i want to go home

"Huh? Let go, I'll open the door." Li Qian shook his hand, but didn't.

Xie Yuming let go of his hands in a panic, glanced at Li Qian, and silently lowered his head again.

Li Qian was only going to make some simple things for breakfast, and Xie Yuming wanted to rush to make them. He didn't fight with this person, so he let him go. It might as well be breakfast, even if it was sloppy, it would be unpalatable. Where to go.

His back, tossing silently in the kitchen, looked a little gentle, a look Li Qian had never seen before.

However, the products they made looked good and tasted unexpectedly good, Li Qian was a little surprised, wondering when he learned how to cook.He quickly solved half of it, but Xie Yuming himself hardly moved, only looking at him expectantly.

Frightened by being stared at, Li Qian raised his head and said, "Your cooking is delicious."

Xie Yuming immediately laughed happily, and blurted out: "I'll do something else for you next time!" After speaking, he realized that there might not be a next time, and his expression darkened again, expecting Li Qian's approval.

"Eat quickly." Obviously Li Qian disappointed him.

"Oh..." Xie Yuming lowered his head and poked something on the plate, really lost his appetite.Obviously seeing Li Qian eat it makes him feel delicious, but seeing what's on his own plate makes him sick.

After a while, when there was still one mouthful left in Li Qian's plate, Xie Yuming suddenly said, "Also, let me fill it up for you!"

He felt that it was enough, and looked at the pitifully small part of Xie Yuming's plate, which remained untouched. He was in a complicated mood. He shook his head and was about to say no, when Xie Yuming took the plate away.

Holding the fork in a daze, he watched Xie Yuming turn around impatiently, walked quickly to the kitchen, lowered his head slightly, and made a strange movement with his left hand.

He thought for a while, and then suddenly realized when he saw the new additions to the plate, Xie Yuming just grabbed his remaining half of an apple and ate it!

hand holding...

eaten……

He looked at Xie Yuming with complicated eyes, and the other party smiled guiltyly: "What's the matter, Qian?"

"It's nothing, thank you." Li Qian took it and continued to eat silently.

This made Xie Yuming even more uneasy. After 1 minute, he couldn't sit still, and even stood up to admit his mistake: "Qian... I just ate your food..." He sneaked a glance at Li Qian, who was only eating , didn't seem to care too much.

Hearing this, Li Qian was almost choked, and thought that maybe it was because he had disciplined him too harshly in those three months, turning Xie Yuming from an everyday playboy into a man who admits his mistakes and has to stand up now Good baby.

Feel like the evil landowners in the old society.

"... Sit down, eat, eat." He felt that what he said was outrageous, he ate whatever he ate, it was half bitten by him, not to mention that Xie Yuming himself had it, but I just want to eat my own.

Isn't something more disgusting with other people's saliva on it?

Xie Yuming breathed a sigh of relief, and sat down to watch Li Qian continue to eat, while his subordinates unconsciously poked the small pile of breakfast.

If it wasn't for watching Li Qian eat, he wouldn't even have the desire to face these things.

Li Qian took two bites and stopped, forked an apple and put it on Xie Yuming's plate: "Can I eat it?"

Xie Yuming was a little moved, but after hesitating for a while, he frowned and refused: "I don't want to eat it." The only thing he didn't feel disgusted with was the food Li Qian had eaten, probably because the desire to get closer to him far outweighed the rejection in his heart. .

In layman's terms, he just wanted to eat Li Qian's saliva.

Li Qian ignored him again, insisting on picking up the leftovers to eat, what's wrong.

However, he himself didn't know what kind of psychology it was, so he took half a bite of everything and piled it aside.Maybe I was full, but in the end most of it was left on the plate.

After eating, he couldn't stand it anymore, he picked up the plate and prepared to clean it up. Xie Yuming, who had been staring at his every move, jumped up in shock, wanting to take the plate from him.

"Qian, I'll come, I'll come..." He swallowed quietly.

Li Qian looked at him for a while, with a strange look on his face, and finally handed the plate to him with his own hands.

He felt that feelings were something that people could not control by themselves. In the past, Xie Yuming was so different from him that he could fall in love with Xie Yuming. Later, when Xie Yuming went crazy, he could still fall in love with this person again.Even if he didn't know what attracted him, and he didn't know if he could go on in the future, he was still entangled and ambiguous with him in hesitation.

He claimed to be sober, but it turned out that he just didn't see this person.When faced with it, like every ordinary person, he will be selfish and cowardly.

At that time breaking up was an unavoidable ending, but he didn't expect that after going around for three years, he still fell in love with Xie Yuming.

Xie Yuming, who was stared stiffly by Li Qian, walked to the kitchen almost on the same hands and feet.The upper part of the door is transparent, while the lower part is frosted glass. Even if he was watched, he dared not eat Li Qian's leftovers blatantly. He could only pretend to dump it into the trash can, squatted down, and grabbed Quickly put it in his mouth.

He squatted for a long time. Li Qian looked at the place for a while, and then suddenly stepped over. As soon as he entered the kitchen, he caught a little mouse that was so frightened that its fur exploded. Looking at him, his cheeks were still stuffed.

Squatting in front of the trash can to eat other people's leftovers, this kind of thing is like a beggar. In his memory, he would not do it even if the knife was on Xie Yuming's neck, but now this real and embarrassed Xie Yuming just squat down in front of him.

Li Qian seemed to be calmly waiting for Xie Yuming to finish chewing, but the other party's eyes were filled with mist, and he looked at him timidly, not daring to stand up.

After he had swallowed everything in his mouth, Li Qian pressed one of his shoulders and roughly pushed it onto the cabinet. Xie Yuming let him manipulate him, sat on the ground, and slammed his back hard on the cabinet door behind him.

He thought that Li Qian thought he was disgusting and wanted to hit him, so he closed his eyes, trying to hide his fear and pain, so he didn't have to see his disgust.

But he didn't expect that after waiting for a while, a warm lip suddenly covered his mouth, with gnashing of teeth and helpless anger.

Xie Yuming trembled suddenly, but for some reason he didn't dare to open his eyes, fearing that this was just a dream, or that Li Qian would wake up and he would throw himself away again.

The two lips just touched each other like this, Xie Yuming curled into a ball, his eyes were tightly closed, Li Qian sucked lightly, and then saw Xie Yuming tremble, and suddenly shed tears.

"Xie Yuming..." He murmured vaguely on his lips, "Going crazy and anorexic for a while, you are so annoying."

Xie Yuming trembled even more, his clenched hands loosened and clenched, clenched and loosened, and finally he tremblingly grabbed Li Qian's front, crying intermittently: "I'm sorry..."

"You are sorry for yourself." Li Qian left from his lips.

Xie Yuming still raised his head, and now he finally opened his eyes, and murmured, "I'm sorry..."

Li Qian didn't quarrel with him anymore, but stood up, Xie Yuming loosened his grip on his clothes lightly, he was still sitting there, a little panicked, caught off guard by what happened just now, and couldn't see through it Li Qian's current meaning.

Kissed him, did Qian mean to start over with him?Xie Yuming didn't have the confidence at all.

Based on his current mentality, if the relationship is so unclear, he will send it to Li Qian for no money, that's because he is taking advantage of it, he is willing, and he doesn't think there is anything wrong with it.

"Get up, I said it's cold on the ground." Li Qian subconsciously regarded the current Xie Yuming as the crazy and silly him again, and after reacting, he felt that there was nothing wrong. Xie Yuming's current appearance is very different from his before, although Not crazy, but still just as stupid.

Xie Yuming got up obediently, looked at Li Qian eagerly, then secretly looked at the plate on the ground, moved it to the side with his toes, in an attempt to cover up the evidence.

Li Qian was almost annoyed by him: "If you don't eat well, why do you eat other people's leftovers? Are you a little beggar?" He completely ignored why he left so many leftovers.

Xie Yuming himself also felt ashamed afterwards, and replied vaguely: "What Qian ate...is not disgusting, I am hungry and want to eat..."

Li Qian looked at him helplessly for a while, and said, "Go out, I'll clean up." Just now he came in impulsively, but now he's "caught" him, he can't pretend he didn't see Xie Yuming and continue to eat the leftovers something.

Xie Yuming glanced at the ground regretfully, he was not full yet.

But Li Qian found out, how could he dare to say anything about what he wanted to clean up, if it made Li Qian angry, it would not be worth the loss.

After Xie Yuming went out, Li Qian cleaned up quickly, thought for a while, squeezed two cups of fresh juice, and brought them out.

Xie Yuming was not idle outside, and cleaned the room skillfully. People who didn't know saw it, and thought it was a loving old couple. How could they think that it was an ex-boyfriend who broke up for three years.

"Drink this." He quickly finished his cup and handed Xie Yuming another cup.

Xie Yuming took it, but his face was serious, as if he was fighting something terrifying.

Li Qian couldn't stand it anymore, took the cup back, lifted Xie Yuming's chin, and fed it directly into his mouth.

The slightly sour taste of the fruit's sweet scent became something to induce vomiting for Xie Yuming. His face turned pale, and before he could spit it out, Li Qian gagged his mouth.

He didn't kiss him, but simply pressed his lips to his.

"If you want to spit, spit it in my mouth."

These words successfully dispelled all his desire to vomit, Xie Yuming obediently swallowed the liquid in his mouth, then mustered up his courage, and lightly touched Li Qian's lips like a young man in his early twenties offering his first kiss.

Li Qian touched his head and said, "Very good, just eat obediently like this from now on." Then he took another step closer, and both fell into the sofa with Xie Yuming, Xie Yuming sat stiffly, and Li Qian used his Kneeling on the sofa to support his body, he held the back of his head and lowered his head to kiss him.

When the lips touched, it was like the desert meeting the rain, they couldn't wait, Xie Yuming was so excited that his whole body trembled slightly, he raised his head and wholeheartedly responded to this real kiss.

Soon he couldn't help opening his mouth to welcome Li Qian's aggression, and hugged Li Qian tightly with his hands, revealing everything about himself in front of him to let him pick it up.

His dreams every night are scenes of begging to bring Li Qian back again and again, and being thrown away by him again and again. He never dared to dream of such a beautiful kiss, but now it directly becomes a reality. Xie Yuming thought: It is at this moment that Li Qian wants to Even if he stabbed him in the heart with a knife, he wouldn't feel any pain, he just felt willing and worth it.