk, I It will sound good."

Xie Yuming's eyes were sore, such a good Qian, why did he push him away bit by bit?

"Qian, you..." The words stopped in the middle.

"Ok?"

Xie Yuming smiled and shook his head: "It's nothing."

He wanted to ask Li Qian if he still loved him, but found that he didn't dare to ask.

Li Qian once loved him, he was confused in the past, but now he clearly understands; but does Li Qian still love him, he is also confused now.I am looking forward to getting an affirmative answer, but I am also afraid that the answer will be too hurtful and cause him pain.

Just wait a little longer, and try harder to get Qian to agree with him, then he will ask again.

"So, Xie Yuming, help me wash a Chinese cabbage?" Li Qian raised his eyebrows and took the initiative to let him stay, "Remember to peel off the leaves one by one and wash them."

It's because he has too many worries. In fact, as long as Xie Yuming loves him, he doesn't need to run away from Xie Yuming who has become his lover again, and he doesn't need the so-called calm time. It's enough to just get used to getting along again, isn't it?

Xie Yuming blushed, obviously remembering all the stupid things he did at that time, he was a little worried, and said to Li Qian, "I also like to be clean, when I was in the hospital..."

What kind of bed and toilet integrated design, Li Qian looked at it and probably hated him to death, of course Xie Yuming wanted to show Li Qian his good side, even though it was not the first day they fell in love, or even the first time they fell in love, this kind of feeling But still the same.

"Well, I know. I'm glad you're just crazy." He held Xie Yuming's hand, which was covered with scars. The first time he saw it, he was actually not calm. He even grabbed Xie Yuming's wrist and looked at it. He just self-mutilated, and did not commit suicide.

Xie Yuming understood what he meant, and smiled triumphantly, without any haze: "I will not die, I will always find you, otherwise I will see you married someone else after I die, where will I cry." It's not that he didn't want to die in the past, but He had never seen Li Qian before, he was reluctant to die like this, what if Li Qian would forgive him?

In fact, he had been cut on his arms and thighs at that time, but he didn't dare to cut too hard, and he didn't want to leave a scar that would make Li Qian look uncomfortable. Going too deep, or holding the blade too hard when you were crazy, left these marks.

"Stupid..." Li Qian spit out a word, and then kissed Xie Yuming again.

This time, he was afraid that Xie Yuming would make his mouth swell again, so he only took a sip and then let go. The other party still looked disappointed, wondering why he didn't kiss longer this time.

"I'm going to take a shower." He stood up and said to Li Qian, waiting for him to take another bite.

Li Qian waved his hand: "Go." He was going to pack the things that Xie Yuming hadn't packed just now.

Angrily, Xie Yuming bent down, pecked Li Qian's mouth, and begged for the kiss himself.

Li Qian glanced at him with a half-smile.

Anyway, Xie Yuming was appeased, and happily walked briskly to wash the vegetables.He used to disdain to do these things the most, but now he cherishes them very much.

As long as we can be together with Li Qian, even the annoying things will become enjoyable.

Xie Yuming thought to himself: Although Qian is unwilling to live together, he will stay out until night. It would be even better if he could get Li Qian into bed.

After thinking about it, I am a little dissatisfied with my current figure. Without the smooth body and abdominal muscles before, I can't attract Li Qian well.

It is necessary to strengthen the training intensity.

Although Xie Yuming failed to lure Li Qian to bed in the end, and did not stay overnight, he was driven home at 09:30, but before he left, Li Qian pressed him down and kissed him hard because of his shame. Rubbing is already very satisfying.

Maybe I can still dream of Qian when I sleep tonight, I will never feel lonely and sleepless, it is very bitter.

By the way, before going to bed, you can still make a video with Qian. This is what Qian agreed to just now. Xie Yuming couldn't help but grinned stupidly. I changed my mind and accepted myself again.