go back and try love

The Seven Sufferings of Buddhism: Birth, old age, sickness, suffering, not getting what you want, parting from love, resentment and resentment. It turns out that people in this world will experience such deep-seated sufferings, but if there is no love, there will be no pain, if there is no heart, there will be no pain, everything No beginning, no end...

Returning to the depravity of self-exile, games, or alcoholism, used to be the normal state of his life, but now it has become his only way of indulging. At the beginning, it is fragrant and sweet, but after the mouth is full of bitterness, and drinking again, it is drunk and paralyzed pain,

Although it is short-lived, it can best heal heartbreak. Legend has it that there is a kind of medicine that can make people forget all the pain and beauty in the world. .....

Shizhang Ruanhong, drinking wine alone, wandering in the lonely street, exiled night, weeping in the heart, most people do three things in their lives, self-deception, deception, Being deceived, and the present self is nothing more than using illusory beauty to cover up the inner fear, and using stupid self-deception to maintain the spider's silk hope.

Creak—the door opened, bringing a faint light into the dark room, and Ah Sang walked up to him with a face full of embarrassment: "Zheng, Zheng Yu."

Zheng Yu smelled of alcohol, his face was flushed, his eyes were misty, as if they were out of focus, and he looked chaotic.

Without expecting any response from him, Ah Sang continued on his own: "I, I seem to have gotten into trouble."

Zheng Yu's turbid eyes were slightly clearer, and he swept across the person in front of him vaguely, mixed with a trace of doubt.

Ah Sang seemed to have made up his mind: "Your dad really wants to know about you and An Wenxuan!!"

Zheng Yu's eyes widened in an instant, the bright red bloodshot eyes were dignified and clear, and he grabbed Ah Sang by the collar: "What did you say?"

Ah Sang's body trembled like a sieve: "Zheng Yu, I really didn't mean it. Your father called and scolded you. Why have so many things happened recently? You didn't answer your calls. I said I didn't know, it's just you After coming back from the charity dinner, I locked myself in the house, your father asked me what happened to the charity dinner, I couldn’t bear it anymore, so I said...probably because I saw someone..."

"I'm stupid!!!!!!"

Zheng Yu's eyes were slightly sunken, and there was a hint of bloodthirsty in his pupils. It was because of you that I lost An Wenxuan. God knows what he will do! ! !

He punched Ah Sang in the stomach so hard that he foamed at the mouth, stepped forward and kicked him again.

"Get out, get out of here!!"

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Sending Zheng Yu's father away, Xing Jiaqi sighed deeply, sat on the sofa weakly, raised his hand and stroked his hair back: "How long do you have to watch?"

Ren Shaobai came out of the bedroom with a blank expression on his face. He was physically and mentally exhausted from the group activities for a few days. He hoped that he could find a moment of peace here. Unexpectedly, he heard the angry man who had just slept for less than an hour. middle-aged man yelling in the living room.

"You are so straightforward when you speak, and you don't care that he is an elder!"

"What happened to the elder?" Xing Jiaqi said nonchalantly, "Our family's friendship with him is nothing more than an exchange of interests. Zheng Yu and I are friends, but we don't necessarily have to obey his father's orders."

"However, his father is a difficult character at first sight." Ren Shaobai rarely showed a look of worry on his face, "I don't know how he will deal with Wenxuan?"

Xing Jiaqi raised his eyebrows slightly, and glanced at him seemingly unintentionally: "He is rich, but he hasn't penetrated into the entertainment circle, at most, he met some people for Zheng Yu, so he wouldn't threaten An Wenxuan. "

Ren Shaobai stared at him coldly, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, and he couldn't see clearly. Even a calm person like Xing Jiaqi was stared at by him making him uncomfortable. Resounded: "The entertainment industry has always put interests first. As long as you have money, where do you need to know anyone? With a little money, you can still pour dirty water on people like us. You have been immersed for so long, and you still say such perfunctory words." , it’s just that you don’t want to help, so why do you say it so grandly?”

After being ridiculed by others, Xing Jiaqi couldn't hold back his face, and his voice was cold and decisive: "He has nothing to do with me, why should I help him? Just now Zheng Yu's father asked me to punish him. I didn't agree, which is considered kind! "

Ren Shaobai looked at him indifferently, and sneered: "Yes, you are a businessman, since you are not someone I care about, why bother to take action, I made a mistake."

Turning his head to leave, Xing Jiaqi got up and grabbed him, his tone was calm but with some expectation: "Do you want me to help him?"

Ren Shaobai tilted his head and smiled lightly, but his eyes were as lazy as Xia: "Boss Xing is better to protect himself, don't be troubled by people like us."

"Do you know what is the biggest difference between you and Zheng Yu?" Xing Jiaqi didn't let go of his hands, but clasped them tighter, muttering in his own voice, "He never needed my help, the only time he begged me was For An Wenxuan, and you..."

Ren Shaobai looked at him silently, his eyes were as clear as the dewdrops on the lotus leaves in the morning: "What about me?"

"Accept my care, feel at ease, but never bow to me." The eyes that were always cold as ice became hot, "Why?"

Ren Shaobai lowered his eyes and face slightly, bowed his head in thought for a long time, slowly took his hand away, and returned to his bedroom without saying a word.

Xing Jiaqi looked at him quietly, like looking at the vast sky with the same color of sky and water on the coast, crushing the vast sea and layers of white clouds in his eyes, and the waves of his eyes became soft.

Since getting along, he has discovered that the innocence of this person is incompatible with the complicated world he lives in. Zheng Yu's dismissive thoughtfulness has been aroused. Get everything in order for him, even though he may not need it...

It is rare to insist on a kind of self in his life. His eyebrows and eyes are bent, like the splendor of the rainbow in the sky, and the corners of his mouth are raised, like the softness of willows blown by the wind. Even in his frail youth, he can protect the original love in his heart with a pure and innocent heart. dream.

He once watched Ren Shaobai dance, and he was usually lazy and undisciplined. On the stage, every hair, every inch of skin, and every pore seemed to be stained with the brew of the fairyland club, which made people feel intoxicated. The expression on his face is also different from the past, with raised eyebrows and a slight smile, sexy and provocative, even the most expensive gemstone in the world is no match for the radiance in the young man's eyes.

From that moment on, he decided that if the young man was willing, he would devote all of his life to protect him forever with a beautiful face, a gentle heart, and a pure heart to the end.

This time it's his best friend, he must be very anxious, but Xing Jiaqi is waiting for him to speak, waiting for him to beg himself, but, what is the purpose of doing this, even I can't explain...