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"Wheat." Kou Yan'er said suddenly, turned to look at Xu Xiaomai, and reached out to hold her hand, "Now I'll apologize to you on behalf of Little Button."

"Huh?" Xu Xiaomai was confused.

"Little Button is my daughter. She is still young. If there is anything ignorant or something that hurts you in the future, I think it will happen. I apologize to you now. , please give her some time, please forgive her as much as possible, okay? Be patient with her. She is still young, and children are very pitiful." Kou Yaner's eyes turned red, and her voice choked up.Then Kou Yan'er quickly lowered his head, avoiding Xu Xiaomai's sight.Kou Yan'er never shed tears in front of others, she is a woman ashamed to show her fragility and sadness.

"Yaner..." Xu Maimai was so shocked that he didn't know how to respond to Kou Yaner.

During the silence just now, Xu Maimai recalled that morning more than three years ago, when Kou Yaner told about the impact of divorce on Little Button.It was that morning that the conversation between the two of them broke down, which made them miss three years.In the past three years, Xu Xiaomai has been reflecting on his performance that day, how unreasonable and unreasonable he was.So today, she knows she won't make the same mistake again.

Kou Yaner stabilized her emotions and continued, "My childhood was not happy. I have always hated irresponsible adults, or to put it bluntly, I hate my parents. I swear, I will have my own children when I grow up, no matter what No matter what, I want to make her happy. It wasn't until after my divorce that I realized that maybe I was on the path of my parents again. I still dragged my daughter into a broken family. Let her bear the responsibility of adults. Wrong. How innocent and helpless children are, they have no right to choose, no ability to control their own destiny and emotions. They can only accept the mercy of their parents, accept all kinds of troubles from their parents, and accept the lifestyle imposed by their parents."

Kou Yan'er buried her face in Xu Xiaomai's palm, "I don't know if I was wrong again. I want to give Little Button a happy childhood, but I don't know how to do it. Xiaomai, you have to help me."

"Yan'er, I like Little Button very much, I really like it. Let's find a way together. You don't have to apologize to me on behalf of Little Button, just like you will forgive her mistakes, so will I."

"Thank you." Kou Yan'er raised his head, and his face finally relaxed a little.She believes in wheat.

"Yan'er, I have a suggestion, let's go and meet Yunfei. She always gives me some good inspiration."

"Okay." Kou Yan'er at the moment was extremely docile.

On the other hand, Little Button completely lost sleep.She still didn't quite understand what happened, but she knew that her mother was no longer her own mother, and she felt that Xu Xiaomai was competing with her for her mother's love.

Where's mom?Little Button felt that her mother had changed.And it was because of Xu Xiaomai that my mother changed. Sophie is also very good to her mother, but her mother has not changed because of Sophie.That's the difference.

Both Sophie and Xu Maimai gave their mother nice clothes, but mother only likes to wear the clothes from Xu Maimai, and hangs the clothes from Sophie in the closet, and rarely wears them.

From the point of view of the little button, the clothes Sohpie sent are more beautiful, the colors are very beautiful, and there are beautiful lace, beautiful lace, in short, the blinblin clothes are very feminine.

The clothes that Xu Xiaomai gave to her mother were also pretty, but they were very similar to her own clothes. For some reason, they looked better than the ones her mother bought herself.Like this white shirt my mother is wearing today.Mom usually likes white shirts, but she always wears them like that.The white shirt that Xu Xiaomai gave to her mother is just a little different. The top button is a pearl, and there is a thin necklace in the collar. There is a delicate ring hanging under the necklace, which fits the pearl. buttons.Mom also looks very feminine when she wears it.Mom likes it so much that she wears it to eat directly.

Seeing his mother's smile, Little Button felt a little flustered.She just felt that the love her mother should have given her was taken away by Xu Xiaomai.

When Kou Yan'er and Xu Maimai saw Mo Yunfei, they both said in unison, "Yunfei, you are haggard!"

"Ha, that's right. There is no way, there is no debt that does not need to be repaid, and there is no fault that does not need to be paid for." Yun Fei smiled heartily.

Kou Yan'er didn't know Yun Fei's story, but she wouldn't ask too much.Yun Fei is one of the few women who dares to laugh at herself.Because of this, Kou Yaner looked at Yun Fei with admiration.Self-confident people laugh at themselves, not others.

Xu Maimai found out with guilt that she had never cared about Yunfei for a long time because she was too busy to take care of herself, but she always turned to Yunfei for help.

"You and Du Peng, have you made up your mind?" Xu Xiaomai asked carefully. (I'm afraid everyone will forget that Du Peng is Yunfei's lover for 10 years. I remind everyone because I can't remember the name myself, so I went back and looked it up.)

Yun Fei paused for a moment, "From the moment I saw their family, I no longer feel that I have a clear conscience. If I continue to entangle, I will look down on myself even more."

Neither Xu Xiaomai nor Kou Yaner said anything, it was too difficult to answer.

"Don't worry, Du Peng has turned the page. He's home." Yun Fei smiled bitterly.

Kou Yan'er has already guessed the outline of the story from Yun Fei's few words.Moreover, she saw sadness and reluctance in Yun Fei's smile.

"It's also possible that Du Peng's heart will never go back." Kou Yan'er wanted to say it, but he didn't say it.She herself has a deep understanding that since she fell in love with Xu Xiaomai, she can never go back.

As if there was a tacit understanding, Yun Fei continued, "However, my heart can no longer go home. You can see that I am haggard because I am in the process of divorcing Fan Zhi. Divorce is more difficult after all. Getting rid of that A paper marriage is really troublesome." (Note again, Fan Zhi is Yun Fei's husband.)

"Yes, very troublesome." Kou Yaner said. "Don't be bored alone, please contact us if you have troubles. We are friends."

"Okay. Don't talk about me. It's your turn, start showing your affection. Don't worry about adding salt to my wounds." Yun Fei regained his usual humorous ease.

"Yunfei, we also encountered difficulties and need your advice. Let me tell Yan'er that you are my life mentor." Xu Xiaomai said hastily.

"Life mentor, this hat is a bit too big, I can't bear it. The problem I encountered is about the little button?" Yun Fei is so smart, Xu Maimai and Kou Yan'er came to ask her for advice, what else could it be?

"Yeah, I think you are the most experienced." Xu Xiaomai was sure that he had found the right person, and he would not disappoint him today.

"I have no experience, but I have lessons. In other words, in fact, experience often has no reference value, and lessons are the most important."

Kou Yaner nodded.Yun Fei was quite right.People like to read the experience of success, but often ignore the lessons of others' failure.In fact, no one can copy the success of others, and those experiences are subject to specific conditions.The so-called lessons are those shortcomings that cause failure, which have warning significance for everyone.

"We don't need to talk about irresponsible parents, we are all too responsible. You also know that I quit my job and stayed at home for my son. I thought I had done my duty and I had a clear conscience. But, you know, I went abroad to see When I was with my son, I realized that his feelings were completely different from what I imagined."