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When he got home, Li Yu found a set of pajamas for Cheng Yin, "Go take a shower first."

Cheng Yin took it over and pressed his shoulder with one hand. Li Yu smiled and said, "It's not cool tonight."

Cheng Yin smiled, "It's pretty cool. You are very handsome today."

Li Yu looked at his clothes, "I thought I wouldn't embarrass her. I ended up embarrassing myself."

"Nothing," Cheng Yin said, "no shame."

Li Yu pushed him, "Go take a bath."

Cheng Yin smiled and walked to the bathroom.

After undressing and flushing for a while, Cheng Yin glanced at the shower gel from the shelf in the bathroom, pressed it twice but couldn't squeeze it out.I picked it up and carried it, it was empty.

Cheng Yin had no choice but to open the door and called out: "Li Yu Li Yu, the body soap is gone."

Li Yu came over upon hearing the sound, and Cheng Yin stood naked in front of him, holding an empty bath bottle in his hand, and his hair was still dripping with water, which was quite exciting.

Li Yu's ears were a little red, he lowered his eyes, and handed him a box of facial cleanser from the sink outside, "Use the facial cleanser."

Cheng Yin's eyes widened, "Huh?"

Li Yu was both apologetic and embarrassed and said: "I forgot to buy it. Let's use facial cleanser first. I used facial cleanser even when I ran out of body wash."

Cheng Yin took it, stared at the facial cleanser in his hand for two seconds, then blinked innocently at Li Yu, and shook his head.

Li Yu was impressed by his expression, and said in a coaxing tone: "Just make it."

Cheng Yin gestured ok and closed the door.

When lathering the facial cleanser and applying it on her body, Cheng Yin suddenly laughed, remembering Li Yu's earnest but a little embarrassed expression, it was so funny.

From the corner of the eye, Cheng Yin caught a glimpse of the empty body wash bottle that had just been dropped in the corner, and Cheng Yin slowly stopped smiling.

The body wash, shampoo, and facial cleanser that Li Yu bought were all packaged in the largest bottle.

Cheng Yin sighed silently.A person started to live alone when he was very young, and no one took care of him. When the daily necessities were gone, he had to remember to buy them.But this person is not a careful person, maybe he only remembers to buy a new one when the facial cleanser he usually gets is gone.

Cheng Yin thought, Li Yu must be very sad today.

However, he realized the innocence and fragility of Li Yu's heart.He has been suppressing certain emotions in normal times, but today he poured them out all at once, maybe it will be better.

But his sadness, Cheng Yin felt, was really unnecessary.Making friends, and many other things, are mutual.

Li Yu hid in his own world and treated others in an awkward way, of course not.

If you don't speak up, no one will know what you're thinking.It is very unreliable to know the world only by one's own conjecture.

Li Yu, he cares too much about himself, so it is easy to ignore many things.

How come no one cares about him?It's just that what he wants to care about is different from what others give.

If you want something, you have to get it yourself. How do you know if you can’t get it if you don’t try desperately?

But don't stand still, don't wait.

Cheng Yin came out after washing, and saw Li Yu lying on the sofa and fell asleep, holding a book in his hand.He gently pushed Li Yu, "Li Yu, go wash up."

Li Yu rubbed his eyes and got up, "Okay, you go to bed first, it's getting late."

Cheng Yin didn't think about where he would sleep. If he said he wanted to sleep on the sofa, Li Yu might have misunderstood him in his state today. After all, it's not like he hasn't slept together before.

Eh, this sentence is a bit strange.

Cheng Yin smiled and went to the kitchen.

When Li Yu came out, Cheng Yin handed him a small cup of hot milk. Li Yu sat on the sofa and took a sip, then lowered his head and said, "Thank you, Cheng Yin."

Cheng Yin sat beside him, and instead of following his words, he asked, "Do you know the phrase 'waiting for people Xiyi'?"

Li Yu didn't know why he asked this, so he nodded in a daze.

Cheng Yin asked, "What do you mean?"

"Waiting for you." Li Yu said.

"No," Cheng Yin looked at Li Yu firmly, "I mean here."

Li Yu looked up at him.

Cheng Yin said slowly: "It was the poem you wrote last time that made me realize. 'The days of waiting are always normal, and gatherings and departures are similar' and the last sentence 'Who is whose hometown or a distant place', Waiting for people Xiyi is not saying that I will wait for you no matter what, but that I know you will definitely come back, and I am always here."

Li Yu straightened up and looked into Cheng Yin's eyes.He understood Tu Shan's song in this way, and Li Yu suddenly didn't know what to say.

"It's mutual. The days of waiting are normal and not tormenting, because the result is doomed." Cheng Yin said, "It's the same with gathering and parting. There is no difference between being apart or being together. The ends of the world are like neighbors."

Cheng Yin asked: "When you wrote these sentences, didn't you think so?"

Li Yu nodded, Cheng Yin was right, that was exactly the poetic flavor he wanted to express, but he never expected Cheng Yin to ponder it so hard.

"So," Cheng Yin said bitterly, "The most sincere relationship is mutual, and it is mutual trust. Before expecting others to care, learn to care about others."

"Be more confident. Be more narcissistic!" Cheng Yin said: "I don't know if I have read a lot. Oscar Wilde said: 'narcissism is the beginning of a lifetime of romance', right?"

Li Yu nodded.Cheng Yin went on to say: "I think you are very good. This is my idea, so to get my attention, you have to care about my opinion first. I think so, and you should think so too."

Li Yu smiled and said to him: "Cheng Yin, you are super nice."

Cheng Yin was overjoyed, but still said with a serious face: "Sit down! Listen to Teacher Cheng's class."

Li Yu smiled happily, "That's enough. Thank you, Cheng Yin, I understand everything. Discussions on pseudo-literature and art then turned to the chicken soup venue. It's all right here. I know everything."

Cheng Yin felt a little sad. Sure enough, the goal of becoming a master of language is still far away. The discussion of pseudo-literature and art has been turned into a chicken soup venue?

Cheng Yin, a chicken soup columnist, said helplessly: "Do you really understand?"

Li Yu nodded, "I know everything." It's just that there is a gap between knowing and doing.

Who can't be reasonable?

But Li Yu also knew, "I will always be my own stranger."

Li Yu looked at Cheng Yin and said, "Since you think I'm good, I'll get to know myself seriously."

Cheng Yin smiled, "That's right. You love reading so much, you listen to too many words from smart people, and my words are indeed superfluous. Actually, I don't have too much idea, and what I said is empty, but I really think you are special. Good. Don’t deny yourself easily, let alone others.”

Li Yu nodded, looking deeply into Cheng Yin's eyes, "I have listened to a lot of other people's words, but your words are only for me."

Cheng Yin was stunned, and his mental activities were very complicated.I have been analyzing it for a long time, alas.Li Yu knew it all in his heart, so there was no need for him to say it here.That's not the point, fuck it!Cheng Yin couldn't bear it, Li Yu's words were blatantly provocative, okay?

Maternal solo's heart was challenged.

Cheng Yin lowered his head and drank all the milk in one gulp, his ears turned red, "That's enough, don't talk about it. Two big men have been sensational for a long time, it's a bit embarrassing, don't talk about it."

Li Yu smiled, "You drink my milk."

Cheng Yin rushed into his bedroom, "I warmed your milk for you! Sleep!"

Li Yu smiled and entered the room with him, thank you Cheng Yin, thank you for treating me so sincerely.

Cheng Yin lay on the bed, turned his back to Li Yu, and asked again: "Find some time to talk to your mother again?"

Li Yu thought for a while, and said slowly: "Cheng Yin. I was thinking, since she has a career she loves, I really have no position to stop her from dedicating time and effort to it. I can't let her abandon her dream. Do something to take care of me and stay with me."

"This is very clear." Li Yu lay flat on the bed, and continued: "I just suddenly feel very sad today. But this is irreversible, I can only accept it."

Li Yu paused, and called him "Cheng Yin".

Cheng Yin quickly cut him off, "Don't thank me anymore! I don't want a good card."

Li Yu smiled again, "I vented a lot today, it's okay now. Don't worry."

"Okay," Cheng Yin said softly, "Go to sleep, good night, Xiucai."

"Good night."

When Cheng Yin woke up the next day, Li Yu was no longer on the bed.

Cheng Yin got up and found Li Yu in the kitchen.Li Yu turned his head and smiled at him, "I made glutinous rice eggs."

"Ready? Do you need me?" Cheng Yin asked.

"It's ready." Li Yu put two bowls on the table outside, "Come and eat after you wash up."

"it is good."

But when Cheng Yin quickly finished washing and came over, Li Yu's expression was obviously not as relaxed as before. Li Yu stood up and said angrily, "The eggs are too hard boiled."

Cheng Yin laughed, "I thought your cooking skills were going to explode today." Cheng Yin sat down, took a spoonful and swallowed it, "You're a little old, it's okay."

"How about I go down and buy you another breakfast?" Li Yu was still standing.

"Well, if you're really embarrassed, go," Cheng Yin lowered his head and ate, "Li Yu, take it easy. Why are you being so polite all of a sudden."

Li Yu was at a loss for a moment, he was quite uncomfortable, and suddenly recalled that his inner confession to Cheng Yin last night was very embarrassing.

After thinking about it, Li Yu pressed Cheng Yin's head in order to ease the awkward atmosphere, and said fiercely on purpose: "I'll eat it all!"

Cheng Yin: ...

Almost knocked his head into the bowl!

"Don't," Cheng Yin said helplessly, "this method is not suitable for you."

Li Yu laughed, "Then do you want to eat something else?"

Cheng Yin shook his head, "It's enough. You cooked so much." Cheng Yin finished the food in the bowl and wiped his mouth, "Fang Yuan brought the schoolbag yesterday, I'll bring it to you later? It seems I sent out two papers for me to do."

"I'll go back with you, and bring it back by myself." Li Yu said.

"Okay," Cheng Yin nodded, "I'm going back to do my homework too." Li Yu must have been exhausted yesterday, and Cheng Yin didn't intend to influence him here anymore. Now that he's calmed down, Li Yu needs some private space .

On Monday morning, Li Yu handed over the review to the class teacher and Chinese teacher.Teacher Xiao Yang is kind and considerate. He had a good impression of him after teaching him in the first year of high school. After reading his review, he didn't blame him too much. He just asked him to sort out his mood and study hard.Teacher Lao Yang took him to scold him for a long time, but as soon as Li Yu returned, he circulated his review in the office, "Look, I haven't seen such a beautiful and sincere child in teaching for so many years, Li Yu, sure. Can give our school a city champion."

Of course, the classmates in the grade were even more impressed by Li Yu.Without the Chinese test, the total score is still so high, so Li Yu's topic level is naturally very high.

Cheng Yin's hard work was not in vain, Teacher Yang even praised him by name in Chinese class, and praised him for his good performance in the exam.

After class, Yin happily helped Chen Liyan carry his Chinese homework to the office, and Teacher Yang left him for a chat.

Teacher Yang knocked on the table with a half-smile, "Honestly speaking, did you cheat?"

Cheng Yin is not like ordinary students who get into a rage when they are questioned. He smiled easily, "I didn't cheat. Although the progress is indeed quite big, but I deserve it after working hard."

Teacher Yang smiled sincerely this time, "I admire confident students very much. As I said before, you are very smart, which shows that the teacher is right. Keep going Cheng Yin."

Cheng Yin nodded, "Thank you, Teacher Yang."

Teacher Yang handed him a box of chocolates on the table, "Take it and eat it, it was given by the parents of the students, and the teacher doesn't like sweets."

Cheng Yin was a little stunned and didn't answer. "Is there a reward for passing the exam?"

Teacher Yang smiled, stuffed it to him, and said a little louder, "Take it and share it with the students in the class."

"Thank you then." Cheng Yin held it, "I'm going back to the classroom first."

"Go."

Cheng Yin left the office and went back to the classroom feeling his face. Cheng Yin distributed the chocolates to his classmates, not forgetting to quietly distribute two more to Li Yu.

During the big class break, Cheng Yin was competing with Qin Lang to play a small game on his mobile phone. From the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Jiahui coming back from outside the classroom with a sad expression on his face.Cheng Yin let go of his grip on the phone and asked Jiahui what's wrong.

Jiahui's tone was full of resentment and anger: "Fang Ting was cheated on. I just went to return the book I asked her to borrow, and she lay on the table crying hard."

Cheng Yin glanced at Fang Yuan who was dozing off on the table, thought for a while before saying: "The one who posted the confession? Ma Yang?"

Jiahui said bitterly, "It's that idiot."

Cheng Yin looked disgusted, "You were so high-profile and exaggerated when you confessed, why are you fucking cheating?"

"That's right." Jiahui slapped the table angrily, "Fang Ting was so angry that she cried."

The sound of slapping the table startled Li Yu. He was writing a physics paper with his earphones on, so he took them off and turned to ask, "What happened?"

Because Qin Lang had heard Chen Liyan's words before, he had a lot of affection for Li Yu, so he quickly responded to him: "Jiahui's good friend was cheated on."

Li Yu frowned.

Cheating is something that everyone despises.

"Oh," Cheng Yin sighed, and patted Jiahui on the shoulder, "Don't be angry, go back and comfort Fang Ting, don't waste too much energy because of this kind of person."

Jiahui took out the textbook from the cabinet, "Don't let me see him, I can't scold him to death!"

When going to school in the afternoon, as soon as they entered the classroom door, Cheng Yin and Li Yu saw Fang Yuan with a bruised nose and a swollen face.

Cheng Yin was startled, "Did your mother beat you?"

"No." Fang Yuan pressed the corner of his eyes, immediately hissed, and grinned, "I had a fight with that idiot Ma Yang at noon."

Cheng Yin was helpless.Although Fang Yuan is usually playful and playful, he is actually very hostile, because of his good relationship with Fang Yuan, Cheng Yin fought more than ten times during his adolescence.Cheng Yin asked: "You know?"

Fang Yuan was stunned, "You also know?"

Cheng Yin was a little confused, "Why didn't I know? Fang Ting was so angry."

Fang Yuan's expression was very conflicted, "Damn it! I thought Fang Ting didn't know. I met Ma Yang cuddling with a girl from another school at noon today, and I went up and beat him up."

Fang Yuan was annoyed, and asked anxiously: "Fuck! Did Fang Ting break up with him?"

"I found out that I was cheated on, of course we broke up." Cheng Yin didn't understand what Fang Yuan was excited about.

Fang Yuan said embarrassingly: "That's over. I fucking grabbed Ma Yang by the collar to make him reflect. I lectured him eloquently for a long time, made up a nonsense, told him that Fang Ting liked him very much, and told him not to be so Fang Ting is here."

"It's over, it's over," Fang Yuan tugged at his collar impatiently, "Ma Yang must think that I'm going to be Fang Ting's lobbyist, maybe he will be proud that Fang Ting will never forget him."

Cheng Yin looked at him in disbelief, "What are you thinking? Of course it's a breakup if you get cheated on. Why do you still want to hide it from Fang Ting when you find out he cheated?"

Fang Yuan didn't speak, Cheng Yin pushed him, "What logic do you have?"

Fang Yuan gritted his teeth and said with difficulty: "I don't know. I was blown up immediately, I think it would be too cruel for Fang Ting to know that she was cheated on."

After listening for a long time, Li Yu also found it difficult to accept, "Is it not cruel to her to be kept secret?"

Fang Yuan glanced at him, and slapped himself violently, "Oh fuck! I'm an idiot. I was a straight man with cancer at the time, and I was thinking that if I cheated, I would ask my girlfriend to forgive me once." Fang Yuan Frowning tightly, he said weakly: "I'm too shameless."

Li Yu was a little surprised by Fang Yuan's frankness and self-blame.

Cheng Yin patted Fang Yuan's shoulder, "Okay, don't talk about it. Think about what to do now, Fang Ting will hate you if she finds out."

"Ah!" Fang Yuan held his head in pain, "I'm sick. What should I do?"

Li Yu thought for a while and asked, "How did Ma Yang react when he heard your words?"

Fang Yuan curled his lips, "He must be so proud."

Cheng Yin slapped him on the arm, "Stop fucking guessing. Tell me something practical."

Fang Yuan tried hard to recall, "He kept scolding me. Yelling is none of your business. Fuck me."

Cheng Yin breathed a sigh of relief, "That's okay. I guess Ma Yang didn't take you seriously."

"Really?" Fang Yuan was very uneasy, "He won't talk to Fang Ting again, will he?"

Cheng Yin said coldly: "Today, Jiahui told me that Fang Ting was so angry that she cried. I guess Fang Ting can't listen to what Ma Yang says and will ignore him."

"Fang Ting is crying." Fang Yuan said angrily, "Ma Yang is an idiot."

Cheng Yin pressed Fang Yuan's shoulder, "Why don't you go talk to Fang Ting and tell her about it. Anyway, you beat Ma Yang, and you've vented your anger on her."

李彧却摇头说:“可是，方源以什么立场去说？对一个刚失恋的女孩儿说我喜欢你，我帮你揍了负心汉吗？”

Fang Yuan couldn't hold back, "Hey Li Yu, do you know what I said? What did Cheng Yin say?"

Li Yu smiled, "He didn't say anything. Why don't you like her beating Ma Yang?"

"Then what should we do?" Fang Yuan was very distressed.

"Why don't you let Jiahui tell you about it?" Li Yu said seriously, "Jiahui and her are good friends. Let Jiahui tell her about it, and even if Fang Ting knows that you like her, she won't be embarrassed." .”

"Okay." Fang Yuan hung his head dejectedly, "I'll go ask Jiahui."

The author has something to say: "I will always be a stranger to myself." - "The Myth of Sisyphus" This does not involve the discussion of absurd people, um, I can't discuss it hahaha.Simply use one sentence to describe Li Yu's mood.