Is this really what Xie Xiaofei thought eight years ago?Do you really think he is special, think he is good-looking, do you really see him in your eyes?

He couldn't believe what he saw, he raised his head suddenly, stared straight ahead blankly, and was suddenly fed a candy and couldn't find things, north and south.He sat for a while, and then with a beating heart, he lowered his head and moved his eyes to the next page.

"It's the first time that I have a desire to protect a boy and want to be nice to him. This should be... like? Uh, it feels so perverted... But it shouldn't matter, who stipulates that boys can't like boys anymore."

"I went to his house and went one step further!"

"I did everything possible to get his information from the office file, and I'm going to prepare a birthday surprise for him!"

A few strokes suddenly made Zhong Zhi's mind feel like a storm, and all kinds of emotions rushed up.He was already mentally prepared to bear the things that might hurt him recorded in the diary, but he never expected that the truth would be like this!This person really liked him eight years ago.Even, between the lines, I liked it a little more than Zhong Zhi could have imagined.

After that, there was no handwriting, and the two pages in the middle seemed to have been torn off violently, leaving some coffee stains.There are also traces of broken wires in the middle...

Zhong Zhi was short of breath, and felt extremely suffocated sitting in the carriage.

He didn't stop, and flipped backwards quickly.He wanted to find out the real truth about the person who left him that year.

Since I like him——

Did you really like him back then?Zhong Zhi only felt that he was having another dream, which was simply unreal.

After a few blank pages.

The time in the upper right corner has jumped to a few days later.

There are only a few sentences written above.It seems that the person who wrote the words was very irritable and anxious, and the handwriting was quite scribbled, and it was almost impossible to make out what was written.But even in the past few decades, Zhong Zhi can still recognize this person's handwriting and everything about this person at a glance.Turned into ashes also recognize.

"I was in a bad mood. I was sent abroad. Xie Huashan even sent someone to stare at me. I really want to go back, but if I get close to him, Xie Huashan must find a way to kill him... Those words that threatened me Xie Huashan Surely it can be said and done, if the time comes to spread some random rumors and force Zhong Zhi to drop out of school... besides, Zhong Zhi has suffered enough, if the matter of him being an illegitimate child is released, what will he do... He didn't fight back I have no ability to protect him... I might as well break my leg... What should I do? I would have known that I would never let my father find the diary... My passport was confiscated, and I have to smuggle back Well... But what can I do even if I go back? Xie Huashan is so strong, I have no ability to resist now, and it will cause Zhong Zhi to... What to do because of me! What to do! What to do! I'm so fucking crazy!"

A few more pages were blank, and the person wrote: "Maybe I can't go back, I should be hated."

What follows is a blank page of dozens of pages, like the eight years of absence.It turned out that not only was his life bleak, but this person was also in no mood to record every day.

On the day of the reunion, this diary was opened again and the dust was wiped off: "I don't know if it was the right decision to come back, but I hope I don't make the same mistakes... After eight years, I finally saw him again. But, it should be There is no hope of getting back together, because he said he hated me."

The writing is so heavy.Every word is full of frustration.

That day, Zhong Zhi treated him indifferently, and said that he would buy him with money.

Zhong Zhi looked at the truth in shock, God knows, at this moment, he sat there motionless, but the blood all over his body rushed to his throat.Shock and palpitations rushed over like mountains and seas.

Yes.That day Zhong Zhi clearly felt that his condition was not right, his family was on the verge of bankruptcy, and he was sent by his father's subordinates to curry favor with a potbellied man in exchange for financing money.He looked pale enough.

But Zhong Zhi only wanted to torture him at that time, seeing him in pain gave him a cruel pleasure.

So, what kind of mood is he holding?Although there are such difficulties, facing Zhong Zhi's indifferent and dismissive face, he should not be able to say a word.Because eight years have been too long, both he and Zhong Zhi have changed too much, maybe there is not much love left, and it is no longer necessary to explain the grievances of the year, even if it is said, it is not necessary. What can be changed?

He wasn't sure if Zhong Zhi would forgive him.

What's more, now the two are people from two worlds, and Zhong Zhi is standing under the spotlight. If this unreasonable relationship is discovered by someone again, will he have the courage to go on?So, instead of getting close and affecting that person's life again, it's better to stay away——

It's just that I didn't expect to meet him at the hotel.

He was ridiculed, ridiculed, ridiculed and insulted. From beginning to end, he just kept a pale face and said nothing.

Zhong Zhi stared blankly at the darkness outside the car window, and suddenly thought of what would happen if he unfortunately did not see the truth.Will he continue to question that person repeatedly in the days to come, and torture each other with that person because of distrust.

The answer is - yes.Because he is too worried about gains and losses, he demands too much, he is too greedy, and he needs that person's love in order to survive.

But he saw it.

It turned out to be the case.

If he hadn't been sent away forcibly, that person wouldn't have left him without saying a word.If it wasn't for the dilemma, that person wouldn't have stayed abroad forever and never came back.

Once he learned the truth, all the mad hatred in the past eight years seemed to be turned into regret in an instant.

Zhong Zhi's throat moved, bitterness and ecstasy mixed together, and he became unable to speak.

He regretted it. If he knew this earlier, he should have hugged that person into his arms the first time he met that person after the reunion.

……

At the same time, Xie Guanju heard 502 say: [The target's favorability degree is 2, the current favorability degree is 100, and the blackening degree has been cleared. 】

Xie Guanju was a little proud: [He should have seen the diary. :)]

502: [Brother Xie, it only took four months to complete the task this time, which is two months shorter than last time. 】

Xie Guanju: [Have you got the points yet? 】

502: [The [-] points of this world have already been obtained, plus the previous world, the current points are [-]. 】

Xie Guanju waited until midnight, but Zhong Zhi hadn't come back yet.He simply hugged the blanket from the bedroom to the sofa, curled up in a corner of the sofa and fell asleep.Of course, he was not completely asleep, and his consciousness was still awake.

I don't know how long it took, when the sky began to turn slightly white, the anti-theft door made a "click".

Zhong Zhi is back.

He seemed to have been outside for a long time, sorting out all his emotions and thoughts before coming back.

Xie Guanju closed his eyes tightly, still asleep.

Zhong Zhi closed the door softly, and did not turn on the light this time, because the person lying on the sofa left a light for him——

Waiting for him again.

Zhong Zhi went to the sofa and squatted down, looking at Xie Guanju with almost pious eyes, with extremely deep feelings.He warmed his hands in his arms before reaching out to caress Xie Guanju's face carefully.

The first time this person left a lamp for him, he thought that there was a 90.00% possibility that this person was playing tricks and wanted to escape, and that there was a [-]% possibility that this person had a little affection for him.But this time, he no longer doubted this person.He had never been so happy in his life as he is now.

He also didn't want to ask this person anything about eight years ago.Since this person chooses not to mention it, then he also pretends not to know, and just start over from now on.He is not sure how much this person still likes him now, whether it can be called mutual affection, but he can at least be sure that this person had feelings for him eight years ago, so now the feelings cannot completely disappear— —

Then he has hope, and he can spend his whole life until this person and him are completely in love with each other.

If he always has more feelings, he doesn't care.His redemption looked back at him, no matter what he gave, he was willing to do so.

As if feeling his touch, Xie Guanju moved slightly, and then woke up suddenly.

"I'm sorry for waking you up." Zhong Zhi whispered, looking at the hazy eyes of the man in front of him, his throat was extremely dry, and he almost blurted out the words that he had suppressed for eight years.His feelings were about to burn him, but he didn't care anymore, he learned the truth, and all the hatred was resolved in an instant.He has nothing to resent, he just blames himself for not being strong enough when he was young——

"I love you." Zhong Zhi leaned down and whispered in Xie Guanju's ear, the voice was very soft, almost inaudible, "Is it okay to start over from this moment?"

But the night was too quiet, Xie Guanju heard it in an instant, opened his eyes wide, and woke up.

Zhong Zhi held his hand, didn't wait for his answer, hugged him together with the blanket, and walked towards the bedroom.

He doesn't need an answer now, he already knows the answer from this man.

Xie Guanju was hugged in his arms, with his ears pressed against his chest, he could clearly hear the powerful beating of Zhong Zhi's heart, although it was powerful, there was still a trace of disorder, which was a sign of lust climbing up.

502: 【This world is completed very quickly, but you still have to stay in this world for the remaining two months. Brother Xie, you still have to follow him. 】

In fact, not only considering the task——

Xie Guanju thought for a while, although the sympathy level is already full, but if you can say a word to make this person happier, why not.At any rate, she was one of the top beauties in the world he traveled through.

When he was put on the bed by Zhong Zhi, he looked at Zhong Zhi, turned his eyes away, seemed to be hesitant, but said firmly in a low voice, "Me too."

There is no sentence in Zhong Zhi's life that is more ecstatic than this sentence.

At this moment, he tried his best to suppress it, but he still couldn't help the red eyes.

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