The people who hired me are dead

"I'm sorry Yun, but you can no longer be equipped with a gun." The sheriff took the latest psychological evaluation results and said to Yun Xinzhuo in front of him, "You should take a temporary leave for a while, you are not suitable to continue to handle work in the police station now .”

"I think my test results should prove that I'm fine." Yun Xinzhuo said while pressing his gun.

"No problem is the biggest problem. Your contrast is too great. Police officers Ivan and Officer Sean have been checked out to varying degrees of depression and phobia. But you have nothing, you know the result How terrible, Yun." The sheriff said worriedly, "You are a very good policeman, I hope you can live well."

Ivan and Sean were the two policemen who ran down from the police car to report to the police, and they have been receiving psychological treatment for some time.

Yun Xinzhuo didn't say anything else, he took out his own gun and put it on the table. Just as he was about to take off his police cap, the sheriff stopped him.

"I just want you to go back and rest for a while. When you feel better, you can come back at any time. You are still a member of this place." The sheriff said with concern: "If you are not feeling well, I can contact the department for you." Ronaldo the best psychiatrist."

Yun Xinzhuo also knew that his current state was not suitable for continuing to work, even though his evaluation results were too good.But Yun Xinzhuo knew that he could hardly hold on anymore.

According to Rhett's suggestion, Sidney took Yun Xinzhuo to several gatherings together.Yun Xinzhuo had a great time in it. He was so drunk that he stood on a chair and led the people to the carnival.

It wasn't until late at night that he came home humming a song, and the next day he picked up little Liv from Smith's house alive and kicking.

Sidney really can't see what's wrong with Yun Xinzhuo, he looks like the happiest man in the world.

Yun Xinzhuo didn't know how long he could last, Lilian's death weighed on his tense nerves.He told himself to be strong, little Liv needed him, and there was death to deal with in this world.

He could entrust little Liv to a kind couple, but he couldn't entrust the system to anyone else.

Whenever he wakes up, he will hypnotize himself over and over again in bed, and he still has responsibilities to bear.In any case, he wants to cure the disease as soon as possible and help people in this world deal with death.

Little Lifu has never been so happy. Although her mother didn't know where she went and never came back, Uncle Yun was always by her side.

Yun Xinzhuo took her to Disneyland and accompanied her on the Ferris wheel.He sewed some beautiful long skirts for her, saying that she can wear them when she grows up.

Yun Xinzhuo carefully prepared a bunch of gifts for little Lifu, and until she became an adult, she would receive birthday and Christmas surprises from Yun Xinzhuo every year.

"I want a pony." Little Liv leaned on Yun Xinzhuo's arms and pointed to the yellow pony doll on the gift wall, "Can uncle shoot me a pony?"

"Of course." Yun Xinzhuo pulled up the bow and arrow on the stand and aimed at the bull's-eye. He could easily hit this target before, but his brain has not been sober these days.

He shook his head, put down the bow and arrow, and finally managed to get a hair rope for Xiao Lifu.

"Sorry, there's only one hair tie left." Yun Xinzhuo held his forehead, took out the medicine from his bosom and swallowed it.He found that depression was out of his control.

"Uncle, how about trying again." Yun Xinzhuo glanced at the pony doll, took out his wallet and prepared to play again.

Little Lifu reached out to take the hair rope handed over by the shopkeeper, raised her head and said to Yun Xinzhuo: "It's what I want too, and there is a pony at home. If uncle is not feeling well, let's go home and rest."

"Okay, Liv is so good." Yun Xinzhuo hugged little Liv and rubbed her cheek.

Little Lifu pushed Yun Xinzhuo's face and said with disgust, "The beard is piercing, Lifu don't kiss uncle."

Yun Xinzhuo laughed, and deliberately rubbed his chin against Little Lifu, who was so angry that Little Lifu pulled his slightly long hair.

"Uncle has a gift for Lifu." Yun Xinzhuo made a fuss for a while, then sent little Lifu back to the car.

He took out a small mobile phone from his backpack and handed it to Liv and said seriously, "Uncle will teach you how to use it later. If, I mean if. Smith and the others do bad things to you, you can call and tell Uncle Sidney, or Grandpa Sheriff."

"What's a bad thing?" Little Liv asked suspiciously.

"Hit you, or something else that scares you." Yun Xinzhuo said seriously.

"Things that scare me?" Little Liv asked blankly, "What is that?"

"How should I tell you." Yun Xinzhuo thought for a while and said, "You can never let Uncle Smith help you take a bath, things like this, understand?"

Little Lifu nodded ignorantly, Yun Xinzhuo rubbed her hair, and sighed helplessly.

Mr. and Mrs. Smith have no bad records and good reputation. They are the most suitable adoptive family for little Liv that Yun Xinzhuo can find.

Little Liv was sent to Mr. and Mrs. Smith's house again today. She actually wanted to go home and sleep, although everyone here treated her very well.

When Yun Xinzhuo said goodbye to her, Xiao Lifu looked at Yun Xinzhuo's smiling face and suddenly realized that Uncle Yun didn't want her anymore.

When she ran out to look for Yun Xinzhuo, she only saw the empty street.

Little Lifu cried and cried and rolled all over the floor to go home. Mr. and Mrs. Smith looked at Lifu who was sobbing and crying, and finally had no choice but to call Yun Xinzhuo back.

"Liv can't live without you. Although you are not related by blood, she already regards you as family." Ms. Smith pulled Yun Xinzhuo out of the room and whispered, "Officer Yun, maybe let little Liv stay by your side for a long time." It's better to leave it to us, she needs you and relies on you."

Yun Xinzhuo smiled stiffly, and he was sweating all the time.

Ms. Smith quickly discovered Yun Xinzhuo's abnormality, and she said worriedly, "Are you okay, Officer Yun."

"I don't know. I went to see a psychiatrist a few days ago, and he advised me to take long-term treatment." Yun Xinzhuo pursed his lips and said, "I was diagnosed with severe depression. To be honest, it is a problem for me to take care of myself when I am serious. .”

"My God...you must be suffering." Ms. Smith said pitifully, "Is there anything I can do to help you, oh yes. I remember that you live alone. Would you like to try living with us for a while, maybe the company will help you To make you feel better. It just so happens that our older son has moved out and his room is empty."

"Thank you for your kindness, but the doctor suggested that I be hospitalized for a period of time." Yun Xinzhuo said apologetically.

"We will take good care of Liv. You can live here at any time, and we will rent that room to you." Ms. Smith said sympathetically, "Let me hug you, you must be working hard now, the police are really not an easy task." Work."

As she spoke, she gently hugged Yun Xinzhuo and patted him on the back.

Yun Xinzhuo's body froze. He leaned against Ms. Smith's chubby body, and suddenly thought of Rhett's hug.

He couldn't tell what he wanted, he only knew that after Lilian's death, he would feel disgusted when he saw food, and would often have a strong sense of suffocation and dizziness for no reason.

These are nothing to him, he can slowly adapt.What really worries Yun Xinzhuo is that he has a tendency to attack. Before the death god appears, he has no way to find the death god.He has no clues, no information, and no clue.

He is not afraid of swords, nor is he afraid of powerful enemies.He killed Xue Xiaoren to avenge Junior Sister Luo. He beat Xue Yiren seriously and broke his sword to avenge Junior Brother Qiu.But he didn't know how to avenge Lilian, his anger had nowhere to vent, and it accumulated deeper and deeper in his heart.

This makes Yun Xinzhuo panic because he finds out that he wants to hurt innocent people.

Yun Xinzhuo stayed with Liv at Mr. and Mrs. Smith's house for one night and then left.

Little Lifu stopped crying after hearing that he just went to the hospital and didn't want her. She kissed Yun Xinzhuo's cheek and told him that she would obediently wait for him to come back to pick her up.

"Sidney said that Yun Xinzhuo was hospitalized." Reid looked at the email on his mobile phone, frowning and said, "Lilian's death made his depression worse."

"I knew it, he was in a weird state." Gordon passing by took a sip of coffee and said, "But he rejected my proposal, and he pushed me away. You know, with his brilliant smirk. I'm thrown out, and I can only tell the sheriff about it."

Gordon paused, and continued, "To be honest, it's a miracle that he can persist in that state for half a year. He wants to suppress the pain by himself. This kind of thinking is very common among patients with depression."

Ruide wanted to contact Yun Xinzhuo and ask how he was doing.He was sure that before Lilian's accident, Yun Xinzhuo's condition had indeed improved.As long as he continues to treat actively, he will recover in a short time, but Lilian's death makes all efforts come to naught.

Rhett hesitated for a long time, and finally decided to wait.After finishing his day's work, he returned to his home and lay down on the bed to sort out the data.

Sidney sent him a text to tell him it was raining again in Coronado.

Rhett looked up out of the window, the night wind from Quantico came in through the window, caressing his cheek gently.

Looking at the weather in Coronado, Rhett pursed his lips and called Yun Xinzhuo.

The phone rang for a while and was picked up, and a weak voice came from the phone.

"Reid?"

"It's me, Yun, are you okay?"

"Fortunately...cough cough, I just took medicine, I probably need to sleep for a while."

Listening to Yun Xinzhuo's voice, Reid said worriedly, "If you're not feeling well, you can try calling me."

"Well, thanks, I..."

Before he finished speaking, there was a thunder in the background, and the phone was hung up abruptly.

When Rhett called again, there was no answer there.

In the early hours of the morning, Red received a call.

Yun Xinzhuo's intermittent voice was on the phone, and he was asking Reid for help.

"Red, my violent tendencies are becoming more and more obvious, and I can't control myself."

"I don't want to hurt anyone, Rhett, you know that. But I cut my arm with a knife today, and I'm afraid it will end up hurting someone else."

"I can kill the enemy, but how on earth am I going to fight the disease. I don't understand, Rhett, I've never been so out of control..."

"Help me Rhett, save me, before I become a murderer... help me Rhett."

Reid had never heard Yun Xinzhuo make such a hopeless and helpless voice, he actually wanted to tell Yun Xinzhuo not to be afraid, your chance of killing people is pitifully small, and it is difficult for your violent tendencies to point to others.

But he still asked for leave with Hu Qi the next day and rushed to Coronado in the shortest possible time.

"Yun?" The dusty Reid pushed open the door of the ward, and said to Yun Xinzhuo, who was sitting on the bed in a daze, "I'm here, do you want to give me a hug?"

Yun Xinzhuo looked back at him, and slowly opened his arms in silence for a long time.