【Black Flower】Guide to breaking up in the world

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The first thing he realized when he woke up was thirst, and the next second, someone dipped a cotton swab in water and gently wiped his chapped lips.

He felt happy, although his throat was so hoarse that he could only make a breathy sound: "Hua'er..."

The cotton swab was dipped in water again, and it felt cool and comfortable. The person next to him wiped it patiently and said, "There are no flowers, only evil."

Oh, someone else's daughter-in-law. ...and mine?

Wu Xie rang the bell, and the doctor and nurse came in quickly.The operation of the black glasses was very successful. He woke up 12 hours after the operation with good data in all aspects, the toxins were removed, and at least his life was safe. With follow-up treatment, it is conservatively estimated that his vision can recover to more than 60%.The doctor explained some precautions and left.

The ward fell silent again, for a moment, the black glasses said: "...Only you?"

"It would be nice to have me!" Wu Xie said, "You want Xiaohua? That's not okay, he's lying on the hospital bed like you."

After finishing speaking, Wu Xie watched as Uncle Qi's heartbeat and blood pressure went up on the monitor next to him.

"What are you thinking!" Wu Xie didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said in his heart that it was a fucking couple's fault, "Xie Yuchen fainted from hypoglycemia, and is hanging water in the outpatient department downstairs." He sat in front of the black-spectacled hospital bed and gave him Said: "We were so exhausted these days, and we were too nervous. The doctor originally expected you to operate for 6 hours, but it turned out to be 11 hours. He just sat still in the waiting area for 11 hours. We When I arrived, I had fucking muscle cramps. Later, the doctor came out and said that the operation was successful, but he didn’t respond. When you were pushed out, he stood up and fell down. The doctor gave him some diazepam, and he hasn’t yet Wake up, Lao Zhang is watching from below. If you are worried, I will go downstairs and get him up now?"

Black glasses: "Don't."

Wu Xie sighed: "Let him rest for a while, I don't know how long it has been since he had a serious sleep."

While talking, he watched the data on the black glasses monitor fluctuate with his words, thinking that the monitor is really a good thing, and wanted to get one for Lao Zhang.

The effect of the black glasses anesthesia has not yet fully passed. Although he really wanted to wait for Xie Yuchen to come over, his consciousness still blurred involuntarily. into a ball.

When I woke up again, I felt that my hand was being held by someone.He tried to move, and Xie Yuchen immediately let go of his hand and asked, "Are you awake?"

The black glasses expressed dissatisfaction in a hoarse voice: "I'm not awake, don't let go."

Xie Yuchen gave him a helpless look, then took his hand back again, thinking that this person is probably hopeless, and he must be such a dead person for the rest of his life.

The black glasses asked, "What time is it?"

"1:20, midnight. You've been out of the operating room for 26 hours."

Neither of them spoke for a while.Xie Yuchen didn't turn on the light, and the moonlight shone into the ward, illuminating this peaceful and exhausting life after the catastrophe.

The thumbs in black glasses rubbed the back of Xie Yuchen's hands. Those hands were always white and well-proportioned, but the joints were more protruding than in memory.He said suddenly, "Let me touch your face."

"What are you doing?" Xie Yuchen was puzzled.They have a tacit understanding in this regard, and there is still little physical contact so far. After all, both of them have their minds on that, and the current situation is like this.

However, the black glasses insisted: "Touch me."

His head can't move yet, and most of his body is fixed. One hand is connected to the instrument, and the other hand is infused with fluid. The range of movement is very limited.Xie Yuchen had no choice but to lower his head, took the palm of his black glasses, and pressed his cheek against it.

The movements of the black glasses were also inconvenient, and the big hands moved back and forth awkwardly on Xie Yuchen's face.Xie Yuchen told him: "My friend, I don't need your help. I washed my face today."

The corners of the black glasses' mouth moved, and he put down his hands, thinking how thin he was, he could feel every bone in his face like touching a skeleton.He said to Xie Yuchen, "Friend, I beg you to do something."

Although this person looks like a fool, he is aloof and extremely measured. He has never used such a serious word. Xie Yuchen couldn't help frowning when he heard it, "What's the matter? As for it?"

"As for." The black glasses said to him: "Can you stop abusing my wife?" What nonsense?Xie Yuchen's brows were still furrowed, and he stared feebly at the bandaged man on the hospital bed, but still smiled.His throat was congested for a moment, but he couldn't get back the hooligan remarks in the first place.

The black glasses clenched Yuchen's hand tightly and sighed silently.

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He was discharged from the hospital in less than 3 months after black glasses.The house where he opened the glasses shop was put aside for the time being, and he lived in the courtyard house where he knew Yuchen well.He has good physical fitness and he recovered quickly. After a few months, his eyesight recovered to [-]% or [-]%, but he still cannot see strong light. He still needs to be accompanied by sunglasses for the rest of his life.

During the period of recuperating at home, he worked hard every day in the kitchen of the courtyard that had never been used. With careful feeding, Xie Yuchen regained a lot of weight, but the problem of insomnia was not cured.Black Glasses didn’t give him sleeping pills, and pressed him with hands and feet to prevent him from getting up to work in the middle of the night. Xie Yuchen said helplessly that if I couldn’t sleep, I would think wildly, and the more I thought about it, the more I couldn’t sleep. Doing sports, you are not too young, so take care of your old waist.Guiltyly, the black glasses didn't ask him what he was thinking about.Later, he didn't know how to figure out the trick, and began to read German to Xie Yuchen every night, from poetry and novels to household appliance manuals, holding him in his arms and not moving, full of patience.His voice is deep and magnetic, and pleasant to the ear, but Xie Yuchen couldn't understand the content, and felt that the German pronunciation seemed to be repeated over and over again, and the babbles in his ears seemed endless. It was a bit annoying, but it was annoying. I can really fall asleep.

Half a year later, Wu Xie and Zhang Qiling moved to a new house. By the way, they officially celebrated that the blind man is no longer blind. The five of them gathered in the new house and had a great time.Black Glasses got up and toasted, saying that all of you present are close friends of life and death.The fat man said you are welcome, whoever we are with whom, if you really want to, donate the house of your glasses shop, we are about to open a new studio.Wu Xie said pretentiously, your house is a bit bigger, but it doesn't matter, you can set aside a chess and card room.Hei Glasses said it was a trivial matter, but now I belong to Chairman Xie, and the property is naturally also surnamed Xie, so I have to ask him about it.Chairman Xie himself sat next to him smiling and not saying a word.The money for Audio-Technica's first studio came from Chairman Xie's interest-free loan, and it has not been repaid yet, so it immediately died down.Xie Yuchen held up his wine glass, expressing his relief, with a kind of pride in his expression that "the stray dog ​​that has been fed for more than ten years has finally recognized its owner".

That night, Xie Yuchen drank too much. On the way back, he passed a convenience store and suddenly asked for candy. When he entered, he stood directly in front of the cashier and asked politely: "Girl, I want candy, can you recommend it for me?" ?”

The little girl's face turned red.The black glasses next to him suddenly sobered up most of the wine.Girl: "You, what flavor do you like?"

Xie Yuchen smiled tenderly: "I like fruity ones."

Before the little girl recovered her brain from the shock of the stunning handsome man's smiling face and figured out the types of fruit candies, the black glasses quickly grabbed a handful of candies on the shelf, threw down a few big tickets, Without delay, he dragged away the beautiful president who was in a state of leakage.Xie Yuchen was holding a bosom of colorful candies, smiling, "Oh, so many."

It was a cool night in late autumn, and black glasses wrapped the scarf around Xie Yuchen's neck twice before tying it up. This kind of children's tying would never be allowed in normal times, but right now Xie Yuchen lowered his head and concentrated on dismantling a piece of pink scarf. Candy paper, no time to talk to him.

The black glasses realized that this man was indeed [-]% drunk.In fact, Xie Yuchen has a strong drinking capacity and self-discipline, and the number of times he really gets drunk is very small.When he is half drunk, he can maintain the personality of a young entrepreneur. When he is completely drunk, he will become a sweet and soft kid. As long as he is not messed with, he will be happy with everyone.The black glasses watched him reveal a fair face from a pile of scarves, with a lump of candy in his mouth, and he looked so happy, he couldn't help but become beastly, and went up and kissed him hard.

Tsk, peach flavor.

The eyes of the black glasses changed a little, staring at Xie Yuchen's lips that had just been kissed into water red, and asked:

"Ancestor, let's call a car and go home quickly."

The ancestor said: "No, I want to walk."

……OK.The black glasses stretched out their hands towards him, "Then let's... drive?"

Xie Yuchen pushed his hand away and insisted on going his own way.The black glasses followed behind with a headache, seeing that his walking path was not a straight line, he couldn't help but go up and hug him.This time he was not rejected, he was busy peeling off the wrapper of the second piece of candy, humming a song.The black glasses listened carefully, ha, it turned out to be the green pepper fried rice song he improvised while cooking in the kitchen.

In the middle of the night the streets are empty, black glasses are holding a drunk man, and he can't walk fast.Xie Yuchen wobbled and was not in a hurry. After eating a few candies, he finally remembered that there was a big living person next to him. He looked at the side face in black glasses, and suddenly leaned into his ear, and whispered, "Hey, one year! Halfway!" The black glasses were shocked by the heat, and he turned his head to stare at Xie Yuchen, losing his temper, thinking that he can't do it here, can you stop dying!Then I came back to my senses, "What's been a year and a half?"

Xie Yuchen tilted his head, his eyes were bright, "You are by my side this time."

The black glasses took a breath, and smiled wryly, "Why are you counting this? Don't count, the days will be long, you can't count them."

Xie Yuchen felt that he was hugged a little tighter, and said solemnly: "It's okay, you can leave if you want."

The black glasses glanced at the person in his arms, feeling the sourness of self-inflicted crimes, and thought to fuck, what he did in the past was too ruthless, and now he has no credibility with others.

"Really." The more Xie Yuchen said, the more serious he became, he simply stopped and did not leave. "You can go wherever you want, and do whatever you want." He turned his black-glassed body to face himself, raised his hand, and gently stroked his eyes that hadn't completely faded away very fondly and preciously. Scar, whispered: "Just don't die."

The black glasses grabbed his hand, and hurriedly expressed his loyalty: "If you don't die, if you don't die, your life is yours, and it's all up to you!"

"Really?" Alcohol made Xie Yuchen's mind both real and illusory. He stared at the black glasses with misty eyes for a long time, and then nodded reassuringly, "That's good. Before...you scared me to death." Speaking Suddenly, the pair of beautiful thin eyelids blinked, and two lines of tears rolled down immediately.

The black glasses buzzed, and he was an idiot on the spot.

Xie Yuchen didn't seem to know that he was crying, and asked seriously, "Why did you scare me like that?"

The black glasses stretched out his hand, but he didn't dare to touch Xie Yuchen.He opened his mouth, but he couldn't utter a single word. The mouth that was usually eloquent and full of hype was even worse than Zhang Qiling's.

Xie Yuchen lowered his head slightly, and looked up at the black glasses. The dim and warm light of the street lamp made his eyelashes even more beautiful. With tears streaming down his face, he asked each sentence: "Do you think it's boring to be with me?"

Black Glasses: "...Of course not."

"Do you think I treat you badly?"

"……no."

"Then you think I don't care about you?"

"No."

"Neither of them." Even if he was so drunk, Xie Yuchen still analyzed and ruled out the items one by one, and finally confirmed: "Then you are bullying me."

The black glasses were speechless.

That's right, that's the right thing to say.He just bullied him, bullied him to be strong and sensible, bullied him to be smart and independent, and bullied him to take care of the overall situation, only then would he feel that his departure would not have much impact on him, and would allow himself to be in his life again and again come and go.Even if there are difficulties, it cannot be denied that the harm he caused Xie Yuchen was not all unintentional.

Xie Yuchen put his hands in his coat pockets. Although his tone was flat, tears fell even more: "You not only bullied me, but you also lied to me. For more than ten years, you didn't tell me such important things. You even said that you died Let me not be reconciled. Are you kidding? How can I be reconciled? I can't do it at all, and you still force me to promise you. Why are you doing this to me? "

These words have been deeply buried under his pride and affection. If it weren't for this drunkenness at the right time and place, I am afraid that he would never say it in his life.Black Glasses thought, Xie Yuchen really found the best way to rectify him—he tortured himself, and the pain hit Hei Glasses' heart ten times and a hundred times.

Why am I doing this to you?

"I, I... oh...", the black glasses are completely messed up, the straight back is bent, and it seems that the pain is so bad that he wants to say that I am wrong and sorry, that I am sick and I will review, I want to Said that I would not dare in the future, but in the eyes of Xie Yuchen waiting for the answer, he said in the opposite direction: "I love you."

As soon as the words came out, both of them were stunned.

Xie Yuchen moved a few steps on the spot, nodded pretending to be calm: "I know about this." The black glasses saw that his face was full of tears and the tip of his nose was red, but he couldn't help but feel complacent. Sore and sore and itchy, I feel like I'm going crazy.

Xie Yuchen thought for a moment, and carefully proposed: "Then can you promise me that you will not die while I am alive?"

The black glasses nodded solemnly: "Okay."

"Like I promised you." Xie Yuchen raised his right hand and spread it out, "Promise me?" "Promise."

The black glasses gave him a high five, and then grabbed his hand and pulled him into his arms.

As you promised me, even if you can't do it, you will grit your teeth and try your best to achieve it.

Xie Yuchen unconsciously buried his face in the neck of the black glasses. He didn't know that he was crying from the beginning to the end, and now he smiled contentedly.From the beginning of the acquaintance, he instinctively believed that in front of this person, he could be arrogant, self-willed, reckless, and be himself without any worries. This was the treatment he never enjoyed when he was a child.Therefore, Xie Yuchen closed his eyes in this familiar embrace, thinking, Mr. Qi, even if you do not belong to me, even if you are far away in the sky, as long as you are in this world, it is the joy of my life.

The black glasses wiped away Xie Yuchen's tears, and kissed his forehead one after another.He thought that if he was gone, even if Xie Yuchen was drunk and unconscious, who could he tell his grievances?

In the first half of his turbulent life, he was always rebellious, willful, and unrestrained, and didn't pay much attention to life and death. However, at this moment, he hugged Xie Yuchen tightly, and was extremely grateful that he could live with care.

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Afterwards, the black glasses never left Xie Yuchen's life.As long as they are in the same city, two people must sleep in the same bed.His optical shop reopened, and the business was good, so he didn't need to worry about taking care of it, and he went to play other things in his free time.This person is impressive in everything he does, and even broadens the scope of his interest in understanding Yuchen.Once he helped a few friends in Europe to shoot wildlife documentaries, and went to the prairie forest to carry the camera for 2 months. During the period, he suffered an accident and was stung by a bee. One head and two big ones were stung by bees. During the video call, he learned about Yuchen. He laughed out loud without any pity, and was captured in screenshots as a souvenir, and his image will forever be recorded in the annals of history.

In the first summer after fully recovering, Beijing was extremely hot, black glasses repeatedly lobbied, and Xie Yuchen finally arranged a two-week vacation to go to Germany together to escape the summer heat.The house with black glasses was bought by him when he was a child. It is a quiet small villa near StanbergSee in Munich. The garden is always taken care of and is beautifully maintained. Half of the rooms upstairs can see the beautiful lake view. tree blue sky.Xie Yuchen liked this place very much, which made him dejected when it was time to go back to work. It was rare for him to show such a childish emotion. The black glasses thought it was so funny, but he knew that if he couldn't help him solve the problem at this time, then don't mess with him, so he just smiled Put the keys of the house into his hand.

Later, as long as Xie Yuchen was free for a little longer, most of them would fly there for vacation.In the winter of the third year, Xie Yuchen was stumbled by the end-of-year auction, so Black Glasses went there alone, just in time to check the heating pipes of the house.A few days later, in the middle of the night, Xie Yuchen walked out of the airport passageway yawning, and saw the cool and handsome old black in leather jacket and black pants. He took the hot burrito in his hand, took a bite, and his teeth were full of aroma.He never eats or sleeps on the plane, and the car has already finished eating the burritos before the door of the house, licking his lips and feeling that the old blind man's skills are getting better and better.After entering the house, I went directly to take a shower, then dried my hair and threw myself on the bed and fell asleep.

This sleep lasted until the sun was shining the next day.When he woke up, there was no one around him. There was breakfast left for him on the table downstairs. He walked around the room with a piece of toast in his mouth, put on his clothes and went out. Sure enough, he saw the door of the storage room by the garden was open. .

There was a little snow floating in the air, Xie Yuchen wrapped his clothes tightly and ran over, and asked the black glasses, what are you doing?Wearing black glasses and white linen gloves, the skin under the vest is covered with a thin layer of sweat. It seems that he has been busy for a while, "I am going to build you a desk and see if there is anything useful here. I’ve been to this room before, and I don’t know many things in it.” He said, turned around and saw that Xie Yuchen was still wearing slippers, and hurried him back.

Xie Yuchen had finished his breakfast and washed up properly, but the black glasses hadn't come in yet.He had nothing to do, so he lay on the sofa and played a game on his mobile phone. He probably hadn't fully adjusted the jet lag, and fell asleep again after a while.

When he woke up again, the black glasses were sitting on the ground with his back against the sofa, and he was fiddling with something, making noises in his hands.Xie Yuchen pushed his knee against his back, "What are you messing with?"

The black glasses looked back at him, then turned back to continue, "I dug it out from the storage room, the password box,... I forgot the password."

"What's in it?"

"I guess it's..." Black Glasses didn't finish his sentence, but he completely gave up trying the password,

Pick up the hammer in the toolbox, hammer it down, and the combination lock shatters with a sound.He opened the chest, and a small box inside, and took out a Sugula ring.

"My parents left in a hurry, and my mother only had time to take this ring off her hand and give it to me. Although she has a lot of precious jewelry, I remember this is the only one she always wears. She probably likes it very much. … ...and that's the only thing left of my family."

The black glasses turned around, grabbed Xie Yuchen's hand, and said, "Here you are." As he spoke, he put it on his finger.At first, he thought he wanted to put it on his middle finger more discreetly, but the circle was not big enough. He smiled, lowered his head and lowered his eyes to reveal the blushing demeanor of an old rascal, and changed to put it on his ring finger, which was just the right size.

Xie Yuchen looked at his hand, as if seeing it for the first time.The main stone of Shugulai is lustrous and moist, and its color is in line with the pink that he often wore on his body when he was young.He cleared his throat, looked down at the black glasses, raised his eyebrows and said, "Give it to me now?"

The black glasses smiled, "I haven't found it since I was a teenager, and I thought I lost it." Xie Yuchen touched the ring lightly, staring at him with dark eyes, small eyes full of content.The black glasses felt extremely happy in his heart, and rushed up to throw him down, "Okay, I announce that the groom can kiss the bride now, kiss me quickly!"

Xie Yuchen hugged his neck and kissed him kindly, and then wanted to take a closer look at the ring on his hand. Unexpectedly, the black glasses refused to let go, holding his face to deepen the kiss, then the neck, then the collarbone...

Xie Yuchen panted lightly and patted the shoulder of the black glasses, "Bride, you seem to have hit me with something."

The black glasses smiled lowly in his ear, "I'm afraid you will go back on your word, so you have to deepen your relationship quickly." After saying that, he continued to take off his clothes.

Both of them were a little excited, and they couldn't help but move anxiously. Xie Yuchen hurt a little when the black glasses entered, but he just hugged the person on his body emotionally.The black glasses endured until Xie Yuchen groaned unsteadily before continuing to move.

The first time he thought of finding that ring and giving it to someone was the early morning when he received a call from Xie Yuchen from overseas 18 years ago. In the past 18 years, how many people have separated, broken up, and forgotten each other, some of them can't even find any specific reasons, and they have experienced so many textbook-like breakups, and in the end, they still have this person in their hearts .Thinking about it, I should really thank God, thank you, thank each other, love you so much, even if the journey is twists and turns, good fortune and mischief, it also made them break up and survive the desperate situation, and the world never parted.

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