You have a bamboo horse waiting to be checked

early morning.

After Qi Zhongshan was awakened by the vibration of the mobile phone, he waited for a long time before he could barely restrain his getting up, stabilized his mentality, and took out the mobile phone from under the pillow.

When he saw the caller clearly, his annoyance instantly turned into anxiety.

"Yifeng?" Qi Chongshan's voice was a little hoarse, nasal yet still awake, but very urgent, "What's wrong?"

There was a long silence on the phone.

"It's okay." Just when Qi Zhongshan almost thought that the signal was not good and was about to ask again, Ling Yifeng finally said, "I'm a little nervous today, I can't sleep...you go to sleep."

Being woken up suddenly in the middle of the night, and the other party still said it was okay... It's not angry, it's a god.

But maybe because the other party was Ling Yifeng, Qi Zhongshan was really not very angry, but he had never experienced insomnia, so he really didn't know what to say for a while.

"Then... can you come out now?" After a while, Ling Yifeng asked again.

Qi Zhongshan was still in the stamina of getting up, and was a little dazed for a while.

At 03:30 in the morning, the boyfriend asked him to go out...

what do you want.

miss you.

What a mess.

He shook his head to try to wake himself up, but Ling Yifeng's voice came from the phone again.

With a little uneasiness.

"Sorry, I……"

"Don't say sorry, just say where you are going." Qi Zhongshan sighed, lifted the quilt and began to change clothes, "I feel uncomfortable when you say sorry, why are you so wrong?"

After Ling Yifeng said the location, he hung up the phone, stood up, leaned against the railing, and exhaled slowly.

It sounds very weird to choose to climb over the wall and enter the school in the middle of the night, but it is also because he really doesn't know where to go.

I felt that I could no longer stay in the environment I was particularly familiar with, so I slipped away.

He didn't want to cry or be hysterical, he wanted to be calm.

chaos.

This is the only feeling he has now.

He felt that everything was running wildly out of control, and he really wanted to call a stop, to let all these things happen slowly, and let them give himself some breathing time, but they just snowballed and rolled towards him. Press it.

In fact, calling Qi Zhongshan is useless, but he just wants to hear Qi Zhongshan's voice.

Like a tranquilizer.

Because at that moment he panicked.

After Qi Ming broke up with Ling Yichen, he simply left.

Ling Yichen gritted his teeth and went back to work after sending him back to the school district room.

He huddled in a corner of the house alone and stared blankly.

The shadows of his childhood in the darkness overwhelmingly overwhelmed him, making him run away in time to grab the key, halfway in a panic, and finally couldn't help but want to ask others for help, but except for Qi Zhongshan, in his world There is no one else.

But the moment he heard Qi Chongshan's voice, he felt even more confused.

I feel that I shouldn't pull Qi Zhongshan into my own world again and again.

Obviously he was the one who made up his mind not to reconcile with Qi Zhongshan at the beginning, but in the end it was also he who made their lives more and more intertwined.

The cold night wind passed through Ling Yifeng's clothes, making the sound of hula la.

wrong.

It's Qi Ming's hem, and the clothes belong to Qi Ming.

He didn't know how long he lay on the railing in a daze before he heard familiar footsteps behind him.

He suddenly felt drained.

The warmth of ironing posts came from behind, Ling Yifeng simply closed his eyes, and leaned into the arms of the person behind him: "What are you doing?"

"It's too late to call me out and give me a hug." Qi Zhongshan put his arms around him and kissed his earlobe. "I have to leave before five o'clock, or I will scare my mother to death."

"Tell your mother that you left early, anyway, you are still at school now," Ling Yifeng felt a little sleepy in his arms, "Why don't you accompany me to the school district room and sleep for a while."

Qi Zhongshan paused for a moment without raising any objection: "Okay."

"Don't you think I'm doing it, I'll call you out to sleep in another place at night." Ling Yifeng opened his eyes and looked up at him.

"I'm worried about you." Qi Zhongshan was a little helpless, "Is your injury better?"

"It's not hurt, it's hard to say whether it's hurt or not, and the bruises are all rubbed away." Ling Yifeng still stared at him, "You didn't answer the question."

"No," Qi Zhongshan said, "I didn't think you did it, I just felt worried about you, so I came here. I'll help you out if there's something wrong, it's better if nothing happens, that's all."

"I won't call you here if something really happens," Ling Yifeng smiled, "I'm just too busy."

"If something really happens, I hope that the first person you think of is me." Qi Zhongshan said, "No matter what it is, it doesn't matter whether I can solve it or not."

"why?"

"Jealous." Qi Zhongshan said bluntly, "This is a bit like sorting priorities... I hope you put me at the top."

"You can be so frank even if you're jealous," Ling Yifeng exhaled, watching his hair being blown by the air current, "You stay with me for a while."

"Well," Qi Chongshan replied, "Do you want to talk about something?"

Ling Yifeng shook his head.

"I'm sleepy." After a while, Ling Yifeng turned around and hugged him, "Go back to class and sleep for a while."

Qi Chongshan is really a good boyfriend. He is handsome and can be taken out. He considers each other's thoughts in a considerate way. He is able to flirt but has no half-heartedness. He has a very good personality and can let him do everything. He is also very capable in all aspects. Starting from such trivial things as correcting the test papers and teaching him to practice signing, he subtly let him gradually become better along with himself.

But the more this happened, the more Ling Yifeng couldn't understand why Qi Zhongshan liked him.

As far as the common language is concerned, the common language between him and Qi Zhongshan is not as good as that between Qi Zhongshan and Xie Hao or Ye Yiming.

To put it bluntly, he was just insecure.

But at night, people came here without complaining and asked people whether they like it or why they like it... This is too much.

And Ling Yifeng is very clear that this is his own problem, Qi Chongshan has done nothing wrong, he can't let Qi Chongshan feel troubled by it.

The two walked all the way to the back door of the classroom. Qi Zhongshan happened to be on duty this week, so he took out the classroom key and opened the door.

Ling Yifeng rolled up the specially brought school uniform and stuffed it into a pillow shape, and when he really put it on it, he would not be sleepy anymore.

Qi Zhongshan didn't sleep either, he was obviously sleepy lying there, but he patiently waited for him to sleep first.

He looked very docile, but inadvertently showed a little grievance, which made Ling Yifeng want to laugh a little.

"Stupid," he poked Qi Chongshan's face with his hand, "you stare at me to see how I sleep."

Qi Zhongshan turned his head away immediately.

"So obedient?" Ling Yifeng looked at him with a smile on his cheek, "Don't rely on me for everything, you have a bottom line for me."

"Why should I have a bottom line for you?" Qi Zhongshan turned back and smiled, "I said it before, I did this because I was happy."

"Then if you don't like it someday," Ling Yifeng said softly, "I'm not used to it."

For example, Qi Ming and Ling Yichen... at least one of them must have violated their original intentions back then.

From the moment Qi Ming said he wanted to leave, Ling Yifeng wanted to convince himself that it was their right to break up, and it was a decision after peaceful discussions. He had no right to interfere and had to accept it, preferably calmly. Accept it, otherwise it will only be him who suffers.

Qi Ming will not stay because of him, and Ling Yichen will not compromise because of him.But Ling Yifeng thinks this is very good, no one will endure humiliation for anyone, which is a good thing for both parties.

But when Qi Ming really left, he felt as if a piece of his heart had been ripped away, empty, and excruciatingly painful.

It hurts so bad I can't breathe.

This is not a weight that can be summed up in three words "unaccustomed".

Qi Ming is still just his brother.

He couldn't imagine what it would be like if it was his boyfriend who would spend time together in the future and let him "get used to it".

Just look at Qi Ming and Ling Yichen.

Talk about five years in five years.

"My brother and the others broke up," Ling Yifeng tried to calm down his emotions, and said as calmly as possible, "Just today. I just sent Qi Ming back from the airport."

"I don't need you to comfort me," Ling Yifeng ignored him, and continued in one breath, speaking faster and faster, "But I'm uncomfortable, I'm especially uncomfortable, I'm uncomfortable when I ascend to heaven, I'm just very messed up right now, I don't want to Staying alone, as long as I am alone, I feel that I am left behind again, and no one wants me anymore... I am quite crazy, really, it’s obviously not a big deal, obviously it’s just a message to chat When it's over, I have to pull you out too..."

"Yifeng," Qi Zhongshan put his hand on his shoulder, "Yifeng."

"There are divorced parents and orphans everywhere in the world, but I can't do it," Ling Yifeng said through gritted teeth, "I'm just used to it..."

"Yifeng!" Qi Zhongshan really had no idea, so he raised his voice, "Stop!"

Ling Yifeng slammed on the brakes, gasping for breath, coughing until tears came out, Qi Zhongshan quickly took him into his arms, and patted his back to let him breathe.

Ling Yifeng coughed for a while, then slowly recovered, put his head on Qi Zhongshan's shoulder, without saying a word.

"Those things are not trivial," Qi Zhongshan whispered in his ear, "It doesn't hurt anyone to put it on anyone. You have done a good job. It's normal for you to call me out. If you send me a message Talking about this, I must run to your house."

Ling Yifeng muffled: "Why?"

"I can still see your condition now, and I can still hug you. It said on the phone that I want to make me anxious." Qi Zhongshan whispered, "Actually, I am quite happy, as you can think of The first one was me."

"Although it may not be of any use for me to be here, I am here anyway." Qi Zhongshan gently stroked his back from top to bottom, "When I can be here, you can let me be here." Here."

"Then what if you can't be here?"

"I will wait until there are others here," Qi Zhongshan said, "or until there is no need to guard here."

"Translate, what should I do if we break up, I will wait until you like the next one or become a monk." Ling Yifeng bit his neck gently as a punishment, "I don't want to break up in this life, I really want to see others I'm afraid of breaking up, I just want to talk about one, you should consider whether you want to stay here forever."

"Yes." Qi Zhongshan snorted on his head, "Like a puppy."

"You're messing with it." Ling Yifeng continued to rest his head on his shoulder, "What time is it?"

Qi Zhongshan immediately raised his hand and looked at his watch: "04:30."

"Go back and get your schoolbag." Ling Yifeng straightened up, rubbed his face with his hands, trying to wake himself up, "I didn't bring it either."

When Qi Zhongshan stood up, he grabbed Qi Zhongshan's clothes and said, "Wait a minute."

"Ok?"

"Kiss." Ling Yifeng looked back at the surveillance camera, "The infrared is not on, it's off."

Qi Zhongshan was taken aback for a moment, but quickly realized and kissed him.

Lips and teeth intertwined.

"Not yet," Ling Yifeng let go of him, and couldn't help laughing, "Didn't learn?"

"Didn't you let me watch the film?" Qi Zhongshan was a little helpless, "self-taught?"

"That's right," Ling Yifeng patted him on the shoulder, "Let's explore slowly."

"Then do you want to grope again?" Qi Zhongshan laughed, "I can still kiss for half an hour."

"Damn," Ling Yifeng smiled and tripped him, "Save it, let's do it next time."

After finishing speaking, he remembered something: "But I really don't know when the next time will be. I have to leave tomorrow... I will take the exam when I go back."

"Tomorrow?" Qi Zhongshan was obviously surprised, "So suddenly?"

"I didn't remember it at first. It was Ling Haoran who reminded me when he mentioned the exam. My student status is still there. My brother said that I have to go back to my hometown for both the exam and the college entrance exam. Before the exam, I should go back to my class to get used to the question types..." Ling Yifeng explained a little uneasy, "I didn't mean not to tell you."

"I didn't leave without saying goodbye this time." Ling Yifeng took a deep breath, "So, wait for me to come back."

"Okay." Qi Zhongshan didn't say anything more, and stretched out his hand to hold him in his arms, "Waiting for you to come back."

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel [Xi Qing] for the nutrient solution ×5~

I want to explain the Yifeng pillow-shaped school uniform. I don’t know if everyone has that habit. Our high school used to be the traditional school uniform of sportswear, with wide sleeves, and we stuffed all the clothes into one school uniform. In the sleeves, as a pillow to sleep on_(:з」∠)_I want to sing about this hot school uniform at this time... so soft and thick qwq

Then there is the side story of the brother group, I am writing it, I have no idea when it will be posted... According to the standard of the previous article, it should be [-] to [-] words, and I will write it from the encounter to the final HE.Qi Ming and Ling Yichen have dual perspectives.

In fact, it's quite disturbing to think about it. When the main cp fell in love, the deputy cp broke up, and the deputy cp finally settled down, and the main cp was still awkward... hey.

I really like this article. To be precise, I like every article very much. It is very real in my mind. Maybe it is because of this that sometimes it will be a little trivial, and I am not willing to give up many details... I will try to correct it_ (:з」∠)_Thank you for your support, okay, I said too much today (cover my face) I won’t do it tomorrow!